Wednesday, November 29, 2006
update!!
i am still so tired.
yest when my sup was briefing me..
my eyes were half opened half closed.
ready to doze off anytime.!
did quite a number of tings yest..still guided by sup.
its ok la.
den every morning.. i am SO hungry.
i wan to get a cup of milo or cofee.
but i nv bring own cup.
den pantry also no disposable cups. grr.
den i tink take le also no space to put.
cuz my table is nt desk.
is jus purely a computer table.
pathetic.
lunch kakis now are sharon ruiping and xuzhi.
and we'v been going to bedok interchange to eat.
yeah.
its ok i guess.
yest was raining.
today its SUNNY.
today sup tell mi nth to do aft doing some filing.
so.
went to ask carol if there was anything she wanted mi to help.
and she ask mi to help the emergency contact.
ok. so i did tt for todae.
log book dunno how to write sia!
even if noe the num of hrs oso dunno write hw many.
the num of hrs tink is totally redundant !
went bak to hy for the bbQ yest.
main reason was to see tan.
didnt wanna go at firs. but . peisean kip
psycho-ing me.
had so much caatching up to do.
haa. so many things happened.
unexpected stuffs.
anyway. tan sent us hm aft tt.
oh did i mention the prawns were delicious!?
todae so tired.
afternoon do the contact list in frnt of the pc i relly wanna SLP.
can jus doze off there lo if i allowed mself to.
lunch time wen interchange again.
and we went giant to get some stuffs.
i got myself some Sultana biscuits to eat in the morning if im hungry.
so tt my stomach wun growl.
so paiseh lah.
den got Dars chocs and mentos.
went bak was SSOOOOOO sleepy.
i went to toilet and tried to take a short nap.
but. canot la.
cuz scared later they tink why i go toilet so long where i go sia.
den went bak.
opened the chocs .
and kept stuffing myself with them.
when i was sick of it.
i took out the mentos and kept chewing on them .
den my coleeagues had a bdae celebration.
was giben a slice of choc banana cake.
nice.
but got a lot cREAM!
so FATTENING lah.
at firs i tot was cake.
den the more i look at it the more i tink iscream.
but don taste lik cream lor.
aiyah.
these working ppl got money to buy good cakes ma.
nt like us. always order prima deli oni
hahaha.
den i was pretty awake le.
at 5, finished wat i wassupposed to be doing.
told carol and she was busy.
so she asked mi to wait aawhile.
so i talked to ppl on msn lo.
like finally so free to msn ppl.
den wait wait wait till 6pm.
off work le.
haha.
but i don lik the feeling ofhaving nth to do.
cuz in the office see everyone lik so busy.
den u duno do wat.
u wan to do ting den the person also too busy to gib u ting to do ..
den feel veri bu zi zai lah.
den wen bak wit xz n rp.
sharon got chaeffeur mah.
rp went off firs..
mi n xz go mit camelia in train..
took with her to cityhall.
den wen bak to bugis to mit kiafnag.
collected her shoes and had dinner with her.
and home i am.
oh so tired.
every moroing i am so suay la.
see 2 bitches even b4 i go to work.
first day ..open door see them liao . so fine.
2nd day.. saw them at the waitin for shuttle bus area..
TODAY SEE THEM IN TRAIN.
WHAT SHIT!
lik everyday seeing them earlier and earlier.
relly spoil my dae.
den they tink they so fucking pretty la.
heard tt they kip walking arnd in the office.
fashion show ar?
fucking bitches.
wan to slap u sia.
so SUAY ar.
im sorry lor, but if i hate you,
i wun make it discreet.
im not good at it.
11:00 PM
Tuesday, November 28, 2006
short update on my first day of ipp at scs.
morning dad took mi to lavendar and frm there i ttoook train down to bedok den the shuttle bus.
hmm. had a briefing at the audi. quite a small place la.
dun see scs so small.
but got alot hidden corners.
anyway was sent to HR dept with xiaoxian.
i tot i was in healthcare.
but nvm lah. good wat no nit to do codding.
den noe tt i continuing stef's work..
haha.
my oic or isit sup?
is david.
he is a funny person. shall nt elaborate on tt.
he briefed mi on wat i shld do.
and there are 4 points.
today oni covered 2points. and i wanna die liao .
didnt noe got so many tings to remember for hR.
i tot all along tt it is straightforwsad.
anyway.
ok. was giben a com.
but not those nice nice table facing the cubicle.
yah is in cubicle but is oni a small computer table between two main cubicles.
yeah. so my place is veri small .
my dept ppl seems nice.
esp the secretary of the dept, carol.
lunch met with sharon.
she was going with her dept ppl .
but at the hawker we separated. cuz of lack of seats.
wear formal so kao wek.
afternoon it rained.
ended work at 6
and took e shuttlebus bak to bedok.
went to mit cher andrew n nas at town.
yeh .
after scouring shops aft shops
bought a pants from iora
and a skirt frm U2.
omg. im going to wear a skirt.
feel so funny lah.
shy leh. hahaa.
anyawy.
am tired.
goodnites.
tml is another long dae.
i tink im goingb to lik my attachment . cuz its no codings.
