Tuesday, August 31, 2004
wat de hell man. i'm so damn fed up with everyone. i feel like everyone's taking me for a spin in their lives .
7:35 AM
arghz. im so fed up. today was the firs day of my holiday n i woke up at .. 2 i guess. i ate n watched tv ...n went for work. kenji arrived at onli ... 7plus or 8 lik tt. today was damn mani ppl . dunno why too. david n i were kept very busy. duh. was in e kitchen. den niu pi tell mi he transferrin to paradiz centre soon. aww. so .. sad. den he also tell mi wat "tt whu" came bak tis morning. i tot he was lik. kidding mi. i guessed whu he was tokin abt. yJ. but i tot he was jus tokin rubbish. until kenji pulled out the schedule file and see the schedule. i saw yj's name. shocked. stunned. i asked david, hw cum he came bak. he told mi miki let him cum bak. wat the heCk man. den he oso gt sae ... tt day yj came with his fren to interview.. but miki onli wanted one. cuz she sae wat, if one resign de other one also will resign. so she onli took yj. practising favouritism again lOR. wa lao. why must he come back. i really didnt expect tis. didn't he say tt he will take up another job las timE when we broke off ? tt freAk. but luckily he workin mornin all e way. cuz he havin holidae now. but when his hols are over. he will b workin nite. and it will b hell for mi. hais. tis sat i was supposed to work closing with him.. accordin to the schedule i checked jus nw. but heng, got sws concert. or else. ireally duno how to take it. i juust HATE him. why. why must he come bak into my peaceful life and disturb ? argh. i tink i realy want to quit liao lor. i'm really tired. i cannot take it anymore lor. its either band or work always for mi. i dun even haf time to study. take tis term break for example. its supposed to b a term break for mi? but hello ? my schedule. at nite is like. all FULL ! mon-work. tues-band. wed-work.thurs-band.fri-BritishCouncil.sat-concert. what the heck man. i feel so enclosed. i dun even haf time to do tings i enjoy. summore now since tt niu pi is transferrin to paradiz. chinatown nx time will b sian liao lor. but i will miss some ppl there. lik david. jason. ahwai. auntie. kenji. but. sum choices haf to be made. rite? i really hate him.
12:48 AM
Monday, August 30, 2004
had a tiring day today . hmmz. well. morning went to suntec de comex fair .. hoping to buy an mp3 player. and yeh i did. today suntec de carpark damn fULL. all the way carpark full... so we parked at marina square n walked over. duh. the comex fair really gt alot ppl lor. anyway. the mp3players i saw were iRiver n this Aigo. bought the Aigio de ... at tt time the person promote till lik so gd lik tt. den wen i cum bak use..hai hao la. gt thumb drive, fm, voice recorder. the fm is external de.. but lik so ... jiabalang. bLEhzx. regret nt buying the iriver de. cost abit more onli . wanted to find cReative one. but cldn't find the Creative booth till i bought the Agio one?? hah. anyway, nvm lor. better den ntH. den we went to the temple to offer prayers..with my aunt may n notti cousin xueheng. plus uncle maX. hm. after tt we wen to another temple? for awhile onli .. den go hme le. bathe le n cum out again .. go lot 1 eat dinner . eat till so fuLL lor. i feel so fat. i LOOK fat. anyway. i tink i shld look out for myself haiz. its the sch holidays startin tml! hEe. but.. makes no diff to mi anyway.
12:08 AM
Friday, August 27, 2004
had my java quiz yesterdae. and it was a DISASTER. hai. 2 hrs of coachin from fad din quite work out though. thanks fad~ for the coaching.
aniway today. had the same oLd fridae. ended at 3? and went hm feeling dejected. stomach nt feelin well ~ rested awhile and went for BC. today we had a new teacher cuz our teacher went abroad for sum studies for 2 weeks ? tt new teacher is a guy. he damn farni lor. well. can sae tt todae's lesson was the best one yet. and next week is the last lesson. hah. theres tis guy from my blk..i damn hate him. he stays on the 6th flOOr. and las time i always see him in the lift, wearing army clothes. and he's always gving mi tt type of look. stare. tt i really hate. anyway. i long time no see him le. den today.. while goin hm frm bc met him in the lift again. and he was standing real damned close to mi. doing wat? staring at mi again. he stand so close tt i got abit frightened, but luckily there was another lady in the lift with us, and she stays on the 2oth storey, while he 6th, and mi, 15th. do he was the first to get off. he was staring so hard i really felt like giving him a kick in the ass and slapping him. i was already in a bad mood tt time and his stare really got on my nerves. nxt time i see him again, remind mi to kick his big fat ass and give him a mind of my own. staring like no one's business. like i did sumting wrong? u foOKEr. do i even noe u at all ? fark off.
oh yeh. and my study break is here. but i haf so much tings to do during tis 1 week !! ?
