Wednesday, September 30, 2009
saw a nyp fyp guy frm the big fish tank in sim just now with sharon.
and she was saying tt he worked in crown prince swensens.
i was saying tt got another guy, my labmate also working there.
and we pieced two by two n remembered tt they were friends.
AND they are also my proj mate's friends.
den i remembreed him.
and i forgot his name.
HAHAHAHAHAHA tried very hard to remember what's his name.
but cldnt remember.
only remember start with 'z'
came home and looked for my fyp report,
found his name.
yeah.
lame right.
oh well.
just random stuffs to entertain myself.
ANYWAY.
i seriously cant understnd totally why pple wear HEELS to school.
HEELS LEH.
mad or what?!?!?!?
walk also so slow, jam up pple behind u.
u scared u nxt time no chance to wear heels when u start working meh!
den also cant undstnd why ppl slab on such THICK makeup on their faces when its just coming to sch for 3 hours, okay, maybee max 6 hours of lesson?
its not like u are going for a pagaent or what, like, HELLO????????
put a teenny weeny little bit ok lah.
for neutral look.
but such thick one, walao look lik machiam put half a bottle of whatever u are using on to ur face.
damn disgusting u know.
and i dont know how much earlier those ppl have to wake up to 'beautify' their faces.
tink i will die like tt.
okay, maybe i'm weird to tink tt these pple are extreme.
BUT . oh wells
sidetrack:
lindachung and raymond lam looks soooooooooooo good together.
kevin cheng and niki chow too.
but alas.......
*shake head*
i tink scv is being biased.
how come korean shows have dual sound, can change between chinese or korean language for audio, but hk shows cannot have dual sound, to change between canto or chin language?
damn biased loh i tink.
MR is nw showing on ch55.
yeah ifinished watching this looooong time ago.
i love watching hk shows in canto language.
cause:
1. i can understnd what they are saying.
2. it sounds better to hear the original language.
3. feels nicer too when its the original language.
4. i dont have to get distracted to try reading the lips and hearing chin coming out from the tv.
5. sometimes the chin voice they dubbed into the show of certain actors damn fake.
having said, i watched MR in the original sound. and now when i watch scv's version.
wahlao some voices canot make it loh. esp raymond lam's dubbed voice in the show.
super fake. and tavia yeung's too.
scv shldnt be so biased.
they shd let consumers choose language too!
COMPLAIN!!!!!!!!!
hahaha.
but MR is really a tearjerker.
damn nice too.
12:06 AM
Tuesday, September 29, 2009
i like the feeling of going home in the afternoons after morning classes.
2:55 PM
Sunday, September 27, 2009
can sense my menses coming..
dammit.
its so hateful being a female at times.
little no wonder i was feeling so depressed last night, piled together with upcoming exams.
its amazing how the human body works.
4:08 PM
Sunday, September 20, 2009
i want you to get out of my life.
can't u tell from my actions?
its always the small things which boils up to the big ones.
i hate it tt u always rely on me for EVERYTHING.
i teach you, you learn. dont always depend on me.
tt will only irk me more.
and dont ask stupid questions or pretend to be stupid.
and i hate the way u think.
maybe its the age gap.
i hate the way u eat.
i hate your actions.
ii hate the way you 'worry' about me.
(worry? i dont need your worry)
and your english sucks to the core.
from pronounciation to writing.
irks me too.
everything about u irks me.
and NOW.
stop doing things like u tink i will like.
i tell u, its a big PUI to u.
its MY life.
i dont need you to keep calling me and trying to find something to talk about when i'm OBVIOUSLY so not interested in talking to you.
and dont find some stupid excuse to ask me out.
don't call me asking some stupid stuffs like trying to talk.
i know what you are trying to do.
YOU may be stupid, but I am not.
and you dont have the right to ask me where am i and what time i'm going home.
if there's anyone i have to report to, its my parents.
not YOU.
and don't think that by doing some stuffs, its CONCERN.
don't think that asking about what my life is revolving, its CONCERN.
its definitely NOT.
let me tell you.
everything, yes, everything you do,
irritates me to the max.
so, if u don't want me to hate you further,
PLEASE f off.
you tink i care whether i have your bloody stupid concern?
no i don't.
take a hint please.
call me heartless.
whatever.
i don't care.
i will be damn happy if u'll just leave me alone.
