its just ... xy

Friday, June 30, 2006
end of the week. so fast lah. wk 11 le . wk 15/16 is exam. like so fast lor.
i burnt my finger.
not the whole finger lah. some small part.. jus nw making french toasts on the pan..den my finger accidentally grazed across the pan. omg. so damn frwsaking HOT. n there. burnt. or isit scalded? duno la. now so pain. touch hot water lagi worse. dan at hm canot find anyting to apply on it. tried using ice to numb it. but no use. haizl.
today morning go sch for commskills mock interview... 9-12 .. teacher schedule for 3hrs tis wk so tt can finish the mock interview by today n wk 15 n 16 donnit to come for her lesson. ha. my grp and another grp were the firs to reach la . so we went firs. our grp kana interview first. lik so formal lor. mus take black file. den come in by the door. haha. some questions lik so funny la. den lidat for 3 hrs. wan to fall asleep la. cuz last nite nv slp at all. did my work till 4.30 ... and when i wan to slp..canot fall aslp..when i finally fell asleep at arnd 6.. its time to wake up at 6.30. wth lah. so i was precisely lik falling alseep. hiding bhind my fren so teacher wun see mi slping.
so stupid right. den go clubrm ..damn hungry la. but no one eat wit mi. so wait in clubrm, sharon they al havin lesson. cher with deen. den i sms nat. she say she eat liao . den she n kahyip came clubrm. but they gt test at 1 - 3 . but they say they will get out at 1.30 cuz sure duno hw to do. den they say 1.30 they acc mi eat. so ok lo i wait at clubrm. tried to slp. den weeyong came in. he was waitin for cher for tennis. and he cldnt get cher. haha. den he ask mi eat liao mah? i sayhaven.. he also havent.. den ask mi go eat..den i say wait for nat they all lo.. den ok... wan to wait.. i fell asleep.. nas came in..i din noe..haha. den we wait wait wait. woke up at 2. too hungry le. so mi n weeyong wen to south to eat. den sharon called. her lesson end le. so she came to find us. ate yongtauhu. weeyong ate western. (sorry la im very bored nw veri lng no blog so writng all rubbish here) ...sharon came ... followed by nat n kahyip.. oh yea..we found cher at south with deen and another girl..haha. n weeyong was fuming. well . not exactly. haha. kahyip went to DE booth.. den weeyong finish his food liao.. and all of them were waiting for mi to finish mine.. but i cldnt.. i was toking rubbish n nonsense-ing arnd. haha. is there even a word for tt ? sharon was so fedup with mi . hahahahahah. when i finally finished. we wen bak to clubrm..nas n aini were there.. cher n weeyong wen to play tennis.. some of the ogls were there.. they were shifting the props.. all the way to BLK F! can u imagine it. lik one end to another . their new log room.hahaha. thanks to andrew tt blur guy. gee. so mi sharon nas n aini sat outside clubrm talk.. nat was in clubrm..the stupid sun so sunny. made mi felt so giddy plus my lack of slp i really felt damn sick. tried to go clubrm sleep awhile. but clfdnt take it la. so i wen hm. reached hm, i slept. dad bought marcaroni for my dinner. but it tasted weird. not nice. i threw half of it away. anyway.. no appetite. at least now im feelin better. i cant imagine it if i had another relapse in sch. i dont want to. addias having sale tomolo! omg. i wan to goooooooo. but duno freee not lehz. so basically tts my day. ha ha ha

11:43 PM


my table is damn freaking messy.

2:38 AM


my table is damn freaking messy.

2:38 AM


Saturday, June 24, 2006
just finished watching full house ... spent the whole of last nite watching ...until 6am tis morning .. haha..it was damn nice lah ... touching.. ending was so sweet n happy ... but i noe that in real life... tis type of endings will nv happen.. maybe it will ... but it will be very little .. mayb 0.01% ?
who knows ? its so funny when a guy n a girl who always quarrel .. will fall for each other..its always in this case .. n the guy always nv realize it or want to acknowlege it until the last minute .. life is such a rhapsody.

