Saturday, August 26, 2006
exams are over.
database was like shit lor.
i spent the whole nite studying
morning went for the paper. .
to see that got quite a number nt from the tips. like wth .
so damn fedup.
jus quickly do n get out of tt place.
tink im gona flunk tt lah.
aft the paper went home to sleep, den woke up in the afternoon to run some errands.
spent tthursday at hm sleeping. went to watch the break up in the afternoon at marina with cher, kiafang, peishan, calvin, xavier. ate carls junior.. the burger big lah. cant finish.
went home aft the movie n slept.
yesterday went for work.
when i reach ther , found the door locked. locked as in gt one new glass door den nit pin to go inside.
cldnt get in. so called janice to help mi open door.
i oni made a few calls to the life members ask for confirmation, den janice asked mi to help her do smth else.
haha! dunnit to make calls .
she ask mi to help her to separate the last n first names in the database softcopy. yeh. so i got to use the com the whole day at work .
lunchtime went to chinatown to eat with janice, jasmine, jerry n another guy cuz janice wanted to go ther buy birds nest.
i didnt noe chinatown n raffles place was so near ..within walking distance. hahaha
aft work went to ecp to meet michelle they all for bbQ.
very little pple bah.
oni haf michelle, cam, peien, jenny, brandon, xuzhi, manfred lishi weilun n jason. peien was bbq-ing the food all the way. . haha. very fast the food all cook finish liao.. cuz nt much food.. den mi pei en n xuzhi go rent blades overnite. yeh! finally get to blade overnite. pei en quite pro lah.
den we blade to one end, den bak to the pit there. den we wan to go atm withdraw money.. so blade to mac there . on the way i fell down aft coming down the hump. blehs.
then reach there.. the stupid atm machine donwan to give out 20. muz at least min. 50. don haf 50 in my bank lah. so cant withdraw.
damn stupid. went 7-11 buy drinks. den come out. den 7-11 behind there we wan to blade bak to the track right. got ths very steep slope. i fell dwn too . haha. n frightened 3 ppl in frnt.
=blade bak to the pit there. my legs were really veri tired.
den peien teach cam hw to blade. n i guided li shi. haha. first time teach ppl to blade.
den tried to learn bicycle.
lishi jason n cam teach me while the rest were engrossed in talking ghost stories. so scary lah. sommore now 7th month..
tried to learn for very long. but still dunno how!!
den i tink i too tired liao or wat. i fainted lor. so shitty.
i woke up onli to see them arnd me and a girl beside me askin if i was ok anot and this whole body tattooed guy in frnt of me putting his thumb in my mouth. den he kept askin mi don bite his thumb so hard. their frens were also there. so weird lah. den i tink i kept biting his thumb. who ask him to put in my mouth! actually is cant put one lah. den i tink cam they all kept applyin medicated oil for me. i was sitting on the path way for quite some time . resting. b4 cld stand up n sit at the stone stool.
later tt tink okay liao . wen to the shelter area to sit n my parents came to fetch me home lor. tt time was arnd 2 plus ler. as usual my dad was groggy and irritating and all . but my mum shut him up. reach hm, realize my mouth right side gt abit swollen, tink tt guy put his thumb in my mouth den i bite dao too hard or smth. n my hand gt some scratches. tink is when i fell den grazed against the floor.
haiz. why lidat again leh.
so vulnerable one meh.
6 months don haf liao . tot ok liao. tot can fster get away with all those sickening medicines liao.
but it still came bak.
arghss.
slept till afternoon. den wen alexandra ate lunch with my parents. afterwhich wen queensway with andrew to make the plagues n invitationcards. den came hm le. today nv go may house.
arghhh. my head still feels weird. like its been hit on someting hard.
