Sunday, October 31, 2004
i'm so sick. so sick.
my nose is falling out soon.
help me.
someone.
1:31 AM
Saturday, October 30, 2004
im so tired.!!!!!!!!! was out the whole day today ... morning woke up at arnd 6 ? wanted to go bathroom to wash up but my dad was inside.. so i went bak to my bed n laze... at 6.30 ... he was still inside. ! grr . makin mi late.. cus i was meeting ky n manda at je control station go sajs work .. finally he came out den i rushed lor . dad fetched mi to je but i was still late.. =\ den we 3 took the train to toa payoh den took 139 .. reached there le mr siew sae we late? i was like .. huh . ? aiyah .. nvm lah. haaha.. den tt mr sieww!!!!! see mi sae i fat le .. den keep teasin mi .. grrs. den we started work lor. i today do packer stuff.. den ky n manda do the book covers n assesments .. at firs so slack one lors. den one by one the parents came .. den busy le ... luckily i was wit aunty bee eng n joanne de counter .. so nt so bad .. cus the 2 other aunties i dun noe them well at all ..as usual la .. aunty bee eng tok alot craps . hurhur. so messy n busy lor. denwalk here n there take the bks .. my legs so suan . machiam wanna break le .. when finaly finshed sellin .. i looked at e clock .. it was lik onli 11.30 ? or was it 12.30 ? haha i dunno .. mayb see wronG.. i sit down tt time .. wah. felt so comfortable ... hahas .. den packed up everyting le .. mr siew "treat" us eat fish porridge.. bleHs. i was damned thirsty. lik so mani dae nv drink water lik tt . sit arnd for awhile later .. den we left le ... ky wen bak to sch for her dance ... duno how she manage to dance leis.. her legs mus b breakinG already... haHahaHAha rIght mAk??? hee. den mi n manda wen to bugis .. we called junming come along .. den walked arnd.. like so sians lor .. n we wen to mac sit there buy sum food n tok kok .. wait for manda's parents to come .... den jm left to meet his frens ... den i went together with manda n her parents to sim lim to scout for mp3 playeRs... i tt time relly fenG liao lors. hAha. feeliNg hYper ..! hahahahaha .... really veri tired ... every time i managed to sit down i felt so ... lucki. hahahaha. anyway manda managed to find a mp3 player .. Creative de summore ... 256 mB too ... and its onli $190 !!!!!!!! mine was $180 ... aRghs. wrong choice. i shld haf gone to sim lim to buy las time ........ gRRrrr. mine lik so lan. blehs. hahaha. later on we wen to eat bak kut teh. i nv eat lars.. cus my parents bought dinner for mi at hme le ma .. den eat liao we took train n wen bak ... n nw im home ... eaten .. bathed.. n SITTING DOWN !!!! hahahahaha ..
9:13 PM
Friday, October 29, 2004
the week is over. oh yes. 3 papers are over in a flash. left one more on monday ... wahahaha. so so happi. suAY suay sick when i m havin exam .. hais.. yesterdae was my maths paper ... got 30 over marks de ques nv do ... duno how to do... i jus left them blank cus my head was throbbing so badly. the nite b4... i dint study at all.. i jus woke up at 4.30 to study .. all e way till i left for sch ... went online in e mornin at 5 plus.. arthur o2 was online... den got him to teach mi sum stuffs... luckily some of the stuffs i asked him to teach mi came out.. haha. tink i gonna fail my maths paper... blehs. den aft taking maths paper.. went home and slept. my mum took half day leave i guess...den she made mi go see a doc at arnd 4plus .. after which ..i was diagnosed with gastricflu. my bro is havin gastric flu too. hais. flu, fever, sore throat, nausea. blehs. hao xin ku. started studyin when i wen home for mop's paper ... n i slpt at 12 plus.. woke up at 3 to study again ... today mop's paper.. hmm. actually can sae to b quite easy lor .. i finished the paper aft 1hr plus.. quite fast.. wen i was doin q12 .. it was onli like ... arnd 9.15 ?? hahas. so left earli lor. i onli haf 10 marks lidat duno how to do nia. but duno will pass anot lehs. bleh. aft the paper my dad fetched mi hm .. n ding called mi ... sayin his clarinet reAdy to collect le ... den meet him go accent music take ... he siaos one ... happi like mad... keep open it out n look at it.... he's really band-crazy. haha. den we were tinkin of where to go .. so wen to cwp to watch movie.. i wanted to watch the white chicks de... but it was showin at 2.50pm ... tt time was arnd 12plus .. tt siaozer dun wan ... so watched a 2pm show instead... the doll maker .. a horror movie . abt dolls. yuck. as usual. i kept kena scared by the show n ding. den there was this bunch of gurls sittin bside him .. so damn noisy. abit onli scream. i'm proud to sae tt although i was scared.. but i din scream !! hahas. aft the show .. we wen home le .. i din wanna go hm .. cus no one at home .. den i dun dare to go home ...called ky .. ps n manda .. wanted to go walk walk ... until my parents reach hm .. but all nt free ... den nvm lors. i wen home. and slept. the nausea medicine i ate b4 goin out was makin mi sleepy. blehsss. tml goin to sajs to work .. pri1 orientation .. hah... abit excited le ..
