its just ... xy

Monday, November 28, 2005
finally bought! my crumpler bagg.. hahaha. heee. fri wen to jP with peisean to buy her clothes ..den sunbian go 77th street see gt anot ma..den haf lor.. but dun haf the model n color i want.. so reserve .. collecting tmL! ohh lala. striped de~.. green. hehs. today went for band .. so many new comers today ... den saw one new flute player.. he looked so damn alike one of my mum's fren's son ... last time young tt time always play together de.. but aft band i go check his details.. realize he is nt leh.. haiyoh ... but really look VERY alike can?!?! haizs. aft baNd go holland v de swensens eat wit tan n ps.. haha.. had steak n some other side dish..so fulL..den tok alot crap.. saw so many doggiees there..so cute. gt one was soso damn tiny. ahhh.. crazy liaoz. hais. aft dinner went hme le..saw tis nissan march .. metallic blue.. lik quite nice toO..haiyoooo... proposal nt complete yet ... lik so mani tiny details nt finalized.. den i also dunno hw to complete the proposal ... arghS!!!

1:18 AM


Thursday, November 24, 2005
suddenly i feel so FRUSTRATEd!!!!!!!!!!!!!
feel like i'm jam packed with alot of stuffs to do.. open house proposal... hyband stuff .. my tutorials...just feel llike shouting n screaming my head off ! but later my mum tink i siao.
arghs.
n maple is not working!
stupid patch.
i scared the proposal i do like shit.
i scared the hyband stuff i mess up.
i scared i fail my sem.
i scared this.
i scared that.
what the fuck!?

11:34 PM


rain. rain rain. nothing but rain . haha. but today.. nt so bad la. aft lessons .. wich ended at 1.. had lunch with the arthur they all .. den went for my booth duty at 2... till 4. blehs. went cheers with ridzman to buy stuff.. den i went hm le ... tired tired. realized when i watch tv ... i'm very emo ... esp this 9pm show nw .. de dance dance one... rainbow connections i tink .. at e start of e show where there's this song right ... den they will show various parts of e whole show... i c liaoz... so damn interesting lor. den during the 1 hr duration of e show... i will get so into it... dunno how to say la.. like just so ... EMO lor. args. hate it. am d/l the maple patch nw.. 12% oni... still gt long long ...hAisxx.

12:31 AM


Wednesday, November 23, 2005
its been raining these past few days... sooo cOld...at nite dun on air con also can slP.. haha... last nite i cldnt slp.. laid on my bed since 11plus.. till 2 plus den can fall asleep.. den when i cldnt fall asleep... tot of eGG tofU.. yong tau fu stall one .. so nice.. tink of the egg tofu till i fell asleep.. haha ..den today lunch went to eat tt.. yummy. skipped nite lec .. so .. my clss ended at 3 baH.. i totally HATE tt software eng tutor... his face is so oval ..in a wrong way .. n his eyes r freaking big .. n his hair.. duno hw to describe.. den during tutorials...he will jus tok n tok n tok...he tok one BIG ROUND... also nv give the specific answer. what the heck man! he jus makes mi hate the module so much can. sometimes u will wonder what he's muttering about in class. arghs. just my luck . and during practicals..he has abit of las sem's vb tutor pattern.. ask him quest.. he will pause for awhile .. den smile smile.. n walk off type of pattern. AHHHHHH..mondays n tuesdays gt his tutorial n lab.. can really drive me CRAzY.! hm. aft his lesson .. went to fJ to eat with feli they all ... feli's bf came to join us to eat.. haha.. is nt weirdd... heH..*feli's gonna kiLL me* anyways. went to clubrm aft eating.. had a meeting wit de openhouse comm n we came up with some ideas .. though i dunno if the ideas are gonna work anot.. just trying my best ... hope it does. cus i've nv been in charge of an event b4... n tis whole open hse ting is totally freaking mi out. grrrrs. brrrrr. its so cold. aft the meeting.. arnd 6 plus.. went dwn to sim lim to mit my parents n bro.. he bought a gameboy advance..BAH. n he passed his swimming exam.. silver i tink. blEHs. went for dinner.. den went to burlington square this shop selling all those korean stuff.. bought lots of titbits n nonsense stuff... wanted to bring my mum go OG see a bum shorts.. in e end... saw levis gt sales ... hah!!! bought a levis jeans... at 70 bucks.. marissa bootcut .. #582 .. tink all those sales items is those rejected stock .. tts y cheaper den normal ones..but heck la... i dun see any differnce.. jus in case u peeps wanna noe.. the sale is till end of nov .. so happi.. finally gt a levis .. haha...~ later on .. came home .. cause my dad was getting grumpy le.. typed out the openhse stuff n emailed it out. >.< did my tutorials.. i am such a good kid. *hah. n here i am. oh yeaa.. d/l the wu chu cai hong ost frm limay. heee. nice nice. tml haf booth frm 2-4 .. oooolalaalaaa...