2:15 PM


Tuesday, June 20, 2006
ok. back seeing the doc.
cldnt slp last nite at all. so dint sleep a wink.
now i cant even type properly. omg .
cldnt sleep so i played maple..surfed arnd youtube.com..
and found Princess Lulu !
its a korean drama show la ...
sunday aft band i went my aunt hse ..
den they were watching it on SCV channel 55 mah.
very nice.
anyone having SCV channel55 shld watch .. every sunday .. but i duno wat time it starts.
shld b arnd 5 ..cuz it ends at 8pm..check Telescope lah!
but the youtube oni shows sum episodes. sianz. and i dun haf channel55 lah.
my dad la.
selfish. oni wanna subscruibe sports channel n cartoons for my bro.
selfish!
anyway.
today actually was planning to mit peisean go eat breakfast den go huayi together to collect my money ..
but in the morning i threw up twice due to my intense coughing. it was so damn bad i tot i wld die .
den in the end i dun dare go farfar place.. so oni went for breakfast with her .
borrowed two books frm library to kip mi entertained. bought 8days. and the makan lost&found bk. borrowed FullHouse vcd from her.
came hm i was so tired .
played maple for a while den fell asleep.
all the way till 6plus PM.
woke up. had tis sharp intense pain in my stomach.
it was damn pain i cldnt sit or stand straight .
dad bought dinner.
fish soup.
aft eating.. felt more pain.
my mum tot it was appendictis or wat..
so she dragged mi to the doc.
but the doc said it was jus some abdominal pain or watsoever.
game mi medicine for tt .. plus cough n flu and ANTIBiOTICS.
and the antibiotics. its 2 pills in morning and 2 pills in nite.
plus flu n stomachpain pills AND the cough mixture AND not forgetting my epilepsy medicine i haf to take everyday.
wwat the hell lah.
im so sick of taking medicines.
im really sick of medicines.
now i haf trouble swallowing tablets.
everytime i wanto swallow .. i feel lik vomitting it out.
i hate it.
The medicine is taking effect on me now .

10:52 PM


Sunday, June 18, 2006
there is something very wrong with me.
i've been very emo these few days and i duno why.
i cry when i watch movies.
i cry when i watch tv.
i cry when i read books.
i cry when i'm alone.
i cry even when i'm on the way hm listening to sad songs.
n sumtimes it makes ppl stare at me.
i jus try to ignore their stares.
like wat the hell lah.
and my appetite.. its growing smaller n smaller.
i wuld feel very hungry.
but after eating lik arnd 1/4 of the food..
i wud feel veri full liao .
why is this happening ?


and .
there is something seriously wrong with my tag board lah.
dammit.


i'm not okay. i'm not happy at all.

1:44 AM


Friday, June 16, 2006
PISSED.

11:33 AM


Thursday, June 15, 2006
cough cough cough.
sneeze sneeze sneeze.
i wan to cough out blood liao lah.

2:41 PM


Wednesday, June 14, 2006
sick sick sick.
always sick.
and the same thing.
cough running nose and sore throat.
recover jus 3 wks ago oni.
nw go bak to square 1.
like what the hell lah.
so weak.

