Monday, October 31, 2005
finally got my butt down to uploading some photos. to see it.. go to the links at the left side... right below. haha.
oh yeah. i passed my supp~!
*GRINS
11:31 PM
had 4o2 bbq last nite.. haha ... was quite fuNny.. gee. met ky at bv mrt aft my band .. den we went to my aunt's plaace to leave my instru dere.... n we wen to east coast park for the bbQ.. yeh~ hm.. gt... alvin..taige..baoling .. karin...cs .. weijie.. mengkiat .. peiyi..mi..ky.. voonling..liping..siewkim..zhenpeng de siaoo kia.. haha.. yest's turn out veri little.. de zhenpeng ...still as SIAO as ever... haha... den we all gossiped abt our batch de pple dere.. took photos... n alvin was being a nice guy bbQ-ing food for everyone..haha.. hmm. we left at arnd 9plus .. 10 like tt.. cus alot of them tml sch start le.. so wanna go bak earli..so long nv mit up with them le.. lik one yr once nia. dey were planning nx outing go cruise.. or zoo..or isit zouk? bleh. den aft yr 3 go china..henan..duno corect spelling ma..go taige's hse in henan to stAy.. haha. fotos .. will b uploaded soon bAh..
3:19 PM
Thursday, October 27, 2005
somtimes i tink things are just so ironic. sometimes i tink i want tis. n sometimes, i tink i don want it anymore. just wat the hell do i want exactly? darneed.
2:11 AM
Wednesday, October 26, 2005
i wanna complain. yes. COMPLAIN. some stupid ppl dunno hw to be hr. nt tt I noe. the agency tt my mum recommended mi tt time ... the stupid woman called mi .. saying got job.. den when i asked her on the fone wats the salary like.. she sae its $6/hr. ok. fine. so i went for the interview at her goddamned office. n when i reached there.. she tells mi if its ok if she pays mi 5/hr. n so .. being the kuku blur one .. i agreed. dammit. den when i reached the co i was working for.. knew rose n the others.. when rose knew hw much my salary was.. she was damn angry at rachel tt stupid woman . cus everyne there were being paid 6 bucks / hr. even janice who 'doesnt even noe how to tok properly on the fone' she says. n tt couple whu is always late for work, early to leave. its jus nt fair. she saes. n den she calls alston to complain to him. n rachel ..to f her upside dwn. she relly f-ed her upside dwn. apparently rachel made her damn mad.. asking her to go bak to work on hari raya. den yest aft the seminar at suntec.. mi n rose wen to this pub at liang seah st .. called beavers' to haf a drink. of cus i nv drink la.. given my condition i cant drink wat. so had a mocktail.. quite nice.. n waited for alston to come join us..seems tt he las time also nyp ..also study it de.. haha.. den rose complain to him alot stuffs..including my pay one. den rose asked alston if my rate cld b changed.. but haf to go thru rachel firs ma.. den we came up wit a plan .. alston say he help mi tok to rachel ..but canot let her noe tt we gt meet lo.. den today morning tt stupid woman call mi.. asking mi abt it... so i told her ... ' i tot on the fone b4 i went for interview u told mi my pay was 6... ' she said yah.. but i dun haf experience so giv mi 5... but pls lo.. i argue with her back .. cus janice also no exp. b4 wat.. she also pay 6 .. den she argue bak wit mi say janice is gt work in sheraton b4... hello? work sheraton is work as FnB leh. not telemarketer leh. i told her tt. den she argue bak sae she older den mi tt y 6. PLEASE LOR. u wan to use excuses can dun use this kind of stupid excuse anot? if like tt.. den howcome rose is also getting the same rate leh. huh. if relly go by age den rose shLd be getting like 10, 20 /hr liao lor. stinky old bitch. wan to make up excuses also duno how to say properly. den she say nw canot change liao the most nx time gt other assignment for mi she pay mi 6. fuck off lah. lik i still wanna continue with ur agency after wat happened? no way. i tok to her in those kind of buay song attitude can hear lor. den sae wat. she dun wan us to compare salaries. wat stupid kok u toking. den i dnno how come..she relented n say the most she can do is increase 50cents for the 2 wks of pay i haven take. den she sae can anot. i also duno wat to sae liao cus i also dun dare to say much ma.. so i sae ok.. den when i got off the fone with her.. i called rose n complained to her. den when i was tryin to go bak to slp.. alston called mi.. saying if i tink 5.50 ok not.. wan him to press rachel more to 6 not.. i also dunno wat to sae.. cus i scared if press her too much she come scold mi.. but its nt my fault right. in the firs place she say 6. den later tt gib all sorts of stupid reasons lik budget or wat sai one .. say wanna giv mi 5. fuck u lah. den anyway alston sae he help mi again.. n in the afternoon..rose called.. saaying alston toked to rachel again .. den alston told her tt if she dun blief my work attitude in the co is hw good can ask janice the i/c there.. so rachel go ask janice lo.. but till nw no news frm alston yet.. wahlao. fuck tt bitch man . relly hate her. she better adjust my pay to 6. dammit.