8:06 PM
Tuesday, August 22, 2006
i'm going to blog blog blog!!!!!!!
so pissed.
had my first paper today.
security.
studied lik shit las nite . nv sleep.
mayb slp half hr or so.
den morning go sch. reach there just just nice.
went in, my seat no was 175. den pei en was 176.
den i follow her walk to the front, onli to realize 175 is the las seat at the previous row.
so i walked back.
sat down.
looked at the ppaer.
the mcqs seemed OK at first.
but later tt starting to get freustrated.
den the section B.
omg.
the digital signature.
the secuirty objectives n gib examples hw to prevent.
smurf attack, syn flooding,
the stupid diagram.
all dunno lah!
shit man.
i was so damn fed up as i was doing the srtupid paper.
wrote wat i noe.
wat i dunno. jus anyhw write ting.
den gave up. handed in my paper.
went out. saw nat.
she painted her cast red. haha.
den go out, saw camelia they all.
met sharon they all.
stayed awhile with them while wating for aini.
den followed them to north, n i went to mac to look for felicia n tiff.
ate breakfast.
head to lab,
waited for calvin teo to come sch study,
waited for xavire for the clubrm key.
dey arrived together.
den studied in clubrm wit calvin.
cannot get inside my head lah.
i jus hate database.
HATE DATABASE.
and i am having the paper tml.
its gonna b in E.308.
wonder how it will b like.
4 plus, calvin went for his paper,
and i went home
so freaking tired.
slept in the bus.
came hm, sleep till 7.
watch tv. ate dinner.
watch tv and highlighting my notes at the same time.
AND NOW I HAVE TO GO REALLY STUDY THE STUPID DATABASE!
GOD~!
have mercy on me!
let mi pass tml !!!!
i don wnna repeat..
right now i feel like shitting. and my mum's in the toilet
berghhh.
10:26 PM
Friday, August 18, 2006
Capricorn Dec 22 - Jan 19CAPRICORN WOMAN A tall slim, cool and quiet woman. Once she is mad she can be very fierce. She can work better than some men and she is very high confident woman. In her opinion, woman is not just a flower or decoration at home or at an office and certainly not a weak sex who needs protection. She likes to control and hide her weak emotions. She will never try to change anyone, but she will learn to accept them as they are. If she does not like someone, she will not comments or criticize but she will completely ignore that person. She hate plastic and an artificial flower because it make her feel that you are not being sincere. She loves real flower and it's scent. She loves a guy who wear after shave cologne. If you are a type of a guy who wear your Jean one month before washing, or wear an old sneaker, then you can forget about her. She loves music and nature even there is a rare case otherwise. She loves to go picnic in nature, so if you don't have so much time for her, you can take her fishing too. She is not as jealous as Aquarius or Leo woman, but do not cross the line O.K. Better not to see she gets mad, especially in front of public when she feels like loosing face. She loves to make up and dress perfectly and very neat, so never rush her for this matter. She has her own goal in life and does not care if you have a doctorate degree or not, if she thinks you are not bright then she will not care about you at all. She likes smart people by character not by certificate shown. If you can not show her this quality, go and take a bus and go to the next stop. She does not like a dreamer who talk about his dream but never put his hands in action to make it happens. Don't bother to tell her "everyone is doing it, you should do it too", or "I think you should do it, it's good for you", because she will do what she wants to do only. She is a neat and tidy person, so if your apartment is a pigsty , do not take her there. If you go out on a date with her , try to be presentable such as nice and clean dress, clean nails or else it will be your last date. She is a cool type and will not nag, so easy on your ears. She is a slow but sure type. She will always respect and honor you and will never try to make you loose your face. If she loves you, she will help you in anything you do. She likes to help people and expect nothing in return. If she asks you for a favor and does not get one, she will feel very disappoint. She has a high hope and a high faith and beliefs in her own confident than believing in "Luck". If she is your wife, you will have nice and clean home and a gourmet cooking. If your parents visit your house, they will be please. She is a 3 in 1 means , a perfect mother, a perfect housewife, a perfect wife or you could say "happily ever after".-> i only agree with some parts. hahaha
10:26 PM
Thursday, August 17, 2006
wo de xin hao tong!!!!!!!!
i 3 days, when i shld go work, i nv go work.
i jus nw calculated. i lost $168 in that 3 dayS!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ahhhhh. how i regret now!!!!!!!! $168 lehss!!!!
so idiotic!!! so regret regret regret !
i shall motivate myself to go work!
i am NOT going to skip work anymore.
but.. i oni left a few daays...
tml ... nx fri ... nx nx mon.. nx nx fri.. ARGh!
stupid me~!
today go ps with ps .
hahha. is plaza sing with peisean.
hahaha.
bahhh.
exam nx tue n wed liao.
but i lik on holiday mood.
yikeSSSSS.
muz start study liooooooooo
10:31 PM
Saturday, August 12, 2006
sad
sadder
saddest.