10:11 PM


time now is 5.41am ...
jus bathed and reached home from KL ... hehe... was there for 3days together wit nat .. weisiong ..calvintang and kahyip... kahyip was already at KL since sat ... was sick throughout the whole 3days la. so suay. sun met wit nat n calvintang at bugis firs to buy present bring go kahyip hse cuz we stayin at his hse during our visit ..den go empty handed lik very wat mah..dunno wat to buy .. in the end bought a toy car for his brother .. den we go lavendar meet weisiong... ate dinner at the hawker centre at beach rd and set off for our journey! haha ..go golden mile den check in...waited for our bus awhile .. den we got on to the bus.. the bus so many small cockroach lor...scarY siaz... but luckily weisiong sitting inside so not so bad..haha.. he lik pig la..sleep almost all the way there...den listen to my mp3... until left a little battery oni ... smmore i charged full b4 going out de lehs.. the bus stopped twice if i nv remember wrong.. one is toilet break .. the other is stop at a canteen like ... den got mini mart ... hmz. our journey to kl almost lik 6 hrs?? reached kl at arnd 4 am..waited for kahyip n his uncle come fetch us ... meanwhile had prata at a prata shop ..they came liaoz den we wen to their hse ... reach his hse arnd 5plus le... slept arnd 6am plus?? woke up at 10plus 11 like tt ... by tt time was hafing flu liao lor ... grrr.. den we set off for times square ... kahyip hse there relly veri pian pi lor... lik so little cabs.. den if got ... the cab drivers dunno where is times squaRE?? finally gt one cab ... so off we went to times square... fell asleep in the cab lo..tired bah.. the journey took arnd 40mins or so bah... reached times square liaoz first ting was to go find the indoor theme park ... cus the shopping centre alone got 10 storeys ar.. den gt one indoor theme park inside de.. found liaoz we bought tix to go in ... RM25 per pax ... ok lah.. sat the rides.. the firs one we sat veri funny la... it looks harmless .. but in actual fact when it start... it goes very very very fast.. then the person sitting on the right cannot control ... will slide to the left person ...haha... damn funny la... den a few other rides... got one rollercoaster.. they sat... i nv sit cuz tt looked dangerous..sumore with my condition tink canot sit ba.. den we sat bumper car! haha.. so funy.. i kept getting stuck to the pole...=\ after which we went for lunch at a sushi restaurant... eat liao went to walk walk to digest our food b4 going into the theme park again .. can re-enter one la.. den played somore rides.. played another round of bumper car .. and carousel.. dey played a ride which looked lik a pendulum clock ... wich will go round...lik a pendulum clock .. aiyo.. duno hw to xplain also ...i also nv play tt la.. den got one ride look so scary la... it will turn u round n round ... then flip u upside down n stay there for awhile....den flip u over again ... omg lah tt one ... oni weisiong sit that one.. haha.. den mi n nat go sit the ride we sat the firs time..haha..after which we left the theme park le cuz lik nth else to play le .. went to walk arnd the shops.. so many shops la.. but i nv buy anyting.. cuz scared i anyhow spend money.. the ppl there veri funny lo ... everywhere we go lik ppl keep looking at us ..esp looking at nat ... lik they nv see b4.. calvintang n weisiong cut their hair at one of the shops ... den it was lik at nite leiaoz.. was hungry den .. so we ate dinner... ate kenny rogers ... so much lor... i ordered the 1/4 chicken set.. den together come with 3 sides and 1 muffin... so full lor. cnnt finish. was arnd 9 liao wen we finish eating..wanted to go chinatown but lik too late le so in the end nv go ... wen to walk arnd some streeet calvin tang brought us to ... he was lik our some sort of directory the whole trip la...he lik noe the place quite well...den nat was our translator... cuz she noe hw to speak malay ma...so nx time wan to go malaysia mus make sure they 2 gt go also ..hahaha. walked arnd the streets .. den wen to a internet cafe cuz weisiong wanted to check his mail ? at firs was oni he rented a com .. but slowly we all sian .. so rented a com ourselves each.. den used liaoz ... arnd 11plus ... went bak to kahyip hse... the taxi driver duno hw to go lo .. he drive le den stopped twice to ask ppl hw to go ... den finally we reched kahyip's hse.. arnd 1am plus le.. all of us damn tired .. they were watching soccer.. so i go bath firs.. the water was damn cold la... heater switch on liao lik no diff... so cold until my palms turn purple. den slept.. couldnt sleep lor .. cus my nose kepy running ... and at the same time when my nose ran ... my eyes wld tear.. so irritating.. n i was coughing at the same time. arghss. nex morning we ALL woke up at 12pm.. haha ..den get ready n left the hse arnd 1plus ... go the same place wich is a busstop within walking distance frm kahyip's hse.. wait for cab ..but today very suay la... NO cabs in sight.. even if got is got ppl inside liao de ... wait for almost 1hr lo .. den we ask ppls wich bus can go times square.. so they told us tt take any bus go interchange den take bus to kuala lumper.. cuz i tink kahyip's hse is in another part of kl ba.. also nt sure .. den we took bus... firs time take malaysia bus... not a bad experience..haha.. slept all the way in the bus.. finally reached times square at 3 plus .. cuz calvin wanted to make some sticker labels stufff.. den nat n weisiong also make ... den in the end make so many.. haha. spent a long time there.. n also we haven finish seeing some shops.. got adidas n nike shop at the ground floor.. went nike n bought tis shirt..lik finally i bought something lah.. RM59 .. nice nice..hee. saw the brown n orange adidas jacket i so wanted las time in adidas shop ... rm179.. wich means sg78 .. but i nv buy la .. den we went supermarket.. walk walk ..bought the big lollipop with the chewing gum inside de fr my brother ... and bought some choc.. ate lunch at ... 3, 4 plus ?? haha... dunno tt one consider tea break or lunch .. ate longjohn la... their combo 1 .. 3pieces of chicken rm6.90 nia.. den gt one couple at longjohn ... sitting in a corner .. so OMG la... doing digusting tings there lik no one's businness.. we kept kpo-ing look there... hahaha..and calvin secretly took their picture... wanted to take video de but they suddenly look up ... den too bad liao . went to a shopping centre where gt sell a lot sports stuff de... went to one of the shops... walao ... saw the shirt i jus bought ... sell rm 55... i bought at nikeshop for rm59 ... argh.. felt lik buying another shirt... quite nice de.. .but in the end nv buy .. bought calvinteo's shirt a shirt for rickson.. his late bday present.. calvintang bought a pair of shorts.. den we headed to chinatown .. met kahyip there... plus his mum uncle n brother. finally see his brother aft stay at their hse for 2 days..haha. their eyebrows n eyes the same de.. haha.. walk arnd chinatown ... omg lah it was soooo damn crowded... see so many ppl also sians ...duno wat to buy .. den weisiong see cologne... ahahaha. he jus wanted to smell the smell ... den tt person kept pestering him to buy ... rm20 ... is davidoff de coolwater.. he finally giv up ... n bought the cologne ... hahahah. after tt he kept grumbling .. he say the smell is there..but they lik mix with 3/4 water... ohh. poor weisiong.haha. den walked arnd ... kahyip bought a pair of nike shoes... nat n weisiong bought shades.. time was running out .. so we faster go take our bags from kahyip uncle's van .. den go the place to take bus le ... waited for the bus awhile ..n boarded.. we took the 11pm bus ... we tot it wld stop at aa canteen for us to eat or wat.. but nv leh... oni stop at a toilet.. cuz we the whole day oni eat the longjohn.. haiz. estimated we wld reach sg arnd 5am plus... but we 3plus reach malaysia custom liao ... tt was lik dam fast lor. go sg custom.. the person say wanna check ws n nat de bag... ws de nothin happen .. but nat de gt chewing gum n cigg.. den the person ask her go the room write name ..but nv confiscate.. like.. duh. later which we all parted from woodlands .. shared cab with calvintang while nat kahyip n weisiong shared cab.. reach hm ..unpack n bathed... tink im gonna sleep le... haha...nice trip ... but feel lik so many tings nv buy ... a bit regret lah.. cuz keep tinking will haf sommore ting to buy when we go other place.. but dunhaf... nx time i still wanna go !