8:16 PM
Wednesday, October 27, 2004
finally the exams are here. finally. finally my java paper is over. last nite i din really study much .. cus ding called mi n we ended up toking. den i felt tired... so i went to slp ... woke up at 4 to study.. i really did wake up ! hah! i was tellin myself.. cannot sleep.. must study ... its JAVA.. u dun wanna take sup paper for JAVA... so i kinda psychoed myself to wake up. studied the mock paper again lor.. for arnd 1 hr .. den i went bak to sleep..woke up at 8 .. den 10... felt sick. my throat like gt sumting stuck. felt cold all over. shivery. felt lik vomitting. den my dad fetched mi to sch.. started to rain ... i was still tryin to go thru the mock paper again in the car.. but culdnt concentrate.. den reach sch le .. met up with xt and the rest.. n we walk to sports hall .. zone 3... kaos.. it had air con .. n i was already feelin so freaking cold. tml im gonna bring a jacket. wen to find our seats.. n the paper started. i was so scared n nervous when i first turned over my paper. as i did the questions.. i felt quite ok..it was quite similar to the mock paper lor. but come to the last 2 ques.. i totally sians 1/2. cus i duno how todo !! i jus wrote wat i knew.. the stupid codes . was hoping time wld pass fster.. so i cld get outof tt freaking hall fster.. my headache at tt time was already bursting liaos ... cld not stand it anymore. finally the paper ended. handed in the freaking scripts. part of mi was glad java was over. part of mi was worried of abt my marks. cus i dun wnna go thru it again. ms chan looked at mi n gave mi tt questionin look ... n she came over.. den we asked her the ans... sum correct.. sum wrong.. but .. haiyoh. duno if i can pass anot. was feelin veri hungry le ... den we went fJ.. but i had no appetite.. the tupid headache... n i guess i had no more mood to stay bak in sch to study maths ..so i wen bak wit arthur. bought food home to eat. but nw i feel lik throwin up. gag. feelin feverish. peisean cant teach mi maths todae...hais. mus kao zi ji le .. tink i gonna take a panadol n a nap first...
5:45 PM
Tuesday, October 26, 2004
i feel like im half dead already. =( i havent felt so hardworking for so long already. morning i woke up earli and wen to sch to meet the rest .. but all late.. den i went in to find the java teacher first ... she sms-ed me sayin she was on her way .. but i tot it was felicia .. den i reply telling her alot rubbish ... ahhh... so paiseh!!! =x anyway today xuetiNg nv come .. she overslept .. den onli gt mi .. feli n tiff. ms chan taught us java lors. i was the worst one there.. she teach till she pek chek . but she's nt a bad person ... dun see her so quiet.. she has her own "louder" side too i guess. blehs. i kept doing alot mistakes. duno tis n tat. haiz. tml jialat liao lor. exam le. im so scared. den we left at arnd 2.30 .. was feelin damn hungry .. called ky..she was with zt.. den went to meet them .. and ta pao go zt hse ... she taught mi some differentiation ... ps called me. she finish her rugby trainin le ..? den met her n she came my hse teach mi maths .. integration .. differentiation.. matrix..she can b a really gd teacher lors. teach all the way till 8plus .. and she went home le .. i really felt like falling apart le at tt point of time ... i mus pass. i dun wanna take any supp paper ... arghs.. relaxed myself by watching tv... but up till now .. my brain is still feeling so ... compressed. grrs. i feel so tiredd. shld i just sleep and wake up at 3 plus n study .. or just pia all e way tonite ??? haiz im reLLy so worried fer tml...
10:41 PM
Monday, October 25, 2004
hais. today went for the java re-test together with michelle n camelia. it sucked. before tt i actually met them at arnd 11 to study .. their fren taught us ... guess had a bit of help ba. tok cock a lot with them ... they asked mi to go their clss chalet... but veri weird leh. lik xtra . =\ yong an smsed mi a job lobang .. at bugis .. fox apparel .. heehee. he's givin mi the form to fill in tml .. den i gonna do it ... see if i succeed the interview nots lor . den hols i morning work at bkshop .. nite work at bugis if can .. hee. hee. cnat wait for exams to fly past.