11:52 PM
Thursday, August 26, 2004
i'm back. actua;;y im in sch now. finished my 1209 prac le.. took mi like half hr onli .. HaHA! first time lehzx. duhzz. let's tok abt yesterdaay. so suAY. aft sch i went to lot 1 to ta pao my lunch home ... den wanted to take 985 hm de ma. straight direct bus. i guess i was too tired yesterday le. besides .. was having a bit of feVer.. n headache. i waited for the bus outside the queue. sumhow i saw the bus leaving the bus park and wanting to drive over to the place to pick up the passengers? i was so glad the bus arrived. i jus boarded it without checking the bus num. little did i know.. i had boarded the wrong bus !! i onli knew when it turned towards bt panjang rd instead of the usual bt batok road it turned to. i panicked lor. at tt point of time i din tink tt i took the wrong bus. i tot the bus driver made a wrong turn or wat. or maybe 985 changed its bus route ? god noes. den it relly turned to bt panjang .. even furthur. really damn jialat. summore my wallet left 4 bucks onli. how to take cab frm bt panjang to bb ?? bLehz. den the bus made a u turn back to cck . jus when i tot it wld go straight to bb road there. it turned back in to cCK !!! i decided to alight there and den. as tt road was a familiar road to mi . i alighted. and saw tt the bus i was in ? it wasnt 985 ~~!!!!!! it was 172 !!!! arGhx. how cld i have made a mistake lik tt ? taking the wrong bus ? at tt moment. i saw 985 opp. ran for it and went home safe n sound . phEw~ went home ... ate ... watched abit of tv. n my head relly hurted. wen to slp..n called bee yian to inform her tt i cld nt go work. *sorries to beeyian n jason. woke up at nite. n studied java. got quiz later arhz. 7 chaps. SIAN 1/2. i first time study till so hardworking lor . den my mum had to come in to my room and disturb mi. ask mi to try sum bio-essence sample. yucks. i hate applying lotions on my hands n legs. so sticky n oily feeling. she broke my concentration ! left 2 chaps anyway. and i cldnt understand alot of wat i studied. blaHz? 1 more hr till maths lec. blehz . later haf baNd !!!
10:51 AM
duh duh. i lost all my feelings to blog. oh well. one ting. JAVA IS DRIVIN MI CRAZY ~~
12:53 AM
Wednesday, August 25, 2004
heh ehe hehehehehehe . i'm back from youth prac. im in !!!!!!! im confirmed in the list !!! hEHeHEheHEhehe.. and tt freak is out. !! heheHEHEHEz . i so damn happy.... ~
shant go into details. heh heeh hehz. weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee......... !!!!!
12:29 AM
Tuesday, August 24, 2004
i am SO tired. i cant tahan anymore !!!!!! get mi out of this place !
4:41 PM
Monday, August 23, 2004
hMm. today arhz. nothing special happened.. .hahz..xcept...manda's staying at my hse tonite! hahaz... cuz her com down .. den she nit to do projeecT...so ..stayin over lor. use my com. now my laptop canot work !! de internet connection... gt sumting wrong ..cant seem to get it connected . blehz. morning started lessons at 10 .. comm skills onli do one assignment w/s. saw manda in the train ... hAHahaHAha. damn faRnie man de way we saw each other... heh heh heh. during our 2 hr break we dint eat.. jus sit at the pond there tOk. cuz during comm skills we ate mac brEkfast. hehz. den..had essit. n tt was the end of our dae. wanted to go heeren with tiff they all cut hair.. duno her fren wat workin there de... but .. can onli start at 7.. den lik quite late.. so i nv go le lor. go manda hse firs with her .. den go jp meet jm eat. walked arnd ... n .. came home.. blehz. tml 8am lesson arh !! helluva ! n . oh yah. sorrie peeps if i nv reply ur sms since sat nite... cuz... my hp lik lagging i tink. i today morning den realized when manda told mi she smsed mi yest and i was like. . huh i nv receive ?? haHAhahaz. den juz now. all the sms all cum in . bleHz.