5:45 AM


Saturday, June 10, 2006
yesterday was bandzout ...
its the same old thing lah..
except halfway thru the lights went off..hahaz.
funny sia.
den alot ppl left ... but thank goodness some stayed thruout .
the bands were... LOUD.
some of our serniors came back yeah.
was having a bad stomachahce through out lah.
went the whole thing ended.. and everyone was clearing up..
a tinge of sadness jus washed past me..
2nd event over le.. like so fast lah.
haiz.
the time was lik arnd 11 plus when we left sch ..
go s11 eat ...
arnd 12 plus le...
at firs eileen shui say her mum can come fetch us hm...
den aft we eat... she call her mum..her mum fell asleep le..haha
den alex n kiafang wen hm firs wit alex's parents car..
den mi n eileen shui stayed on to wait for tang to finish his food..
and they were talking there lah. nothing new.
except that yestreday was the first day of world cup.
the whole s11 was filled with ppl watching world cup .. and the whole coffeeshop cheered when a goal was scored. lik so suddenly lah.
stayed till lik arnd 1plus near 2 liao den they were willing to leave.
den me, eileen shui and rachel shared cab hm .. calvin tang n kamal shared cab hm..
nat n kahyip stayed at the coffeeshop to watch finish the scoccer..
the cab driver first dropped of eileen shui .. den me.. den rachel..
he damn wat lah.. at gombak there make one big round. turn one big round..
also dunno wat the hell he doing...
reached hm at 2plus...bath liao lik wanna 3 le.. and its AM mind u.
my dad was watching soccer when i reached hm. hah.
slept at 4 plus.
today spent almost the whole day sleeping ..
woke up at 1 plus... ate my lunch ... played maple...
den sleep again till 7 and ate dinner ..watch tv.. n here i am .
tml i'm goin KL with nat..calvintang n weisiong ..
actually suppose to b club outing...but in the end oni 4 of us go...
den the one hu suggested it in the end cannot go la.. u noe whu u are...
hahaha.
will be back on tues !




-i seriously dun understand u anymore la.

10:48 PM


Wednesday, June 07, 2006
so many things to do.
yet so little time.

1. NE project
2. 3179 project
3. XML assignment
4. practise my clarinet

i'm trying. i reeally am.

tink im gonna suffer from depression very soon.

saddening.

1:22 AM


Sunday, June 04, 2006
like so long no blog liao.
been busy these few days lah ..got tests .. all tt..
fri had sports day with sit club ... oh yeah.
played tennis n a bit of badminton...
tennis was damn funny lah..
nat played together ...damn funny lah.
at least tis time i noe how to SERVE liao..
jus tt when the ball come toward mi i still cant aim veri good.
haha.
yesterday wen gym with aunt catherine.. at california fitness..bugis de.
she gt membership ma.. den can sort of giv mi another membership..
but for 1 month oni..
so jus go lah haiyooooooooo.
so many choices to make.
but.
sometimes choices given are nt really choices to make.
its lik being forced somehow.
HAIZ
finally bought my wallet.
*smirks

10:38 PM


Friday, June 02, 2006
i'm really tired.
give me a break, please.

1:47 AM



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