Sunday, July 30, 2006
las nite was looking for a certain photo i took with a certain someone approximate 3 years ago aft meeting up with tt certain someone yesterday evening.
but it seems like i cldnt find tt certain photo no matter how hard i tried.
but i can still remember how it looks like exactly.
guess its fate bah.
most of the time, pple don treasure what they haf till the last minute n when they lose it, den they realize the importance of it.
and when u see it gone lke that, you will think of how stupid you were in the past, letting it go just like tat.
felt so at a loss at that moment.
now its all gone.
but well, one should always look ahead, and not look back.
no one can understand how i feel.
9:03 PM
Saturday, July 29, 2006
got this from huishan's blog:
Misunderstanding:A wife after giving birth to her child, she died. The husband have to bring up the child and at the same time, work. So he decided to train a dog so dat it could look after the child while the husband is out at work. One day, the husband was caught in a heavy snow outside and could not reach home dat day so immediately the second day he rushed home. When the dog hear the husband footsteps, it went up to the husband. The husband raised his head and only saw the whole house filled with blood and not a single sight of the child. He tot that the dog had a relapsed and killed the child. In a fit of anger, the husband killed the dog as the dog's mouth was filled with blood. Afterwhich he heard the child's cry and the child crawled out from beneath the bed. Now, den the husband realise that one of the dog's leg is missing and a dead wolf is lying at the corner of the house. The wolf's mouth is biting the dog's leg. He had killed the faithful and loyal dog by mistake.Many a times. Between frens. There are sure misunderstandings amongst us. It's true. We should sit down and really tok about it and clear it.to a certain friend of mine, i hope we can clear up tat misunderstanding between us too. that is, if you are willing to. [don't even noe if u are even reading this]
10:46 PM
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!
wo hen fan AH!!!!
are boy/girlfriends very important!?
why is it that whenever a friend of mine gets attached, he/she will be sooo engroseed into the relationship tt they haf no time for their frens?!
and when i feel down, i feel that i cant find anyone to accompany me!!!
just bcuz their are with their other halves!
so maddening!!!!!
SO FAN!!!!!!!!!!
SO IRRITATED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
3:50 PM
jus reached home!
my legs are so tired.
and i strained my shoulder
went blading with peisean today at east coast..
last wk was there for club chalet..
this wk is go there blade ..haha
met her at 1 ..den we had lunch at kfC..
took train to bedok and headed for east coast to blade. actually wanted to go pasir ris aft that to book class chalet de.. den i using my mum's ntuc union card den gt discount mah..but i call the person she say muz the person personally book den gt disc.. den bo bian lor.. tml i bringing my mum there t0 book ba i guess.
anyway.we reached east coast le den go rent blade ..
gt 2 hr la..cuz one hr free..
den we blade.. dun dare to venture far.. so kip u turning when we reach a point..haha..
den that peisean .. the first 2 humps.. she fell while trying to skate up.. so instead.. she crawled over the hump twice..hahaz. luckily she gt put the guard ..or else think she will haf scratches on the knee liao..
she saw her fren .. we kept blading la..
den gt one hump.. i noo strength to blade up..den i rolled backwards..
and fell flat on the ground... is really flat on the ground ..
very funny lor.
den i sat on the floor and laughed to myself . right in the middle of the road.
am i crazy or wat?? i kip tinking its so funny lah.
den i got up...we went to one of the stool there to sit and rest.. den watch those army guys run ..
rest liao den continue blading until we veri sian le..
den returned.. wen for milkshakes at mac..
its not nice lor!
last time de nicer.. nw they re-introduced liao nt nice wan.
dun drink !
walked arnd the beach..den wen bak to bedok to take train ..
felt lik going bak to sch to play sports.. but in the end nv la.
cuz will feel bad if leave her alone..
so went bugis ..
we went to find the parklane fried wanton noodle..tt time ch8 de show reccomend de..
at sunshine plaza..
haha.! we found it.!!!
and on the way .. i went into a electronic shop
asked the price for finepix z2
its $489 !!!
