Friday, April 29, 2005
saw sumone i dun intend to see.
dun feel lik blogging.
6:41 PM
Wednesday, April 27, 2005
busy busy busy.
spent more den 12 hrs in sch today. frm 9am till 10pm. haha. wonders nv cease. all cus of tt proposal. so mani amendments. kept changing. kept printing. hope tml's the last day we'll see of tt proposal. everyone's sick of it. gotta reach sch at 8 tml. gotta get sum slp. niteEsz.
1:14 AM
Sunday, April 24, 2005
caught in a fix.
lost.
i'm sorry.
10:41 PM
came for a short entry.
im stressed out.
lack of sleep.
argHsz.
yesterday was the firs day of our orientation planning... all e skeleton of e proposals to b done..we were all rushing work..rushing each other.. so kanchiong lik madd...im in e games committee... must think of games... ahh!! aniway today morning went bak to sch to finish the discussion of games.. cus alot of our games nt enuff to complete the 30 criteria the seniors wanted .. was so damn tired e whole while..culdnt concentrate much .. sorry peeps. stayed till 3... i left at 3 while e others stayed on .. cus had to go for band... wen for band .. today combine with baNd b ... the sound at firs was... i dunno. noisy? but later ok liao.. abit bu xi guan see so mani ppl.. there were 20plus frm their side.. n duno how mani frm ours la. so is BIG lor. blehSx. so tireed till i can fall asleep in band manz... aft band went to boon lay there eat with mr tan n tbc... he ordered one plate of lalas n sotongs share .. we see le stuNN..haha .. den eat le sittin there tok... suddenly saw mr ng ... so he came join us... sit there tok tok... den mr tan sent us hm le ..
ahhh... tis whole month gonna be so stressed n tired .... holiday lik nt holiday.. machiam everyday go bak sch .... the orientation tingy plus band .... n sum ppl still can say sarcastic stuffs lor.
oh.
watever.
since he wana tink tt way.
1:03 AM
Thursday, April 21, 2005
back frm camp !! onli been 3 days but so tiring...but its definetly fun ..n challenging. heh. came home with aches all over my body.. esp my thighs ... the muscles there very pain.. cus we've been running abt alot the past 3 days ... and under the hot sun ... so im sunburnt nw.. haha... one thing i like. =p hmm. lets start with the first day ..
went there .. so suay. wear my track shoe for less den 2 hrs n the sole gave way.. hahahaha. so had to change to sandals. guess its cos my shoe long time no wear le ba. had abit of time for lunch .. but guess i din hf the appetite to eat.. so jus sat there watiing for time to pass.. den the camp sir came n tok to us .. is sir kelvin .. but jus call him sir lo .. he is a very funny person... played ice breaker games.. den we were separated into our grps.. i was in grp3.. we named ourselves superman .. cus each grp name mus b of a movie title .. and haf 3 syllabus.. haha... leader was andrew.. a farni n daring guy too... the camp de ppl all mixed of it..bi..mit n ei ppl .. gt a ex-peps girl in my grp.. weifang.. wich is manda's ex class mate.. hahaha. dina they all werent in my grp.. all separated. blah. den played games n till dinner time .. had dinner. dinner was packet rice. in fact all the meals were. ate abit onli. den we had nite game.. it was like a trial ...also duno hw to xplain here .. hmm .. bathed at 12 plus .. 1 lik tt .. i was in the 2nd batch to bathe .. n we had time limit .. so everyone had to rush rush rush ... nv in my life had i bathed so fast b4.. haha. slept in tutorial rms ...