12:13 AM
Thursday, August 10, 2006
1 day after national day.
pri n sec sch ppl gt holiday lor.
so not fair.
den i today selfdeclare holiday for mi from work.
haha!
yesterday i oni woke up at 3 pm. haha.
cuz i was too tired!
cooked myself cup noodles. watched tv. and went to aunt may hse!
hehe.
dad fetch me n my bro there. den he wen home.
mum stayed at hm cuz she food poisoning.
den dad dun wan go cuz he gt conference call. blehs.
den mi n bro reach there.
gt my aunt's sister-in-law and the husband. plus the baby, li en.
tink she oni ..
not even 1 yr old bah ?
i oso duno leh.
but she quite cute.
and she don lik ppl to sit while carrying her! when the person sit .
she will make alot noise one.
den oni when the person carrying her walk arnd she will kip quiet.
nx time mus b a very active girl when she grow up.
uncle max came bak ! from malaysia.
he brought one whole box of durians back. amounting to 100kg.
unbelieveable right.
den gt alot guavas.
and dragonfruit.
and rambutan.
his fren drove there mah.
he say he wen to pahang. which i tink is xavier's hometown? haha.
den he wen to the durian planatation. plus fruits farm. thats the reason for the durians, dragonfruits n guavas.
muahahaha.
but too bad. i don eat durians. but the smell so strong.
went swimming with my cousins plus my bro.
so long nv swim liaoz.
but the water damn cold la. so mi n qiqi wen to the jacuzzi . warm water. haha.
went bak n had dinner.
had fish head lontong.
so nice.
cant stop drinking the gravy? or wat do u call that.
the vege also nice.
my aunt's mum in law is a great cook.
yummy.
after which was durian time.
which me n my aunt stayed away from. cuz we don like!
even my cousins were enjoying themself.
qi eat until her whole mouth gt durian. so cute can .
but i forgget to bring cam . so cldnt take the picture.
the whole house reeked of durian smell. pui.
den had rambutans. guava.
its like FRUITS day.
den later on played with them. watched tv.
my dad came at 10 to fetch us. plus bringing home some durians n guavas n dragonfruits. n chewing gum.
the car reeked of durian.
n nw my hse is reeking of durian.
the smell so strong lah.
2:06 PM
Wednesday, August 09, 2006
firs day of work today.
took mrt, morning lucky nt so crowded. cuz my work start at 9.30..
so took the 8plus de train nt so crowded lik packed sardines. haha.
alighted at raffles place . and tried to find my way to robinsons tower.
finally found it. cuz downstair gt carls junior. can spot easier.
haha.
reach the office wich is at lv 11.
the lift open den can see liao.
go in, janice haven come yet. so i waited for her at the waiting area.
she came awhile later. den bring mi to my table..
den tell mi abt the conference.bla bla.
den gt 2 guys come in .
one of them look lik kitfan., xcept he has a pointier nose.
HAHA!
but they look alot older lah.
but . also nt tt old .haha.
tink they doing some database de tingy.
anyway. i started to call den.
at firs i call, den lik all no one pickup.den i tink so weird lah
den when i pick up n listen while dialing. i realize tt it kip having the dial tone when u dial the person n waiting for him/her to pick up!
lik so funy lor.
den i ask janice. den she tell mi muz press 9 first.
chey.
hahaha.
lucki find out earli.
or else everyone become no response liaoz.
den call call call.
haha. one funny part. i tink i used to the Sybase one..den i kip saying i'm frm Sybase..kip making mistake..
and also..
feel veri weird lah. cuz rose nt arnd.
she went to penang..oni come bak nx wk .. haiz.
den no gossiping kaki..sian lo.
den the ppl ther i nt veri familiar.. oso dun dare to tok to them..
den gt tis person come funny funnyu tok with mi..
haha. den lunchtime..
gt one person help most of us to ta pao...
nasi briyani..