harvey norman those shops sell lik $599 or $699 leh.
hehehehehehe.
ate our dinner ..
its sooo nice .. the wanton.. so crispy.
den we went to eat ice .
haha.
those ice sherbet lik mountain de .
aiyo duno hw to sae la.
aft tt we went bugis village walk walk.
bought tis bag which i aimed sooooooooooooooooooooo long ago..
happy la.
saw this earrings.
soo nice.
i like it so much
but its damn EXPENSIVE lah.
one for $7.90..
one PAIR is $14 lor .
wa lao.
but veri nice lor.
grr.
den we walk arnd ..
saw this veri nice t shirt.
we wnt up to the aircon place..walk. and i found the belt i wanted !!!!!!!!!!
weeee.
costs $10.
tried to slash price.
but the uncle don let. booooo.
walk arnd sommore..
den 10plus le.
so we went hm.
b4 that .. i took her to liang seah street to find a nasi lemak store .. cuz i remember when i working at zenith.. rose told mi ther gt one nasilemak store veri nice..
but i cannot find leh.
aft wich we took 61 bak to btbatok
n nw im home!
wat a fruitful day.
12:43 AM
Thursday, July 27, 2006
nv go sch today.
went westmall with peisean for lunch..
while waiting for her saw calvintang.
haa.
aft lunch we walked arnd westmall..lik so long nv go there le la.
went to world of sports. saw this nike jersey-lik soccer top.
VERY NICE LOR.
I WANT!!
but is guys de leh.
but i want leh
really very nice !!
so nice can.
why guys de clothes always so nice de huh .
dun understand why!!!!
i don care.
i want.
den go watsons.
find the hair dye i want.
found it. but nv buy.
tink i get money frm my mum den buyy.
dunno she will let me buy the nike top anot leh.
den go OP
saw this shorts also veri nice.
den saw a cap at sportslink.
finally found a cap i like.
but i tink i will go queensway buy the cap.
cheaper mah..
argh
i want the nike top!!!!!!!!!!!!
tml no lesson.. going blading wit peisean at eastcoast..
n im going pasir ris to book class chalet. .
muhaha.
6:42 PM
Wednesday, July 26, 2006
yooo.
had onli 2 lectures today in the morning.. database and xml ..
den no more lesson le .. both the lectures gave us tips for the upcoming exam n test ..
xml's written test 35% is on this coming wed ... mobile written test alsoo this coming wed ..
shit man. why mus both of them be on the same date..sommore both is non examinable de.. tt means my results count mostly on this test... walao.. i tink nyp's teachers are here to torture us lor. arghh .
went g2000 with my mum at westmall jus now.
bought 2 formal tops .
well. mayb nt really tt formal ..
haha ..
10:13 PM
Monday, July 24, 2006
back from chalet.
friday had no school, so went to check in first with
nas in the afternoon.
checked the 2 units. one of which the shower de latch was leaking..
so asked the person to fix it .. den we go book bbq pit and mahjong table..
kaoz.. the mahjong table not include mahjong set
they nv telll us de lors..
oni on tt day when tey deliver the stuff to us den we noe .. luckily manage
to get ao to bring his mahjong set over.
anyway ,
aft checking in.. me and nas went ovr to parkway parade to haf our lunch...
both of us were starving ...
den took bus to sch for phatnite..
the last event le.haiz.
i nv really went into the dance room la.. cuz given my condition..
i dun wanna take risks there n then ..
so most of the time stayed in our vip room reading magazines me and nas bought..
aft e event ..
it was chalet time!
went to nat's place to eat ...
den took cab to e chalet ..
reached there arnd 1 plus 2 lidat..
had a short meeting for plans the nx day..
den some of them played daidee while some fell aslp le ..
aft that.. some of us went to 7-11 to buydrinks.. den go beach there sit sit.
den me kiafang and andrew started to emo again ..tok alot lah..
den xavier ccame bak wit renli.. at tt time gt they 2 .. plus we 3.. and kahyip...peishan n eileenshui..
we started taking silly and funny photos ..den the guys started
to take stones to throw in to the sea.. to make it skip 3 times ar..