nx morning woke up had brekfast n started our activity.. called Campus Gyro ... each grp had to break into 2 grps.. so altogether instead of 8 grps.. nw had 16 grps .. den there were 10 stations for each grp.. sum sort of lik treasure hunt.. mus find the ting in the clue .. den finish the task in each station .. n when we arrive n leave the station mus greet the station master /mistress whu is our seniors ... n shout the cheer.. sum station de task is easy while sum difficult...the game is all arnd the whole sch lor ... so its like so mani crazy ppl running round the whole sch searching for sumting stationary.. jus haf to tell the ans to the seniors.. den if the task canot finish..gt punishment.. we had one punishment where we had to run frm level 2-level 6 in 3 mins time.. den shout the cheer frm level 6 for the senior to listen..den she say ok le .. den go level 5 shout .. go level 4 shout .. and so on till level 2. den did alot pushups too .. total my grp completed 9 stations out of 10 .. and this whole game lasted frm 9am -6pm ... the whole day liao...haa.. and the whole 3 days.. we werent supposed to use lifts or escalatoors.. onli can use stairs.. so we were either running/walking up or down e stairs.. haiz. train our leg lor. den at nite aft dinner had a dart game.. wich was the las grp game.. n the grp wich had the lowest score had to do forfeit. n suay suay ... was my grp!!!!!!! we all had to eat sumting.. bread filled with biscuits..chocs.. n WASABi.. yuck. and is nt all stand together eat ... is one by one go up there n stand up eat in frnt of everyonee... nearly threw up .. face turned damn red.. so HOT!!!!!! lik gt firE lik tt. then the seniors were providing bottles of water for us.. n everyone were being entertained by us. bLEhsz. den we chose 2 leaders for us the whole grp.. wich was andrew n tricia.. n had a water game .. n tt was the end of e day.. everyone stinking lik bleh. bathed at arnd 2.. again .. was in 2 nd batch to bathe .. suay suay suay . so damn tired. fell rite asleep.
3rd day.. morning kena torture..run in n out of tutorial rm to assemble taking in n out tings... den did leg raises .. my leg canot tahan... haiz. weak me. den had another game ... is each grp guess wat identity the senior take.. den had to go thru a trail.. each grp is diff de.. my grp is jus had to throw in a small green ball into a pail 50 times n run abt the stairs there. nt easy leh. we failed alot times. so did pushups. frm level 4 ran to level2 shout cheer n ran up again. den tried 3 times b4 we succeded. den we wen bak to level 6..we were the firs grp to accomplish ..gt one grp had to do jumping jacks 50 times.. each time mus shout out .. but anyting related to 7 mus be quiet.. dey did alot times.. and still gt other grps de.. duno wat their task is la.. we onli had 2hrs to complete everything.. but exceeded by 53 mins... den had to do 17 casualties... wich is they were paraalysed waist dwn..n we had to carry them frm level 6 dwn e stairs to level3 den walk thru e garden dden up to level6 again... in a stated time .. canot let their leg or butt touch the ground .. or haf to start all over again .. den we asked for 1.5 hrs to do it ... sir said tt the time will onli start when the las casualty was being carried ... den even when the 1st one reach liao the time nt up yet canot put dwn .. cus we mus finish rite on e dot 1.5 hrs... we 'hai le zi ji ' ... nv tink .. asked for 1.5 hrs... i waS assigned to carry a guy with sum others.. lucki he nt tt heavy ...but still..is xin ku.. den tt time the scene veri hectic.. also duno hw to xplain here.. anyone wanna noe can ask mi .. haHaha. we wanted to carry on de .. but gt one guy .. tink gt sum medical prob.. so everyting was stopped... but we belief we cld haf done it .. as a whole team.. yeah.. by tt time my whole right hand was trembling frm tt carrying .. had lunch at 3plus.. but din haf appetite. or shld i say .. din haf appetite the whole camp.. cldnt eat properly too ... whole body aching .. so onli ate afew bites. din feel hungry though. den had debrief.. n brek camp le.. tml goin bak to sch for orientation preparation.. its gonna b a busy month ... my whole body's aching.. oh yeh . and i lost 2kg !! haHAHAHA!
5:40 PM
Monday, April 18, 2005
so so tired... finally finished packing for the ogl camp im going to tml... dun miss mi peeps .~ hahahaz. today had band lik normal .. nx sun no band prac.. is havin a meeting .. den we havin combine band prac on sat nite wit the youth band B ... wonder how they r lik ... blehsz. aft band went to mit ky they all at marina for steamboat.. eat until so fuLL leh... fat liao.. yesterday bbQ at uncle hse wit my relatives ... den today steamboat... tml go camp le.. haisss ..fei arhhh... aft e steamboat wen hm le ... cus zt's mum wanted her bak early cus of sch tml ... ahh.. tml camp le ... scared leh. i keep tinking of things i forgotten to bring or wat de... haha..
