Wednesday, June 30, 2004
hMMz! im doing tis post for yesterday.. well well. really had a bad day to start with yest. morning i woke up n called my mum ... asked if i cld go oc at nite find cedesy wiit the others n she gave a straght no. saying it was too darned late. wtH?!? so angry i slammed the fone. wat the heck does she treat mi as?? o forget it. i dun wanna go into details. aniway ... i arranged to meet manda outside to eat plus retuR her the keys n get bak my shoes. but guess wat. my door lock's spoilt! grrrrrr. i spent 15 mins standing outside my hse ... trying to figure out my door. den i decided to close the door. and wat happens ?? tadaa i cant open the door from outside!!! i'm locked out! aniway i was going out. so it dint matter. luckily i took a locksmith's card out b4 cuming out. *clevEr. and wen i went down .. i saw my grandma sitting at the tables n chairs. she looked so relieved to see mi ?? and started sayin i make the door spoil?? i was lik. huh ?? wen did tt happen?? and i realized tt she tot i juz came hm. i mean. dUh~? she tot i juz came hm cuz juz nw wen she pressed the doorbell no one ans. when in fact...i was sleeping?? trust her to jump to accusations. duh. den i called my dad... he sae tt he couldnt get out of the office...so i called mi mum... aft tt argument i had with her?? i mean .. u cant xpect mi to leave my grandma alone there ritez. so. i waited there with her for my mum to cum hm with the locksmith. . wait3d for like an hr or so ?? i was sooo hungry. went to the coffeeshop to buy a currypuff. gee. den finally she came bak with the locksmith. the locks were changed to a new one. the key looks lik car keY. den i had to wait at hme while the locksmith finsihed his job cuz my mum hadf to go bak to office? duh. and i had to clean up the floor after tt. DEN i could leave the hse and meet amnada. went to her hse... den go hkw eat mac. i was dreaming of mcspicy double.hahaha. lik ... finally gt food. den eat liao i went hme....at arnd 8plus .. went out go jE meet aihui ... den we went to popular to buy wrappin paper to wrap the cuup.. n we go oC le . heh. met limay at raffles place intercahnge ...den met jason at somerset there...den we crapped alot on e way there. wen edo ... n found cedeSt..heHz. tt time... jurong n bt batok aRea bALckout. but it seems tt alot other places also blackout ba..? hahA. cuz on e way to somerseT tBC cALled limAy to tEll hEr.. AHaHha. dAMn fArnie lahzz. we reached oC met cedest le...sit there tok while waitin for her ...den decided to go opp de butterscotch coffee eat supper. the ambience there so nice. hahahaz... den we ordered drinks...n dessert n a grilled chicken sandwich. the sandwish so nice. cedest was feeding us all the way.. hahahaz. den we gossiped alot . heez. hmmz. arnd 12plus we left lor ... den by tt time no more train liaoz!! =[ go bus stop see also no more bus le. siAnz. den mi limay n aihui took cab...cuz jason n cedest still gt bus... den wen redhill pick up my mum b4 goin hm.. tt was it bAhZ . hmmmm later im going worK! one week no go le lehz... scAREd i forgot eveRyting.. haHaz ... latER limAy cumiNg to fiNd us... tEehEe
4:01 PM
Saturday, June 26, 2004