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10:50 PM
Sunday, August 22, 2004
HAIZ.
7:47 PM
went to work just now ? was late. and on e way when i walkin to CP at the train station there saw junming and alvin. haha. duh. work was ok. todae duno why so mani pple. den blur diao lor. chawa no more. i oso nt much of a mood to tok to david n kenji todae. jus gave them tt blank face most of e time . kitchen was ah wai.paul n auntie. hais . blah. den closing tt time david de family came find him. his nieces n nephews cute sias. haiz. dun wanna blog animore.
-feeling down-
12:27 AM
Saturday, August 21, 2004
today ish fridae. and im feeling kinda down n mad now. sum idiot called nicholas called mi just now toking to mi like i knew him ? and hello ? he knew my name and number. he say wat, last week we chatted in irc, in #singaporechat. blardy hell. i dun evEn go to that type of stupid channels LOR! and he sae we chatted and i gave him my no. blardy SHIT. i asked him what nick was chatting with him . he replied sumting like "jack" ??? HELLO !? what kind of stupid nick is tAt? i told him i din not chat with him b4. and idun use tt type of stupiD nick or go to tt type of stupid channelS. he say mayb my frEns sabO mi or smth. yEah. dAMmit. so he asked if i wanted to make frens. i gave a straight NO. and hung up. wHOeVER THE fREaking peRson is hU gavE my nUMbeR.. i dunOe waT thE fARK u haf agaInst mi. or u were playing a fOOL. but i can tell u this is NOT FUNNY lor. u r just a childish immature FREAK. GROW UP ! own up and fOOk off will yA?
just now had the directors meeting?? was nodding off. and we had a 'citi tour'. got to go in to the yr3 de projectplace c their workplacE. imagine myself in there in 2 yrs time. duh. later tt .. went to mac wit liting for awhile..den wen to meet ky at causeway. bought a shirt and a jacket. yeh. n we bought old chang kee ..go the fcc dere eat and wait for zT . and we went for claSs. today was kind of slack. aft lesson was supposed to meet gm ? but... haiz. nvm.
12:22 AM
Wednesday, August 18, 2004
i've finished my webby. hahaz. so happi. but its abit to the plain side lor. but . dun tink it matters .. rite ? hah. so tired. todae had 1111 lab .. teacher xplain java but i dun tink any of us were listening. we were busy using the pcs to complete our 1209 project. hah. den had the 1209 make up lecture. abit ppl onli. nt even half the size of LTM 1 . blehz. den stayed bak in sch .. did the webby.. n i took the train to meet my dad at aljunied to collect my prize. passed by ite macpherson.. was wondering if i wld c him dere. heng no. n i collected my prize. the stuck on u dvd..a radio .. and a SOU notepad. blah~ den i wen to lot 1 with ps .. initially wanted to buy tt boardshorts de. but the size too big. =[ den we walked arnd... ate dinner and went home. took sum pics too. hee. but the machine sucks man. we duno how to use ! hahahaz.
im tired! and erm. gm is a big lazy pig !!!! heeh heeh heeh. --> gm, c tis? =p
11:50 PM
areghX.
im feeling sad again. today had lessons ... n i spent 2hrs plus in sch doing my html assignment during the break time. so hardworking todae ehz. thanks to liting for helping mi ! aft the last lesson ate in sch with fad n lt.. den wen hm n went for band. talking abt band. haiz. today 2nd onli got mi, wilson n colin. n tt wilson was so damned irritating lor. i really cannot stand him anymore. he makes mi so hopping mad every prac. he's so irritating. n he tinks he plays so darn well. worst ting is. he's sitting bside mi. oh SHUCKs. i just detest him. my actions are already proven. but he still cant get the blardy hint. oh well. every time dere is a solo cuming up, he'll quickly ask," u wan to play anot?" aiyaz. i noe u wanna play lar. flaunt ur skills rite. so let u play lahz . still nit to ask us mAH? damn u. play all u want. likE i giVE a dAMN ABT U. freako. hu da hell do u tink u r anyway? just stay away from mi . n u'll b safe. cuz being with u makes mi wanna SCREAM at u. today's practice was a suxxor. the 3rd clar ntu ppl kept discussin abt us i gueSs. cuz tt sam today nt here. den we 3 nv play well. haiz. and . the whole band's list is confirmed. xcept for clarinet section. i dun tink i can make it for tis concert . den juz nw mr tan suan mi sumore. made mi feel damn more jialatz. since i already noe i cant make it for tis concert .. why dun i juz give up voluntarily firSt? can save myself frm future embarassment. n can concentrate on my sch work more. should i ? duhz.
