its just ... xy

Saturday, January 29, 2005
today isnt my day. morning woke up .. ate brekfast and went to felicia's hse to do comm skills project... we still a bit nt sure wat to do ... just did a bit here n there lors .. den till 4.. i left to mit dear at j8. but in e bus on e way i felt sick. .rely sick. the back of my head was like hurting like no one's business and i felt lik i cld vomit anytime.. reached j8 n wen to wait for him at e mrt station therre...felt worse. =\ he came .. n sent mi hm. i came hm n slept all e way till 9.. nw feelin better. feel so guilty . =\
tml my uncle habin bbq all of a suddEn... blehs . and im preparin the mashed potato for them.

10:39 PM


jus waiting for my hair to dry. yesterdae wen to bugis wit manda n zW ... shoppin lo... manda bought a pants ... i bought a shirt .. bla.. den todAY wen orchard wit tBc aft sch .. he bought sooo mani tings ... while i onli managed to buy another tops. shuckkky. i got alot tops le ... no bottoms... soo shitty manz... saw tis extra super duper nice pants at SnK .... wanted to buy .. but no haf my sizE! den the person sae other outlets also dun haf my sizE le ... n no more stock comin in.. dulaNs loR. why i so fat. aRGhhhhh ., i dun blief dun haf!! bleHsssss.. tml goin feli hsE do comm skills projeCt.... hao lei arhhhh

1:34 AM


Wednesday, January 26, 2005
wednesday. sucks. was late for lesson ... and anyway she was doing her usual toking. bLahs. supposingly to haf a test but she was talkin for so long.. her revision for us for the test... she was toking.. and i was half doozing off ... until i cldnt take it anymore.. went to the toilet to wash my face . did the test ... n she wanted to xplain to us the mistakes we made in our drafts ... she wanted us to wait till 12 wen her nx clss was doin the test den she xplain to us but hell no. all of us werent free. blaqh. dun wanna continue . anyway.. i left sch.. to mit my mum n aunt at kranji... den we took bus in to jB ... checked in ..bla bla .. go in liao we wen for lunch .. at one of the coffee shop .. ate bak kut teh .. quite nice .. den ...actually wanna go to duno wat Angsuana shopping centre de .. but wen to city square firs.. tinkin tt we will go there aft city square.. but in e end ..nv go angsuana... haha.. cus no time.. go there.. walk frm top level..top level inside gt one place lik heeren de Annex n bugis de Edge lik tt ... wanted to buy this converse shoe i aim veri long liao .. but duno wanna buy high or low cut de.. den when i finaly decided.. dun haf my sizE! shit lor .. so canot buy .. den wen to another shop.. also dun haf my size .. saw another design .. but my mum dun lik.. yet my aunt sae nice... - ___- ... i oso nt sure suitable for mi nts.. n its more eX den the other one .. so i nv buy.. blehs.. but i did buy a body glove sling bag.. den walk walk walk..my mum n aunt bought alot clothes for my cousinS n bro .. bLEhs. tis yr they nv buy the new yr goodies .. cus they sae price incReased le .. go bak sg n buy .____.
and guess whu i saw!! cedest n jos wit their grp of frens!! haha ... so qiao right .. go jB also can see them ... initially when i saw cedest i tot saw wrong person..but in e end relly is her.. haha .. had dinner at a jap restaurant .. the food nt as nice as edo lei! aft dinner.. we wen hm le.. baHs . tml 8am lesson .. aft sch goin bugis wit mandA buy clothEs .. heh heh heh..

11:19 PM


Monday, January 24, 2005
some things are just so irritatingly FARKING UNFAIR.
damn dulan liao lor.

8:58 PM


Sunday, January 23, 2005
everything's changed.
everyone's changed.
hais.