i haff sooo much to say!! hahaha. .. hmmz. first ting firs...my 2nd day of orientation?? wasnt relly tt fun. but wasnt tt boring either too .. morning was supposed to meet tt gm at wdls platform one lor. den wait so long liao. he tell mi nt going le... *diaoz den i go myself lor. met my clss ppl at the atrium there..den we went to ... hmm. pc survival class! haha. i was lik so damn tired lor cuz the nite b4 i slept late. the ogls taught us hw to check mails n all those stuff.. den hm. nt tt chim la. aft tt..had lunch..ate mac. the drinks no ice. hah. blehz. eat le.. we go maths lecture..for... 2 hRs? was in lt3...at firs go in i shocked. so big lik tt.den sit dwn. started lor. felt so uncomfortable n nt used to it. so mani ppl havin lecture together..dunno gt hw mani classes there? den the seat..the space in frnt n bhind lik so cramp..i cant cross leg. felt uncomfortable.. -_- i almost can fall asleep in the lecture mans. really a few times caught myself nodding off. pheW~ and initially the lecturer teach indices i noe abit. den cum to log? i dunno a hell of it. tt made mi even more bored. haiz. how am i gonna survive in tt way.. bleh. den had one hr of tutorial..do those ques. duh. den... had mass game ? n go home le. >.<
3rd day of orientaion.. we came earlier to decorate leon..our mascot. cinderella. haha. met gm tt pig at wdls again lor. forever late de. hOR gM~ hmm den they really decorated him until damn chio.. haha ...den we left for maths lecture [again!] while 2 ppl were left to decorate him. i really cannot tahan lor. kept nodding off during the firs hr. cuz the topic was trigo n polynomial. wth! arghz. cham le lor. den tutorial tt time gt quiz?? hahaha...actually cannot discuss all tt... but we pleaded with our ogls .. den they let us..n we promised nt to say out. lame lor. hmm.. had lunch...den go bak to tutorial rm ... had sum games with o4o2 ... damn funni sum of the guys in there.. hahaz .. den came the grand finale concert... we got to see our cinderella performing...but he cum out.. the role onli sweep floor. bu hao wan de. = [ gt other mascots too .. n they were damn farnie.. den there was tis sit dance n the sit band singing. haiz. they dance till lik so nice. felt lik joinin them too. but i wanna join band n tennis too /? dunoe wich to choose. bleh. horrigible. aft the whole ting ended... wen out for reception den go hm le... wen bak wit gm ... the stupid train! i was rushin bak to hy to c the talentime concert.. den the stupid trains. stop at yishun. at firs we sae take the 2nd one which cums cuz the nxt one sure alot ppl. but hu noes.. the 2nd one.. also stop at yishun.!!! and the cycle continued for lik ... 7 times!!?!?!?!?!? i was so fed up. gm was lik xing zai le huo. sae i fated liao dunnit go bak hy. grr. den finally a train came which we cld take. >.< he wen hm while i wen to hy. den kel called ? he asked where i was n if he cld join mi since he had nth to do. so join lo .. since gt xtra tix. reach sch at arnd 8? tts lik more den half of the concert gone.. see.. wah. so mani ppl . so mani unfamiliar faces. met limay jane n hp. =] plus sum others so long nv meet le. wee. den we wen to imm for dinner..tt was lik at 8plus. eat le..den walk to jec. i crapped alot. felt so hyper. mayb cuz the past 3 days i too quiet liao den nw orientation over i start going bak to my hyper self..hahaha. duno go jec for wat..slack arnd den i went hme le.. tired lor. rely veri.
today went out wit jane hp lt n lm ... went clementi to partyworld ktv...first time leh. felt so paiseh. hahah.. den we were lik siao kias inside. free 4 hrs ma. duhh. ended at arnd 5... den we went queenswwayy..i bought 2 pairs of jeans plus a teeshirt. =] hmmmm had dinner and went hme le ... long time no go out wit them le .. hehe ...sch startin in a weeks' time .. wonder hw im gonna cope ... bleh. sumone. help!!!