xavir started drawing names on the sand .. haha..
wen to had breakfast at mac..
den go bak chalet ..
gt some space le .. den we fell aslep lo ..
most of us woke up at arnd 12 lidat when the others wen out to eat..
den aft they came bak ..
wen to giant at parkway with sharon andrew nat renli theodore to buy some bbq stuffs..
tok cab back to chalet
n after awhile is bbQ time ..suddenly felt so tired la .
den go slp forawhile .. woke up and watched the 7pm show till 9..
didnt haf much appetite to eat although oni ate in the mornning..
felt tt the food haven digest ..
but ate aliitle lo.
was so bored..
went out for awalk at the beach alone..
sat at the stone chairs there n enjoyed the breeze while tinking of some
stuffs..
den went bak to e chalet ..
had birthday celebration for andrew..jy..yankai and weisiong..
den a few of them played mahjong while some went nite cycling..
i wanted to rent blade to overnite de.. cuz at nite blade lik so shiok lo..
no ppl de.. but lik no one want ..
den nv lo.. went to the room and den had some funny conversations with
chloe..bobby..kiafang..andrew . den yijing came in ..
walao.. our topics damn funny lor ..
luff lik siao ..
den i tink tired le..
slowly one by one fell aslp..
nx morning woke them up..
returned bikes.. den checkout le. .
all of us shared cabs hm ..
reach hm unpack le .. bathed and immediately fell aslp..
slept till 7 den woke up ..
nw still feel tired..
n head veri pain.. feel lik vomitting la..
our las chalet le..
haizz.
agm soon le ..
sadded..
1:07 AM
Friday, July 21, 2006
cldnt access blogger yesterday.
i was damn PISSED lor.
these few days were damn bad for me.
yesterday had 2 tests lah.
morning i skipped database and xml lecture.
den went to sch for xml tutorial
after which was the stupid mobile app practical
kaoz. this practical.
sure so cannot make it lah.
yes although i haf my notes and codes printed out..
but i am still at a BLANK when it comes to RMS ..
it sucks totally can.
and i was having this terrible headache since tuesday.
and it bcame woorse yesterday during the mobile app prac test.
when the teacher said start.
omg.
cher was sitting bside mi and she was typing SO hard and fast...
it scared me abit.. and i felt so slow when she started the moment fuamh said start.
and she was busy typing away.
so hard. so noisy.
and so fast.
plus other pple de typing sound.
omg. u can imagine it lah.
wahhh.. my mind was still processing that question lor
and it gave mi a larger headache.
the back of my head was really in pain lah.
the stupid practical.
kaoz eh.
den got 2 qauestions right. one on rms and the other on xhtml
kaoz. the rms one damn stupidly long lah
when i finished doing the rms one. i oni had 10 freaking mins left to do the xhtml one can!
den i so scared . my head was throbbing away. i cldnt make out wat i was doing at tt time.
i tried to do tt blardy xhtml .
but suddenly my mind was in a total BLANK.
yes. BLANK.
onli manaage to change the title.
and she said 'TIME'S UP"
blardy hell.
die liao la.
xhtml nt done.
the rms one dun even tink i correct lor.
shit shit shit.
really felt like crying aft tt stupid prac test
worse ting of all.
we had comm skills common test like wat? 15 mins later ? 10 mins later ?
watthehell lah.
why must they put two IMPORTANT tests together on the same day ?
and dunhaf much time gap in between!
so maddening can!
alot ppl was complaining nt enuff time to finish the xhtml also. so i wasnt the onli one .
at least tt was comforting enuff to noe.
comm skills test was in LTL-3.
shit man.
i totlayy forgot wat i studiede lah.
cuz my mind still had those typing sounds from the prac test b4.
it jus kept ringing in my head.
den gt some ansewers i jus wrote nonsense la. hoping it will at least get mi 1 or 2 marks
i was so damn mad can .
head was throbbing veri badly the whole day.
den aft tt.
went to watch movie with calvinteo kiafang andd xavier.
initially wanted to watch pirates de but no more seats
so went to cathay and watched murderball .
