its just ... xy

Friday, September 30, 2005
boohoo.
today was supposed to go escape wit my cousins n aunt .. den jus nw went..my uncle drove us there ... den wen we were walking towards escape.. were tinking y so quiEt.. in e end... my aunt see wrong date!! her free ticket one for dunno wat family day..is not today ... is OCTOBER 29 ...nt sEPT 29 .. hai.. made a wasted trip.. haha..to tink my cousin was so xcited abt it .. n summore the whole escape nt open ... cus its a weekday.. they oni open on weekends.. hahas... so in e end we took bUs to whitesands.. shopping.. my aunt bought 2 necklaces.. den wen gio haf a look..cus havin 30%* storewide .. saw tis really nice 3/4 .. told her.. n she say buy for me. woohoo. so i gained a paiR of 3/4s... she also bought one for herself..but in a lighter shade of brown... gEEEE. n tt pair of 3/4 no 30% lo... cus new arrivaL... eee bluff pple wan. so misleading. blehs. den walk upstair abit... n go hm le..cus tml sheryL haf sch in morning.. hees. at whitesands .. saw SO many ns ppl... wearing their uniform.. with the cap n bag and all. and ALL were eating macdonaldss ice cream. i walked past mac.. n saw inside... at the counter there... bombarded with ALL ARMY GREEN clothed ns guys. wats wrong with them huh? aft training come out MUST go eat mac ice cream isit.. its lik all gather there to buy the ice cream lo .. n is the 25c ice cream cone.. i see liao wan to LAUGH OUT LOUD. like they own mac ... like... mac is their gathering n eating place.. hahahaha. REALLY . bLehs.

12:49 AM


Thursday, September 29, 2005
blogger is so weird today. bah. nvm. anyway today is the 4th day of holiday le! so sian ! still canot find any job. isit my fate or wat ?? grr. slack slack slack is all i've been doing these past 4 days. i wanna go out. i wanna watch movies. i wanna blade. i wanna learn hw to cycle. i wanna go swimming. i wanna go sentosa. i wanna tan myself. i wanna shop. i wanna slim down. i wanna FIND A JOB! so many wannas. haiz. but no one do these with me. all is either busy with bfs, work, sch, other stuffs. GRRR. its nt nice being 18, i just realised. i miss my cousin, qi. but. hais. later tonite going escape with my cousin sheryl n darren n my aunt. she gt xtra free tic. den ask mi go. was quite reluctant. but. haiya. go lor. since nothing to do. n i'm already abit sick of maple liao. dunno hw some pple like yc can play n play n play without getting sick n bored of it. >.< did some grocery shopping jus nw.. n wat i bought was mostly... cup noodles n potato chips. yes. in case i lazy to go out to buy food when i hungry for lunch. tink im gonna go fat fat fat. hais.

4:08 PM


Tuesday, September 27, 2005
bitchy bitch.

3:13 AM


Saturday, September 24, 2005
lalala. had a long day today. yest was the AGM ...it was lik a wat u call investiture in sec sch baH?? bAHss. had all those videos n stuffs..see liao so nice.. haha.. den...new exco was chosen..i was one of them..unxpected right. and i'm in pub team.. yea..hmm.. but i've gotta admit one ting.. i've nv done pub b4.. xcept mayb helpout some times.. so..i'm considered a noobie in pub bah..aft e agm.. wen to orchard wit pat they all .. walk arnd... ate dinner.. den went home le ..was in heels the whole day.. leg wanna break le. today morning 8am had to reach sch .. had this so called 'training' .. woke up at 7.. was late le.. so asked mi dad to fetch mi to sch ... he lik a bit nt happy. -____- anyway.. had mass brekfast at mac.. den arnd 9plus wen up to level6 .. had tis intro abt ourselves.. a more ...closer one.. so tt we cld get to noe each other better.. some were funny .. some were touching... yea. i din noe wad to say abt myseelf. cus lik.. there's so much to say.. but yet there's nth to say lik tt... mind was in a blank. guess my nervousness was acting up bah. haf to work on tt more. haha. the intro parts took lik.. 2-3 hrs ba.. longer den the seniors xpected.. den played a game... called locker game ... where we had to move as a locker with the combi no.. kept restarting.. but .. not bad lah.. it looks easy...but its nt at all easy lor. but we succeeded~ haha. den finish le..another day den continue wit the training..but nt sure when..later tt jus slacked outside e clubrm.. hm. haf to admit im quite lost when im there.. cus ... felt a bit left out at times bah. but it was a lil better aft e games part.. wen off to meet manda they all at lakeside.. den we wen to marnia bay eat steamboat ... woo. whole day nv eat.. den ate the steamboat. yummy. nice.. but the place... HOT lah. n aft we ate ..we smelled of steamboat.. haha..den went to marina sQuare.. walk arnd..de air con there so shiOk. haha.. let loose myself today.. was totally crAzy.. making stupid lame jokes at things wich they found not funny but i myself found veri funny. -__- but its always the case. and i noe they love me for tt. hahahaha. sound mushy? go bang ur head against the wall den. HAH. guess i can oni be TT crazy when im wit my sec sch ppl... =\