WAH.
super nice.
its like the nicest i ever eaten lo.
but the meat veri difficult to pull out.
cuz is using plstic fork n spoon , den i scared make spoil..haha.
den while eating.. they were tokin abt hong kong ppl..n the place.. haha.
the conversation funny lo. they were toking abt hongkong guys.. they spend most of their money dressing themselves up..but their houses, is all rented de.. n tts y they seldom invite u to their house... cuz is damn small. its lik .. everyting is a facade lo. but the food ther nice. hehe. then they were toking abt wat place nice..wat food ther nice.. which place gt nice food. heh.
eat finish liao wen bak to calling.
wah the place damn cold lor. its FREEZING COLD.
wear jacket liao still veri cold. my teeth were even chattering abit when i called the customers.
kept filling my bottle with hot water. and kept goin to toilet to use the hand dryer to warm mysef. brrrrrr.
den suddenly i feelt sooooooooooooo sleepy.
i cld barely kip my eyes open . and i was yawning lik nobody's business. really feel as if i cld lie dwn on the table n slp at any moment.
den there was tis pc in frnt of me.
feel lik switching on n on msn.
but don dare leh.
also don dare to ask janice.hha.
time passed. 6pm le..
off work .
initially was goin to watch fire work wit nat n eileen shui..
but in the end nv.. cuz met my aunt ..sorry ..
den she go cut hair .. wen to walk arnd at raffles xchange .
den went her hse ..uncle max went to malaysia. and jus nw he msg mi say tt he bought guava, dragon fruit. and 100kg of durians.! hahahaha.
like wat sia. crazy ar. 100kg. not gram leh.
crazy.
any way i don eat durians. kind of allergic .
my aunt also . hehe.
reach my aunt hse.. ooo so happy.
sooo long nv see qiqi .
she see mi also happy .
haha . den my aunt de mother in law was telling mi qiqi and xueheng were betting if i was coming over.
aiya. shld haf brought my clothes along to stay.
shit manz.
cuz my cousin kept askin mi if i staying not. den i say no. she look soo disappointed.
felt so guilty la. cuz the previos nite my mum say don wan to go stay.
haiz.
ate some fried rice at my aunt hse.. played wit qiqi ..watched tv..
den we went tiong bahru plaza ..
xh wanted to buy some erasers frm popular.
he's crazy abt erasers lah.
den we go walk arnd. i went courts.
wanted to see the digi cams. but they all put on display at the far end on the wall.
nt in the showcase wher customers can see them easily.
fedup. den nv see le.
den walk arnd abit.
den qiqi complain hungry, wan to eat mac fries.
so off we went .
aiyah they 2 veri funny lah. kip doing funny tings.
so miss them .
later on wen bak to my aunt hse.. awhile later my dad
called me, saying he jus finish his lesson, come fetch me now.
so ok lor.
wen hm in his car.
den acc him go redhill market eat his dinner.
later tt go hm le.
so damn tired la.
fell aslp in the car. nearly bang my head in front towards the handbrake there.
stupid right.
so really tired.
lucki tml is public holiday.
or else i can relly fall aslp on my desk during work.
1:19 AM
Tuesday, August 08, 2006
i dont know how much longer i can hold it anymore.
1:08 AM
Monday, August 07, 2006
had mobile presentation today.
was damn freaky scared initially.
but mrliaw dint really wan to see how it works.
he oni wanted to see the main features .. lik hw it go here n there.
so i showed him
and the oni ting he said was 'good.'
so i guess im cleared?
ha. well . i hope so.
went home after tat. my heels were practically killing me.
my tt stupid heels. wear so mani time liao.
but still.
will pain. n get blister.
like wat the hell lor.
arghs. wen home.
pass by mac.. saw tt still haf mac breakfast.
so bought the $2 meal go hm eat la.
was watching tv.
den my grandma say wan to see doc.
wanted to acc her go but she say dun wan.
so she wen alone in the end. blah.
den go central mit my mum ..go bank .. change passbook..change atm card..
acc her eat lunch.. went library for awhile..
den go orchard mit peishan n calvin.
on the way saw some ogls lah.
den while waiting for them at kino,
saw fiona xie.
haha. she quite thin leh, look thinner than on tv.
n lik quite tall when i firs see her. den 2nd look. nt tt tall.
mayb is cuz of her heels?
den she go coffee club hse..
we went kino lah. peishan finding her magazines.
