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Tuesday, October 31, 2006

-sometimes i really hope tt ppl will take me for who i am. and not who u want me to be. -

damn pissed off with the ezlink system at times.
i tink it just allows ppl to be lazy.
yes.
L-A-Z-Y
lazy.
i dont understand why the hell, some ppl they tap the ezlink card,
no matter is on bus or train..
there are sure some ppl who will jus dump the whole bag on the sensor ting.
and start to move the bag arnd to let the sensor sense the ezlink card.
its so irritating lah.
and most of the times,
these pppl succeed onli aft the tried alot times.
OR.
they fail, and haf to RUMMAGE their bags and TAKE out their ezlink cards
in the end.
i mean .
watthehell lah.
u waste everyone's time.
u tink tt ur bag so small,
the sensor is SO great it can sense jus anywhere.
why dont u jus take ur bag and try to walk past the sensor see if the ting can sense ur blardy card anot!?
instead of wasting YOUR time and the pple behind you's time ,
waiting for the stupid sensor to sense ur stupid ezlink card.
simply take out the card frm ur goddamned bag and jus scan it.
will die isit?
one ezlink card how heavy onli?
1kg meh!
so small onli
u tink wat. hold a big fan, aircon, or watever shit?
its jus a small blardy card.
just TAKE IT OUT OF YOUR BAG
and SCAN it.
and GO.
simple as tt.
but no.
ppl lik to make things complicated.
god made things simple for pple
but they dun lyk. wwan to make it more complicated for themselves and other ppl.
wan to show off ur 'gorgeous' bag iist?
or are u jus trying to attract attention?
flashing ur blardy hell bag arnd the scanner,
waiting for the card to be scanned.
den in the end u realize it cant sense the card.
DEN you try to FIND the card in ur stupid bag and fish it out and scan it.
HOLD THE CARD B4 U BOARD THE BUS AND JUS SCAN IT LIKE TT VERI DIFFICULT MEH!
blardy hell.
if very difficult then u dun take bus or train lah,
save ppl time lah,
go take a cab or better, LEARN HOW TO DRIVE AND DRIVE UR OWN BLARDY CAR.
den the car can go thru the ERP . sensor very good.
u jus nit to shoot pass the erp system onli. dunnit to get out of ur car. dun even nit to wind dwn the window.
all u nit is to slot ur cashcard in the IU.
or are u even too lazy to do tt,
u put ur whole darned bag on top of the IU,
blocking ur view on the road,
and hope tt the sensor on the erp system will sense it,
and in e end cause an accident cuz u worry tt why the sensor nv sense the cashcard,
den slow dwn ur car slowly. causing a car accident?
dumbass.
shit those ppl who enjoy flashing their bags waiting for their cards to be sensed n scanned.
waste ppl time.
got tink of those ppl bhind u,
waiting for ur stupid card to b sensed,
den they miss their train / bus.
and be late for a meeting or event or watever shit?
no. selfish ingrates.
i hate ppl lik tt.
whenever this person tries to flash the bag infrnt of the scanner and in e end cant pass.
i will jus stare at you.
sorri to say tt.
but yes i will stare at u veri hardly.
don blame mi if tt happens to u one day u lazy bum .

1:15 AM

Sunday, October 29, 2006

sometimes i feel tt its hard to understand some things.
some things are actually very simple. but human tend to make it so complicated.
had a funny dream last nite. well, mayb funny yet maddening.
anyway, friday we didnt play sports.
mainly cuz we wre supposed to go out.. but in the end changed 0ur minds..
but we still stayed in scHool lah..
watching the guys play basketball,
dunno who started talking abt guys legs.
den they all gave their opinions on whose leg is nicest.
hmm. shant say the results here.haha.
but damn funny la.
they talked abt how guys legs shld b if is considered nice.
den they started talking abt fingers.
den they started talking abt their dream guy.
how the fingers, legs, shoulders, watever , will be.
listening to their dream guys features..
some relly veri funny la.
like.. if there is relly such a person in real life.
haha. who wld it be?
you always dont get wat u wish for. esp human living things.
wen it was my turn,
i seriously dont noe lah.
cuz i nv tot abt such stuffS b4.
i mean. its all abt feelings isnt it.
but of cuz , ya tt person mus b presentable and all .
but i wun go scrutinize their features, their legs fingers shoulders watever.
den if u gt feeling for tt person and when u scrutinize their features and u find one nt wat u wan.
r u suppose to gib up?
haha no right.
anyway . ya la. those were just their dream guys.
we all noe tt tt is jus 'dream guys'
dreaM.
just say say for fun oni.
means u will nv get em. but if u do, well, congratulations.
as the saying goes,
the higher ur expectations. the higher the disappointment.
yeah.
always belive in 'chuan dao qiao tou zi ran zhi'
my brother is SO FAT.