3:00 AM


tired tire tired.. today is las day of open hse ...was supposed to go help out.. but lazi .. lik veri sian .. so nv go .. den was supposed to mit dear go eat brekfast .. but was too tired to wake up ...cus the nite b4 slept quite late .. so nv ... in e end onli meet him in e afternoon .. went to suntec city.. wanted to haf lunch .,...walked arnd for a long time den decided to go sakaE .. ate sum sushi n side dishes ... den go walk walk .. he bought a shirt at bods .. walked to millenia walk n marina sQuare.. den wen bak to city hall mrt wait foR ps ... he wen hme and i headed to suntec again wit ps tis time round ... shopped abit n wen to jason's workplace at Pho House take dinner.. he treat us half e bill .. haha .. the food there is vietnamese foOd .. a bit weird weird .. but hai hao lah .. culdnt finish the foOd .. cus too much !! den we wen to heeren .. cus the ger wanted to buy clothes ... but in e end culdnt find the one tt she wanted .. =\ went to cine .. by tt time .. jason came to find us .. den we walked to e bus stop took bus bak to bb ... went to the coffeeshop eat dessert n wen hm le .. reached hm arnd 12 plus .. mum nv scoLd .. miracle! haha ... n here i am... typin this entry .. i still haf to do the stuppit comm skills report!!!!!!!!!! tml morning haf to go sheryl's hse teach her hw to access internet game? my aunt ask mi to teach her.. farnie right.. so young wanna learn.. hahas. kids nowadays. duh. den haf band in e afternoon ... aRGhs... gotta do the report now .... sIANS!!

1:29 AM


Friday, January 21, 2005
im sooo tired. my legs are breaking. today morning 8am lesson.. den mr loh tell us afternoon no tutorial .. so we end at 1 !! hah .. wanted to go swimmin or orchard ..but canot find any body go ... den in e end wen to bugis with tiff n felicia...walked at bugis street for soo long ..cus feli n tiff were trying different skirts n pants.. n dey finally decided on one each !! haha... and i bought a slipper...hEhs. but i noe my mum sure will nag tt i buy slipper again lor. blehs. at bugis ..passed by the durian stalls.. n bought 2 packets of durians for him .. since he keep sayin he wanna eat durian the past few weeks..den took train to his hse ... in e train i kept covering the plastic bag ... cus scared the durian smell too stroing in e train kena scolded by other ppl .. haha .. finally reached his hse... i was lik abt to faint le .. jus sat at ky's lap to play game .. haha.. den we 3 wen to imm to buy sum stuffs.. n wen bak ..his mum cooked dinner ? so ate ...and watched 'a world without thieves' ... he jus bought at imm de .. watched till 12 lik tt... wanna go hm but no bus le..take cab lor. reached hm kena nag by my mum.. bleh. i am so tired arhghhhhh

1:21 AM


Wednesday, January 19, 2005
arhhgggggs. i dunno why my temper nowadys is so bad. i lose it easily. i get irritateed easily. aRHGs!! had comm skills today .. wen to collect my tshirt for the open hse ting. am supposed to help out on sat morning. aft comm skills.. the stupid ANG MUI SING tok a lot crap. abt the report writing assignment. aRGHS!!!!! and monday mus hand in the stupid draft. shit her. relly felt lik slappin her on her face . just wat is her fookin problem!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!

10:48 PM


Monday, January 17, 2005
i cant coop my feelings in anymore. i nit to let it all out.

oh FUCK.

11:56 PM


the concert is finally ovEr .. yest morning went to fetch ky n my dad dropped us at np outside to meet kewei n jaslyn ... get yee yenn blazer frm them ... den we went to take mrt ... i go rafFlEs place while they go orchard do their projeCt ... reached raffles earli .. so they pei-ed mi wait .. haha ... arnd time liao .. den wen up to the control staton to mit dingliang .. n wen to vCH. . at firs reach ther duno wat to do.. den set up instru all tt ... had a bit of rehearsal .. den gt break ... wen to funan there to eat wit yee yenn..ding n bingzHao.. went bak ... changed n get ready.. den concert start liaos... shit man..the fantasy variations gt sum parts play wrong .. arghs. suaN le. dun wanna sae le. its over. BLEH. aft e concert.. met ky..kewei n dear outside n we wen mac to eat .. den kewei n ky go hm... wen to mit rickson pass him my lanyaRd .. todae i got hospitall app mah..duno wat time den can go sch... ask him help mi scAn firs lorS...
today morning wake up so so so so tired. but no choice :\ go hospital de foodcourt eat brekfast ..den go for the checkup... doc said e same tings lor.. den sae mus do one more brainwave test for mi .. cus my medication i've been takin for 2 yrs liao .. see if nit to continue .. but nt sure when take the test again .. felt so tired n shagged. so..... i din go to sch .. hEhhs. went home and sleep... tralala