BUT.
its going to b a problem tinking of wat to wear everydae.
12:01 AM
Saturday, November 25, 2006
okay.
this is gonna b a rather long post . i think.
wednesdaydid report,
and had ipp briefing.. actually morning already noe where i going..
my LO is gary lim..!
he came and find mi in the morning .. together with raji..
den he tell us abt our attachment thing..is at SCS Bedok..
ohohoh.
my team got mi raji n eunice.
ok lah not so bad all is i agaaga noe one..
so its ok bah.
den did report the whoeldae..
relly dunno wat to do for it lor.
den haf ipp briefing at 3pm ?
aft wich.. went bak to lab..
the system got problm sia..
we wanto zip the files in linux.den gt problem..
den in the end our sstem cant work.
was quite pissed at firs.
but control la. cuz las few days le
dun wanna throw temper.
just REN lo.
was suppose to go to work aft fyp...
den tt kailun..afternoon msg mi tell mi dunit to come ler.
so ok lor. stayed bak awhile to do some stuffs till arnd 6.20 lidat..
den he call mi ask if i can still come anot.
so ok lor. i was quite pissed abt my proj already.
wen to work la. reach there arnd 715 lidat.
den went there complain everything out to him .
haa.
work was ok la. though oni lik 3 hrs niA.
he kip go disturn the oldchangkee auntie..the LINDAONG frm eu yan sang.
damn crazy la.
den i think the sell herbal tea opp us de got one look lik jin sanshun..
not VERY look like la.
but a bit..the nose n mouth..
i tell kailun he sae no leh don look like.
haha.
den i gave them a family..
the sell herbal tea one got jin sanshun..the sister..and the mother.
HAHAHAHAHA.
bought bread to eat for dinner. nt much apetite too.
damn depressed abt the proj. system canot work!!
went home, bathe, very tired.
but report haven finish .
den was thinking..i slp firs den 4am wake up do.
who noes..i set my alarm i nv wake up shit sia.
den ...
thursday wore semi formal..jus a formal top plus jeans n heels.
but gt bring pants to change.
but in the end nv change.
n our sup was ok with it.
damn panicky n nervous the whole dae la.
our preesentation at 4.30pm .
den luckily we ask our sup come help us with the error..
managed to solve for us..
den ok liao! can work le!!!
did some final touch ups ..
den 4pm le.
DAMN SCARED LAh.
my heart was beating so fast..
shivering all over.
den sup came n ask us go get ready in the proj rm.
so off we went.. get everything ready.
he damn funny la.
cuz the proj rm inside got the tea bag all n hot water..
can drink de.
den ask us wan anot.
we too nervous to drink la! haiyoooo.
den mi n my partner prepare ..
discuss hgow to present..
den graham n sup came in.
so ok. we presented.
the room so cold.brr.
kana shooot some questions we dunno how to ans lor.
den jus -BLANK- out.
den finish e presentation..
graham gib us comments..
he sae this time is better den las time..
den he sae he tink tt we at least noe wat we r doing tis time round as in technically la.
so..ok lor.
tts the end.
SO RELIEVED.
my heart like got one piece of heavy stone gone.
feel so light at tt moment.hahaa.
den they went outside to discuss..
sup came in again .. tell us good job al tt.
but deep inside i noe its nt relly TAT good la .
but. hai. nvm.
den he ask us where we attach to.
n my partner saey :giken sakota.
den the 'giken' we heard as chicken.
den we started laughing la.
den he sae again n we realize is GIKEN. not CHICKEN.
my sup still sae he tot he go there do wat to CHICKEN.
HAHAHAHAHa.
cant stop thinking abt the chicken thing la.
den i tried to stop myself.
wanted to walk over to sharon lab find them.
den i rmeembered abt the folders thing tt we haf to giv sup.
den i wan to ask him wan to do todae or tml?
but wen i turn n look at him.
i was reminded of the CHICKEN.
and i started laughing.
and he didnt catch the joke obviously.
he jus stood there giving tt wat-the-hell-is-happening look.
den the other guy in the lab kip askin him wat happen.
hahaha.
i firs time in frnt of them started my laughing fits.