11:44 AM

Friday, October 27, 2006

so bored.
so tired.
haiz.
week8 liao
i still dunno wat to do for my proj lor.
my partner today come.
den i see him do java all tt.
den got tt page appear. got the graph appear too.
walao .
i feel relly useless lah.
i relly duno wat to do sia.
den all i can do is find info of the gnuplot ting.
den find n find is all the same ting
so sian lor.
relly feel lik faster finish fypfaster leave.
den also dunno when the sup will come check on us.
he lik dun care us liao aft finishing the workshops.
den.
haiz.
i wan to ask my partner he do until where liao den continue but.
aRGHHHHHHHs.
i dunno how to start to talk to him siaz.
den
arghhs.
veri wat la.
lidat i dunno how sia my proj.
week8 liao leh.
i still doing shit.
still relaxing.
i hear everyone toking abt doing their coding. wan to rush their coding.
although ya la very rush.
but at least they gt someting to do. someting to rush.
whereas i dun haf.
i rather gt someting to do n rush lor.
better den come sch do nothing except go breaks and find those stupid ting abt the program which i find here n there all the same n i cant find the ting i wan to find.
arghhs .
wah lao i tell u lah. my brother is damn fat.
his tummy. omgoodness.
last nite i see him slp lik so shiok.
so i go slap his tummy.
got sound one lor is half solid one lor.
slap his tummt he no reaction sia.
den i slap one more time he also no reaction lah.
wah lao. he relly damn fat la.
tis morning see him eat fishball noodle at the sofa there he sit.
omg. so FAT.
i kip staring at him he oso nv notice.
i tink even gt abit of the breast come out.
see liao i worry for him ar.
wonder why he nv go taf club.
i see his report book the health status gt put overweight leh i tink.
he veri shit la.
always eat eat eat.
eat until so fat.
fat like shit.
las time amanda they all sae my bro grow up sure veri shuai.
now i tink no lor.
now i tink he can oni b a big fat pig.
nt oni i sae he fat lor. my aunt also sae.
peisean n amanda also sae.
wahlao.
relly veri fat.
cannot stand.
still gt alot more ting cant stand.but
say another time la.
today actually goin orchard aft sch .
but cancellleed le.
haizx

2:35 PM

Wednesday, October 25, 2006

feel like vomitting.
bleahs.
throbbing head.
argh.

8:45 AM

Sunday, October 22, 2006

went Creative in the afternoon .. to repair my mp3player..
initially the person ask mi wait for 30mins while they investigate the problem ..
den aft tt ..
they tell mi nit to retain for repair for 1 week .
walaooo den i 1 wk no songs to listen to .
damn sian lor lidat.
aft tt took 105 to orchard to mit the girls.
sharon, cher, peishan, chloe.
kiafang jus woke up when we reached orchARd.
went kbox 4th level.
arnd 3 plus kf came.
yeah.
ended kbox at arnd 7 ..
met benita for dinner at the cine foodcourt.
mi n cher shared subway again.
yeahh~~~
aft which merv and jenny came to join us.
they going clubbing with cher ma.
walked to heeren.
walked arnd.
den the clubbing ppl left us to go club.
den we went to fareast.
saw nat on e way..
reached far east.. they wanted to eat fried mars bar.
but closed le.
tot of eating calamari rinGs.
today oni had one meal .
oh yeah and the dessert at cine foodcourt sucks.
dun waste money on tt.
awhile later went home le.
we bounced to marina bay den bak all the way.
sat until pigu pain.
haha.
tml no work.
i wan to go blade lehs.

cant be bothered abt anything anymore.
so troublesome to think n think n think.
i will do what i want to do from now on.

List of things i want and want to do:

1. get a bike licence
2. sony T10
3. N80
4. work work work n earn money and at the same time still can haf a social life (very difficult la)
5. spend more time with everyone i know.
6. quickly finish off fyp
7. have a pimple-free face (HAHA)
8. clean my room
9. (still thinking ...)

12:51 AM

Friday, October 20, 2006

tiring day.
today went to sch,
but not for fyp.
had to entertain a bunch of sec3 yishun sec students
anyway better den fyp n facing my partner lah right.
morning had serious stomachahe.
suay.
anyway we went to mit the yss ppl at the carpark..
den brought them to blkS for some start gazing workshop.
they damn rowdy la. and there were oni lik 17 of them when instead shld haf 26..
den the lecturer giving the workshop oso like no use de.
blehs.
sat in with them for THREE hours. oMG.
had to find things to entertain both mi n cher or else we wuld haf falen aslp mann.
anway at 12 was lunch .
lunch is free n easy.
so let them off.
we wen bak to lab.
i didnt go bak to my lab. went to sharon's lab.
saw mypartner. suay lah
he saw mi too. but he nv say anything.
den arnd time to go..
me n cher wen bak to atrium to mit the students.
brought them to blkB ..
den this whole bunch of business students yr2 doing TEP took over.
got one girl.
OMG.
she is so damn fat, has a big tummy. and she still wear a WHITE spaghetti plus BLUE sports bra inside, plus short skirt, and a pair of sports like sandals lik those nike de but is uglier den nike one lah.
OMG LAH.
i see liao stunned lo . duno to laugh or cry.
den business ppl. i tink they damn stuckup la.
and whoever said business girls were pretty?
i tink its not THEM who is pretty.
i tink they haf no fashion sense.
there were 3 girls la.
one is the white spag de.
de other one.. eh..ok la looked QUITE normal.
the last one.
omg agian.
she was wearing this white shirt inside plus this black jacket whih is nt a normal jacket like those heavy material de. and this black pleated cheerleader-lookalike skirt PLUS. those baggy socks PINK COLOR. and a pair of ugly looking shoes.
and she likes to STARE at pple.
and she stare at you she doesnt make it discreet.
she makes it damn freaking obvious.
and she will giv u tt stupid stare which makes u wan to gouge her eyes out n smacking her.
OMG LAH. WHO SAID BUSINESS GIRLS WERE PRETTY?
no offense really.
weird pple.
and gt 2 guys. normal lo.
but cher hates the one talking.
they brought them everywhere. then duno wher to bring le. den ask US to help them .
like HELLO?
its ur job now . until 3.
ha.
so one of the sbm ppl suggested going to the mortuary?
anyone with a common sense noes tt the mortuary isnt for just ANYONE to go in at all.
so we went to the nursing blk .
and kana scold.
wthHHHH.
den brought them to blkL where they had the mobbile expression workshop.
the sbm ppl sat with us for awhile b4 leaving.
wahhh the students.
dunno wat to say them also.
gt one girl .
tell her dun use msn le.
KEEP using.
den dunwan to listen.
in the end dunno wat she doing sia.
oso cant b bothered with her .
de girls.
very funny. lunch time for u to eat .
they go play bball until so smelly.
all the sweat smell in the lab.
argh.s
den got one person. dunno who lah go draw the animation is a guy kana killed by a car accident got blood sommore.
so violent lah.
wat are these kids doingf nowadyas man!!!
anyway the workshop over.
wen to lab to take our bags,
den we left .
yea.
went to cityhall to meet auntymay tog wit cher
cuz we wanted to go the bodyshop warehse sales.
heh.
bought 2 orangey shimmer lip balm ..one for mi and one for ps..
den 2 moisturising cream.. one for ps and one for my mother..
plus. spring orchid, passionfruit and papaya body gel.
yeah.
uncle max came to meet us.
n he helped mi to pay the stuffs. cuz i nt enuff money.
den he sae dunit to pay him .
shld i b happy? haha.
den they wen off cuz they goin ikea with my cuzzies.
mi n cher continue to walk arnd suntec lor.
saw tis nike bag . is vintagey . n dark red. and its nice.
and it costs 93 even aft discount! normal is 133. OMG..
haiz.
den we ate subway.
first time eat.
so nice!
but still a bit hungry.
haha.
but nmv la.
den we continued to walk .
til tired.
took train home.
we bounced to marina bay.
and the stupid train at cityhall kip opening n closing door.
i tot the door spoil sia. so panic abit.
but later on.. ok lioa..
alighted at gombak to mit my dad acc him eat dinner
den went home tog.