walked arnd the bkshop looking arnd.
den wen we leaving kino, i turned my head.
n saw her again!
tis time with a guy. well-dressed guy.
but nv really see who he is la. cuz too fast liao.
haha.
went basement to buy some food.
den peishan go hm le.
walked to cine wit calvin..walk arnd aimlessly .. looking arnd.
cine gt new nike bird shop leh.
den go ps .. wen carrefour. and saw BENITAA!
hahaha.
damn funny lah she.
she said she was goin for bodyshop interview.
tok awhile. walk arnd the supermarket awhile, den she go off for her interview le.
n we went hm le.
reach central felt hungry, so go buy wanton noodles hm.
hiakz.
tml starting work le.
at robinson tower.
telemarketing again.
ha!
11:09 PM
went to kbox with limay n huiping at je yest.
so damn long nv meet each other liaoz.. hehe.
went for the 11 -2 de package ..
actually i tink we spent more time toking n taking photos in there den k-ing... hahaha.
den aft tt acc limay to wait for her fren till 5 ..
meanwhile we wen to imm de longjohn to sit dwn n tok.. mainly cuz i was still hungry n was craving for long john de cheese fries.. plus je de ljs no place to sit.. so go imm de ..
sit ther tok.. gossip abt our sec sch de ppl .. den tok abt las time de happenings... like reminice bak to our past lidat.. haha.. most of it damn funny lah.. luffed ourselves silly ..
heh heh heh .
den time pass veri fast.. 5 plus liao .. limay go mit her fren while me and huiping went home ler.. took 188 from imm to home.. but las min my mum call moi say she at lot 1.. so i took 188 direct to lot 1 mit her lor. mit her n my bro liaoz .. den tapao dinner hm ... nt really hungry lah. so bought some oldchangkee instead. den go hm..watch tv.. den damn tired lah. relly damn tired. aft watching tv jus dozed off on my bed.. all the way till tis afternoon at 12 plus ..wake up.. ate fried rice.. i didnt noe is my bro cook de. tasted damn horrible lah. no ingredients .. no taste one .. i don even tink he got put egg lor. den the oni ingredient he put is the white color tt soft soft ikan bili..taste so horrible. oni ate a half mouth ful b4 i gave up.. den went to band prac. today gt one singer come to prac wit us for tt ffvocalmedley song .. woo. she sing quite nice leh. but she sing beside us.. den hear her voice liao abit distracting . lik dunno wan to hear where. she gt abit look lik ms foo lor. by the side view. den faizah say she gt abit look lik beiyi also.haha. aft band dad picked mi up..went to sci centre to fetch my mum, bro, aunt catherine, sheryl and darren . went gombak for dinner. had frog leg porridge. nv eat much la. hungry but don feel lik eating tt kind of feeling.. den send them to je mrt .. go bb central ..my mum update her bank bk.. den i transfer the chalet money to her.. den go hme le. watched tv.. tml gt presentation.. scared siaz.. cuz scared later say the tings don match with wat the screen show.. den jialat liao lor!
1:18 AM
Saturday, August 05, 2006
morning ...
was supposed to go eat bk breakfast with peisean .. we were telling each other.. who wake up firs den call who...
den she woke up firs.. she call me... call n call.. but i cannot wake up..hahaha . sorrry ......... i tink i too tired liao ba..
slept n slept.. tink i woke up arnd 12 bah .. cuz clubrm key was wit mi..den i tink they were calling mi also ..haha.. faster get ready..den manda msg mi tell mi she at btbatok.. so i on e way go central mac dere mit her get her digi cam and the poa books i lent junming las time.. den ask peisean mit me at central to pass her the bks cuz i dun wan carry the books to sch! so heavy loh. pass her liao den faster hurry to sch ..
wen to sch n opened the clubrm..hehe.. sorry pple..relly sorry!!! make u all wait.. hehs.
damn hungry lor.
den go buy lunch at mac wit peishan .. tapao go clubrm eat..
den sit awhile in clubrm b4 xavier came in .. say wan to go j8 help his auntie buy shoe..
den nat..she wan to go SnK collect her pants n see pants also..