11:12 PM
Sunday, October 24, 2004
listenin to Kavana's Will You Wait For Me ... haiz. so nice. so soothin. feeling really tired right now ... had a ... busy dae? nt relly busy actually. haha. morning was woken up by my mum's call .. she said she n mi dad had to bring my grandma to hospital thru the doc's referral ... den ask mi n my bro get ready .. she send us to my aunt may's place .. den bring grandma to alexandra hospital.. so i woke up quickli.. packed my band stuff n went le. qiqi today high fever..but she was still all smiles. hehe. guess tts wat babies are so cute abt. den played wit her till it was time for mi to leave.. .saw vivian lai le ! finaly ..haha. cus she's my aunt's neighbour. den her kitchen facing our kitchen.. dan just now go kitchen tt time saw her . just took a quik glance onli. hees. im nt exactly her fan. im just intereested in seeing actors in real life. =\ went for band .. todae was ... ok lor. ding was a bit crazi todae. gt tis new gurl frm nyghs. sec3.. n her birthday the same as mine !! tt ding was tellin her my bdae den she was lik . oh. mine also 31dec! hahahaha... den now clarinet section got 3 pple 31 dec de lor .. sumore is in 3 consecutive yrs... mi ... 87 yr wan... pat is 88 yr wan .. den tt gurl is 89 yr one ..hahaha... so qiAo hor. aft band met my parents den they brought mi to the hospital... my grandma hospitalized le lor . gt low blood count all tt. den tt doc haf to gib her a packet of blood transfusion. blahH. as usual .. she was stubborn . din wan it. but the nurse xplain to her den she relented . haiz. i was starving by then. we left the hospital..went to redhill market to eat.. den go bak my aunt's hse to fetch my bro .. n here i am . bak home. wonder how she is doing in e hospital .. bah. tml gt java re-test. sians.
10:48 PM
Saturday, October 23, 2004
oh yeh. im here to blog again. surprised? u shldnt be. i sat down ..wanting to do sum serious studying.. and yeh . i did . finished my binary chap . later tt .. i took a break .. came back to do the logic n stuff. yeh . i cld do logic. but set theory? no. i cldnt . i tried on matrix also . i cldnt. seems like i forgotten everyting liaos. darneed. why didnt i pay more attention to dickson lee during lectures?? why is it so. i tried studying mop's lesson but cldnt get the hard stuff in. as for java. wasnt in the mood for it. n 1209? its on nxt mon. seems so far away. mayb i'll try tt later. y dun i haf the mood to study yet? i just wan tis whole freaking ting to b over. QUICK. if nt. im gonna break down. theres no one to teach mi the freaking maths. integration. diffrentiation. i dunno a single shit. java? yah i was taught. but i haf no confidence in it if i were to do it myself. i nit sumone to be with mi den i will noe how to do. tt boost up my confidence. arghs. dammit. why wasnt i born a nerd? a geek ? at least i wld haf known hw to study. darned. i dun wanna repeat any modules. esp tt java n MOP. i'm gonna faint. i'm lookin forward to tml's band prac. tml. faster come. but im dreading mon's java retest. i'm even contemplating not going. shld i ?
-usuck-
10:43 PM
wahaha !!!!! i bought my nike sandals lee !!!! paid onli $12.45 for it..cus my dad had RSH's 60 dollar voucher. hees. initially wanteed to buy de design dun haf my size..den i see the other design lik quite nice ... so buy the other one .. duno ok anot mah. had a hard time trying to make a decision... hahaha. but anyway. finally bought it ! after 7 yrs of waiting.hehe. happi happi. den we went to giant to do some shopping. =p den come home le ... my mum n i came home first to unload the stuff we bought while my dad go bring my bro to tuition ...when he came home he said there was tis pair of "evil lookin shoes " at the lift there. my mum and i went to take a look. and yuck. it did looked scary. it was tis pair of high heeled lady's shoes.. den they were placed one at each side of the lift as though it were 2 soldiers inviting those ppl coming out of the lift. see liao felt so spooked lor. eeyyer!!!!! veri scary lor. yUcks. now im staying rooted to my chair. my parents jus wen out to pick up my bro. arGHs. dun feel like studying.. wat is tis. ? study blues ? haiz. feel like watchin vcd. but gt no vcd for mi to watch . i wan go westmall tt Play! machine to rent dvd. but i haf to stay hm look aft my grandma. blAH? hate exams. hate java. hate mop. i just wan everyting to go away quickly. last nite i felt so depressed. had tis mixture of emotions within mi. but i dunno wat it was. haiz. i've been eating takeaways for the past 2weeeks. so bored. always buy from the same place. bt batok. lik.. eat until so sian duno wat to eat liao lor. everyting tastes so bland to me now. sumtimes i dun even feel like eating. bLAh?? sumting weird's happening..