6:07 PM


Saturday, January 15, 2005
its fridaeEEe~~
morning woke uP... packed my stuff wanted to go sch le .. wear shoe le .. den felt a bit dizzy .. wen to lie on bed n fell asleep.. all e way till 3.. so din wen sch lors. sorree felicia..cus we agreed to watch white chicks on dvd on my lap during the 2 hr brek.. but in e end i nv go sch .. =woke up le watched tv ... den went to play pool with rickson at jec .. hahaz ..dear booked out le .. den ky called mi ask mi go eat dinner with them.. den anytink lor..wen to her hse ... den we wen to imm eat long beach.. abit paiseh lei .. later tt walk walk arnd imm .. n we wen bak to their hse.. n my dad came n fetch mi hme on e way .. bLehs. reach hme liao den noe my mum nv help mi record show despite mi reminding her ..... !!!!!!!! arHgsss.. !!

1:05 AM


Friday, January 14, 2005
im so damn freaking tired. gonna slp after tis entry.. i dint sleep for the whole nite !!!!! couldnt sleep. was tossing n turning.. and when i cld finally slp. it was 6. time for mi to WAKE UP. and my dad was yelling at mi. sheeks. but i was quite energetIC initially .. went to meet rickson at bb mrt den go sch together.. on e way in e train .. met wit edwin n bala tooo.. wen sch ... had 4 hrs of lab.. den maths lecture. by tt time i was so shacked already. i fell asleep thru out the whole 1 hr lecture... haha .. xueting beside mi was also asleep.. aft the lecture we went to amk snookerium behind de coffeeshop eat lunch .... ordered curry fish head and sum dishes plus rice ... yummy ... sooooo nice.. can still remember the taste now .. hehs.. aft tt walked bak to sch for tutorial .. den .. went home le.. rest awhile ... slp awhile ... went for band prac .. the solo saxophonist was here todae... is ang moh..he play until veri nice.. hen pei fu .. sunday is the concert le .. hais. gonna slp le .. canot tahan liaos ....

1:23 AM


Thursday, January 13, 2005
argh!!!!!!!!!!!!! its 12.55am now. i haf lessons at 8 tml. and i CANT slp !! ahhh .. sumone help mi fall asleep !!! today no lesson .. woke up at 11plus .. den wen out for international buffet at copthorne orchid hotel for my mum bdae celbration..suppose to b on fri .. but fri she nt free ..so todae lors. the food there ... although sae is international buffet.. but like nt international enuFF.. nt much variety too .. i was lookin forward to having salmon sashimi ... but dun haf !!!! aarghgs. bleh. den aft the lunch .. my mum asked mi to bring her to two way to cut her hair .. haha.. i bring her go liao den wen gombak meet rickson n bala.. they wanted to go bbdc check their duno wad evaluation ting firs.. wen with them lors.. went there for the firs time .. see liao abit blur n scared.. felt so intimidated there .. like everyone there soooo old lik tt. haha. anyway aft they checke their stuff we went to je play pool... sun bian go c david at edo anot ... he waz relly there ! hahas.. he n the duno wat name one was on duty .. for got her name le .. den we 3 playd pool for arnd 3 hrs.. bala wen hm .. den i wen for dinner wit rickson... n later tt came hm le ...now i canot sleep !!! whenever i close my eyes i see myself aiming the ball to shoot at e pool table.. shit man ... sumone .. help mi...