-back to my html project-
12:24 AM
Monday, August 16, 2004
arghZ ! FUCK ! why the hell did i choose IT ? why the blardy hell did my eng fail and get a d7 so i couldnt get into wat i wanted? dammit . stupid cambridge markers. DAMN YOU ! stupid 1209 assignment. im cocking up on it. my head is whirling. cant seem to get anything right. dAMn it.
11:00 PM
i'll juz keep tis entry short. cuz im tired. bLehZ . yesterday went for sectional prac. ding las min called mi n told mi. so go lor. den there onli haf mi, ding, colin , fahmi n martin. den prac quite a bit. at least i noe how to play sum now.but prob is ..i scared ill forget on tuES. duh. today i slept till 12 plus .. cuz i was figuring out how todo my webby the nite b4.. n slept at ..3 or was it 1 or 2 ? i forgot. sheesh. den watched a bit of tV .. and went to meet tbc at je . we went to taka walk walk .. den go heeren..took sum pics! hehz. den frm orchard walked to esplanade to see fireworks. imagine how tired i am now. hahaz..at leasT i exERcised. heez. alot ppl lor ... den..the fireworks came . so nice. woww. but also veri loud sound. poMp! the fireworks lasted arnd 10 mins or so.. den no more le.. den we go marina square wanted to eat sumting de. but alot ppl . den actually wanna go hme le..den call my mum ... den realized dey at robinsons?? raffles city de. den we wen there to look for her lor . my aunt n sheryl n darren there too. hahAz. go there le they ask us help to look after the kids. -___- . hMm . den we toook bus bak to redhill .. ate there .. and now im home. hahaz . tml got sch arh !! gonna slP soOn ,...... zZzZzZzZ
12:41 AM
Friday, August 13, 2004
haiz. todae maths quizzz. we wen to sch at 2. tinking there was no 1209 lecture. 1111 was e-learning lecture so dunnit to attend. but it seems tt 1209 got lecture lor . and our whole class nv go . blame it on sumone hu read the ting wrongLy. aRghs. there goes our attendance. the maths quiz sucked. i onli knew how to do 1a,b,c.. and onli 1a got right. 2 n 3 i dunno how to do... i copied the truth table frm xt. den q3 i juz anihow. hAix. fail le loR. bLAhz ? aft tt mi n ting went discussion rm. wanted to do our 1209 assingment. wanted to reg our laptop. den the technical helpdesk guy sae wat muz give the mac add. den we gib. den the another guy sae dun wan reg for us todae. another dae den do it. wah liaoz. DIAO hiM arh. den we went to mac and eaT.. was waitin for manda toO. aniway. las min decided nt to go british council for lessons todae cuz i had the feelin my ep was cuming up anytime again. better nt take the risK. so went home. ttsmy day. hais. boring
10:11 PM
i feel demoralized. again. hais. everyday i'm rushing to here and there. what is the reason behind it all? i'd rather not talk abt it here. i just feel lik giving everything up. and im supposed to haf a maths quiz tml ? but i dunno a single shit ting. so. HAI
12:56 AM
Wednesday, August 11, 2004
eRms. had my el oraL todae. haiz.. duno can pass anot..firs tinG ... i said good morniNg instead of good aftErnoon.. -_- den i read the passaGe. it was ok .. but den . the picture?? a bit nth to sae ... the teacher kept prompting mi . den they were gibing mi tt "i dun like u" look n attitude. -____- DUI. den the conversatino part. "do u tink singaporeans are creative?" damned. i hate the word creative now . cuz the past few weeks my clss had been doing presentations on tis topic. and now. my oral also abt creative. arFgs.aniway .. i also duno if i did well anot. ? hais..den i tot aft finish can go. but muz wait for the whole grp to finish den go.. grRr. but luckily i nv wait long lor. cuz i was the 6th ma. den ... lik tt . aft tt i wen to clementi to meet lm lt n jane. go partyworld use upp tt free 4hrs. heh. i was dead hungry manss. dint eat aniting the whole dae nia. den we went partyworld le. all of us tired maz. so the mood there abit sians. den the tupid tv keep gvin us problems. arhgsz. yayye tml firs tutorial canceled... so dunit go sch so earli ... =)
11:39 PM
i duno wat the hell my java teacher is doing !!!! DIE
11:47 AM
i feel so dejected and sad each time aft band prac. lik im so lousy. i suck. haizzz. today band prac seating changed. 2nd clar sit 2nd row.? abit bu xi guan.. canot c conductor. hah. aniway dere was tis ntu gur bside mi. duh . we played festive overture today . i was like.. HUH. the running notes i cant catch lor . sight reading leh. den tt idiotic wilson. really cannot stand him lOR. to tink tt i haf to stand him for another month plus,. haiz. he play lik he relly noe how to run lik tt. den actdao lik so panting. ask mi.. "u not out of breath ar?" n i told him straight, "i duno how to play at all!" not even mi. alot of other youth members also duno how to play. dui. den fahmi had a tok wif us.sae we muz rely prac our part.. cuz alot of us nt relly up to their standard forthe main yet. shucks. haiz.