3:25 PM
i don feel like blogging.
haiz
1:25 AM
Wednesday, October 20, 2004
argHS.
11:51 PM
today is wed ?? another day passed... so fast ... blehs. morning woke up arnd 11 ?? mum din go to work todae..whole family was at home ... felt like it was a sundae... blahs. den i wen to meet manda to study .. had lunch together wit my mum firs.. she was tokin to manda abt all those business stuffs ... duhs. bet it bored u out huh? hahaha. den mi n manda wen mac to study cum wait fer jm n alvin.. later tt ..they came le ... jm taught mi ...java.. haha. teach methods n loop agains... cus i still nt veri sure! grRrs. itz like always kena teach liao i will forget again ... short term memory ?? duh . den jm's c maths..kaos. he forgot everyting..so he cant teach mi anyting .!!!! GRRRRRRRRRR ... den i studied html .. blahs. cldnt relaly concentrate. -__ - dunno whu suggested watchin movie .. wanted to watch white chicks ..but it was at 9.30 !??! so watched ouija board instead.. at 7.30..the earliest ..... haIis.. shldnt hav watched. it was damn scary n disgusting lors. sit bside jm let him scare mi onli .... den got alot part i dun dare to see.. keep covering my face wit my bag... haha.. n he smsed mi halfway thru .. thank god.. hees. latere tt. ... alvin go hme... den jm n manda pei wo go hme... jm wanted to borrow la pi xiao xin ... n also i dun dare go hm myself.. plus my mum naggin ... bahs. tml thurs liao lehs. lik so fast. hais... i so worry for my java ....
11:43 PM
Tuesday, October 19, 2004
im here again ~ yees i am. LOL. woke up at 12 todae ba..den my dad weNt out to meet his fren for lunCh while i was supposed to stay at hme to look aft my grandma ... tried studyin 1106 ... but guess it was too boring ? couldnt even get past chap 1... study awhile onli i felt my eyelids drooping ... mus be the power of MOP ..... hAHAhahahahAha..... my dad came hme later n fetched mi to imm at arnd 3plus to meet ky n zt for lunch. . hehe. food nowadays seem so ... sian to me. dunno why but its like..whenever its mealtimes... i tink of eating ... like duno wat to eat liek tt... lik so sick of everyting le... hahaha..even fast food... blehs. aft we ate .. went to ky's place to get sumting ..slacked abit and wen hme... watched tv...slept awhile .. wake up n watch tv again ... duh. jiu shi bu xiang qu du MOP de module ... gRRrr. but i noe must lah. her module so mani tings to study !! 2 bks ! haIs. sian ahhhhhh ... hao xiang ... hao xiang... =( blehs. hais. hais. i just wan the stupid exam to pass quikly... just GO... shoo.. GET LOST. .. tinking of jAVA AND C MATHS give mi a BIG headache. hais. my room is in such a mess. i must really get it in order one of these days ... tsk. im such a big FAILURE.
10:27 PM
Monday, October 18, 2004
hais . today ish a bad day. bad bad day. blehs. woke up at arnd 9plus lidat... den i left for sch.. met liting .. ate at fj den we go book discussion rm to complete our project.. shared the rm wit feli they all lors. the presentation was disastrous. i got all tongue tied and i dunno wat to sae. well. i tried my best to sae as mani tings as possible. but... bah. tink my 1193 marks veri low le .. haisssss. den aft tt i checked my hp ..? my dad sent mi a sms at arn 11plus tell mi our blk gt one old man jump dwn.dead. wah . i see liao felt so scared i almost cried out.. like so... creepy lors.. den i no mood le.. so wen to meet manda .. pei her go je eat.. in e end i ended up eating sumting too. =X .. took mrt bak to gombak my dad came to fetch me .. cus the suicide place is near busstOp..den i dun dare to walk there.. i wen hm.changed. and wen wm with my dad n bro .. go g2000 alter my pants.. den my dad boughtt dinner for my bro n ah ma.. n wen hm lor.. my dad he so wad lehs. go buy the 2 nite newspapers to see gt news abt the suicide anot .. but dun haf leh...n so far tv news haven report ... hmmmss.... nw im on study week .. haf ta study le !!!!! hAis.. java is first paper on 27th .. scared lehs...