11:23 PM


Thursday, September 22, 2005
ahh. i jus blogged an entry.
fooked up blogger.
i shant repeat wat i blogged.
but.
exams are over.
yeah?
no yeah

11:06 PM


i noe. i should be studying java right now. its 12.40AM liao.
but i realy don feel like studying java . hate it. seeing the book makes mi wanna pUKE.

SAVE ME~~

12:40 AM


Thursday, September 15, 2005
blog blog blog.
had my first paper today.. tcp/ip. tot it was gonna b easy to study ..den las min wanna study .. gt so mani distractions. haha. but i tink i finally manage to pull thru.. with staying up e whole nite to study.. oni getting 1hr of slp. bLEhs. .but still..some questions forget hw to ans.... *_* aft the exam today.. wen to haf breakfast while waiting for java tutorial to begin... begin tt time so damn tired... kept dozing off.. haiz. came hm .. and wanted to sleep. but was awakened by a phone call from california fitness. saying i got myself a free membership cus of joel...he workin there or smth.. at firs i din blief.. tot joel n his frens were playing a joke on mi ..cus las time they did this often..but later tt ... i checked... its true la. went online and check the no. of california fitness ... tallied with the no. which called me. seems tt joel is working there now. O.o n his frens in his fonebk get to haf a free trial membership. something lik tt. blah. and im supposed to go collect the card tml. but i haf to go dwn to huayi in e aftnoon to pass tan the posters.. n go aunt may's hse stay over.. sat gt bbQ... bleh. duno can change day to take e card anot. still quite unbliefable. im tired! and nw i cant seem to get bak to sleep. still got 3 more papers to gO... and i'M done.. dunno wat to do with JAVA.... hAiz. every semester's probLem.

7:09 PM


Wednesday, September 14, 2005
study! study!
START STUDYING!!

*serious mode

12:02 PM


Monday, September 12, 2005
i hav to really START studying.. !
first exam is on thurs.
arGHs. can post pone to a week latEr?
bLEhaa..but i cant seem to study in tcp/ip .. haiii.
im cookin dinner tonite!! hahaha

5:06 PM


Sunday, September 11, 2005
feeling very fed up n depressed. but i dunno wats the reason behind it all.
i dun even noe why i am feeling like tt. funny right.
laugh den.
i don care already.
in a bad mood now.
feel tt no one cares.
friends. where are they when u really nit them.
they are gone. zilch. far far away.
they call themselves ur frens?
back off my 'frens'
stop being such hypocritical moronic morons.
feel like i wanna cry already.
i shall shut up now, for the time being.