1:49 AM
Friday, April 15, 2005
wen out today wit manda.. zw n jh.. afternoon wen to west coast park wit zw and manda .. we were all hopin to cycle there ... cus i remembered there was this bicycle rental ting ... but when we reached there .. cldnt find it ... asked arnd .. and were told it closed 6 months ago. hais. so .. instead of cycling ... we ended up in mcCafe .slacking and eating the triple decker sandwich n blueberry cheezecake n drinkin sum drinks. hah. fat. later on .. went to je to play pool for awhilE.. and went yishun to mit jiahui...initially the atmosphere veri tense.. cus of sum reasons .. den later ok le ... ate dinner at one of the coffeshops in yishun and den went to causeway pt walk arnd .. blar blar blar. nv felt so happy for so long le .. but there was still tis ting pondering inside of mi.. which i will not reveal here.
1:11 AM
Wednesday, April 13, 2005
maths paper finally over.. aft wat seemed lik a long time . hai. sure am gonna FLUNK maths real badly. left alot blank. and those tt i did ..some is write nonsense... dunno if correct anot even ..haiz. went home aft the paper jus nw feeling dejected .. n there was tis weirdo in the bus.. an indian going arnd asking ppl if they haf i duno wat. cus he din ask mi. cus i was on the fone. was so scared. luckily he alighted earlier den mi.. haiz. nw exams r over.. duno wat to do...dun feel happy at all.. in fact feel a bit of emptiness within mi .. heard tt hy gt silver ...n... they arent very happy ?? duno the whole story yet ... but ... at least they maintained the silver n nt get a bronze or cop lor.. so hy peeps .. cheer up kaex.. cus i noe u all were hoping for gold ... well.. can always try harder the nx round ...
suddenly haf the urge to go cycling .. blading .. swmmin..joggin.. but i duno how to cycle .. can anyone teach mi.. ???? and anyone wants to go bladin and all tt with mi ??? = (
10:25 PM
Tuesday, April 12, 2005
gonna blog a short one .
vb paper over today .. was ... duno how to say. hais . gt diagrams duno how to draw.. jus aga aga anyhow .. sianx . haizzzzz. den wen j8 wit fel n tiff study maths together wit weixuan .. she teach us ... hais. but still very unsure... haiz. tml is the worst paper. gonna die in the exam hall tml le .. haiz.. tml also huayi de syf... wish them gd luck ..... get a gold back .. waiting for their news tml ..
11:02 PM
Friday, April 08, 2005
dcn finally over today. am so damn freaking sleepy n tired.
stayed up e whole nite las nite studying dcn. trying to get the friggin facts in. yes. i stayed up e whole nite. tot i wld go for a short nap at 4 n wake up at 5 to continue.. but once i closed my eyes n laid on my bed.. saw the dcn notes filtering thry my mind.. cldnt sleep also though i was tired throughout. so.. dint slp at all the whole nite.. in e train on e way to sch also canot slp. yes i was tired but i felt veri much awake. kept tinking tt i wld flunk my paper today. but... surprisingly.. tis sem's paper easier den the pas yr ppaer i printed.. but still .. 12 marks gone .. left undone. duno how to do. bah. gave uP and left e examination hall .. went out to mit e other gurLs to compare our ans .. i gt quite a number wrong ans .. haiz. the idiotic lecturer gave us the tips nt zhun one ... study for nth those tips he gave us ... arghSSzz. now i dunno if i'm gonna flUNk or pass tis dCn paper. haiz. aft tt .. wen mac to eat brekfast n wait for weixuan come teach us maths... she teach till quite gd ba.. den we were on e way hme... sumhow we gt the idea to go DFS for job interview.. wich led us to orchard... very tired le .. but kena pulled dere too.. haha. walked at far east for awhile while waitin for the interview time at 2pm .. den we went DFS inside see ... it dropped our interest.. so we all decided nt to go for e interview.. den tiff n xt wanted to find chocolate shop to work in .. so wen to scotts n paragon de.. paragon de finding.. but dun wan student.. den we sat there for awhilE...n go hme ler.. was so damn tired throughout .. called my dad ask him where he was .. if i cld get a ride frm him aft his lesson.. n true enuff.. he jus finish his lesson .. so went to redhill to mit him .. n go hm ... so tired le .. wanna zzz le ... tues still gt asp arh.. but now the feeling like exam already over le..haha..
11:23 PM
Wednesday, April 06, 2005
die arhs ... java today first paper .. cham liaoz . so damn difficult lor...
HAIS at firs .. i open the paper. . tot the format will b the same as las yr de ... but ... sad to say.. its slightly different!!!!!!! or shld i say.. VERi? aRghzxx .. den i jus do lor .. even the mCqs seemed so tricky. time passed by so fasT .. slowly one by one left... see the hall so empty liao start to panic ... mind was in a whirl .. so i faster finished uP my paper .. gave up. and left the seat. cldnt tink anymore .. killer paper . i'm gonna fail it for sure .. hai.