10:18 PM
hais. i'm mentally sick. haha. yeh right. duno why i saett. no. im nt crazy. YET. blehs. woke up today jus in time to haf lunch again ..den checked my mail to print out the 1193 report frm liting .. thanks liting for styain up soo late to complete it ... /me is nw guilty again! blahs. printed it all out... rushed and went out for band. was late in meeting jaslyn at bv mrt together wit yee yean n his fren .. went for band prac. gt sum new comers lor..clar gt 1.. actually iss 2 .. but gt one nv bring instru .. jus sit n watch together with her 2 other frens. blah. band prac was ok ba.. quite fun todae .. den we elected the committee.. hees. chairman is yongqiang .. vicechair haven yet... den .. secetary is mel .. and librarian is beiyi + brian ..heHs. aftprac wen to eat wit jas n yee yean... n wen hm le.. tml ish my 1193 presentation.,. the biggest presentation of the yr .. so scary ... scaRed i cock up .. i keep tinkin tt theere's unfinished stuff.. grrs
my sweaty palms seem to get worse ... wats happening?
1:38 AM
Sunday, October 17, 2004
its time to blog ~ hees. time now is ... 2.20 am !! blah. mornin i woke up at 11 plus going to 12 .. jus in time to eat my lunch. duh. dad bought chix rice...din haf any appetite to eat actually .. just ATE it. >.< watched a bit of tv and went to ky's hse .. her bro taught mi java. hmms. at least its clearer to me now. =] aft tt .. he wanted to buy sum shoes? so mi, ky n him wen to queensway to loOk fer his shoes.. saw amalina dere. pui. he bought 2 pairs of shoes fer his ns n ky bought her PUMA bag. wahahahahahaha =X . aft tt ..we went to mac had sum snack n went hm ler. my mum cooked dinner todae... she cooked craB too... its bad for my throat. but ate it anyway. and now my throat's even worse.. =\ jus nw my grandma fell again. n my dad was lik totally being impatient towards her. i mean. i noe my dad lor. he is zui ying xin luan tt type. cus my grandma is those stubborn stubborn type. tt dae tues morning she also fell . den since den .. has been weak . my mum saes she shld b hospitalised. cus her condition is nt tt simple. but. my grandma's stubbornness. she dun wan lah. wat can we do den? hais. really scared leh. havin band prac later..meetin jaslyn ..cus she comin too .. hees ... tink i gonna slp le.. im tireD!
2:19 AM
Friday, October 15, 2004
i am sooooo full !! hahs. just now go seoul garden eat wit fahmi n tbc... fahmi treat. =xx eat soo much. it was a las min ting... luckily nv eat lunch .. hahas. fahmi jus nw call tbc ask him wana go eat seoul garden nots.. cus he tml fastin le. . haHAha. damn funni n cute rights. hurhur. eat finish lieaos met ps ... she had rugby trainin ma.. hah. now no voice ler... sore throat gettin worse aft eating... hahha... i sound lik a GUY. bleH?
hmms. today lesson aRs. oko klor. bLAs. 1209 gt mock test. but quite ok lar. xxcept for the java part. blehs.. java!! i hate u . den maths lect. din undst a single bit. hais. failure for life . wen mac fer lunch ... i din eat ! xcept fer sum fries. heh. there was tis hello kitty ting at mac... and xt they all so crAzzi over it... hhaha...den whn we ate... we toked abt .... hAHAhahaha. =x damn fuNni. cannot sAe. =XXx skipped java tutorial .. n wen hm .. go wm met ps . den bought my boardshorts. yey . one more to my collection. i wan tt OP skirt .. hEhes
phat phat phat.
jian fEI!
1:09 AM
Wednesday, October 13, 2004
yesterday nv blOg ...was studying for comm skills common test todae .. den yesterdae was supposed to go sch for marketing presentation..but las min my head giddy, felt liK vomittin... so nv go le lors. sorry ars michelle..alvin ... n ... suraida. :\today wokE up nv go java prac ... cus they toLd mi is e-prac sO dunit to go .. but 11plus tt time dina msged sae gt ... den .. aiyahs. nvm lor . teacher also nv mark attendance cus gt lil ppl .. haah. hrmps.. later tt wen to sch for java remediaL.. met michelle n gang. den wen together wen i was suppose to go wit val .. sorree val.. aniway de java remedial today she tok i don undstanD ?? bah!! HAIS. so sscareeed.. anyway the remedial ended at 2 when it was supposed to end at 3 ?? blehs. wen to the lib wit them and i wen a bit "feng" haHAHas. =p wanted to study comm skills de. but no mood le. jus crAp arnd den wen to canteen to find feli dey all ... den wen for the test le ... at ltl3.. wa so wad lehs. exam at lecture nt gd... cus sit there de head very suan ... veri difficult to concentrate.. not goOd. any way.. the test..hais . duno can pass anot lehs. sect B quite difficUlt loRs. the tupid transitional worDs. bLAhs. aniway. its ovER. i dun wanna tink abt it animoreee... boohoostml 1209 gt mock test.. but... nvm lars.. tt one dunit to studi de... and i wanna sae... guOming! happi burfDAy yEaH? ahahahahahasshaahaahahhahahahahahahas ....
