Friday, April 28, 2006
liking a person doesnt mean u want to be with him.
11:41 PM
i am so pissed.
do i haf the right to be pissed?
should i be pissed?
CAN i be pissed?
since u can do whatever u want .
CAN I BE PISSED?
fuck.
12:19 AM
Wednesday, April 26, 2006
my brother is a horriGIble boy.
his hamster no more water.
den he nv bother abt it.
he nv care abt it.
den the hamster.
so kelian.
kip biting the bottle the sucking water tt area.
there got the ball thingy one right.
den so noisy.
i was watching tv.
n i tot it was biting on the cage grills .
but when i go over to see!
it so kelian.!
keep on biting the bottle. trying to drink water.
and the bottle is EMPTY!
NOT EVEN A SINGLE DROP OF WATER!
HORRIBLE RIGHT.
@$#%$#%$^&^%&%@
12:18 AM
Sunday, April 23, 2006
many tots running thru my mind...
-fucked up-
11:21 PM
Saturday, April 22, 2006
yesterday had onli 2 hrs of comm skills lesson till 12...
initial plan was to go hm slp aft tt n den later evening go mit kaiyan n zhiting for dinner ..
but .. in the end ...
was in school till 5 lidat den leave lah..
at clubrm there slacking .. also dunno why.
hha.
was so damn hungry.. stomach grumbling away in lessons ..
i tot it was my hp vibrating.. haha
den most of us ta paoed food up to clubrm..open the table
and eat outside lah..
rickson came back to sch to eat lunch during his lunch time hr...
he having attachment nw mah... sch food so nice to eat meh ?!?
haha..
den he came up lv6 to find mi tok ..
and bun chin and junhao came to my sch today!
they still having holidays mah.. den they acc yunshan to haf lecture..
after which they came up lv 6 find me .. talk...
and of cus u all noe bunchin.. he likes to crap there for duno hw long..
den they left le ...
den i at clubrm duno do waat till 5 lidat leave with peishan ..
go hm 6 plus liao .. faster change n all ..
was supposed to mit them 7pm at je ..
but again..i was late la.. 7.20 lidat den reach ..
den we went suntec to eat ...
wanted to eat fish n co..but long queue..
so go nydc..
ooh.. my first time eating nydc.. the menu lik all pasta..
at first i duno wat to eat..
den chose destiny's child..
haf ham.. mushrms..n in tomato sauce..
gt choice of pasta or rice..
chose pasta la..
ky n zt ate mushrms n ham ...
which is the same as mine jus tt their sauce is garlic sauce..
zt chose rice.. n ky ..pasta..
and when the food arrived.. i tink they forgot my order lah.. -___-
den soO damn hungry..
we eat lo..so nice..
so much cheese ...
i like!
and.. haha... tried zhiting's rice... also quite nicce..
den we ate dessert .. ordered 2 dessert to share....
one is cheesecake de... and one brownie..
den the cheesecake de gt choc sauce.. so nice lor.
hehe.
eat liao wan to 10 already...shops also closing soon. .
den we took escalator up..
saw the open space area there .. nike BIRD got SALE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! summore is 50% !!! ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. but they close liao .
shit.
and beside it.,. is giordano de... the products there is brought in frm china n hk de.. cus gt the price tag of hk n china.. haha... bought a junior sweater for onli 10bucks.. and a roll up shorts for 15..
hehehe. nice nice.
oh yeah. earlier on when we walk past adidas shop ..
saw this very very very (x1000 times ) nice blue shoulder bag... !
its exactly wat im looking for.. big enuyff.. and the shoulder strap not too short.. is long..
so very nice can !
i love it.
i'm aiming for it.
so pple.
pls dun steal my idea!!
hahahahahaha.
i tink got orange one lah. but i not sure leh.
cus this bag has the matching blue beach wallet.
n i saw orange for the wallet too .
dunno lah.
hee.
tml audition..
i tink im backing out again.
super no confidence. =\
7:56 PM
Wednesday, April 19, 2006
time check. 12.26pm.
i am so tired lah..
haiz...
im so hungry too... very very very hungry ..
now at sports hall using theodore's laptop ..
haha ..or esle im going to be bored to deaTh..
but i tink the batt gonna run out soon .. yiks.
anyway.
finished sch at 11 today ... actually shld be finish at 3 ...
but got one tut and lec is e mode ..
so had 2 hrs of lec today la ..
slping almost all the way lah.
hais. i veri tired.
so finish 11 lors.
den come sports hall do my booth duty ..
ctually i tink we excos lik no one bother abt doing the booth de ..
hais.
anyway .
later tt going hm to slp liao
i cannot go on lik this everyday lah.. slp during lesson ...
yr 3 very impt le ..
haiiiiiiiii.
waiting for sharon now for her lesson to end.. haf lunch together..
n go home.
sleep.
tralaaa.