DCN's on friday
11:43 PM
its 1.37 am . just a few more hrs to go till my first paper.
hais.
dunno if i can take it anot..
been studying..
and nothing relly gets into my head.
one word: cham.
1:37 AM
Monday, April 04, 2005
so so so tired..........
12:00 AM
Saturday, April 02, 2005
so tired.
yeh. today was april fools day.. amanda n jun ming tried foolin mi tt jun ming got into hospital aft a car accident.. but .. i was smart enuff to expose them .. hahahA!!!!!! see this u 2 ? hehehe. xinyi smart liao okies ...
anyway .. today morning woke up realy early .. went to ky's hse mit her go giant mit the rest buy bbq stuff .. while slacking in her rm .. dear came n was shocked to c mi there .. he jus woke up .. haha.. see his blur look relly veri farnie.. =X den we wen to imm meet jasmine n alvin n kimsua buy e stuff ... buy le i wen off to sch for java .. was late.. raining so heavily while i was walkin to sch ... nearly tripped n fell. bah. ms chan wen thru the java n vb paper with us .. arthur gt come also .. he dyed his fringe again .. bleached.. dunno exam hall he can go in anot .. hah.. den arthur go there dunno is to do wat de.. lik nt study one.. in e end run errands for us ..again. haha.. but i feel tt we din reelly study as hard as we did last yr leh .. hai. looks lik im gonna fail my java. den took pix wit ms chan .. n sum funny pics.. hahah... aft tt .. i took train to bedok .. initially wanted to take 401 to the east coast park there. . so dun haf to wait for the costa sands shuttle bus for soo long. but i go to the bus interchange .. wait so long.. no bus 401 come ..den i sit dwn wait .. gt tis malay guy come sit bside mi .. den at e same time a woman sat dwn beside him .. i tot was his fren or smth .. her back was facing mi.. so i cldnt relly guess out ... and tt malay guy was damn blardy irritating. or shld i say.. INSANE. he kept tokin n toking in malay.. like chanting lik tt .. lik scoldin ppl lik tt .. den initially i tot he was tokin to his fren aka the woman bside him whose back was facing me.. and the malay guy cldnt stop tokin... he either looked at mi or the woman or in front of him when he toked.. i was feeling veri irritated liaoz.. cus 1. i was so damn hungry
2. the stupid bus i was waiting for wasnt there yet
3. the stupid idiotic malay guy kept toking i wanted to slap him
den the woman who i tot was his fren .. stood up .. turned n faced him and gave him a dirty n irritated look. and so i realized tt woman was a chinese. a total stranger to tt malay guy. so at tt point did i realized i was sitting beside a guy tokin to himself all the time. i was feelin veri tired.. so i jus continued sitting till i felt very irritated liao .. i stood up n wait for e bus. aft like .. 45 mins of waitin .. i decided to ask the information counter at e bus interchange. and they told mi tt 401 onli operates on saturdays n sundays !!!!!!!!! what a fool ive been waitin for a non existent bus for 45 mins . and sittin bside a lunatic for nothin at my own risk. n starving myself at e same point. arghs. felt so mad at tt time i stormed off .. n took a cab dwn to ecp. dint even bother to spend any more time waitin for the costa sands shuttle bus. ha. n the stupid cab fare cost mi $5.10. damn tt stupid caab driver. dun even noe where is costa sands. felt lik strangling myself at tt moment... arghs. reached there.... was so damn hungry can faint .. kept lookin for food to eat.. cus they still settin up the fire.. luckily gt sum be3ehoon they fried .. hahaz ... so eat lor.. quite nice anyway.. is ky's jie zuo. den the fire ok liao .. so theres yummy food .. hahhaz.. din help to cook much tis time .. jus sit there n eat .. den today sunbian celebrate tai ge's birthday.. they bought strabgerry cake.. hha.. so ... strawberry ! played a trick on him .. jus nw morning we bought relighting candles .. so he canot finish blowin the candles..hehe .. so farnieee.... hmm.. den slacked abit there... wanted to stay overnite together wit the rest.. but lik abit sian .. duno wat to do .. so in e end decided to go home .. left ecp at 1am wit ky n jz ... n they sent mi hm .. haha... n nw im here .. waitin for my hair to dry ..
2:53 AM