anyway. enuf abt her..
yest aft the seminar .. wen to the pub wit rose n alston slack..tok.. den i went to suntec mit the girls.. had dinner at fish n co.. cldnt finish the food.. thoough we did our best le.. cus we over estimate ourselves n ordered a bit too much .. haaha.. den later tt .. walked to esplanade n took pics.. wanna see the pics can go xt or feli's blog.. i lazy to upload la. haiyoo. den my dad came n fetch mi home.. soooo tired. finally my work is over. but kinda gonna miss it yah? blehs. tml going for brain scan. EEG. den doc ask mi to slp late late tonite.. make myself tired for tml's scan.. haIasssss
11:43 PM
Sunday, October 23, 2005
woke up early in the morning at arnd 10 plus.. den follow my dad car dwn to my aunt's place.. slacked awhile..den we went to raffles city walk walk.. wen to perlini's silver n bought a bracelet n 4 stud earrings..is 4 individual kind...nt selling by a pair de.. so very suitable for mi mah.. since my ear hole is oni on one side .. haha... den my aunt gt 10% disc on her dbs card.. hee. later tt wen bak to my aunt's hse.. den the kids went swimming.. was supposed to color my hairtoday at my aunt hse..but since when we went bak was already too late le .. den nv lo..nx wk ba i tink. my aunt's mother in law cooked laksa for dinner.. yummy. soo nice. hehe. ate le.. den play arnd wit my cute lil cousin n wENt home le ... haaa.. so tired.
1:31 AM
Friday, October 21, 2005
so long no blog le. work has beene fine. working till tues.. cus tue is the seminar ma.. den boss ask mi go do the registration on tue wit rose.. hehehe. can see those ppl.. n mi n rose can luff ourselves silly.. today was really the limit.. haha..so lac at work todae.. we kept making lotsa jokes... hehe. yest at orchard saw tt bastard yongjin. fook him. bastard. asshole. spoilt my mood. bleh. saw alot nice stuff at perlini's. hahaha. =\ . bought the adidas watch todae.. eh.. buy the black transparent de.. hee. so happy. tml goin shoppin wit my aunt.. go perlini buy ting... she gt 10% ma. woo ! den later tt she helpin mi dye my hair. gonna haf purple in my hair !! HEEEE. ehh... go watch tvv liaoooooo
11:53 PM
Friday, October 14, 2005
yeaaa. i've gt a job.
yest was on e way to partyworld wit wz when the agency i sent email to a wk ago called.. ask mi go for interview at her place.. so i kind of pang seh-ed the rest at pw n wen fer e interview.. sorri guys.. =\ dunno how to go the place.. at a ulu ulu place..den took cab lo .. cus i tot no time le.. den in the cab.. i saw terence cao ..! his car jus nice come out from paragon car park.. nt he driving la.. dunno hu driving..den he sit bside tt guy. blehs. reached the place.. interview le..den she ask mi go the place where i gonna work itself to interview.. the place is like in between city hall mrt n bugis mrt.. anyway .. took bus.. arnd 3-4 bus stops nia. interview le..successful lor. telemarketer.. mus call those ppl..den ask them wanna come for seminar anot.. lik tt lo. haha. den i pia bak to orchard find them.. had dinner.. walk walk... played abit of pool.. wanted to watch 40yr old virgin..but the timing lik.. 9.20.. den if watch finish le is 11 plus.. i scared no transport. den nv watch lo. hais. y i always stay the furthest frm the rest dE .. den go hm le... today .. wen for work .. firs day sia.. so scary. was wondering tis n tt .. if i wld fumble or wat.. dad fetch mi there.. reached kinda early..cus my dad start work time is 8.30..mi is 9.. den reach arnd 8.15.. so i walk arnd at e dwnstair..but also nth to walk. so earli. where got shops open.. oni 7-11 n cheers la. bah. den .. finally i slowly walk bak to the workplace.. but was still earli la.den sit there wait for the person i/c to come lo. den the person.. rose.. one of the telemarketers la. she very funny n frenly la. show mi tis n tt.. den another one came.. janice..she look lik one of the actress.. gt akinda blur look.. haha... n is her 2nd day.. haha.. heee. den the manager janice come in teach mi hw to call n sae all those stuffs.. den started callin lo.. from a database... a list of ppl they gave mi la. den alot funny ting happen during those calls la. lazy to type in here. haha. den another telemarketer came in aft lunch time.. vivienne.. all quite nt bad lo.. gt another guy one..but nv come..cus sick.. is vivienne's bF.. haha.. call call call.. n sae the same ting all e time... is nt gonna dream abt it later leh.. den aft work walk to bugis there.. sit my dad car go hm.. so tired... woo. tml morning goin sch for remediAl.. den go work.. ha.