10 bucks.
cuz its in PictureHouse. dunno wats so special abt it anyway.
and xavier was complaining all the way.
it was a documentry .
i tink is true story.
abt all those handicapped paralysed ppl.. coming together to play rugby ..
they really brave lah. .
jing pei them.
xavier left halfway to meet his parents ..
aft the show the 3 of us wenn to ps to eat ..
wen foodcourt to eat the indonesian bbq ..
yummy. hehe.
today.
no mobile app prac today .. oni haf project lab . wich is at 4 la .
lazy to go for sci lec at 10 .. so ask zhiliang to help mi sign ..hee. thanks ah..
den cher asked mi if i wanted to go town b4 going sch to buy the foX top she saw ..
den we went lor. met her at 1 at orchard.
walked arnd for awhile b4 going to fox.
the polo tee de offer no more le .. but gt 30% off lah.
den i bought this polo tee. quite nice.
gee.
broke liao lah.
afterwhich we ate pepper lunch.
its my first time eating there.. quite nice ..heh.
i ate the salmon pepper rice. ..ooh.
cher treated the icecream aft tt..
its damn nice lah the raw black sugar caramel sauce together with theice cream..
yumm.
went sch .
project lab.
so little ppl can.
my grp those guys also nv come .
den really very little pple lor.
den cam they were going for nafpa..
so i jus pretended tt i was goin also lor.
went clubrm
oni sharon aini n kiafang was there.?
n sharon n aini were going to nafha also ..
felt so bored. so i went together wit them .
watched them do their 5 stations and all.
cam the all also there..
peien dam pro la can .. she was the first ger to come in for 2.4km ..
den the incline .. she jus did 20 in a row. so OMG.
haha.
after which we went bak to clubrm ..
slacked awhile.. den sharon n aini go do project..
mi xavier and kiafang wen causeway to haf dinner ..
wen bodyshop to try out the perfumes..
finally found the scent i want.
hehz.
tml is phat nite le. our last event .
so SAD.
den is our SIT chalet ..
going in to check in in the afternoon with nas first..
cuz no lesson tml !!
hshaha..
1:38 AM
Tuesday, July 18, 2006
nv go sch again today . and i was supposed to haf my makeup database test today lor!
haiz.
after that time i had this serious cough flu sorethroat, i kip getting sick again all over again. so weak.
den these few day kip getting giddy spells.
jus now go c doc.
he say most probably is cuz tt time coughflusorethroat de dunno wat ting got into my ear.. that's why will haf these aftereffects.
blah. so complicated.
exams coming soon le.
so shitty.
tml gt 2 test .. mobile app prac test and commskills common test.
double shit mans.
headache ah!
12:20 PM
Monday, July 17, 2006
hahaha. hehehe. hohoho.
andrew has a secret with me!!!!
hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahhahaha
=P
7:06 PM
please get the facts right before accusing anyone.
thank you.
childish immature freak.
10:32 AM
Monday, July 10, 2006
busy busy busy.
just came home.
lets start from thurs..
the last prac b4 the performance on sunday ..
ended quite late bah .. den reach hm also late ... wa lao .. damn angry abt something lor. eediot.
slept quite late cuz was doing my cms and stuffs.
fri. had comm skills lesson. was trying nt to fall asleep. den aft tt.. i went home .. cuz at nite got DE de briefing den we stayin over in sch ma. since my lesson end at 12. and the DE is at 7.30, so i went home. packed my stuffs and sleep. sleep till arnd 4plus.. woke up and went to westmall... helping cher buy her toothbrush and some biscuits in case at nite hungry., haa. and i also bought bread for my dinner .