12:20 AM
Tuesday, August 10, 2004
aargghhh. i'm in school now ... shld b having 1193 de prac. but wongtw isnt here. and wat else... theres tis another teacher came in ... took our attendance. den nv ask us to do aniting!!! so wat r we supposed to do hereE? slack?? till 5?? now its onli 3.30 lor. i rather go home .. sleep for awhile den later gt band prac. im realy very tired lor .. still tired frm my bintan trip i guess. grrrr. HOW !!!! haIz. haizzzz. im really veri bored here!!! hai. in com lab ? bLEhz. im so lamee!! hAHaha... TAN / CHEN liting ~!! stop looking !!! haHazxz .... haizz ... i want to go homeee .... i dun feel lik goin band later.. i just wanna go home and fall asleep.! gRrr. juz now halfway thru 1106 lec... tt gurl had another asthma attack. i c le i feel so scared lor. i was tinkkiin of my own epilepsy. wat if one dae i had a relapse in lec or tutorial or lab lik her too ?? wat will happen?? i dunno lor ... =\ tml ish my eng o level oral at hillgrove. . muz reach there by 2... my lesson end at 1 tmL .. i duno if i shld go sch anot./ but i tink i shld. in case another absense record gt prob again ... so pek chek one lor. so i guess tml i take cab down to tt idiotic sch aft lab. nw i tink of those idiots hu stole my fone... dey frm tt sch ... i really damn dulan man. if i c them in their sch tml. they cham lOr. sumtimes i relly miss my nokia 7250i. = ( scared of my oral tml ... tink tonite i cum home no time to blog also le ... ttata
3:33 PM
Monday, August 09, 2004
eh. im home ! hahaz. tink i better faster blog .. hehz. hmMz.
7 th auGust 2004
woke up at 5 plus in the morning... n set off for the jetty at tanah merah. my dad sent us to queenstownmrt ... den we took train to tanah merah. den took cab to the jetty...met up wit my mum's fren,diana, and her daughter..boonching. shes a year older den mi ..in sp..studyin bio chem. 0. 0 aniway. we waited a long while den took the ferry to bintan. actuallly its tanjungpintang. but. is there any diff? i duno lehz. reach there le ..tt place so messy ..the ppl ther loOKed abit..scary at firs sight. den we met up with a guy whu's our so called tour leader. he led us to the mini bus den took us bak to our resort. i duno wat he's age. but i gues is arnd 20 or so ? hahaz. nt bad lOokin de. =p. he's so dark at firs i tot he was malay or wat., but he spoke in chin to us. so..hes nt lahz. reach the resort le ..de resort nt wat i xpected de..disappointed. but the pple there treated us veri nice lor. gt welcome drink all tt. and den the money there., all in thousaands. min is 1000 . see the so mani zeros till BLUR. hahaz. hMs. we wen to our rms n rest awhile den came out for lunCh . there was another guy there. quite cute. hAhaz. a bit look lik hL. one of the staff dere.. had our lunch. it was ermz. ok lor. den our tour leader bring us walked arnd the resot. damn bigt loR the place ..lik gt sum uphills n dwn hils. walk till leg suan. got spa there...swimmin pool..fishing..blah. den dere de service is lik...nt bad lor. u wan to go which part of the resort ... juz tell the receptionist u wan transpot den they call a "takxi " cum pick u up. cuzc their resort is so big ! haHaz. got one mini zoo also.. there gt sum monkeys ..rabbits..snakes..squirels.. eagles.. all in those big big cage. and they call it a minizoo.hhaaz. the way they xpress themselbes sumtimes quite farni lor. aniway denmy mum they all go the spa look look. cuz they wan to haf those massage all tt. took alot ginger tea. blech. nite time had free dinner at the resort rest. ... saw another shuai ge ! total gt 3. haha.z but tis guy look lik abit bengbeng type de., and he dun nit wear uni lik tt staff hu looked lik hl.. he looked lik sum manager or sum sort..looking aft tings here n there .. had on a pair of shades too. tall n slim. haha.ooops im guy obsessed. well. nth to see there ma., xcept the scenery. hehh
8th august 2004