12:28 PM
Monday, April 17, 2006
first day bak at school today. .
had lec at 9 am ...
is tt idiotic eunice aNg .. don relly lik her lor..
den 10 de tut is e ...
so went for brekfast wif xt and the rest ... cus heng heng this modulE same as them mahj..
den had another 1 hr break till 12...
met up with arthur at mac ... and kokmun...
suddenly it felt lik a big reunion..
haha..den 12 went for lab ... but!!!
we sit in the lab waiting .. but the teacher never came .
and the coms were all ... un-useable.
HORRIBLE.
den its like..end of sch for me today ... cus
the last 3 hr of tut were E !!
hahahahaha.
den went to clubrm with cher..
and acc her to sports hall help her do the netball booth ...
had alot trouble doing it la..
and the sports hall so damn freaking hot can ... !
the ogls were doing the sit booth ..
hakim n hongwee came to help for awhile with the netball booth...
den suddenly they disappeared ! -______-
BUT!
mi n chher managed to finish doing it... haha!
finish liao was so damn tired... wen bak to clubrm ..
slacked there awhile...
n went hm with sharon cher drew n nas la...
first day of sch so tired liao ... alamaks...
10:05 PM
Saturday, April 15, 2006
long day today ...
morning woke up earli earli to go hospital for blood test ...
mum so kanchiong lor ... say wan to go early ... be the first when they opoen at 8..
den when we reach de hospital de clinic nt even OPEN lor ..
8.30 den open...
diaozd.
so we went to the food court to slack fris ..
den when time liaos .. go take blood test.. n went hme ..
but b4 tt .. .bought BK breakfast hjome..yummy.
so long no eat BK de brekfast le ..
hees .
den faster make the sandwiches supposed to bring to the picnic.....
got ham ..egg..cucumber.. cheese.. butter.. tomato..lettuce ..
A LOT INGREDIENT RIGHT!?
they ask mi prepare with tis ingredients.. den when i put the ingredients totgether with the sandwich .. its so FAT.
and esp with the tomato... when i cut into half de sandwich ...
the tomato will drop out..
so pek cek lor.
so the sandwiches in the end i make mixed de... some gt this .. some gt tt.. haha..
den went to manda hse dwnstair mit her n eddie ..
took cab dwn to westcoast..
we waited a long time for a cab... and the stupid cab driver took a long route. -___-
zt.. serene n chokfong was arlready there when we reached.. den we started eating ..
got sanwiches.. fishballs n cut fruits by manda... eddie's chickenwings.. zt's agargar... n serene's titbits plus softdrinks. took some pics .. n they played kite flying .. i tried too .. played awhile n got bored of it ... saw this cute lil baby kiddo ... haha ... and this 3 dogs ... same pattern one ...they were tied together .. den they walk together.. one straight row... with the owners behind ... SO CUTE can! den the owners let go and let them run all arnd the field!! i almost went crAzy . hahahah. a lot food left ... n we were lk complaining full liaos ... so started playing blackjack ... who lose mus eat one item.. haha ... and i kept losing lo! so i had to kip eating .. shit mans. den we changed to playing daidee.. i also kip losing la .. den it showed signs of raining ... so we quickly find shelter .. go hide under it .. and regained our game... played heart attack .. hha. but lik no really heart attack... den we played bluff.. for a while..den my dad came ... n fetched mi to aunt may's hse for dinner ... but too full liao lah. . haha
tml audition... i still dunno wan to audition anot.. i am damn confused whether i really want to go for the audition... i haf no confidence..im afraid.. i feel lik such a coward. hais .
and my body is itchy liek siao nw lor... the skin start to peel liaos..
really itchy lik nv itch b4 .. apply powder also no use.. i scared is some kind of infection or wat.. and i dun dare to tell my mum .. hais.
hao fan ah.