wah jus nw morning take train to sch.
saw tis couple damn disgusting lah.
the guy damn big size. just like a snowman plus ball.
den his gf. arnd the same but minus the ball part. mayb jus the snowman .
den the girl was sitting at the side there. slanted abit
so the bf was sitting bside her.
and his arms were all arnd her.
like so YUCKS.
so digusting la.
one arm over her shoulder there lik machiam wan to cover the whole body.
den the other hand.. kip touching the below the thigh tt area there.
cuz the girl skirt veri short.
eeeeee.
SO ERXIN LAH.
n i itkn tt girl was crying for dunno wt reason.
so YUCKY lah.
i kip observing them in the train discreetly.
and the way the guy kip caressing the thigh..
SO EEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i hate PDAs .
i tink its so gross.
yucks!
n the couple themself alr so er xin! esp the guy !
YUCKS!

1:03 AM

Wednesday, October 18, 2006

went hospital .
yeah.
nt in sch today.
yeah.
bahh.

3:44 PM

Tuesday, October 17, 2006

some things,
if they are meant to happen,
if they are meant to be there,
it will be there,
no matter how hard you try to prevent it from happening.
that's LIFE.
tts a REALITY.
a FACT.

10:31 PM

Monday, October 16, 2006

im in sharon's lab nw..
bloggin lah.
and i'm HICCUping!!!!!
i cant stop !!! AHHHH.
and stupid miss piggy and frens are in my lab nw ..
so i cant go in.. argh..
i wan to take my watter bottle ...
arghhhhh. cant stop hicupping!!!!!!!!!!!!
today first day of sch ..
alot ppl in sch sia.
den canteeen also gt alot ppl.
sian 1/2 lor.
yeseterday brought my nike bottle
and tt stupid kailun kept laughing at my bottle la.
haha.
aaron came to find mi too.
blehs.
i cant stop hicupping!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
sux,.
i tink i dunno wat my proj is abt lo!!
jus nw sup came n tell us.
walao. den he ask us one of us to explore the gnuplot..den another one to do the jsP first.
my programming nt good wat.
so ask him do jsP lors.
haiz.
suxx lah.
hating my proj more.

no one loves me. =(

12:52 PM

Sunday, October 15, 2006

yest went to work at rochestor park ...
jus a one/two day thing lah..
kelvin asked mi to go help at the restaurant he working at..
cuz gt wedding dinner.. buffet style.
so ok lor. wen to help.
its at rochestor park..
name of the place is north border grill n bar..
haha.
tt place like one private hse but actually is restaurant lah.
den yest was wedding dinner.
they done up the place.. eh..
ok..nt bad..
its non air con .. xcept if u sit upstairs..
but i was put at the non air con one. anyway gd lo dunit to climb up n dwN..
den the tables were all strewn wit flower petals ..
and candles too .
quite nice ambience.
but abit sqUeezy lah when alot ppl tt time.
den wan to start le ..
we started serving drinks..
take some drinks on the tray and go round askin the ppl if they wan any drinks lor.
eh.. i so long no take tray liao ..
i scared topple sia.
den kelvin ask mi to take it easy..
so .. yah lor.
ok lah.. but when put those wine glasses..i damn scared lah.
cuz they are tall n thin . and normally tis type veri easy to topple..
esp if there r kids runing abt..
so i tried to avoid takin wine n beer glasses.
haha.
there was tis solemnization part..
where the bride n groom say 'i do' one la
its done over the mic..
wa den i hear the voice of the bride n groom..
like so dull ..
a bit sian lah.
den gt one waitreesss say so touching.
eh. maybe yah.
cuz its lik being a witness to a wedding..n tis one is u dunno de person..
anyway.
the dinner was buffet style.
so mainly was to clear the plates the customweers finished
and refill their drinks,
get the drinks order
tts it.
haha.
but abit tiring lah.
den gt alot kids running abt.
some cute.
some funny.
the wedding couple gave us ang pows as a token of appreciation..
anyway .
work till 11.
supposed to be later de. but kelvin had to go at 11.
den he ask mi wan to go tog anot..
anway i oso dunno de ppl there.
so go off wit him lors.
den his fren going off too..
den tt fren driving..
so asked him to drive us out lor..
n it so happened he stay at cck.
so kelvin ask him to send me home. while he dropped at the busstop outside holland v..
so weird la.
den aft kelvin dropped off.
the car so damn quiet.
reached hm quite fast.
slept at 3am. yeah.

the wedding was quite a nice thing..
and the place where the wedding was held also quite nice..
quite unique..
den gt one grp of ppl singing too..
nice la..
but i don tink i will b getting married...
hahaha.
cuz.
im scared of marriages .