went to sch ..go tennis court watch weeyong cher n nat play tennis. den we went up. rest awhile.. den went for DE. they tell us 7.30 .. but in the end 8.30 den start .. SK n alex was givin the briefing la .. den until 10 lidat..gt 1 hr break .. mi cher benita n chloe went to bathe .. den 11 gt another short briefing and it was sleeping time. we had to wake up at 5am lor . den tt time is like ..1 plus le. we actually went to the clubrm to bring the mats and slping bags to sleep at blk E. hahaa. good idea right . den dunit to squeeze with those ppl in the room. we set the mats n sleepingbag outside the room..den most of them come out gave us those funny funny look. heckcare them la. we 4 lie down le .. den benita ho suggested wan to tok.. den we were lying dwn n toking..den the seniors cindy came .. followed by huishan .. den xinyi .. den we all sit there gossip lo.. haha ... wen u get all the sanbas together sure will gossip wan . i tink we tok thru the whole nite la. almost. xinyi fell asleep. den the place there damn bloody hot lor. alot ppl also nv slp. the committee also duncare.. actually i tink they very shag lo. the whole nite they were still preparing the log stuffs.. goodie bags all tt. can see they all veri tired la. i heard tt the nite b4 they also gt stayover in sch to prepare for DE. i tried to slp at 3plus .. but slp awhile den wake up le cuz i tink too noisy ba. and too hot. den we went to bathe again.. at 4am. aft bathing we took alot photos la. at the carpark there.. then we also climb in the playgrnd there to take foto. we damn lame la. den its like 5am le. had breakfast. which was cake. i eat 1/4 i gave mervyn to finish. cuz the cake eat le the more i ate the more i felt lik vomitting . jus drank some of cher's milo. den gt one more last min briefin then we set off for sentosa le. slept in the bus la. den cher was havin stomachache. reach there le..mi cher n cindy wen to our station.. wich is at tanjong beach to set up our stuff.. waited for caro to come tell us where n wat to do.. den we set up lo. our station is quite simple de.. mus set two areas.. den hide pingpong balls in the sand.. the pingpong balls gt letters on it de.. and the participants mus find .. they find all 16 le .. mus form the downtown escapade word.. haha. the first few grps we hide until quite deep..den later tt we tired of digging the sand liao ..so nv hide until so deep.. some of the participants so cute n funny la. esp gt tis girl frm shs. she so cute can .den they wan to take foto of everyting. haha. i oni ask them wat course dey frm .. dun dare to ask her name.ha. we were damn tired la. den when gt no participant .. we were slping on the bench. our place there gt tis verybig shelter ma. so when we tired we go in side slp. sommore tt area so windy. so nice. and the scenery veri nice. the sky. the sea. and the ships sailing past..we kept commenting on the different ships.. haha. den its lik everytime we wan to fall asleep le..sure gt one team come .. den gt one time arnd 1 plus lidat.. no teams came .. den we jus fell asleep on the benches jus like tt. wake up tt time was 2plus le. damn hungry le. den cher called caro ask her how come our lunch nt here yet.. den weisiong came n deliver it. had our lunch.. nt very nice ba. but at least gt sometinG to eat la. tanjoong beach there also no 7-11.. blehz. den later tt ..tired again..so slept ..waited for grps to come .. all the way till 4.30 when we finally close shop ..den gt 2 grps came.. kept pleading with us to let the finish our station..but canot la..cuz tt time lik 4.30 plus le .den they jus sat there rest for awhile n told us some of their encounters wif the diff stations. gt one station.. the soap one..the official there damn idiot lor. ask ppl to use pee n vomit to make the soap. den ask the pariticipant to EAT soap also. wth lah. ask tt official go n die la. we went bak to the tentage.. den wait for the committee to tabulate the scores.. den prizegivin .. n its the end of DE. waited for the bus to come fetch us from sentosa bak to sch ..den in the bus tink everyone slept ba. all so tired liaoz. wen bak to sch .. took my bag n took cab to my aunt's hse to haf dinner. tt time is like arndd 8 le. the taxi driver so talkative. i wan to slp also cannot. but is good la. so long nv see my cousin le. miss her alot. heh. den she see mi lik so happy. cuz b4 tt she kept calling mi to ask mi when i coming.. cute right. heh. had dinner .. bathedc at my aunts hse.. play with her for awhile