11:56 PM
Wednesday, June 23, 2004
today was my first day of orientation!! haha...morning i shld haf woke up at 5.45...setted my alarm to tt the day b4...but duno how cum ... i woke up at 6.24am!! den realized i was late! cuz i was supposed to meet manda at bb mrt station to pass her the trackpants... den rush lOr. managed to get there on time.. wit the help of my dad. hee. den took train wit her lo..i alighted at woodlands...supposed to meet gm there ma. at 7.45? was very hungry..so wen to causeway de mac buy a hashbrown n milo . din haf much appetite to eat too full too. too nervous! haha.. den went to the platform to meet him... n his fren..n his fren's fren...n the link goes on. hahaha. we were all lik so paiseh. den we 3 left firs..reach yck mrt was lik...8.o5 ? so damn early lor. den slowly walked to nyp. go up atrium onli..mi n gm separated liao..cuz we 2 diff coz ma. den registred myself.. go auditorium ... gt so mani toks . so sian.can sleep there... zZz. later on had sum sort of teabreak?? i felt so alone at tt time...i din noe anyone there!! den we had the campus tour...halfway thru tis gurl came to tok to mi...so kinda noe her lor..den we gurls mingled arnd ourself...hmm...my clss it0401... den our ogL was alvin...eunice n asH. ash was kinda cute in his own way. eunice was lik a big sister n gd fren to us..she quite outgoing lor. and alvin was full of confidence. =] hmm. back to the orientation... aft the capmmpus tour we had lunch lor. paid 3bucks for it. ate onli abit. no appetite.haha. den while we were waitin for our lunCh...we the gurls n eunice were discsussin abt guys. n we all agreed that there was onli one yandao in our clss. so damn pathetic lor. the others. hmm. all average ba. den we wen to lecture theatre for 4 talks~ BORING. later on .. wen to meet our personal mentor... hu was mdm MAK. haha... kaiyan..look out!! heee. we were given our student cards .. plus our freshmen so called goodie bags? inside gt our freshie tee whjich we were supposed to wear tml..[its yellow] and a water bottle... notebook... pen set..nice rite. hahaha...later on ... chose mr n ms SIT n mascot frm our clss to represent us fer the grand finale on 3rd day..den went out for sum games..blehz. den end liao!!! woohoo!! happi lik siaoz. so tired lor.. i almost got lost while finidn my way bak to the atrium..haha.z met manda... n go clementi meet alvin for dinner...den i go hme le...tired~~ tml 2nd day .. heard gt maths.. haizzzz.
11:27 PM
Tuesday, June 22, 2004
duh duh duh!! worked todae morning .. 11-5. 6 hrs. tired. do opening lor. realized i lik abit dunoe how to do opening..cuz i normally do closing de mahz.. hahaz. mi n auntie jenny.plus miki. den initially nt mani ppl de ..den i was tinkin.."hmm..todae lunch hr nt so packed.." but hu noes ... suddenly sooo mani ppl cum in. n i was runner??? sudenly so mani orders. i sEh~ den gt tis grp of 7 office gurls. so bitchy. aRghz. they ordered 3 sukiyaki sets? wah. siaoz. i hATE sukiyaki. though it smells nice. i juz hate the settings. -_- so damn busy lo. den kitchen cum out so mani tings. den niu pi was lik ..haha cindy u die liao..veri busy hor ? .... lame. i was abt to die le. ~ den buffet gt abt 4-5 customers ...gt one woman .. she travel round the worLd..hearrd frm miki..she pay 10,000 for the air ticket? wah. rich. den she took her digi cam n take foto wit miki. n showed us her pics . she's a nice lady. hm..den later on..not much customers. in fact.. NO customer!! den slack lor. slack till 5pm den i clock out..sianz. i calculated... tis month my pay 200plus onli..if lucky.. maybe will hit 300. but unlikely bah. tml orientation!!!!!! weeeeeee. so exctied nervous n happi. so long nv meet new ppl le..wonder hw it'll b lik ??? hMmz.