=D

12:59 PM

Saturday, October 14, 2006

i am damn pissed with my dad.
he broke his promise, as usual.
expected.
last wk say tis wk will go get the fone.
and then .
when i asked him just now
what does he say?
'not free lah. not free lah. everytime buy fone. no money lah. i going oversea soon. ur mother lah.'
HELLO?
i didnt force you.
i nv said tt i MUST have the fone.
i oni mentioned to u las wk n den we went to hav a look at it.
and YOU said to give u one wk to see if M1 got send u the voucher.
and i asked u if they nv send how,
den YOU said that if they nv send den we wld go get it THIS wk.
tis wk meaning either TODAY or TML.
and now?
what do u tell me?
u tell mi all this shit.
fen ming jiu shi jiang hua bu suan hua.
u PROMISED me that.
u nt free den say nt free FULL STOP
don give mi all the crap abt blaming my mother.
den givng the crap tt u going oversea.
giving the crap tt u no money.
if u relly meant all tt.
den why the fuck u promised mi tt last wk?
DUN MAKE PROMISES IF YOU DUN INTEND TO KEEP THEM.
you think wat?
i'm some 3 yr old kid whom u can promise something jus to entertain mi and den forget all abt it?
if u were tinking like that,
den i am sorry.
i am no 3 yr old kid.
i don forget promises made tt easily.
its not the first time u are breaking promises made to me anyway.
its nt tt im being spoilt here,
wanting things.
its about you making promises you dun intend to keep them .
i HATE this kind of ppl .

2:47 PM

Friday, October 13, 2006

bloggng in cher's lab nw!
hhohohohohoho.
she asked me to make everything small so that everyone can't see what i am typing.
don't want la !
hahahhahahhahhahhahahhahahha
faster la. hahahhaha
hahahahhahahahah-blap- wrong already la. should be piak ! what. i type very slow leh.
orhh. i say i type myself... orh.
okok .
pass to xinyi.

tt was cher.h
ahahaha
wa lao today my partnre bring sapghetti to lab lor!
so sMELLy.
i was sleping lah. and when he came in i can smell the stinky smell lah.~
damd stink.
i cldnt wait to get out of the lab for 10.30 break.
anyway .
wen south for break .
den wa lao dunno wat to eat lor.
cuz eat until so sian liaoz .
ho ho ho .
cher laughed at my "hohoho"
then i wanted to hit her thigh
but I HIT ON THE TABLE LOUDLY.
so paisei .

then in the end ate "buzidao" -diao-
liaoz... hohoho
then i told cher about the spaghetti thing.
then she, peishan, merv and jenny waited for me in the toilet while i was shitting.
but of course merv standing outside la.
hohoho.
so they went into my lab.
actually they wanted to say " WAH LAOOOO.. UR LAB SO SMELLY ONE LEH !! WHY HUH !!! '
but luckily not smelly la. if not i confirm will say one leh.

hohoho.
went break at 4pm.
then ate nuggets. drink ice lemon tea. take peisha's fries to eat very salty, eat brread.(1/2 OF IT)
then 4.30pm went to meet ms celine yong for the ong thing.
hohoho.
cher's paper got "dead antz blood"
the above was all blogged by cher,.
haha.
back to me! i am xinyi!!
hha. jus nw saw vincent.
cher said " hi !"
he said " hi back !"
then i said " ur admirer leh !! "
den he was smiling away.
den he say aiyah anyhow sae!!
haha.
den go off le.
haha.
cher's haihan is here .
hohoho.
whatever. says cher.
haHaha.
anyway .
playing sports lateRr ..
yEys .
oh yah.
later the serial rapist is gonna play tennis with cher!
HAHAhha.hahahahahahahaha .
cher ask u to go away
CHER HHERE..
CORRECTION,.
IS NOT I PLAYING WITH HIM OHKAYS !!
IS WE DIFFERENT COURT.
BUT STILL I WILL BE ABLE TO SEE THE RAPIST LA.
UNDERSTOOD BO ?
---------------------------
den.
hah.
got one guy in my lab kip smiling at cher,
hahaha.
shes too excited.
hha.
he is way shorter than cher.
but his face quite cute la (cher said tt)
hohohoho
he looks lik yong an.
haha.
going off.
haha.
she is having butterflies~~

5:09 PM

Thursday, October 12, 2006

aiyo.so tired again lah. feel lik blogging.so i tink im going to blog now b4 i start on my stuffs.haf to chiong the report liao lor. have to quickly settle wich program i wan to use. den install it n make sure it can work.cuz tml nit to show sup.haiz.die die lor. dunno wat the person bside mi doing also. hope he doesnt show up today.or if he does, show up late late. bahhhh.tis fyp relly sucks to the core lor. yesterday damn tired. but still, went to watcgh you mi and dupree with peishan at ccK.cuz i got free movie ticket mah..is shaww de..tt time win frm teenage one .den yest last day.so pia n watch lo. or else wasted. actually wanted to watch rob b hood.but its start at 7pm. and we reach lot1 at 7.05 lidatso catch you mi n dupree.quite nice n entertaining lah. but peishan kip saying nt nice.yet she still luff!! hahaha. nice la the show.. i using notepad to type now..cuz i dun wan ppl to noe im blogging..hehehe. muz b discreet in my lab you see. morning i took cab wit my mum. cuz was late le. the cab driver damn talkative lah. i wn to alight liao he still yak n yak n yak. very bored now. trying to kip myself awake.
so i will type out the conversation.

mum: drop mi at lot 1 den take her to nanyang poly
driver: ok..nanyang poly ah.
mum: ang mo kio there.
driver: i noe i noe.. wun get lost one..dun worry.
mum: hmm
driver: nanyang poly good hor. they say nanyang poly good. republic plaza nt good ( actually he wanted to say republic poly la.)
mum: mmm.
driver: your daughter study in nanyang poly .. good hor.
mum: (rummaging thru her stuffs) she nt my daughter
driver: huh? nt ur daughter?
mum: yah. she jus my tenant. rent room from me
me: (laughing in my heart)
driver: oh..indonesian huh? mi: (giving a weird look)
mum: indonesian? no lah. singaporean.
driver: oh. ya la youngster nowaday lik freedom. stay alone veri good hor.
mi: *no comment*

den my mum alight ler.

driver: i go by SLE hor..BKE now jam ..summore further.mi: ok .
driver: *start to say someting abt nyp again. but i frgot wat la.*
mi: mmm. ya..mmm. ( trying to hint him tt i dun wan to tok meanwhile taking out my mp3)i fell aslp.