n went hm le.. cuz nx day mus wake up very earli .. haf to reach esplanade by 10am for the performance lor . i cldnt wake up la. woke up at 9am when i was supposed to leave my hse at 9am. anyway my dad offered to fetch mi to esplanade la. so not so bad. den we had rehearsal till 12.30 . den was lunch break till 2.3o. was supposed to mit peisean for lunch at ms .. but she las min cant cuz her malaysia cousin come visit.. so i went wit doreen they all .. the chairman bought burgers for us all .. so we ate tt lo. the backstage so big la.. we kip getting lost behind .. den eat le .. changed ... den is time for performance. i can tell u tt i was nervous and tired at the same time lo. tired bcuz i haven slp properly since thurs nite. nervous cuz first time in esplanade perform. haha. gt one song..baby elephant walk .. mr yusri nv conduct .. instead he asked a kid come up conduct. tt kid so cute lor. he come up oni wen to the conductor platform n started flipping the scores.. like pro lik tt.. den mryusri took out the right score for him..flipped to the page .. n gave him the baton .. gave the cue to start.. n the kid took over. haha. so cute n funny can. he conduct lik really gt the conductor style. but its a impromptu ting lor. haha. anyway performance finish le.. we took photos on stage. i can say tt tis is one of my worst performances ever. serious. aft e performance.. wen home ..changed n meet eileenshui and calvinteo go weisiong's 21st birthday chalet ... go there.. wah. so many ppl.. got his relatives.. our club ppl.. his classmates.. his sec sch frns..church n cell grp .. ite clssmates.. omg. so packed. dne the food is cater de. there gt 4 rm ma.. den gt one rm is for our club de .. we went in.. most of them were inside.. den gt this small girl inside aslo..weisiong's niece.. 4yr old.. we open door oni she kept smile smile at us..den she kept clinging on to calvinteo..dhahahahaha..so funny can . den she self entertain..go out of the rm..den come in again .. go out..come in again..lik nt sian ..den is lik she kip entertaining us .. den calvin scared of her le..he go hide inside the rm .. den andrew wen to take his place.. the girl was looking for calvin den canot find him .. den she started to cling to andrew...den she kiss him. haha.omg. but her kiss is nt kiss. is like licking him. lick his hair. his shirt. haha. she lik entertainer lidat. den was time for weisiong to cut cake .. woo. so mani ppl. his cake lloooked nice. aha. den aft tt .. we took our food..wen to the rm n eat.. den nat they all come in complain abt the DE tings.. dren the girl came in again .. so irritating la. she kept irritating us. finally she wen home with her mum. abt 11 we left ... den as we were goin to the train station..jus in time to hear the announce ment say tt no more train lo. shit man . nat benita n chloe wen hm by bus.. den left mi kiafang n calvin. calvin took cab hm ..cus he stay near ma. den mi n kiafang were wonderng whether wan to go bak to the chalet overnite or take cab.. in the end we decided to go bak the chalet overnite..called weisiong ask him come pick us up go bak .. andrew was theree.. wen to the rm i wanted to slp la. den dunno hw come mi kiafang n andrew start to talk alot emo ting ... till 2 lidat.. kiafang wan to watch soccer. worldcup.den she pull mi go watch with her. cuz she say outside gt 3couple she paiseh ..haha. so i went with her ... most of the time i was sleeping on the chair la. i donlike to watch soccer ma. den i woke up in time to see the exciting part. the france tt zidane ar. go n use his head go knock on italy guy cuz tt guy said someting. he knock damn hard lo until tt italy guy fell. zidane was given red card. wa. so exciting. they were sayin he was the best player deree. den lik tt. lik so wat la. den gt penalty shot. in the end italy won. haha. the soccer drag till 5am lor. den we wen bak to the rm to sleep. juys nw 8 wake up. really VERY tired. all the way till thurs like tt lik nv slp nv slp. den we pack up the stuffs. weisiong drove us out.. drop kiafang at sengkang there take bus.. den go his house put the stuffs.. den drop mi at bishan mrt take train hm .. den drove andrew hm to change all tt den drove to sch .. den i duno liao. hahaha. slept all the way in the train. really very tired. cant stand it. was tinking whether can don go sch anot. and im nt goin. my attendance veri bad liao. but still can skip today de bah.. so so so tired. waitin for my hair to dry den go slp.... wat a busy weekend.