2nd day. wokeup by my mum to go eat brekfast., their food there was so pathtic.haiz. but at least gt sausage n egg omelett...hehz . den we wen fishing..my bro lor. keep saying wan to go fishin...but go ther duno hw to fish... the guy there help him ... caught 2 big fishes!! hahaz. but we nv take.,. cuz muz pay de.. sadded. den we went out. shopping. but the journey took lik 1 hr. summore muz pay for the bus to take us out to shop. 1 hr S$8. bELhz. sadist ritez. the shops also dun sell much tinGs tt ppl my age lik . tried to find shoes for gm but all of them looked so jiabalang...scared he dun lik ... dun dare to buy also..haHAh. den my mum kept buying stuf for the small kids. !!!! n my bro was so damn irritating with his stupid attitude !! wasted so much time cuz our time is limited. 1hr$8 leHz... haiz. den i saw tis ver nice puma top at the 2nd level of a "Shopping mall"..wanted to go. but b4 i can turn tt side ..my mum they all sae there nth to see le... "let's gO! " i was lik.... WTF. so. i din buy anyting lor !! GRRRRRRRR. so mad leh. den we wen to kelong to haf lunch . in our mind... the kelong means those built on the sea ... and made of wood de rite .. but the driver brought us to a mre high class kelong .its name was kelong shangrila. haha. and its built on a sea. but it looks lik a big bungalow. ! haiz. but the food was nice... frsesh seafooD. =p was so tired den..wen bak to the resort...n fell asleep. the others went swimming. den i wen to look for them ... i did a facial at the spa place..my mum did a pedicure...diana n boonching did a spa ting. duno wats tt . den wen to the resort's pasar malam. got karoake all tt .. and sum food stalls ..the food was ok ... catfish was nice.
9th august 2004
its national dae todae! woke up at 9 plus singapore time... their time slower den us by 1 hr maaz. den had the same brekfast at the resrot ...den we wen to the fruit faram...haahz. doesntlook lik a farm at all .. more lik a jungle to mi . but we saw sum rambutan and baluku trees !! the driver plucked sum for us to bring bak to spore. =p fresh frm the tree it self. ahhaz. den we wen to the vegetable farm at their phase2 resort which is nt open yet..cuz havben build finish. hmm .. saw alot vege... but nv take back la... hEe. their life ther seems so simple ..n relaxed ..but the place there also look veri messy lor. all the houses look so old n bla. 3rd world countries ? im nt sure. aniway. the place sure is nice .. and im bak in sg now .. hahaz... their time nw is 6 plus .. *wonders wads happening over there
7:16 PM
Friday, August 06, 2004
eHZz. its
2.08am. juz finished doing up the 1106 project which is supposed to b handed up tMl .. [speaking of which, i still haf the 1193 project by
20 aug] hAiz. life's tough. i juz polished off a bowl of instant soup n a bread, cuz i was feeling so darned hungry juz nw, and now. i feel guilty for eating so much. duH. wat the heck? hsha..uppl muz tink im pysochatic. tml's 1209 lecture cancelled! so its 1110 start sch. hehz. today at sch was quite alrite.. time passed quite fasT.. had the 1209 quIx..wasnt as diff as i tot. but im nt sure if i can pass it anot? *sigh its
tiffi's bdae today ... haha . they were goin out .. but i cldnt.. cuz gt work. duh. sadd huh. aniway aft my last lesson ended todae went home to change n go to work .. todae was onli mi n david... customers nt so mani too .. so its alright lor. kitchen kinda quiet todae without niu pi arnd. the mood of edo todae was like sian sian de. cuz both david n i were tired ... heck. i tink i dun wanna quit le ba? kinda attached. aniway im doing fine now too mah. wait till later den sae lor.....ate the strawberry daifuku juz nw! heehz. nice~ reLLy. u guys shLd try it. ! juz nw closing left first...cuz david haven mop finish .. den he kept askin mi to leaave firs ... feel bad lehz. yest lik tt . today also lik tt. =\
juz remembered tt tml gt badminton eHz.can burn fats. hahaaz ...