-reaching nyp-

driver: u wan i go by which gate?
me: errrr..
driver: i go the police post one there ok?
me: ok.
driver: nanyang poly good hor. they say republic poly nt good.
me: dunno leh.
driveR: they say nanyang poly study the media good. republic poly nw also gt. but very easy to enter. den make it lik nt a good subject liao
me: *wondering*
me: no lah media is NGEE ANN poly. not nanyang .
driver: ngeeann meh? nt nanyang?
me: no lah.
driver: den ngeeann study wat good?
me: media lor. n business
driver: ohh..den nanyang study wat good ?
me: dunno le. depends lo. but they say IT quite good in nanyang

*meanwhile i ask him to turn into the IT block*

driver: IT ah.. IT difficult leh.. alot tings to noe..
me: yah.
driver: u study IT ah.
me: ya.
driver: difficult anot?
me: okok lor. depends on one self lah.
driver: ohh ok ..

-paid the cab fare, ready to leave-

driver: aiyoh.. i dunno wan to let my son study wat leh.. he now sec3 ..

-the door is already opened liao lor and one of my feet is already out of the cab. and he is still talking.-

me: aiya. deepends on ur son where his interests lie la. mayb he wan to go jc. u also nv noe . driver: yah..blablabla *forget wat he said*

den i answered somting like 'yah' den i quickly say gotta go le. said bye to him. n finally i alighted.

walao . he damn talkative lah.nt tt i say is nt good. but.kip repeating the same ting. den ppl also hint tt nt intereseted liao
still tok tok tok.
wan to alight liao door opened liao one leg stepped out liao .still talk talk talk.
anyway.
i reach sch damn early today lah. like, 8.13 am ?
WOAH.
damn tired lor .
ok.
haf to chiong report le.

10:15 AM

Wednesday, October 11, 2006

o.O
in sharon's lab now.
using her com to blog.
cuz she went out to do something.
her keyboard so noisy.
i am so tired.
i want to sleeeeep.
last nite slpt at 3am lor.
today wake up at6am.
i feel surprised at myself tt i can even wake up and pull myself to school.
there are currently 3 guys in her lab slping now.
looks so funny.
ahhhh.
im too tired liao lah.
i wan to continue do the report also canot concentrate.
cuz im tired.
when i look at thekeyboard, all i can do is jus stare attt bunch of words there.
i cant make out wat its talking abt.
got free movie ticket lor.
if tonite dun go watch den no more le.
argh.
but i so tired.
i wan go lib sleep leh.
now onli 2.05pm.
haiz.
keeping a lookout for my sup if he comes in.
so scared he comes in lah.
haiz.
haiz. haiz.
let talk abt sushi buffet yest.
yeah.
got mi kiafang peishan cher xavier kahyip caroline jiajun kenneth yankai jingyi nat
reserved 2 tables for 7pm.
wanted to buy the gio polo, 2 for $33.
dark purple and brown.
but the darkpurple no more Msize.
so reserved at westmall lo.
tink go collect later.
or else i relly no clothes to wear le.
cuz still gt alot clothes haven wash.
i tink im too lazy le.
yest eat sushi,
go sakae cwp.
luckily the tables reserved for us were way at the back,
at the kitchen there .
hohoho.
mi nat jingyi cher peishan and kiafang sit one table while the rest sit another table
the other tablewas the 'competing' table.
haha.
tt xavier kahyip n kenneth lah.
wan to compete./
den we 2 de tables so noisy lor.
tt chermaine ah
pronounce so many ting wrong.
chawamushi pronouce as chihuahua.
its a DOG!
den dunno got wat kaninabe.
den wat hana/hani nabe de.
biang eh. luff till *peng* lor.
den the other table.. they kip forcingf themselfto eat.. those 3 lah.
siao one.
in the end .. i tink the winner was kenneth ba.
eat 27 plate.
tink kahyip n cavier also .
i nt sure leh.
i oni ate 13.
haha.
and most of it is cooked food..
not sushi
cuz u go buffet eat sushi veri fast full de..
cuz all rice ma.
(prayng tt my sup wun come)
i tink yesterday damn funny lor.
but cant relly rmeember much.
den the fruits and dessert.
fruit is watermelon..dessert is strawberry smile.
no mochi lah.
but quite nice leh the strawberry smile.
everyone sae sour.
but i duntink so leh.
i like the white milky ting in the centre of the strawberry.
and i tink the strawberry abit too icy le ba.
but overall nice.
i nv eat the watermelon la.
den those 3.
walao.
eat until lik wan to burst lidat.
cuz the water melon they cant findihs le .
den they 3 play dunno wat game
den who lost eat one.
den finally all finish .
we were the last customers to leave lor.
den the person come chase us twice den we left.
aft tt took some lame fotos outside.
ayioh.
took 187 home.
so tired lah.
so so tired.
so bloated too.
just now breakfast.
eat 2dollar meal.
drink coffee.
but stil cannot kip mi awake leh.
eat applepie too.
haiz.
den jus nw go take fotos.
lame n funny photos.
hiakz.
tink i better stop.
my mind is in a blaNk.