12:17 PM
Friday, July 07, 2006
gonna be busy for the nx few days.
haiz.
1:59 AM
Tuesday, July 04, 2006
its been such a sad day for all of us.
bern went bak to indo this morning ... and she's nt coming back le. maybe she will come bak for holiday nx time..but ...haiz. yesterday we all received a sms la.. saying tt she's leaving for indo today and wun b coming bak le ... i mean, its lik so sudden lah. it was later in the day tt i knew the reason..there was a farewell dinner las nite for her ... was pondering whether to go anot in the first place cuz i scared go liao will veri sad .. but i decided .. to go. cus ... any way. i went. yah. ate at pizzahut. her dad was there too. we ate till quite late..were the last customers there ... gave her some stuffs.. a four leave clover heart shaped necklace ..engraved behind 'SIT Club loves u' someting lik tt la. a card ... a 8R photo of tt time orientation 06 de ..and andrew made a cd for her with all the events photos inside. omg. i mean. so sad can. one by one we all cried lah .. lik so sad de ... but bern was so brave .. really admire her .. went hme ..
today morning wen to airport to send her off .. gt me, kiafang, peishan, azzy, sue, chloe, calvinteo and some of her classmates.. her dad looked so stressed out . had breakfast at burgerking..den she had to go in le. send her to the place where they go in.. she was still smiling when she went in .. and b4 she wen in..she gave a hug to everyone of us... i was hoping she wld nt hug mi . cuz i knew i wld break dwn if she did tt. when she gave mi a hug .. i cldnt help it lah. i jus broke down. she's so brave. din dare to look at her . jus a glance only. gave a last look while her passport was being checked. omg. i cant stand it lah. the rest were tearing as well. den we went to the viewing gallery.. hoping to see her plane take off.. but no such luck..her plane nt at tt viewing gallery de.. den we jus stood there ... sat there.. tried to cool ourselves dwn... looking at the planes..looking at the tv screen to see if her plane had taken off yet.. den. the tv screen don haf her flight details le. tt means her plane took off le. it was bye bye to her. im sooooooooo sad can. i just cant belive it. just a smile, a wave, and a hug, and she's gone. i feel so ... weird inside. we went to the budget terminal to see how it look like... it really veri budget lor. the whole ting look lik warehouse. den the flights oni gt one tigerairway. wen bak to sch. actually i was rushing bak to sch. cuz i had test at 1pm. we took train..calvinteo wen hme.. kiafang wen shopping with peishan and frens.. mi azzy n sue wen bak to sch. when we change train at cityhall lik so late liao .. den we took cab to sch ...jus in time for my test. true / false questions. actually i din really study at all. had no mood las nite. oni managed to read thru 2 chapters in the train jus nw. most of the questions i cldnt ans. aft the quiz can go hm le.. wen clubrm .. saw oni xavier sleeping. den stayed inside for awhile. it seemed so empty. ash came and talked for awhile. xavier wen for lesson. i wen home. slept in the bus all the way.
To bern:
although i only really knew u since the start of our exco days.. and although we werent tt close.. but i really treasure u as a friend. my publications partner. u r such a blur , cute, friendly n adorable person. 'da fang' person. u never threw ur temper b4. u nv got angry at anyone b4. always so understanding and happy-go-lucky. ur laughter. gonne miss tt. and now , u r not here with us anymore. pls. bak in indo , don b so blur anymore kaez ? remember the time in JB, when u lost ur white card? remember the time during the orientation o6, the exco performance, u were 'selling' popcorns/hotdogs? stay happy and cute always .. haha, and ur trademark.. ur blur look with ur specs halfway dwn.. lets haf msn conference .. we all will miss you .. and .. if we haf a chance..we will visit u in indo .. but u mus come bak to visit us too if u have a chance , okay? miss and love ya. =)
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