2:10 AM
Wednesday, August 04, 2004
its 2.48pm according to my laptop time. and im blogging here .... i haf work later on . duhs. wen to sch and am bak. todae lesson onli at 11-1 pm. heh. had java prac. kaoz. seriously i dun noe wat i am doing during java lor. im juz lik .. following the instructioons blindly n doin it on the jcreator or if i dun noe, i'll juz ask my frens and they'll direct mi n i'll type watever they tell mi to., without noeing wat i am doing at all. hah. hw am i gonna pass tis module ? sheesh. den i checked my absence record. farnie ehz las wed i gt mc . i passed the statement of absence le but theysaid its nt approved? but they sent an email to mi saying its approved. so i checked with my module tutor. and she said she'll check for mi . and the lecture las week . my attendance wasnt taken..but i DID scan my card. it seems tt my clss .. also alot ppl same problem ... summor those ppl are those guai ppl in my clss de.. lik fad n shin ming.. so gt sumting wrong wit the system lo . but the other clss de dun haf leHz. anyway she said she'll check it out. haizz. 4 more days n its gonna b national dae. her 39th bdae. but hey. it juz occurred to mi tt singapore seems to b 39 every yr eh?? lik..its always 39 every year, hahahaz. i duno??
2:49 PM
Tuesday, August 03, 2004
why are guys always the insensitive ones? why are guys always the one causing all the stupid trouble? why guys always dun mean wat they sae ?? so foOked up. i din go sch todae. reason wassimple. i was sick. so i dun wanna go into the topic. duhz. today there was supposed to b youth prac ..i oso din wen. i wasnt feeling well yet. told tbc. n he sounded unhappi with mi .i mean . wth. i was really sick lor. he tot i din wan go band or watever n sounded so irritated , sun i din go cuz sore eye. den today i was rely siCk. wat do u xpect mi to do? was it wrong of mi to fall sick or wat?? i dun nooe. n so i stayed at hme... dinner no one cooked. my mum was home late so she asked mi to order a pizza for mi bro n i. den liting juz reminded mi thurs we goin out wit tiff to celebrate her birtdhae, and o shit i juz told dennis i wld work for him on thurs ?? things juz arent working out for mi. n nw im tryin to get out of it.. dennis already haf sumtin on. kenji exams. jason lesson.oshit. i mean. really SHIT. so im still going to work. tiff.. im sorrie i cant go together with u all. arGhz. i slept the whole dae. woke up at 7plus onli to watch tv n haf dinner? watched tv till 8 plus n wen to nyp webby to do my statement of absence. the tupid internet cock up on mi. i spentlik half hr to fix it but stillcant. den 9 i wen to watatch tv. the show damned sad. denat 10 i tried my net again . finally it can. i did my statement of absence. and went to bath. and wat happens. my dad returns. screaming at mi thru the blardy door askin mi to faster cum out. sae why i always wait till he return den bath. wtf lor. as if i noe when u return lar. helloo? im sick . hell. cant u juz understand for a miN.! U FOOKER. kept screaming at mi i wanted to throw sumting at him. lik its my fault. fine. so everytings my fault. u arse. nothing's going well for mi . im so stressed . i wanna cry out loud. i juz wanna keep crying. oh. FARK. im nt toking any sense at all.