8:37 PM
Tuesday, October 12, 2004
i'm suddenly craving for macdonald's breakfast. hais
11:57 PM
Monday, October 11, 2004
sick ar sick ar.... today nv go sch.. last nite sick le..but i tot sleep liao wake up will b better.. but hu noes.. todae mornin i wake up my temp 38.8 !!! feelin so hot all over.. den ate sum panadol n slept ... 9plus wake up my dad bring mi go c doc...he gave mi so mani medicine ! antibiotics.. sorethroat..flu...fever ... bah. see le also scare. den oso gt 2 day mc. but tml gt presentation..canot don go.. mayb onli go for presentation ba ?? but 1106 de module gt alot. i scare kena debar. arghs. anyway i wen hm ate sum porridge n n my med and slept .. all e way till 6 plus den wake up. nw my head still feel dizzy like floating de .... haiyaaaa......
8:15 PM
Sunday, October 10, 2004
ugh. i'm feeling so sick. weak. morning woke up had a sore throat. but nt the normal sore throat u normally haf. oso duno hw to describe. den head nw gettin more pain... arGhs. n i feel hot all over my body. but i measure.. its onli ... 37.5 ? wth . arhss. slept for almost the whole dae lor. mornin woke up jus to go mit ky n zt fer lunch.. den go hm awhile le i slept again. supposed to go my aunt hse. but nv go. arghs. wat m i down with nw ?? the way i feel nw is lik hw i felt wen i was in sec 2 wen i had tt lymphonoids blah. duno hw to spell. grrs. i feel terrible !
10:24 PM
Saturday, October 09, 2004
wahhs. bloogin at my uncle hse nw .. afternoon aft lunch came le..later i copy paste tis in blogger when i reach hme ...i finished my part of the 1193 project le ... left wad liting haf tosend mi den can le lors. hees. my laptp de screen gt abit fingerprints n scratches i dunno if its scratches maade by mi cousin...die le la.i xin tong lehs. hahs...so bored noW..here no internet cannot go in...blehs. jus nw go ntuc wit my 2 cousins n aunt. den wah so hectic..my aunt left mi alone wit the 2 of them plusthe baset of groceries...both rundiff directions...difficult tocatch. jiAlat la. hahAas..hMm. wo hao men ahHh... boohoos. tml i wan to gorollerblade leh. no one wanna go. sian lor. zaaZza. go home den continue to blOG... my laptop batt runnin low...lazi to put the cable in .. hees.
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i'm home ! hehs. oh well. i,m tired ... tmL meetin ky n zt for lunCh at 12. .. tink i gonna slp nw ... nitEs pEeps~~
10:55 PM
im here to blog!!! its 1.25 am . gosh. aft tis im gonna slp. serious . haha. ehss. i feel so happy..yesterday durin java tutorial i was asked to do a question. and i answered it correctly!! yAYesss.. haHhas. i tink my java got a teeny weeny hope le ... hehes. den todae morning i woke up slightly late...but manage to meet the gers in time.. but ... i forgot to bring my hp!!! left it on my bed den forget to bring .. hahas. first time lehs. 1209 lec was a total bore. tt lecturer like threatenin us lik tt. den java. needless to sae.. i fell asleep again . blehs. lateR tt gt 2 hr break ... we wen to lib to study maths... but culdnt study much. hais. wen to hand in our 1209 assignment... finally it left my hands. though i know iwill probably fail it. oh well. had maths quiz n it totally sucked. sure fail de. why must IT haf maths ???? gRRrrrr. hate it. aft tt i wen hme... and slacked awhile. arnd 6 plus ps called mi askin mi to go out eat dinner... so i wen jP with her... haha. we went to swensens. cus she wanted to eat pasta?? i din feel so hungry. so had a salad. but the salad servin was huge. got cheese .. ham..chicken... crabmeat stick...tomatoes..eggs..and of cus.. VEGGIES . with thousand island sauce. yum yum. tasted fabulous. its called the "Chef's Salad". manda.. u shld try it. heh. i finished everyting xcept the egg yoLks. i HAtE eggyolks. hahhas. den we shared a ice-cream... topless5 ... chose vanilla...strawberry .. thin mint... cookies n cream .. and lime sherbet flavour. yum. i loved the lime sherbet. ps hated it. oh well. too ba. haHAHaha. later tt .. late le... so we wen hmE..yippeee. sun i feel like goin east coast blade lehs. but mon got tt tupit mop's "pop" quiz. sIansss~!