2:09 PM

you.
why you like to do this kind of thing,
keeping us in suspense,
and dropping a bomb on us in the end.
why.
why.
why.
why like that.
you must faster get well and recover kay.
i wan to see you come back de.
you still owe us alot tings.
you owe us club photos and videos.
and many many more.
and i still want to emo with you sommore.
well ,
but i still want to say best of luck ..
we will be waiting for your return ..
till tt day comes.
i'll be praying for you.

1:34 AM

cant belive there is actually a person in this world who is so damn thick skinned and like to throw face.
who do u tink u r, huh ?
using other pple's com without their permission,
playing their msn, talking with other people abt some certain taboo topics.
use pple com, sit at their place, NVM.
bt overturning their monitor?
like, HELLO?
how old are you ? 3, 4, 5?
please lah.
u are well above the age of 16,
starting adulthood.
and u can still act so childishly.
i relly pity ur parents for giving birth n bringing up to such a person like you.
in your mind, there is onli 3 tings : girls, girls and girls.
u wan to get girl number?
please lah.
go and do some self reflection.
no one said tt u canot do so.
but do you hve to be soo open?
and throwing your face in public,
saying corny things like 'i want to be the last man in your life'
come on lah.
who da hell do you tink u are, saying things like tt to a girl u barely noe.
i noe its not my problem
but as a on-looker,
i wan to laugh the hell out of mi at YOU.
yes. laugh at you.
laugh at your childishness. your stupidity.
and to think that girl was dumb enough to giv u her contact.
she is damn stupid as it is.
i noe i have no right to interfere in what you do.
cause i dont noe u at all .
BUT.
i have the right to say all these.
cuz its wat i want to say.
wat i want to type here.
you totally SUCK lah okay.
looking like a rapist.
behaving like one too.
i am just saying all this as a on-looker.
and i tink the way you do things,
disgust people.
and stop wanting to know girls lah.
look at yourself in the mirror first b4 u start to even tink of knowing them .
and please show some self respect to urself as well and stop throwing your face arnd in the fyp lab cus it jus makes ppl wan to laugh at you.
do you noe tt u r a CLOWN in pple's eyes?
no, i dont tink u noe.
and.
you have no rights to talk about other pple's features.
who do you tink you are?
brad pitt?
everyone has their faults in looks.
no one is perfect.
you tink you are?
no.
what business is it of yours to say all tt?
you are just a piece of shit.
fuck off man.
last time i'm going to say it.
do whatever you want but please stop messing arnd with my stuffs.
THANK YOU .

Ed: i'm already being very polite here.
don test my patience. or else dun blame mi if one day i start screaming at you in front of EVERYONE and throw your blardy face away, which i tink is already thrown away down the big drain already.

12:36 AM

Tuesday, October 10, 2006

you fucker. stop touching my com b4 i scream at u infront of everyone n throw ur thickskinned face away

1:04 PM

Sunday, October 08, 2006

the haze is SO BAD.
how i wish tt it will be soooo damn freaky bad on monday so they will announce tt we dun haf to go sch!! WAHAHA.
den SHIOK AH!
i so bad right.
blehs.
morning was awaken by a fone call.
and it was from the clinic..
asking mi to go collect some samples they haf for facE de..
so ok lo .. but i was still slping..so asked if i can go collect later..
so ok lah.. but mus be b4 12pM ..
so ok lo.
sleep till 11 den wake up..watch a bit tv..
den dad wanted to fetch bro to tuition..so i say go out wit him lo.
ask him drop mi at the clinic wait awhile while i go collect
the sample den go lunch tog.
so he dropped mi at the clinic..went to the clinic and i saw chunting's mum sitting outisde.
wat a small world
haha.
tok to her awhile, collect my sample n left.
wen to west to eat.. i had prawn mee soup.
dnno wat else to eat le.
den bro wen tuition.
n mi and dad went to westmall m1 shop.
see phone.hehe.
cuz i told him i wan to change to n80 .. n ask if he can help mi pay firs..
i pay him instalment.
i tink he also good mood la..or else he wun entertain mi until go m1shop lo!!!!
den wen there.
asked the person if our lines can b upgraded..so he checked n yes..
got 2 line can upgrad..
and no matter which one.. is pay 598 ..
so my dad was lik .. ok ..consider first..
n we left.. den walk n discuss.
den he say giv him 1 wk..
cuz thye may send himanothr 100$ voucher..
den he say if dunhaf send den nx wk go buy lo .
WAAHAHAHA.
but i dnno isit he lidat good mood den lidat say.
dunno nx wk he will relly do anot or go bak on his words.
cuz he always lidat de.
bleh!
meanwhile i was tinking of my camera too.
wen to shopnsave. cuz wan to buy toilet paper lah.
hahaha.
den i started to ask him , 'den camera how'
den i tink he stunn awhile la.
asked mi whch i wan. phone or cam.
den i xplained to him.
phone is i use ma. den he help mi pay firs i pay him instalment.
den ecamera is whole family use de ma.
so he pay.
fair wat.
den he sae wat. wah lidat i dun wan share cam with u liaoz.
!!!!!!!!!!DIAO.
den he say he tinktnk first la.
wen hm and showed him the T10 postcard. n he say look lik the n80 i wan.