10:12 PM
hMMz.! went to work today ... my dad two days nv work ... today n tml. den we went to bt timah for lunch jUx now ? went home slack awhile den go work lor. todae was mi..dennis n david. i go ther c dennis eatin macdonald. hahaz...let him call mi ah lian. -_- bleh. hmm.. inittially nt much customer... den we 3 crapped alot...asked sum tupid iQ questions..heh. even niu pi they all called mi ah lian! i lOok lik meh!? sot! hmm ... den later on gt more customers le lor..cant tok much le ... den gt tis couple ... wah kaoz. the guy onli noe how to speak eng. den the gurl onli noe how to speak chinese..cuz she frm china. den when they were standin outside the restaurant ... i xplained to them in eng.. den the guy ask mi to help him xplain to the gurl in mandarin...he told mi tt she frm china n cant speak enG? kaoz. den i lead them to the table...heng nt i take order le. is david. hoho. den even wen the guy wan to pass the ginger to the guRl..he needed dennis as translator?? and when the gurl watned to tell the guy tt she wanted to ta pao sum stuffss..she needed mi to translate to him.? wah. tt made mi wonder... when they go out how ??? i mean ... how they sUrvive? hahaz. i was standing there wonderin den david asked mi wat i was tinking?? and so i told him... and wat did he sae ? he sae they hold hands can liaoz .. den converse thru eye contact. haha. LAME. hmm. aniway. blah. den do closing tt time ... they wanted to xchange wit coffee bean...lik las time hw kelvin did. xchange chawa for coffee. den they kept askin mi to go over to ask. i kept declining...but in e end... i did it. no chawa left today .. so used sushi ? one whole big tray of sushi .. i brought over... but they nv asked us if we wanted coffee back !!!!! no fun de. and i was hoping to drink vanilla ice blended. my hopes were dashed. lik tt ->> - haiz. den closin do finish le...go hm le lor. today can sae quite fun at work lOrz... tml im workin morning.. ! actualyl no work de..but vanessa cant work tml? so im doin it. blah. 11am. gRrz. den wed is orientation liaoz !!!! im sooooooo excited. hahahaz
12:06 AM
Monday, June 21, 2004
arghx. had a reel bad dream last nite..hmmz. dreamt tt dunno in sum way...i was posted to jJc? den at firs i no comments abt it de... den dunno y... wen sch reopen... i was like so damn hysterical abt it . i din wan to go jjc. i kept sayin i wanted to study in poly. lol . anyway...i dunno wats the ending like... cuz i woke up liaoz ... haahaz... i wonder wat will happen if it was reality ehz.. i hate jC!
3:03 PM
Sunday, June 20, 2004
ahh!! my back is soooo itchy. cant stop scratching~ arghz. aniway.. hmm. yest my uncle had a bbQ at his hse! hahaa..mornin woke up damn earli lor. my uncle drive mi my dad n bro to west coast de dunno where go buy prawns fer de bbq...den go je de market..buy chicken...pork ...n sum other food. cant remember. den my dad n bro went home ... i gO my uncle hse...help to prepare the bbq.heh. also sun bian babysit the kids lo. hmm. den later tt i wen tiong bahru plaza...buy lunch... duh.evening time my bro n parents plUs my other aunt came with my cousins...hehe..den the bbq staRt le!! i wen tiong bahru plaza again ... to meet ding to pass hinm the ksws tix money..plus met wit tbC ba. den wen bak my uncle hse.. eat. yumyum .so much foOd..gt you tiao n tau pok also ... they buy n bbq it...plus the homemade sauce...hee. eat tiLl veri fuLL...den the kids veri fuNNi. they were playin by te poolside...nt swimmin...den later tt my bro came to us... whole body so wet. say he "accidentally fell in" . den later on ... my cousin also did the same ting...and hu noes... all of them "Accidentally fall in" liao by the time we wen to check on them. hahaha. so damn farnie. hmm.. we ended arnd 10 ... gt sum food leftover...i brought hme lor...cuX mand jm n vin came my hse to ton ? my bro was stayin overnite at my uncle's hse.. i reach hm le den they cum .. purpose was to watch vcd lor .they bought my girl n into the mirror. we watched my girl le. den my dad wanted to watch fOotball. so we slacked first. played pillow fight.played com. hah. den dunoe hw cum.. i fell asleep. den duno wat happen le. woke up at 5plus tt time see they all slp liaoz. haha. morning woke up at 11plus. =/ . wen to eat lunCh at central wit them..den wen to alvin's hse to watCh the other vcD...i watch first dIsc onli den left le ..cuz needed to go hm change go ksws de concert... rushed hm lor. den my dad drove mi to vch.. meet jianxiang..yani..blehz. beiyi dey all also gt cum..nt mani ppl attended the concert ba. overall the songs ... riverdance was the best one i gueSs. later tt...wen to tiong bahru meet up with tbC .. had dinner... n went home le. was tired lor .. tml gt work arr!!! haiiii
11:45 PM
Friday, June 18, 2004
i've relly nothing to say. suddenly everything's lik changed. for the better or for the worse?? no one noes
11:22 PM
haooo fan ah..