1:25 AM
Thursday, October 07, 2004
arghS ! i feel so farked up lor . the stupid projects. its making my head spinning. and sum issues going on in my head. to make matters worse, my mum barged in to my room to complain to me abt sum stuff regarding her office stuff. im not in the least interested to listen. but she goes on and on and thrusts a printed email into my hands askin mi to read and gib my comments. hell. i dun even noe a SHIT of wats the farkin bitch hu mailed my mum is tokin abt. but as far as i noe, it stated tt my mum did hand in her payroll b4 the due date. n the woman is mailin her to remind her. "kindly remind u". tt was wat she wrote. and as far as i noe, my mum's in charge of payrolls . so i dun see wats wrong with tt. she said she din noe wats happening? den go find tt farkin bitch and clarify matters with her face to face lar. n fyi. the sender of the email aka the farking bitch. her command of english SUCKS damn alot. no full stops. no commas. no pauses. no breaks between words. hw did she manage into the co. i dun understand. why come look for mi complaining when i dunno wat is supposed to go on in ur company's adminstrative matters ? does it help? and the fact tt i'm already so fooked up abt my own projects n stuff. wat the hell u wan mi to do? tink im over stressed.
1:54 AM
Wednesday, October 06, 2004
here i am~ bloggin again.. hee. today.... bLAh. wore clss jersey to sch ... decided to wear cap. hee. finally gt the courage to wear cap to sch. den when i sms-ed xt ... she coincidencely also wearin cAp ~ lalilo. had java. but java like no lesson lik tt de. sians . aft tt wen to take clss pIc ?? den wen for the tupit java remedial. so sucky lehs. later tt stay bak in de lab do abit of marketin den go le. wen to kewei's hse for AWHILE onli lor. den left with ky. bLEhs. and i came home. shagged~
6:19 PM
Tuesday, October 05, 2004
ugh.
my feet hurts.
well . today had a very easy day !!! hahahahahas. morning wen for mop's lab ... de lab prac also nth de... no marks also wan... $%^%& !! den go for her lect ? the SPICe ppl came in to check ... she asked those ppl whu violated the rules to automatic come out .. den me feli n liting.. after long discussion den go out lOr. but we 3 got off the hook ! heeh. any way my hair also nt much color left... cut so much away le. den her lecture resumed... as usual .. i dozed off again.. hahas. ended at arnd 10 plus .. today marketing de lec n tutorial is e-learn de. so dunit to go. left 1193 at 3pm . dey decided to pon. so lik almost whole clss pon ?? i nt sure leh. heeh. anyway i stayed bak to do marketin ... but also no mood to do. jus felt so tired. wanna sLp ! den crap arnd in free access lab wit michelle.. den her tt fren camelia came in lor. awhile later i wen hm le ... hmms .just finished my marketing share of work. but i dunno do correct anot. haiyerss!!!!!!! tt stupid 1209 assignment haven finish ... haven do the javascript part. sian leh. i open liao see le also sian feel like closing it.!! still gt 1193. like liting doing most of the work.. i'm realli damn sorree... i'm kena selected to attend the java remedial aft java lab tml for an hr ... sian le. den tml 3 hrs of java.? im gonna PUKE. java suCks. !! arGHgghgghghghg. exam coming le. i wan to cry. le. although onli gt 4 modules we haf exam ..but also abit scareded. i noe for sure my java will shure fail de lor. mayb even repeat module. cmaths ... i nt tt confident. 1209 html ... hai hao la... 1106.. i blief if i study more of it. i can pass de lor. hais. whu can help mi with my java n maths??? dIe ahh..