12:26 AM
Tuesday, October 11, 2005
got my results. failed my java. the rest are all Cs and Ds or D+ . looking back, in my firs exam.. i had at least 3 Bs ... 2nd exam.. 2 Bs... n now .. the 3rd exam... NO Bs... one F ... and the rest are either Cs or Ds or D+s. freaking shattering. feel lik crying nw. yet i can turn to no one for comfort. at tis time, whu will b willing? i dread flipping over the stupid java notes again. dread walking into the exam hall once again, though its jus for ONE paper. but getting a F on my grade sheet has seemed to demoralized me. wat if i fail my java again aft the supp? i don wn to go thru all tt. seems to mi all of them passed. xcept mi. wat a failure i am.
12:31 AM
Sunday, October 09, 2005
had band prac. jus came home frm it. n today sucked totally. first, we had an irritating conductor whu thought he was so great. he jus dam irritating. n zi yi wei shi. yes i noe im nt the best player there.. nt as good as tt blardy hell conductor. but he was ... argh. jus irritable and idiotic. man. how i really hate him. conducted oregon. gave hell lots of comments, shouting here n there thruout the whole music as n when he like. does he noe doing tt will affect us. distracting us ? goddamned him. yeh , dl dint come today n so beatrice played with mi. was such a disaster. cus the BEST CLARINET PLAYER wasnt here today. yeh. so 1st totally flopped today. i took in most of the solo parts n sucked totally. why? cus i was too soft. cldnt b heard. cus i dunno for watever fucking reason, my clarinet decided not to cooperate with mi today. when i wanted sound, it dint give mi wat i wanted. my high notes were hell of a haywire. wat a hell of a good day. yah. laugh all u want. i noe some ppl were laughing at mi. bhind my back. laugh. i was so damn..duno. was going crazy. i noe im nt a veri good player, although i'v had like almost 10 yrs of xperience. but . wat do u xpect of me? since young, i've nv been given solo parts. i've nv been expected to play loud. (or maybe i was , but i forgot. ) when i wanted to play solo parts, some ppl wld steal it away from me so knowingly. laughing in their minds. cruelly. evilly. fine. i kept quiet. and so i kept quiet for yrs.. little wonder its soon becoming 10 yrs. i was nv given the chance. SO WAT THE FUCKING HELL u tink u HAf the rIGHt TO EXPeCT frm me? some ppl mus b tinking im going bonkers as i write tis entry right nw. yeh. maybe. sum ppl might b tinking im blowing things out of proportion. yah. all i wanna say is : WHATEVER. whatever u wanna tink k? b4 u openeed ur mouth to criticise others, did u ever tink how tt person might feel aft hearing ur criticism? yes ? no? i hella dunno. u might tink u r so damn powerfully great. so what if u r. if u r just shut up. no one wld sae u r a dumb hu cant tok. k? music is evil. cruel. but it can b beautiful as well. as long as one noes how to handle it.
disclaimer: nt pointing anyone in particular in here
7:02 PM
aRGHS !!!
my dad has gotten this offer where he can get a free iPod nano 4gb free when he upgrades his singnet plan to 3500kbps speed de.. but ... i like the creative zen micro so much .. but i feel obliged to get the free ipod nano instead cus can help him save money.. how..?? i rellly lik the creative zen micro alot... n i also haf a certain un-liking for apple products..but hear alot tings frm my frens abt each product... i'm confused myself now. hai. wat now? wich shld i choose?! someone ! help! i nit feedback.
1:50 AM
Saturday, October 08, 2005
time for updates.
jus came home from my aunt's house.. slept over there last nite.. n yes..qiqi is still as cute as ever.. and is growing stronG.. but still she's very dan xiao.. everyting also wan mummy.. but nonetheless... CUTE. and i love her a lot. hehe. yes. i do. my holidays are still ever so boring. i'm in desperate need of a job. i dun wanna spend my time slacking. n slascking at home. haiz. got anyone can recommend?? i wld prefer sales very much, thank u. blehs. so many contradictions in life. haiz. nw i've lost my moood to blog le. BLEH!
11:28 PM
Saturday, October 01, 2005
my whole body is aching aching aching.
ouch
1:44 PM