1:55 AM


Wednesday, January 12, 2005
hmm .. came back from band prac .. i cant belif tt onli 1 more prac left on this thurs den is the concert liaos on sun .. ahhh.... ! so .. nervous. scared i flubber on tt dae... tml no sch !! haha!! i AM gonna practice my clarinet. MUST. or else cham.. today's day waas alright la .. during the last two hrs lab very fast pass onli .. haha .. my shoulder so suan .. cus of my heavy bag.. duHss

1:22 AM


Monday, January 10, 2005
uoy ssim i

1:54 AM


Sunday, January 09, 2005
booboo. im home ... stayed at home the whole day todae ..
afternoon was supposed to go out wit dear.. but. . was havin stomach upsets. ! blahs... so din go out ... rested at hme ... n kept going to the toilet ... arnd 6plus wen to imm for dinner with my family .. ate baystreet 21... had sirloin steak with black pepper sauce!! hahaha.. yummy. and through out ... my bro was irritating mi !!! arghs!!! so qi with him. he's so freaking irritating..arGh!!!!! immature freak. we went to giant to buy sum groceries .. felt lik playing pool so badly .. called rickson.. wanted to go de.. but tot tt today sure gt alot those beng beng type.. sian1/2 .. den nv go lo. wanted to go hm tt time .. asked my dad drive mi to ky's place.. she alone at hm ma.. den slack over there.. half also waitng for him to come bak lah..den waiT till 11 plus..he came hm n sent mi hm. end of my saturdae. so boring. bLEhs. -_____- tml mornin goin ky's hse again... kewei n jas goin to do their project.. i go kpo. =p den at nite go edo !!!!! yippeeeee

1:32 AM


Friday, January 07, 2005
i am so bored.
friendster changed its look. i tink its nice.



*did i make e right choice?*

11:15 PM


had a boring boring day today .. =woke up at 8plus actually. but kept delaying the time ... till arnd 9plus finally managed to pull myself out of bed..cus slept at 3 las nite .. today lesson start at 12 mah. had maths.. den 1 hr break.. go lib fnd sum info for the project. but we realized we din noe wat we r actually looking for. hais. this sem cham liao lors. tink gonna FLUNK. booo. aft lessons.. at 3 .. wen hm..watched abit tv n im here. feel lik falling asleep. later im meeting tbc for dinner ... sun bian get the new yr goodies de sample frm him for my mum to try.. bLEhs. yest's band prac was actually better. n the tix are wit mi liao .. anyone wan to buy ?? pls contact me!! cus the concert is nx sun .. 16 jan!! *gag*

5:54 PM


Thursday, January 06, 2005
new template!! nice notS ?
din wan to change de. but the las time one accidentally lost.
blehs.

1:07 AM


Wednesday, January 05, 2005
havent been blogging in recently... =had a short day in sch today ... comm skills. and i totally HATE tt teacher. she is such a perfectionist . treats us as pri/ sec sch students. arGhs .cant stand her. i mean. come on. wads her problem??? was simply dozing off in her lesson todae .. cant blame. she's too boring. and i was too tired. the timetable tis sem is simply too off. it gets worse when i haf band on tues n thurs nites. cus mon nites we haf lesson till lik 8.30 ? n i reach hm at arnd 9.30 on mon nites n 11 plus on tues nites . DUH. watched meet the fockers on monday..pon-ed the nite clss. oOps. hah. had maths quiz yest. din noe a single sum. shucks. all my subs are so scattered.. last nites band prac was a disaster. the ang moh conductor came bak le . den its like .. i dun understand his style of conducting. shit man. n the concert is lik ... 1 or 2 wks onli. SHIT!! relly wanna opt out. arghhhs!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! darn it. i feel at such a fix whenever i go fer band pracs at nite. shit shit shit. jus nw aft sch wen to clementi wit ky .. ate our lunch there n i bought another 3/4 pants frm SnK. saw kenny. he's workin at baleno. he sae he dun wannA study lE ... -_-

8:43 PM


Sunday, January 02, 2005
a new year.
a new relationship.

10:38 PM



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