12:33 AM


Tuesday, November 22, 2005
i feel so stupid and cLueless at times.

12:40 AM


Monday, November 21, 2005
yaye .. finally gotten my microphoto on fri.. haha.. am using it nw = )
sat.. afternoon met bern .. samantha n weisiong go peninsula plaza to check out the jackets n design ... finally decided on it ba.. den i wen to raffles city to mit my aunt with my cousins.. dey were at there watching batman.. haha.. xh's fav. den go to hong lim .... dere open a new sports link .. tot can buy sum items there.. cus outside put up to 70% off ... but hu noes.. is blufff ppl one... sIanzz 1/2. den wen to my aunt's place .. qi is sooo cute.. aunt catherine also gt come ... den i played with my cousins till crazy ... played with darren n qiqi ... run here n there... run arnd the whole hse ..hahahaha. den my bro.. sheryl n xh play monopoly.. as my mum say .. gt age gap between them... n as for me .. i prefer to play wit the younger ones. . hahazz. lik so long nv play till so siAO liaoz.. hmm .. yest was a bad day ... actually mitting ps go band.. den at nite goin for dinner wit tbc..ps n tan one .. .. she finnaly let us bring her bak to youth .. den mit her tt time late liaox ma.. so wanna walk to taxi stand take taxi .. den suddenly.. i gt tt feeling come bak... n my fit started again... ps was at a loss at wat to do .. n alot ppl came to crowd over me ... kip askin i ok anot ... is nt irritating leh ... den sumone suggested calling ambulance.. den dunno hw come ... my parents came le..n brought mi home .. reach hm tt time my head pain lik siao .. dunno wich person go n apply the oil on me .. make my head even more pain .. argfhss ..den lik tt band i nv go liao lor .. haiz. den ps later tt sms mi ask mi ok liao anot ... n she also apologise saying tt she duno wat to do den ... stand dere lik a idiot .. actually also nt her fault .. canot blame anyone ma. cus tis type of ting is anytime can happen de.. but firs time happen to mi outside summore wit fren.. a bit scary la.. sumtimes i really hate it mans. feel lik such a burden to ppl arnd me .. esp my mum..cus for the rest of e day ... i wan to go toilet .. go where.. she also follow me .. make sure i nv faint again... arGhs ... when can i ever recover frm tis idiotic ting ....

3:16 PM


Wednesday, November 16, 2005
bah. my face is STILL peeling. n my arms r getting itchier. i don wan my arms to peel too leh. iwan the color to remain. hehe. ended sch at 1 today .. hmZ . den went to tpy eat bk with the girls... n walked abit ..den took bus bak home. looks lik its gonna rain soooon. haiz. this sem de module all lik veri cham leh. how how how. boohooo.

4:49 PM


Tuesday, November 15, 2005
my face is officially peeling !! and its a very bad peel ..arGhhhhhs ........