*waiting aimlessly*
11:03 PM
Monday, October 04, 2004
bah.
yest had the performance at istana...quite okay lor ... din xpect the sound to be so lOud... almost went deaf! haas. we skipped quite a no. of songs... so... liting ... we skipped say yes too ... hee. sorrie~ finished off at 7.3o cuz we were all tired. hmm. thanks to liting n fad for coming to support.. hee. n limay n hp toO. aft de performance..wen to chinatown edo to eat... go dere find jason n aihui plus david. hees. reached there arNd 8plus ba. wan to last order lik tt le. kitchen las nite onli gt aunti n ahwai... lik so lil ppl hor. hmms. i had saba set while hp n lm had sushi chicken teri ... had fun dere .... gt crap arnd abit...we eat finish le den go hm lor.. =]
today had comm skills presentation.... din wan to wake up in e morning. hee. den wore my blouse plus pants ...kept lookin at e mirror n finding faults with myself. my pants were too long!! yesterdae jus buy onli den no time to change it ... bah. wore the black shoes frm amanda. just wore lik tt for the whole dae lor. nv bring clothes to change. troublesum la. met the rest in e clssrm...i was the firs to present... at firs when i was up there ,i was a bit panicky... but later on as i toked...felt more relaxed. it feels gd to haf everyone listening to u while u tok.. hee. ended my presentation veri ffast and it was others turn le .. todae brought my digi cam to sch.. took sum fotos lor.. will b uploaded!! jus a normal sch day...had mop's lesson. .. arthur was drawing her.. hahahahahaha.... so farnie.. aft sch wen hm... my dad was at hme .. ? he's nw nt workin le..den finding another job ... i oso duno why ..bah... im tired!!
10:02 PM
Sunday, October 03, 2004
2.07am! i wanna slp liaos. haha. today was xuehengs bdae celebration : bbQ. tis is my 3rd bbq in 3 consecutive sats . scared of bbq le. morning woke up early go tiong bahru meet yee yeen to pass him my clar for his ks audition .. den i went to my aunt hse. reach there awhile they sae wnna bring xh for his tuition...so i follow along lor. go je there ... den we wen to pasir panjang west coast there buy sum bbq de food. stopped for sum prata. i ate a cheese prata. nt bad. den go bak je to pick up xh ... he was being notti todae. cld see my aunt was relly damn pissed with him.. wen bak to my aunt hse n i played with qiqi. den my aunt and i went to tbp to buy sum stuffs ..went bak and the bbq lik wanna start le. i tried on my aunt's coat n and all tt ... took a pic. i looked like tt 7pm show de pan zinan !! haHhahahahahha!! =\ went dwn for the bbQ . i din eat much todae ..din haf the appetite to eat i tink ... spent most of the time cooking. cut the bdae cake ....blehs . later tt went bak to my aunt hse to slack .. my dad watched soccer and helped my uncle do his internet connection till arnd 11plus den we go hme.. so tired now.. will b puttin up e pics taken jus nw soon . hehs. tml istana performace le. dun feel like going sias. my clarinet is still with yee yeen !! he was supposed to return mi jus nw ..but duno why .. he din contact me. tony told mi his hp baatt flat? bLAh. hope he brings it tml.
2:07 AM
Saturday, October 02, 2004
time for me to blog again !! time now is ... 3.28AM. haha. jus now slept rm 6pm-12am ... woke up...made sum french toast and did sum of my work .. and now im starting to feel tired agian. blehs. wat a PIG.
morning i woke up and realizedd my dad din go to work. and also realized it was children's day. haaha.he took leave to acc my bro go out. >.<
SEXIST. i hear liao damn dui lor. i mean. it was so obvious they were tokin abt me . cuz arnd tt area i was the onli gurl with short hair den. i felt like toking bak at him. but well. i didnt cus at tt time liting and felicia wsnt arnd.. they went to the lib to return sum books. wats wrng with gurls having boiboi hairstyles ?? does tt make them a GUY ? no right. and gurls with long hair doesn necessarily mean tt they are all girly and stuff. wat abt guys with long hair ?? does tt make them gays ? no right. tkae f4 n tony frm 5566 for example. they hav long hair and pple are still
cRAZY over them. some guys are even copying their hairstyles n yet sum look great yet. brainless guy. oh well. i turned my head and looked at him. he wasnt tt fab himself. so wat gave him the right to talk like tt ? its nt the looks tt counts. its the character. tt goes to show how materialistic tt guy was. DUH. its
MY life.
MY hair. is it any of YOUR business?
NO. just shut up n worry for urself first. kae ? enuff abt tt dweeb. mi and liting were contemplating whether to skip 1111 lect.but in e end dint. we sat at the back. slacking. blehWs ~ later on ... wen to the lib during break...sat and slept awhile b4 receiving a call to go to do marketing. borrowed a book. first time borrow frm nyp lib . haha. den go maths tutorial. lily soh todae nv come. some male took over her. he sucked. i dint understand wat he was teachng at all. arghs. wasted tt 1 hr.
lending yee yen my clar later on for his audition in ksws . bleh. lets pray nth goes wrong.
3:27 AM