wahhh. her ankle in cast lor. still wan to go. but still went la. kahyip carried her to atrium there..den she hop hop hop ..peishan mi kiafang n nat took cab while calvinteo xavier n kahyip took train..kahyip wen queensway wit his gf.. den we go SnK .. nat hop hop hop .. wah.. she hop faster den we walk la..den we all chasing aft her lo .. i at the bak while kiafang n peishan chasing aft her.. it looked lik 2 ppl chasing aft a kangaroo...ahah. oops. no offense.. wen Snk ..collected her pants.. see see..den xavier go hushpuppies buy her aunt shoe.. but las pair .. n gt some defaults.. so he go centrepoint buy .. while the rest of us stayed at j8..i went to best denki to see digi cam .. wanted to see the Casio Z70 de.. but the person tell mi tt one nt good.. say when take liao u zoom will blur.
den he reccomend mi samsung de.. den he show mi lo.. sommore 449 oni.. 6megapixEl.. lik nt bad la.. den gt gif free stuff too .. hmm. considering la. den gt another model also samsung de .. gt extra feature is mp3.. 499 ... also can la.. but i msg my dad ask him aft work go sim lim see the price there.. since his office so near onli .. den nat tell me she can ask her uncle ... so sunbian ask her help mi ask her uncle lo..den we go basement .. tapao some food bak for the rest.. den we go bak sch le .. go bak sch ..gt a little meeting..den was interview for the ogls .. but nt all of us participate lah. oni calvintang .. wana n azzy interview them.. den some of them go play ball .. n mi n kiafang talk talk .. some were playin game .. den wait for them go eat .. they finish playin ball le .. wen to eat.. not at s-11 tis time ..haha. wen to tis block dwnstair near sch .. eat zi char. i ate hongkong mee..ok la..nt bad. hahaz. eat till arnd 12 lidat.. den mi n cheryl took cab hm .. lazi mah. hee.
reached hm le ..bath .. n here i am!
tml goin kbOx wit limay n huiping..oooooh.
sooo long nv see them le..hehes.
1:31 AM
Friday, August 04, 2006
life is such a controversy.
haisssssssssssssssssssssssss.
12:52 AM
Thursday, August 03, 2006
so sad lah.
6:48 PM
Wednesday, August 02, 2006
today so damn stressed.
morning went for XML test .. is open book la ... but gt SOME answer cannot find in the notes..
but nvm ... most of them can .. hope got them correct bahh.
den had 3 hrs b4 my mobile app test ... yest never really study much.. cuz i cldnt get the stuff into my head!! i was so damn frustrated..but i dunno frustrated of WHAT lah. i jus knew tt i was damn frustratEdedd.. den during tt 3 hrs.. bought lunch up to clubrm together wit chloe..den studied ..or shld i say.. TRIED to study ...but the more i looked at my notes..the more fedup i was .. i felt lik the notes was staring at me and i am staring bak at it, both of us expressionless. haha. wat a GOOD WAy to describe huh.
den 2pm came, the DOOM time . damn panicky. rush to the lab. den saw kitfan. haha. rare lah.
den took the test. omg. my heart was beating so fast. lik so damn scared of the test paper. den i flipped over. lk okay leh. except for some stuffs which i forgotten. i jus tried to write wat i remember. and some stupid nonsense . haa. finished the test in 45 miNs.. all i cld tink of was faster get out of the blardy lab .. handed in my paper. felt a heavy burden lifted lah. den walk past the other lab wher the FI ppl wher.. saw andrew coming out too..so waited awhile. den cher also came out.. went up to clubrm .. had a short meeting abt the voting .. den slack awhile n its 5.30! voting time.
took till arnd 7 ba. shall nt elaborate.
den went dinner wit kiafang sharon n drew at j8.
wen foodcourt .. while they bought their tat chicken stick de rice.. i ate claypot chicken rice! ha!
so so lah.
den tok tok luf luff. haha. lames.
wen hm aft tt...
tml hafing sci test arrrr.
grrrrrr.
11:16 PM
Tuesday, August 01, 2006
i cant study
i cant study
i cant study
i cant study!!!!!!!!!!
the blwardy notes are right in front of me.
but i cant get ANYTHING in to my head!
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
why cant i get anyting into my head?!
so damn ffrustrated!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
KILL ME!
11:10 PM