SO PAISEH.
but nvm la . last 2 days liao . sumore presentation over le.aHAha
aft clocking out,
went to town with pei en cam and michelle.
go take the papillio from xinyi at dhoby ghaut.
den we went for dinner at plazasing.
walked arnd abit..
bought a card for sup.
walked to topshop at wisma..
they bought some bday present ..
and we went home~.
fridaymorning too tired to wake up. and i overslept!
thanks to cher and camelia for helping mi log in these few days!!
reach sch arnd 10..
partner not here yet.
was supposed to hand in the folders to sup.
and the report was with my partner.
den wait for him to come.
he came at 10plus 11 lidat.
he bought a cheesecake for sup. ooo.
den he quikly do the remaining report,
and we waited for sup to come bak from lunch ,
den we go pass him the folders plus the caard n cheesecake.
den that cher ah.
see mi n my partner go find sup tog
den she kip waving to mi at the lab thru the window.
make mi wan to laugh sia.
HAHAHA.
aft which . sup sae can go bak liao .
but no la.
went for lunch with sharon n peishan at fJ.
andrew came to join us thereafter.
den went bak to lab..not MY lab.
just lab hopped.
go big lab..go peishan lab..go sharon lab..
just NEVER go bak my lab.
my lab de ppl they on music loud loud techno somore lor.
last day liao. so anyhow lo .
aloso nth to do le.
den go big lab .
find weekiat cam n michelle tok.
last day le.
nx time veri little chance to mit up
so mus find everyone tok abit ma.
hAHA.
today like relly SLACKING Day.
jus come sch slack oni.
den the feeling like already graduated le.
but actually is NO lor.
monday going ipp.
scared leh.
den fyp lidat end le.
hai sad la.
last time we kip saying fyp so slow.
now like sddenly 12 wks ended le.
den see the labs.. my com..
wah like abit bu she de lor.
den jus now aft 6.15pm our card canot scan in le.
HAIZ.
abit sad la.
acc peishan at her lab while she transfered the photos to me.
like after so long. finally.
hahaha.
den go mac find the rest..
went bball court.
today acutlay wan to play sports ..but in the end no play.
jus sit there tok awhile..
den mi n benita went to the admin office outside kip taking alot pics .
HAHA.
den awhile later the rest came n find us ask us go eat dinner le.
so off we went .
S-11.
was choosing between fish n chips or the prawn mee.
but the prawn mus peel the shell li ktroublesome leh.
so ate fishnchips.
aft we ate tt gladys n kenneth..go mix all the food.
their new creation.
damn funny lah.
and abit disgusting too.
heee.
went home after that..
and tts the end of todae..
tml gonna b a busy day~
morning go cut hair.
1pm meet aunt at JE go creative warehse sales
cus she wanna buy mp3.
den aft tt go meet the rest go town buy clothes for ipp!
busy busy busy.
sundae working.
busybusybusy.
i wiill miss everyone..
1:16 AM
Tuesday, November 21, 2006
do report do report.
duno how to do.
how leh?
sit in a corner and cry lor.
haha no lah.
just try to do watever i can.
my skin on my face is peeling.
looks so tempting to peel.
ARGH.
my hand so itchy.
itchy itchy itchy.
kip having diarhoea tis few day when i come hm.
grr.
thurs presentation.
grr. scARed lAaa.
later application cant work how?!?
later kana shoot quest dunno how to ans how!?
ARGHss.
tml ipp brieFing at 3pm-5pm..ooooh.
ecxcited.
den tmL working.
ooooh.
my hand very itchy!!
i wan to peel the skin off my face!!
so tempting!!!
arGHssss!!!!!!!!!
DO REPORT!
11:30 PM
Monday, November 20, 2006
i cant laugh.
i cant laugh.
i cant laugh.
i cant laugh.
i cant laugh.
i cant laugh.
GRRRRRRRRRRR .
3:17 PM
Sunday, November 19, 2006
today sports champ!
morning was suppose to wake jenny up at 615.
but i overslept and woke up when kf called mi at 645. haha
den quickly prepare go sch.. stomach suddenly very pain .