hmm...yest went out...again. bleh. with junming..alvin..manda n jH. we wen to ps initially ..den they wanted to eat?? jM suggesTed going bREeks ... so off we wen to marina to eat breeks.. onli 3 of them eat...mi n jh nv eat...eat liao mar...hmm..but the steak looked n tasted nice. yum.haha. stole sum of manda's foOd. hmm. den wen watcHed movie...around the world in 80 days. quite okay loR... mi n jh were busy munching on popcorn. haha. watch finish le...dunno go where...wen to peninsulA plaza walked arNd den go fuNan..jM bouGht his jerSey shirt. nt nice de. bleh. wasnt in the best of my mood at tt time le. hmm. den we couldnt decide where to go! singapore lik so small .. no place for us to go de...siaNx liao. den go bak to jE... ate dinner... the jap food at jec first floor. the ramen de soup so oily. fishcake overcooked. the more i ate the more i felt lik vomitting. blEh. hai shi edo de best!! hee. den we wen mCafe find zhaowen aft her work...but her dad aft a while cum pick her up le..left us. =/ den they wen playgrnd to play? i went home..cuz my parents were nagging liao .. onli 10 plus nia. they treat mi lik sum small kiD suymtimes lor. cant stand it ..argh.
4:09 PM
Monday, June 14, 2004
bLEh. today was damnnn busy. hahha. went to huayi band in e morning ...play one song onli den pack liao. cuz initially i dun dare to sit down n play with them .. cuz alll i dunno one!!! haaha..den aft break den joined them lo..but hu noes..haiz. den i wen to central to meet my bro for lunCh ..but hu noes..he eat liao ... sae wan to shit. den rush hm to shit lor. i haven even eat -_- . stil wan to bluff mi sae nt urgent. see his face noe liaoz lor... dui him. came hm rest awhile den went out again...lik so busy lidat. go chinatown pass mikI the proposal..she sae nice.. heng. my efforts nt wasted. den i go off le..sms jm he tell mi juz reach aljunied onli. bleh. den waited for him at the mrt..so long.. i going crazy .. nth to do ..lik stone sit there. hah. den he cum liaoz? we wan to go watch movie but no one else watch wit us..den in e end manda can lor. go wm watch best bet. den wen converse buy sum tings? dey came my hse get sum stuff...tml goin sentosa..dunno wanna go anot lehz. at nite workin. sianz. hiakz
11:43 PM
hmm. had youth prac todae n went for yuhua concert wit tbc rondy jianxiang limay liting n sum of her frns..first wen to bugis to fiNd jX for dinner..cuz still earli ma .. den go raffles meet liting n limAy ... too tired to go intoo details. the concert was ok lor ... gt sum acts going on too ... haha... their concert always gt sum acts de lar. saw alot of my senior n juniors...sum bcum dao liao lor ... den saw cheryl ...playin the jap graffiti 4 solo ... her confident look n the way she played. relli envied lor. felt lik such a failure. my junior. nw all better den mi liao lor. i relly slacked alot. no face to hide. hhaiz ...aft e concert we went to lau pa sat. one of liting de fren relly damn fcuked up lor. cant stand him. lik wanna control us lik tt. pls lor. we noe him meh. whu is he to tok to us in tt manner ? shit. gave him attitude all e way. hah.