11:16 PM
Tuesday, April 11, 2006
im burnt.
haha.
yeah.
had sentosa outing with the ogls yesterday ...
met up with cher earlier to go there to suntan first..
say wan to mit at 9.. 1 hr earlier then them ...
but in the end we met at 10 instead cus cher's bus gt jam..
den i also left my hse late..haha..
and off we went to sentosa... found a spot on the beach n started tanning ourselves..
den it started to rain a lil... so we wen to the shelter which was luckily.. jus behind us..
the rain stopped subsequently .. and we continued tanning..
hmm.. wen to find the rest later on ..
played frisbee.. went in to the water .. went to kayak ..
den some of them checked into the chalet which they booked for 2day 1 nite..
we wen to the chalet arnd evening time.. bathed..
and sat down there watching the ogls throw ppl in to the pool... damn noisy..
they were having bbQ... but also lik veri messy .. cus so mani ppl ...
so some of us jus sat there n stoned..look arnd .. see wat the others are doing ..
some ppl left.. nv overnite.. i was tinking if i shld overnite anot..
den in the end decided to overnite ... shane was so cute can .. he dunno for wat reason..
go in to the pool when he dunno hw to swim .. n managed to lose his specs in the pool..
and everyone was in the search for his specs.. haha..
was damn hungry den.. went 7-11 for cup noodles with nat.. andrew n xavier.. den we sat at the nice nice stairs to eat n crap...
after which we went bak ... had some canadian pizzA...
n ws started this scenario game... we were too noisy la.. the guy there .. tink is the manager la.. come n warn us.. say gt other guests complain .. haiyz.
den after a while.. we went bak to the room..alot of them wanted to go the dragon trail.. then say wat mus even no.. i dun wan to go one.. den in the end went.. but halfway wanna go in tt time .. i backed out.. was really freaked out lah..damn scared i nearly wanted to cry lah... and xavier accompanied mi back..
thanks xavier =\
went bak to the chalet n waited for them to come bak .. cus we had 2 rooms right.. each rm had 2 ppl inside at tt time .. the rest went for the dragon trail liaoz.. n the DEt ppl wen nite cycling..
reebecca brought a story book to read ... xazvier saw liao kip saying he first time see ppl bring story bk to chalet.. den kip teasing her la.. haaa.
they came bak quite fast la.. den most of the ppl wen to the other rm .. cus there gt ppl playin ps2 ...our side of this rm oni had a few ppl ... den ws started playing some stupid games lah.. which got all of us laughing.. den arnd 3...4 plus am lidat ... most of the ppl frm the other rm came to our rm cus they say there too noisy..alot pl snoring theere.. hahahaah.
we talked n crapped ...
den slowly one by one fell asleep ..left 3 or 4 of us ... n we decided to go to slp la..
managed to sleep at arnd 5/6 plus in a awkward position ..woke up at arnd 10 lidat to check out ...
took the bus bak to harbourfrnt and had lunch there ..
shane is lik so funny lah.. lazy to go into details .. haha..
den 188 home .. slept all e way ... n i was veri blur when i woke up..walked home... n wen i reached my floor i saw two old woman coming out of my hse.. stunned lah. i tot i wen wrong floor.. but i see tt the hse unit correct all tt.. den i saw my grand ma and my aunt .. den i tink shld b correct la.. turns out tt those 2 woman are my grandma's old frens.. haha..
came hm .. unpacked my stuff and went to sleep.. cant really slp properly cus my whole body is in pain..
tml gt buffet frm the lecturers.. ... aft which im going hospital for checkup ...
boo.
11:10 PM
Saturday, April 08, 2006
yes. orientation 2006 is over. finally.
today..rushed to sch.. did the remaining of the cards for the IT ppl with andrew n yankai .. den rushed to paragon to collect my heels frm URS... haha!!! my heels soo nice!! i like it so much can. hees. den rushed bak to sch .. complete my card for my ic .. heh.. den we all changed for grand finale.. most of us girls wore smart casual.. de finale was not so bad as i imagined it to be lah... they had the dance n skit.. can see that the ppl on stage were enjoying themselves.. even the dancers who were the freshies.. den towards the end.. they invited everyone up..including us excos... tt moment so emo can ... alot ppl started to cry.. felt like crying then ... but controlled myself.. mayb let a few tears out.. but not tt obvious lah. den the finale ppl go back stage n cry.. see liao the scene veri touching lor.. wah.. hais. den took some fotos with the actorsS... hmm.. went bak clubrm wit cher to touch up on some stuffs for the IT ogls .. den wen audi to take excos foto... had debrief at L6...den diploma talk at L5.. gave them the stuffs... gave alvin the cookie n card i made.. saleha today nv come ... sadded. anyway .. later tt go bak clubrm..slack... wait for them ... tot wan to go eat dinner.. in the end... ended up clearing clubrm with ws n yankai.. den 11plus liaos..late le.. n summore i was damn tired... and i was carrying a bag plus 3 shoes with me ... so went home instead.. and here i am. its very sad lah.. but also very happy ... let's jus say its all a happy ending ..good job done ogls !
2:56 AM
Tuesday, April 04, 2006
conflicts.
disagreements.
unhappinness.
sadness.
frustrated.
endure!!!
12:13 AM