THANK YOU SO VERY MUCH.
4:41 AM
Saturday, September 19, 2009
alright.
assignments all handed in.
a whew of relief.
but this means tt EXAMS ARE COMING!
omg its like so damn fast can.
tink its cause we've been busy-ing our selves with assignments tt time is passing so fast lah.
totally detest it.
anyway.
today was ER last lesson.
wanted to go early..but. i still managed to overslp.
rushed out.
class starts 9.30am, woke up 8.49am. reached school 10am.
and when i went it. damn stunned.
whole lecture hall filled.
including those chairs at the back.
got one grp of ppl sitting on the steps on e floor.
den i walked to e other side.
bo bian. just stand.
felt weird to be standing.
so i squatted.
yes SQUATTED.
today last lesson revision clss tts why so many ppl lah.
including some assholes who comee for AM lesson instead of going to their PM lessons.
den chia literally flash those questions in our learning guide, just tell us shortcut where to find the answers, talked abit which sounded redundant.
den he flashed last sem's exam questions.
copied while squatting still.
and that's the end of lecture.
at less den 10.30am.
great isnt it.
so anyway, went to work.
on the way to work de sky v dark.
and i was tinking, shit i forgot to bring my umbrella.
reached tanjong pagar, looked, felt like gonna rain.
summore i was still tinking go get a muffin, and buy lunch and my indispensable tea to office.
went to buy my muffin only, start to drizzle.
i was tinking, shit. so i tied the muffin plastic bag and dumped it in my bag cus i didnt want it to get wet else nt nice to eat liao. HAHAHAHAHA.
and i literally ran to office.
nt v heavy, but it seemed lik getting heavier.
so i walked fast, ran.
and when i reached office, tadah somehow the sun came out. and it stopped raining.
FANTASTIC RIGHT.
PLAY MY FEELINGS ONLY TODAY.
luckily i managed to buy e muffin to eat, cus i wasdamnhungry.
reached office like arnd 11.30?
12plus my colleague went out to get lunch for us.
hoho.and after she came back, it started to rain cats and dogs.
yes, it really RAINED.
oh wells.
dad fetched me home after work,
AYE traffic jam,
jam for an hour or so.
cus gt acccident.
so sad u know.
when we passed by the accident area, saw alot traffic police plus
a tent which they put the body inside.
no banged vehicles or other casualties.
tink maybe they have been whisked off to hospital or smth.
felt damn sad.
i mean, i dont even know tt person lah, but it just feels so saddening to see such a scene.
emotional.
yeah, went for dinner at west,
reached hm at 9.30.
my ex-tuition teacher is
haunting me.
with her texts and calls and emails which i'm ignoring all.
12:33 AM
Sunday, September 13, 2009
omg i canot stop searching for food.
is it due to stress?
i just cant seem to sit still and HAVE to go round the hse looking for food.
dammit.
5:39 PM
Friday, September 11, 2009
was having a super interesting dream just nw
but my mum woke me up when she called asking me what dinner i wanted.
and my dream was cut.
tried to fall back asleep to continue the dream.. but.
failed.
-_____________-
had double shot coffee jus nw but apparently did not work for me.
damn.
is my body immune to caffeine already?
argh@#$^%$&^%#!#%^%*&
made it for claSs in the morning just now.
so proud of myself, cus i skipped 3 of this module's classes already.
was in the bus sitting.
then suddenly this 2 indian women came to sit in frnt of me.
well, not both in frnt of me, they took a 2-seater each.
well, the one in frnt of me, when she sat. OMFG.
the smell was so unbearable tt i cannot bring myself to breathe.
like getting worse with each passing moment.
but also cannot cover my nose like tt mah, cus like so rude to do tat.
so i tried breathing silently, but in the end it made me feel like i was having a asthma attack.
then 2 stops later,
ANOTHER ONE OF THEIR FRIEND CAME UP.
and sat with the one who was in front of me.
so now there were TWO directly in front of me.
OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG.
super cannot breathe plus feel lik puking out already.
why dont they have tht good smelling jasmine scent on them which most have?
instead, theirs is those really strong indian smell, without the nice-smelling jasmine one.
i was soooo freaked out.
finally my stop reached.
alighted.
took a deep breathe.
the fresh air felt SO GREAT.
although there was the rain smell.
but still.
better den in tt bus.
when i was in class, i cld still smell tt scent.
really felt like puking den.
pui.
really no offense to anyone reading this..
10:41 PM
omg im so tired.
wanna slp so badly but my hair aint dry yet.
dunno isit cus i cutted my hair recently to became shorter and 'thinner',
tt when i blowdry my hair the scalp lik v fast v hot.
so i hav to stop blowdrying it n let it cool dwn before doing it again.
HAHAHAHA FUNNY RIGHT!
anyway.
i HAVE to make it for ER lesson tmL.
12:05 AM
Wednesday, September 09, 2009
my insomnia is back.
its like a periodic thing.
one period, i can sleep v well.
another period, i have insomnia.
like wth lah.
and its not a good thing to have insomnia for someone who has a condition like me.
sod it.
had PM test this afternoon.
i tink its a goner.
been having gastric pain since yestrday,
and i dunno why.
its not a good feeling.
OT and investment due nxt wk.
so gonna chiong.
11:25 PM
Monday, September 07, 2009
facebook can be quite a depressing place to surf sometimes.
u see pictures, and u feel wistful abt it, wishing u were inside too, having fun.
and u start to think about stuffs way back in time.
n u start asking urself why.
why did u let it happen like that.
what happened.
what went wrong.
but its too late.
11:05 PM
Sunday, September 06, 2009
okay i'm supposed to do my OT right now.
but i just cant sit still to do it.
its like.. read abit, surf abit, read abit, surf abit.
i know its damn bad.
i'm feeling so damn lethargic feel like just plopping down on my bed.
but i CANNOT!
went to uncle's place for dinner yest.
he cooked crab bee hoon.
oh yes.
initially i tot it was those fried style. but nope, its the soup style.
quite nice.
nt v oily, nt heavy, very 'qing'.
and the crabs all so meaty.
he scoop so many of the pincers up for me,
and when he saw tt i was finishing them, faster scoop some more for me.
oh mannnnnnnnnnnnn.
its always when i go to my uncle's place for dinner i end up eating damn alot.
and feeling damn guilty afterwards.
had all the cousins over yesterday.
so ..
with the 2 young BOY cousins arnd.
both kept pestering me to dl this and dl that game to their DS.
SO. i spent alot time doing tt.
very tiring to do all these d/ling for them especially since the memory card space is limited.
and they have to tink so long, abt which to delete.
like its some zhong shen da shi.
damn funny when u see the serious look on his face while he's thinking real hard.
anyway.
MY UNCLE SAYS HE'S GONNA COOK OGLIO OLIO SPAGHETTI NXT WK.
AND IT'S DAMN NICE WITH ALL THE SHELLS.
OMGGGGGGGGGGGGG.
my shorts are starting to get a bit tight already.
must control for this wk.
dAMmit.
shall continue to my OT (hopefully)
and to you: you are really damn stupid.
5:00 PM
my cannot-fall-asleep days are back. Great isn't it? Damn.
2:29 AM
Saturday, September 05, 2009
i dreamt that i got robbed.
4:27 PM
i have so many impt things to do.
like my OT essay, investment assignment, and PM test coming on wed which i know nuts about.
and i'm not moving myself to doing any of these.
just lazing arnd surfing aimlessly virtually.
i shld realllly get moving.
but there's alot of 'whatifs' on my mind.
what if this, what if that.
i'm sure many ppl have gone thru these 'whatifs' phases sometime of their lives.
sigh
1:00 AM
Friday, September 04, 2009
some people simply don't really care abt their friendships with certain ppl.
spare tyres only maybe?
seriously, i can never understand the mindsets of these type of pple.
its so tiring sometimes.
well, if they can't be bothered, why shd i bother ?
9:59 PM
Thursday, September 03, 2009
it feels comforting when you know that a kid wants you.
12:48 AM