2:02 AM
Sunday, June 06, 2004
hM..another suNdAe hAs pAssEd... dUh.i wokE uP aT likE ..12 ?? dEN mY dAD tA pAo hMe luNch fER mI ...anD ... i went fOr bAnD prAC. hAIz. sUmtymEs i feEl sO uzEleSs iN bAnD ... likE eveRytiNg iSh diNg pLay..deN i nV cOntRIbUTe mycH? sumtyMe is nO sOuNd. cUz qUitE cOLd...deN suMtiMe iS i rEaction tOo sLow... hAIyAh..duNno wHY tOo.. buT cAn fEel tT i dE-provE alOt bAh ? sO saD. haIx. whY lidat leh. aNiway. afT bANd wENt tO hAwker dEre tO eAt wiF jiAnxiAng n tbC ... deN tbC camE mY hSE usE pC... deN hE gO hmE le .. hAiz... nW edO gt neW pPL lE.. dEn i'M wOndEriN...pPl sTudyIn nOw lOok fOr jOb .. dEn mI leH. haVeN sTarT sCh wannA quIt. den gT abIt duNNo wAnnA qUIt anOt dE gAn jUe. lIke sUm prOs n coNs. cANt fIguRe oUt mySelf tOo. hAiz.
11:40 PM
hmmz ... todAy wen for woRk... was late... n kena scoldin by cedest... well .. mayb nt relly scolding ... but kena "lecture" ba. den tok alot lor. den tell mi my good n bad points? n even compared us. duh. aft work wen to my aunt hse ... bath n had dinner .. den go cineleisure wit my cousins n mum n bro watch harry potter 3 ...dunno hw my uncle gt frEe tiX...heHE .. so mani ppl !! n we had free complimentary popcorn n drinks as weLL.. hmm. the show ar. a bit nt understand wat they showing lor... i onli liked the ending .. hah. den later on ... walked arnd at cineleisure.. bought a bAg. .. den we wen edO to eat!!! haHa .... the david wasnt there ... ba. den limay's fren was there... eat till so fat. haiz .
1:00 AM
Friday, June 04, 2004
hmm ... today was yet another normal day i gueZz .. earli in e morning manda came to my hse to get shoe... den i went for work aft slackin awhile at hme.. worked opening today...abit nt used to it.. haha. duh. aft work went raffles place to find manda for lunch ... den we went to fila ? cuz gt sale ... n bought t shirts. she bought one for mi ... = ] den ... wen to her workplace ka jiao a while and went off le. met ps to pass her the vCd. .. den go hme... changEd and rushed to jP to meet ky . soooooooo tired. we went hang ten to buy the polo tees ... walked arnd n had dinner. i feel so fat. muz relly go jian fEi!! tml workin in e morning .. wit miKi... dUhx. den .. watching harry potter wit my cousin n aunt n bro ~ heHEhe... my uNcle haV freE tiX... =pPpP
11:37 PM
Thursday, June 03, 2004
hey ?? tis is my first entry here??? and i dunno how to use tis ting!?!?!?!? wahAHa ... hmm .. i caNt get to fOd... so i decided to try tings here ... blah. tings havent been going well tis few days ... it totally sucked. esp wit a person accusing mi. blaming mi of tings i din do n din noe of. tt bastard. i wun sae whu. he's a bastard. a jerk. i wonder wat i ever saw in him last time.. we broke up. he gt sacked. n the firs person he finds is? me. wt for? nt for consoling. but to accuse mi of tings i din do. he tot i were telling tales of him in frnt of my manager n sup tt caused him his job? aint tt ridiculous? had a huge fight. den he apologised. dun u tink he's mad? and yest. he cum find mi again. ask mi wat i did. i mean.. wth maN? wat did i ever do to get tis person ?
i relly din do anyting lor ... and here he cums. blaming mi n my fren. for tings we din do n din noe of. RIDICULOUS freak. i guess he cant take it tt he was dumped. he na de qi. fang bu xia. tts wat. but hw cld he. include my fren in as well?? ttS dUMB lor. i was BLIND. to haf fallen for him last time. at least i woke up now. n juz nw i wen to work. told my sup i wanted to quit? i told her everyting abt him. and she told mi tt he kena sack liao. so i dun haf to worri. but. im still confused. i dunno wanna quit ant??? arGh.
12:12 AM