11:28 PM
ahhhh. im sososo tired. my legs are tired. juz now morning go sch... i todae wear skirt!! hahaaa.. first time ehz. today de weather so cold. brr. had the 1106 quiz juz now. haiz. sure fail de lor .. alot i leave blanks eh. haiiii. how...!! aniway aft sch go meet manda at blk B .. den wen to hospital with her to visit her grandma. so long nv c her le. den awhile later..i wen to work... gt tt new manager..frankie. he frm oc de !! but dun wan admit . hha. aniway .. was supposed to work with tt kenji todae de. den juz nw he nv cum.. we call him. he still sae... "i todae got work meh?" grr. but schedule got write his name ! den he told mi tt he told miki he got exam tml so cano work today. den miki also nv bother to change n get replacement or wat soever. grr. den dennis n jason nt free. bo bian lor. mi n david do closing onli . aRGhzx. daifuku got strawberry flavour de lewh!! haHAhz so kewt. initially nt so mani pple. kaoz den always last min . gt ppl cum in. den . DIAOZ lor. niu pi todae cooked alot food for us. heehee. he cooked the duno wat fried udon for david. spicy ramen with prawn n duno wat shell meat for mi. n auntie cooked sum soup. den gt tis slice of blueberry sponge cake left in e fridge.i ate it too. was hungry ma. bsides.. the cake is nice ! i lik the blueberryy.. keez. den duno hw cum got xtra unagi. i actually wan to eat aft finish closing de. but lik no time le. cuz everiting late le lor. those customers. >.< den in e end. i ta pao the unagi. den jux nw aft niu pi n ah chua finished their kitchen stuff they helped abit here n there lor. hengss.. but still late. i abit blur liaoz jus now. duhz. today nv sweep n mop floOr. david say dunnit? de sushi auntie todae lik abit nt happi wit mi towards the end lor. cuz i nearly droped the oil ting. but is nt mi wat... is the ting drop itself.. den got one more plate of sushi on the belt shenv take off.. den wen i giv her she tot is i wat, haiz, nvm lo. guess she kan chiong to go home bAh. wed goin work agAin.... !! tml gt 8am lesSon aRh.........
12:30 AM
Sunday, August 01, 2004
i've spent the whole day at home todae.. was supposed to go for youth prac.. but when i woke up .. i found myself having sore eyeS? my left eye onli. haiz. i stun lor. cuz initialy i nv care so much de .. den found my left eye irritating.. when to check. and realized it was red. duh. i oso dunno why lik tt .. den i remember... my contact lens !! i forgot to change... 1 month up le.. luckily is onli the left one.. cuz my right one tt time use awhile den the side break den i changeD .. my right one nt one month yet but left was over dued. duh. my eye was irritating mi .. so decided nt to go band. tbc was unhappy with mi i guess. but relly bo bians ma. nt like i wanted it de. >.< used com a while. ..den when to slp. woke up at 4 lik tt to hav my lunch. duh. tml got 1106 de quiz arhh !!!! dun feel lik studyin at all... shuckz. sumtimes i feel tt i haf so much tings to write in here .. but eeach time i open up my blog. my mind is at a loss. why why why. my eye is still irritatin mi. vision sumtimes blurred. but its nt so red le... aHhh. tml working aft scH. tis week work mon wed n thurs. sat im goin bintan yeh? im nt transferrin to thomson le.. miki said wat. transfer aihui. cuz she full timer?? i dun undstand wth she sayin. bleH. grr.. ! feel so irritated with everything !!
8:01 PM
its a sat todae ! met limay and liting at je at arnd 1 plus ...we go bt merah de pizza hut eat... sun bian find my ex manager.. =\ reached tt place he was lik busy lor .. so din wan to disturb him much .. we order our food le .. den got 25% disc ! heehz . and we had free 6 pcs drumlets. yummy. had a hawaiian pizza.. eat till so fuLl .. den we took bus actually wanted to go p.s. de .. den the bus passed by great woRld? and we alighted.. to go there walk arnd firsT .. there nt so mani shops to see lor . sians . and we took the bus to p.s. hahaz...we saw jiahui n zhaowen on the roads walking while we were in e bus .. n we called them to ka chiao em .. hee. reached there... finally ..we walked arnd.. took sum photos .. kaoX .. the machine sot sot de .. we took 2 times .. n twice we were so fed up wit it... grr . aniway... den i bought a tee. (. _. ) well. we wen to andersons at b2 to buy sum ice cream .. cuz liting had tt disc coupon ... den we ate it on e way we walked.. lm found out tt her wallet was missing... it dropped out frm lt's bag i guess. and we were lik searching for it ... but couldn find ..den we wen to the orchard police post to make a report... haiz. aniway... she's found it bak !!!!!! sum kind hearted soul picked it up .. and returned it to her personally .. bak to her hse. hahaz. heng lor.... hey peeps .. nx time muz take care of ur owN tinGs carefuLly. ..
2:36 AM