1:20 AM


Thursday, September 08, 2005
haiz. yesterday was presentation... was it ok?? hah. don't really noe. dun wanna care anymore. this morning 11 went to amk mac mit them to study .. chancf taught us subnetting n stuffs. really owe her alot. felt so stupid. den at 4..wen to sch for the java test. dunno hw to do.wats new. den went home. on e train was tinking but lots of stuffs. haiz.
realized guys... they r 2 -sidedd creatures.. in frnt of their frens they can be so goofy n obnoxiously irritating n stuffs.. but in frnt of their girl, they are completely another person. like..more sensible.. quiet .. and .. i dunno. its just a totally 360degree change. haiz.
isit so impt to be attached? dun relly understand ppl nowadays .. jus nw on the way hm in the train..there was tis couple..so damn ER XIN can. they were hugging like there is no tomorrow. please lor. this is a PUBLIC place. nt ur bedrm.. summore the girl so damn... yUCkky. lik those typical bugis street girls. but more er den tt. no offense.
i haf so much to say. but i dunno how to start.
feel so depressed.

7:43 PM


Tuesday, September 06, 2005
i haf so much to blog about. but.
i'm lazy.
hee

oh yea. just cut my hair.
and it looks so weird frm in front.
ahhh

10:48 PM


Sunday, September 04, 2005
trust.no.one.

2:42 AM


Friday, September 02, 2005
si limah. smelly limah. i hate her! she's so damn farking biased. she's supposingly to b our project module supervisor. but is she helping us on e way to do our project? NO! she's helping us to FAIL our project. damn her. we from bweginning do wrong liao she nv tell us. nv even BOTHER to tell us a single ting. make us do wrong right from the start. den nw den we noe..thanks to wenyong. we owe u one izit!!!? si limah. once she hate a person, she will try to make u fail ur project. damn SUAY to get her. she's a biased person. if she like u . den she lik u. if she don lik u.. tts it. u'r a goner in her class for the rest of the sem. FARk!! den today in lab ... she walked and tell almost everyone abt presentation tt day must do wat.. but did she come to our side and tell us wat to do? NO. she walked past us tens of thousands of times. and yet not once did she bother to come and tell us. like purposely wan to let us noe how much she hate us. still look at us in our direction lor. confirm on purpose de. DAMN YOU. well. let mi tell u this. i'm glad tt tis term is gonna end soon. cus we don haf to face YOU. BITCH anymore.

12:41 PM


some people are just such BITCHES.

11:39 AM


Thursday, September 01, 2005
i'm so freaking pissed at my dad. long time ago, i told him my mp3 player was spoilt. abit sot. told him abt the creative zen micro wich i was interested in.. 5Gb.. $399. yeah. he said ok. den after some time.. he din make any moves.. so i dropped a few hints. n he told mi there was gonna be a it fair in sept. so fine. i waited till sept. for the IT fair. the COMEX fair. which is NOW. and now? he says he has no money. fark. blood hell. when u promised someone something.. it isnt veri nice to go back on ur promise lik tt. esp if she's ur daughter. u make her lose her trust on u. u make her hate u for lying . its always lik tt. the stupid comex is oni for 4 days. 1st-4th today is 2nd liao. sat sun he nt free. wat the fuck lah. den sae no money. fuck it. u say its exp. but pls lor. just THINK. the size of the mp3 is 5Gb . and it nt oni acts as a mp3...also haf mani other functions such as calendar.. organizer.. bla bla... like 'bao ka liao' n its oni 399.. nt 500 plus 600 plus. wat u expect? wld u rather buy a mp3 wich is cheap n spoils in no time.. or get a good one once n for all to avoid buying again and again nx time? damn. den my mum. also another veri good liar. last time tell her i want to find job, cus i dun wan to always spend her money when i wan to buy my own stuffs like clothes, presents etc. n i wld veri much prefer to hav my own income coming into my bank every month. also, i wun haf so much time to slack. but no. she wldn't hear of it letting mi find a job, saying it wld affect my studies and sorts. she summore claimed tt she wld put in $50 in my bank acc for mi every month, on top of tt .. my weekly allowance wld b $50.. den watever i wan to buy she buy for mi. TOK COCK. sometimes the clothes i wan to buy she herself tink nt nice den dun wan to buy. wth man. wat the fook did she claim earlier on. aRGH!! den now say no money. no money no money. if really no money den u still can buy those bo liao stuffs for urself? TOK cOCK laH!!!!! FARK man.!!!!!!!!!!!!! all parents lie!

11:33 PM



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