Monday, April 30, 2007
received NTU's rejection letter today.
what good english they use to reject you.
ha.
went back for band prac today.
songs played, wanna die liao.
dun wan to talk more on it.
ANYWAY.
lets just train hard for the upcoming concert yeah?
i wanna go SIM change my course to business management.
yes i have decided to change to business management.
these few days, have been having prata supper,
growing fat.
NO NO.
no more suppers!
i nit WORK.
realized actually i turned dwn quite a number of jobs,
cus im too picky i tink.
anyway applied for one as a assistant teacher in a child gym centre,
someting lik tt lah.
hope tt replies mi lor.
the ssc still taking their own sweet time to reply me,
i dunno if i can wait so long.
i wanna go blading.
12:34 AM
Tuesday, April 24, 2007
one minute hot,
one minute cold.
u give me hope
when i am about to give u up.
what exactly do you want from me?
3:02 AM
Sunday, April 22, 2007
i love my club mates.
9:07 PM
went for 2 21st birthday parties today..
jenny's and stef's
one at cck, the other at sengkang.
afternoon met peishan go marinasquare walk arnd first..
wanted to find the dorothyperkins top i saw the other time at PS..
but still dun haf my siZe..
the person checked, say parkway got size 8.
but go till parkway, far leh.
anyway asked her to reserve for mi, 3days limit.
walk arnd marinasquare..
when i was at citylink saw tis guy, look aLOT like mond.
we were walking diff directions..
i just happened to turn n see him ,
he also did the same ting, but aft tt we jus cont to walk our ways..
den at the same time we both turned bak n looked at each other,
giv tt hey-u-r-so-familiar-do-i-know-u look.
i tot it was mond, msged him,
but it is not!
so who the hell is he!?
im sure i noe him !
ANYWAY,
going bak to marinsquare..
went to fox and saw tis buttondwn shirt.
damn nice.!
but when i wear liao,
look very lik guy.
but nice leh,
shld i get?
went to foodcourt to eat,
had SABA.
yeahhh.
the saba serving so alot..
one n 1/4 of a saba..
eat till full..
aft tt went to cck to mit benita chloe cher,
go jenny's place..
went there forawhile to eat,
and cut cake..
n we left for stef's hse.
reached her hse arnd 9? just in time for cutting cake.
her hse so many ppl.,
i tink if outsider go in no one will noe also ..
damn hot inside, lik suana!
her cake very cute!
dun look lik cake..
is a teddybear doll-like
dint noe it was cake at first.
andrew prepared a speech for her, asked nas to read it out loud to everyone.
ho rou ma..
den we went outside to sit, and talk,
and mr andrew arrived suddenly!
surprising everyone.
in his police uniform, but with his jacket over it..
den we just sat outside her hse,
talking, listening to weisiong's nonsense.
he was lik a drunkard, dunno watthehell he is talking at all.
anyway aft tt we decided to move to somewhere else to slack,
cus late liao, dun wanna disturb the neighbours.
and so we moved to a mcdonalds nearby, i dunno where it is.
i tink its hougang.
sat there, ordered some fries n nuggets,
drank hot tea.
and slack, tok, crap.
till arnd 12plus,
cabbed home alone,
cus all not shun lu.
my back is PEELING!
its damn itchy !
lucky my face peel finish le!
tml going back for band prac,
im excited and nervous and scared.
2:02 AM
Friday, April 20, 2007
ho yeah.
im itching everywhere.
sunday went to sentosa with my clubmates!
hoho !
sun was shining brightly, i tot it was goonna rain.
andrew came!
so long no see him,
suddenly see him lik dunno wat to talk abt.
and yeh some others whom i nv seen for a long time came too.
celebrated chloe's birthday.
tanned.
actually i wasnt planning on tanning so much .
but in the end i got burnt all the same.
saw alot ex-huayi peeps at sentosa..
saw shahira! she was working at the musical fountain arEa..
haha. wasnt sure if it was her at first..
anyway, yeah.
left sentosa at arnd 6 i tink?
den we went vivo for dinner..
ate at the fOodcourt.
den went home le.
went to mit peisean for some tehC b4 going home.
in the end the lipton job i nv go.
and on wed morniong i was so totally freaking out,
worrying if the lipton ppl will call me.
but in the end, nope.
i hope it stays tt way.
im so totally peeeling now.
my face is damn ugly.
my body is even more ugly, with all the shreds coming out.
EWWW.
just now met cher for some quick shopping.
was at dorothy perkins and saw tis pullover, sweater-like,
DAMN nice.
but dun haf my size?
gona kip a lookout at other outlets. i so totally like tt one.
and saw tis top also quite nice,
but scared if buy le,
sure kip in cupboard nv wear .,..
mayb once or twice. but damn nice lah.
the aeropostale n UO arrived today..
tried my aero polos.. abit uncomfortable..
and my UO Havainas..
they shipped the WRONG size again!!
so maddening.
and so i decided to get frm the NUM shop.
save all the trouble.
anyway tis pair can sell to peisean's mum.
cus she wants it.
yeah and i got my fliflops,
lime green. i tink its nice.
yeaHhhh~
i want the NUM tank.
but it costs a freaking 69.90.
DAMN EX.
3:11 AM
Tuesday, April 10, 2007
hoho.
long time no update.
anyway been slacking my way thru .
either watching tv, using net, slping, or going out.
i dun want tis kind of life !
i dun wanna get used to tis kind of life!
recently apply for cali fitness de job as receptionist..
cus dun wanna work office kind of work leh.
dun lik to wear office wear.
i tink i v picky lah.
anyway my bro's sick
his other hamster just dead.
and i am going crazy.
anyone gt job to recommend?
5:20 PM
Tuesday, April 03, 2007
why cant ppl just say out what they relly feel,
and not let others kip on wondering what they r tinking abt?
i tink im one of them.
haah.
sometimes i relly wish i cld read ur mind,
den i wldnt b racking my brains tinking wat is it tt u want to tell me, but cant say it out.
i wish u wld just tell me straight what u tink and stop asking mi questions which i really find it hard to answer.
i dun wish for much,
except for u to tell me wat u relly feel.
my mind is in a whirl now,
i'm afraid of facing you alone or, seeing ur msgs,
cus im afraid to hear or see things i dun wanna noe.
but,
one's have to face reality.
so is it good news or bad news ?
i hav a feeling its bad news.
2:42 AM