den felt so enthu suddenly to go simlim .
so remembered cher sae wan to go bugis get her havianas.
so ok i asked if she still wanted to go.
but she sae nt going le. she going piano ..
but if wan can aft piano go walkwalk lo.
so ok lo.
met her at je aft her piano.
n wen to bugis.
slowly walk to simlim there.
she bought a clubbng top.
so ok.
den she said she was hungry. so we wen to eat lo.
wen to the coffeeshop wich sells bakkutteh. she ate tt.
den i still quite full.
so ordered rojak instead.
the rojak guy funny la.
look like some 20, 30 plus ahbeng.
dun even look lik a person who knoe how to make rojak!!
den when make rojak will do stretching.
den i tot he was telling mi ok liao, ask mi go take
but when i started to stand up n walk toward him
he looked at mi blankly. den i oso dunno wat to do.
so i ask him isit ok liao ..
he say no den laugh.
hahaha. ok. damn paiseh la.
den when ok le.. he bring it over ..
i dun dare to look at him la cuzz i noe i wil start to luff if i looked at him .
cher also didnt dare to loook at him.
Hahahahaha.
n i observed tt he like to do stretchng when making rojak.
likedamn funny lah!
ate fnish le.. wen to simlim
start searching for t10.
den realized tt almost all the shops de ppl working are mostly those youngyoung ahbeng like de.
den dundare to go in la!
we kept walking arnd n arnd.
den finally go into one shop.
tt guy who serve us like bo hew bo hew one.
sian1/2 lo.
he selling 540 .
den we dundare to ask liao la.
jus go to the shops tt haf the price tog wit the cam at the display and see lo.
got one sell 545.
one sell 599 which is the original price.
gt alot shops no show price lo.
den we saw one guy sitting outside the shop.
he looked alot like 'hahaha'!!!!!
for a moment i tot he was 'hahaha'.
nearly wanted to run away.
but wasnt him la.
den we gaveup lah.
cuz if no buy den lidat go in ask price oni veri weird.
den was abt to leave and cross the road go eat shaved ice,
i turned and saw a camera shop wich was outside of simlim de.
den i remembered tt time when i wen in with peisean..
tt guy dere is quite friendly and nt those ahbeng pattern de..is middleaged de.
so we went in there.
and the moment we went inthere.
i realized all of them is those young one lor!!
and the moment we stepped inside all look at us and 2 of them started to walk toward us asking if they cld help.
wahhhhhhhhh. i almost wanted to turn and run away at ttt time.
den i asked one of the guy at the counter hw much was t10 ..
he told mi was 520 . i was like ok.
n started to walk away. and cher asked if tt was the onli ting i wanted to ask.
i was tinknig, ohya. but paiseh la.
but anyway still asked. asked if gt giv memorystick together anot.
n he said yah.. 512mb de..
i was like.. ok . thamnks. den we faster got out of the shop.
tt guy was cute la. den he tok tt time got abit of the slang.
n he looked a bit lik mixblood. eurasion maybe?
wahhhh.. cute lah!!!
but damn paiseh lor.
cant stop tinkin abt it la.
den we wen to eat mango shaved ice.
nicenice.
but the milk nt enuffff...
went to OG after tt.
walked arnd
and a guy workin at kappa area caught cher's attention.
haha.
and tt guy smiled at cher.
O.O
haha.
walked arnd the whole place.
n cher kip wantin to go bak tosee tt guy .
haHaha.
wen to the toys department and she wanted to get ts tinkerbell wallet.
dam funny la.
after which we got out..
wen to walk arnd bugis strt awhile
den go parco.
walked abit too .
lik alot place having sales lo.
i saw this new ODM watch in seventeen jus now.
nice leh.
the way u look at time is very unique.
anyway. den we walked to sonygallery.
and cher told mi tt camera shop guy was in there.
i was lik , huh.
got meh.
den i look arnd.
n saw him .
but.
dun relly look lik him le.
dun relly remember much anyway.
i can oni remember seeing tt rojakperson stretching.
hahahahhaha.
den we walked to adidas. esprit.
\so ok.
we went home .
sorrrrieee la cher..cldnt acc u take the red line..
nx time k?
heheh.
reahed bb and mit ps eat kopiroti.
was full by the time i hadthe 3rd piece.
den we were toking abt some stuffs.
wen home aft tt.
the PSI was 145 i tink.
wah.
so high.
faster announce tt monday ban students from going sch leh.
i dunwan to face the computer in fyp.
hate it.

tt camerashop guy is so cute!!!!!!!!

12:41 AM

Saturday, October 07, 2006

i seriously dont noe wat i want to do with my life anymore.
after all tt saying tt i've made up my mind and all.
i still feel a bit reluctant.
didnt manage to play badminton today cuz was settling some stuffs.
oh well.
whatever.

12:55 AM

Friday, October 06, 2006

some people can be so childish when they look so mature.

goodness.

what is this world coming to ?

5:28 PM

just had hotcakes with sausage.
yehh.
so nice n filling.
going to play badminton today at badminton court~!
finally going to haf some 'real' place to play badminton.
yest aft fyp wen to orchard with peishan and a veryspecialperson.
shall name tt person avsp.
ok.
den we went to isetan first..
had my jeans altered.
and we walked aRnd..
went to isetan supermarket to walk walk ..
and i bought a packet of seaweed ...
already in small pieces!!
yumyum.
went to gawk at the miniature vodka bottles.
gonna collect them all.
so nice n cute lor..
den go borders cuz peishan xiaojie wanted to find her key holder.
but. we search n search cannot find.
den we go information counter ask the person .
like got any help lah!
tt person go ask us to find the gift section...
diAo.
den we find again. still dunhaf.
den we took the copy of8days and showed it to another person ask tt person gt anot.
n tt person go ask another person.
den she sae out of stock le.. den dunno when den gt stoCk..
hiAkZ.
went to zaRA to walk arnd ..................
damn biG lah.
den go wisma..
avsp and peishan acced mi to eat dinner.
hohoho .
had the famous hokkien prawn mee.
but nice meh?
like no taste one.
den we wen hm le..
cuz we were tiRed...
went home.. mum asked mi why i wanted to do wat i sms-ed her i wanted to do.
but i cldnt tell her the reeason.
i dunno why but i just cannot bring myself to say it to her in the face.
wat a coward i am.
i jus didnt wan to talk.
den felicia called mi to talk regarding some stupid issues which some pple kip pestering us for.
i dun see the point in pesterring us la.
u said we were being irresponsible and u were nt pestering us solely for the sake of the mere $33?
please lah.
ur actions and words say it all.
u dun haf to criticise us saying tt we are being irresponsible and spout nonsense.
it will not make us wan to pay u more.
instead. it will make us detest u more and i didnt wan to spoil our friendship tis way.
but u forced us to.
i can only ssay i am sorry.
u tink u are such good organisers ?
why don YOU try to organize one den ?
didnt u organize one b4??
so why dun you do it again ?
instead of onli noe how to do and complain tis n tat .
instead of after everyting,
after one month,
come pester us for money.?
yes i noe u told mi b4.
but i did tell u tt we haf to get the mony first right.
why cant u jus understand?
is waiting such a chore?
and hello.?
u oni mentioned tt tiem tt u will onli buy ONE item.
but in the end u bought OTHER items as well ?
like. HELLO??
wat the hell are u trying to do , huh ?
WHATEVER.
i dun wan to waste my time quarreling with you anyway.
its useless.
u wun get my point too.
so why shld i continue rambling n rambling ?!