11:49 PM


Sunday, November 13, 2005
had dodgeball filming today.. wen to sch at 9plus .. had mac brekfast. den go blk l put our stuffs at clubrm ... den wen to bball court ... at first we played bball .. match... ooooo. so long no play bball le. haha . luckily i can still barely manage to shoot. gee. den kahyip n nat came bak rm sports hall.. do the setting le..den film the dodgeball stuff.. film liao .. den we played arnd ... played match again ... sun was damn strong today... gotten sunburnt.. n im nw all red. even aft i haf bath liao. i feel so hot all over my arms n face. arghs . tink i can produce heat to cook half boiled egg.hahaHa. went to my aunt's place aft tt ... den she helped mi to highlite my purple hair ... wash off the dye liao ... aft i bathe liao.. nw still gt the color running.. i dunno why.. n its staining all my clothes n towels. arghs. so maddening. n my aunt said since tis was our first try.. don put so much.. cus duno wat the outcome will b.. in e end.. i come home seee... oni can see de behind de... front one n top one cant see much !!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHH... wanna bang the wall le laaa... den jus nw still left half bottle lik tt leh.. veri wastEd .. shUcksssss!!

1:14 AM


Friday, November 11, 2005
haEis.
first wk of sch gone just like tt! so fast..
hmm.. din manage to get my microphoto today.. shall get it next wk.. hopefuLly bah.
tml gt dodgeball filming !! must go !! haha
n... i wanna buy my crumpler bag! stripe one! orange de...
any one objects? >.<

8:54 PM


Thursday, November 10, 2005
havent been updating much yeah. first day of sch was totally horrible for me. mayb it was the tiredness or wat. but hopefully, it will all b over veri soon. yeh. wishful thinking xinyi. to summarise wat i haf done the past few days :

- got my ipod nano!! sold to pat's bro. im getting my microphoto tml frm pat. heh heh.
- gt a present frm my darling angel. he/she's so sweet. made tt wire tingy wit my name n a dangling dolphin which i tot was a whale. haha.
- my teachers suck mostly
- lessons were boring (when were they ever interesting?)
- bahhhhhhhhhhh

this is definetly a very short entry huh. hahaha.

11:46 PM


Tuesday, November 08, 2005
MY STOMACH IS SO SO SO SO SO SO x1000000000000000000000 times PAIN !!!

11:05 PM


Thursday, November 03, 2005
yet another public holiiday. yet i stayed at home the whole day. i was damnn bored. damn freaking bored. bored till i went mad n started crying my heart out. i still dunno why i did tat. n now, my head freaking hurts like hell. it took mi a while to start thinking. start realizing tt i haf no life. my life, is slping, eating, band-ing, sch-ing, sit club, working. tts it. n my adorable cousin, qi. wanted to visit her today but my aunt told mi she gt hand foot mouth..ask mi nt to go. other den tt, frends are out, either working. or out with family or friends. wat abt me? im stuck at home. with literally noting to do. i want to go out too. but my family is a boring bunch. they don like to go out. my dad hates shopping. my mum wuld rather stay at home n tidy tidy tidy. n my brother? play maple the whole day. i dun noe how he can do it without feeling bored in the end. i play awhile.. mayb arnd 2-3 hrs? i get sick n tired of it. i mean, all u do is fight the same monsters..unless they drop alot rare items for u. otherwise. its NOTHING. i see my frens.. their family is like so happy. their parents go shopping with them, their parents noe sum of our, teenagers' stuffs like mp3 players n all. my mum? no. she din even noe wat is a MP3 PLAYer before. i feel so sick n bored talking to her at times i feel like screaming at her. others haf a one big happy family. my family? it SUCKS totally. my dad cant tok properly. all he noes is to lose his temper. scream n shout at us. others dad? they can even joke with them . shop with them. no. i will nv ever feel tt kind of closeness with my family tat way. sometimes i really hate them. just wanna run away. never come back. i haf no life.

6:31 PM



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