broke down while toking to felicia abt the matter. NOT the money matter u fig.
im still in a dilemma now.
its like.
u wan to do someting.
but u noe u cant bear to.
but u dun wan to continue there knowing u wun be happy . so waats the point in continuing.
besides i noe if i left,
SOME pple wld be very freaking happy they wld probably jump high up.
and OTHERS can have a chance to take my place. since all along others already tot tt those ppl deserve it more then i do.
so why not!?
aint i right?
since u tink u are always right.
why shldnt i jus give in and make everyone happy and maybe give myelf a chance to b happy n free too ?
tts what i've been doing for the past 18 yrs of my life anyway.
giving in to ppl .
pleasing them no matter who is in the wrong or who is in the right.
since everyone tinks tt way.
fine.
i shall do whatever pleases u ppl.
arent u pple happy now?

i'm playing sports later.
i should be happy yeah.

give me a break lah, please.
i've had enuff

12:12 PM

i've had enough of all these shit.
all these nonsesnse.
just FUCK OFF.
stay away from me.

1:05 AM

Wednesday, October 04, 2006

shut up bitch.
there's a limit to everything.
pple from ur country are all the same.
money grubbers.
he's not even worried about it, why should you be so uptight about it ?
you arent even married to him yet.
so fast controlling his finances already ?
just shutup!
i wont run away with YOUR money.

10:49 PM

oh yeah.
on the way home my mind was wandering..
and i thought of alot of stuffs .
stuffs tt u pple might wonder too.
i shall tell you all nx time.
not now.
im too tired.

12:23 AM

brief post.

ehh. yest aft sch went to admiralty to eat with cher.
went her hse first to wait for her to change n pack food for her bro n dad.
den we went to admiralty tt foodcourt upstairs to eat.
saw ppl eating spaghetti
and i had it too!
seafood spaghetti.
got cream of mushrm soup also.
hmm.
not bad for foodcourt standard.
haha.
den i saw ppl eating laksa at the table nx to mine.
oh.... smells so heavenly..
and the claypot rice looked nice too!
shall go there again to have them another day! hahaha.
today was damn tiring. practically dragging myself to school.
cld barely kip my eyes open .
slept in lab for awhile and when i woke up,
saw visitors at the lab behind mine.
haha.
so i tried to kip myself awake.
totally no motivati0n to do any work today lah.
break go south .
had noodles. AGAIN.
cuz south like nothing to eat.
the yongtauhu nt open .
shuuush.
sat there for arnd 2 hrs plus .
was practically stoning and trying to fall aslp with my eyes open like a goldfish all e while.
haha.
den went bak to lab.
practically no mood to do any work lah.
so jus surfed arnd..
pretended to find stuff.
yeh lah managed to dl one application and unzip it
but the installing part abit complicated.
not in the right state of mind to do it.
den went for break at 4.
went south. AGAIN.
had the biscuit like bread peishan brought for us.
oh yeah.
sat till 5?
n we went back .
and .
continue staring at the com.
den it was 6.
and yeah its home time.
went home after tat.
so tired.
yawnS~

12:11 AM

Monday, October 02, 2006

so idiotic!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i screwed up my presentation jus now....
aRghz....
graham was the independent marker ...
den so wat lah..
cuz i was basically reading off the slides ..
den he kept asking mi questions la.... and i dunnoe how to ans them ...
cuz ...
not prepared for it lah ..
and my partner sent mi the ppt onli on sun when he shld send on ssat so tt i can haf more time to do the blardy changes and prepaere myself for it.
damn .
ANYWAY.
its now 1pm ...
this wk gonna do free n easy ..dl the nanohive and 'play arnd ' with it ...
haiyahz..
den gona start the proj soon le lors.. dunno how todo lah..dammit..
yest go ayunt may hse celebrate xueheng bdae...
soo fulll..
theyy cook nasi lemak..
actually shld b quite nice but.
the rice abit spoil...
hard hard one ... like all clump together
den not nice le..
den my uncle make cocktaill..
den got bdaee cake . its from POLAR.
choc fudge cake.
yukc. the more i eat thje more i wan to vomit.
cuz im not exactly a big fan of choc.
HOHO.
yest no band.... but ...
HAIYAH.
den the baby yest very cute lah ...
my uncle was carrying it .. den like standing on his leg..
liday also can fall aslp lor ..!!
den my unclewas carrying it den it fell aslp standing on my uncle's leg jus like tat..
and its head still can rotate ...
denopen eyes awhile..
den close again..
like drunk lidat..
HAHAHA.
SO FUNNY.
i screwweed my presentation jus now!!!!!!!
HAIZ.
oh had green tea pocky jus nw. courtesy of cher.
SO NICE.

1:05 PM