*grrr*
ask dad fetch mi to sch..he agrEed.
so ok .. reached sch..wen to look for them.
den go reg..
den we realize tt our first match play against jessica they all..
lik playing against our own ppl.
they won.
den nx match..
we lost all lah.
they won 2 .. lost 1..
but still nv get into finals.
but nvm lah we play jus for the sake of playing lah right?
anyway sorry guys..today i very weak.
nearly vomitted aft playing. grr.
think i since sec4 aft what happened.. i veri weak liao lor.
wo bu gan yuan lah!
dammit
wen to north..had a quik lunch..
den went to bball court to support the guys..
but they also lost..
den go soccer team support nat they all .den they also lost la.
den sit at the stairs there..slack.
weisiong sae tonite go settlers at 10pm..but tink in the end no one go so cancelled.
haha.
all too tired lah~
hayoh. nx time we organize one outing one..
go settlers till 2 am since they close at tt time.
den go watch midnite show..
den go esplanade there ton n slack.
shiok right lidat!
hahaha. but dunno when tt dae will comE..
jingyi kip wanting to eat mcWings..
he kip insisting mac open tilll 430.
but actually i tink is 2plus onli la.
den we waited for jy and merv to bathe..
den go amk de mac.
jy was BENT on eating his mcwings lor.
got mi kf peishan nat jy jessica kahyip merv and yankai.
went there.. eat..
the 2 jys ate ALOT lah.
den we jus sat there n talk ..
talk till like.. 7plus ba?
den wanted to leave.. kf suddenly say tt she veri long no play pool.
den suddenly all up liao wan to play poOl .
hahahaha.
den wen snookerium.,
dun see kiafang lidat.
she noe how to play pool one ok !
she trash all of us lah like some pro.
ahaa.
play till 10plus n we left for home.
all of us were burnt.
i like kahyips color now. nice leh.
shared cab with yankai and kf.
yeh im home now.
burnt. i like.
feel so hot all over.
i wan to wach tv leh.
but my dad watching soccer.
and he slping in front of the tv lah!
might as well let mi watch right!
grr.
12:29 AM
Thursday, November 16, 2006
hotmail is down!
canot check my mail!!
i hate the feeling of not being able to check my mail ! grrr.
supposed to be doing my codes
but im stuck.
yc is helping me. thank you so much.
feeling feverish now. dunno if a fever is coming or what.
today actually stayed back do OT aft fyp.
but i left at 7plus.
reason being . it was too quiet in the lab.
and also veri scary!!! like so quiet u can hear anything any time.
den got pple outside the lab kip waving to mi ask mi help them open door. cuz they forgot to take ting. bla bla.
arghs.
tml muz show the webby.
i scared cant show siaaaa.
haf to chiooong now~
sat is sports champ .
oh. dammn tired.
11:55 PM
like so long no blog a proper entry.
haiz.
my proj. rely feel so dumb lor.
the java stuff all i relly dunno. even the basic parameter all tt
tink i throw bak to teacher liao .
den tt day my sup was telling mi all these terms in his rm.
i was like, huh.
den he asked if IT was my first choice, something lidat.
i told him., no. my first choice was businesss side, accounting maybe.
den he was like. oh ok .
den he asked if i was going to study acc aft poly.
maybe? at ACca.
dunno la.
den he teach mi until very fedup.
cuz i everything dunno .
den he sae i redlly better dn study it.
hahAha.
he can laugh oso one lor.
den today he came,
my partner wasnt there.
den the code i oso duno he done liao ma.
den realize he havent.
so sup ask how.
i sae i dunno leh.
cuz i relly duno how to do the code!
how to force also no use.
u put mi in frnt of the com 10hrs to do the code also no use.
cuz nothing will come out of it i can tell you.
so he sae, nvm. i do.
and he started doing the codes.
i was jus staring at wat he was typing.
den he type type type.
walao damn PRO lah.
i seriously duno wat he is typing in the firs place.
den he xplain to mi .
den i aga aga noe la.
den heask if i noe html.
i was like.. yah.
den he sae ok. do a website to contain all those stuff tt he coded for us.
tts the least we can do.
i was like..ok.
den we haf to show by fri.
i stunned lor.
the codes all finish.
almost all done by him lor.
den he oni want us to do the website.
wah. relly stunn lor.
i tot i will die on the spot man.
den he help us lidat
damn good la.
relly no words to descrive.
i feel happy, yet sad.
happy cuz the codes are done. i dun haf to worry abt them excpt the html part. luckily my html is still ok one, better den java. or else i will relaly die on the spot.
denh sad cuz i feel so stupid lah. the code all donno.
feel lik a fool lor. stupid me la.
anyway jus nw stayed till 6.45 lidat den leave lab, cusz waitinf for xavier.
den we go bishan collect cake for kahyip. today he birthday mah.
den wan to surprise him . something lidat.
andrew went to collect the jerseys at queensway.
den luckily we found our way to the primadeli at bishan.
den collect le,
go cityhall find nat n kiafang.
went to rafflescity de foodcourt eat.
ate saba .
wooo.
niCe.
den walked to esplanade,
meet andrew n teo there.
den wait wait wait.
say 9pm de den we reach there arnd 9.30.
den wait till 1030 lidat den kahyip n caro reach
den they were at dwnstair.
and we were upstair.
at the roof top.
den from there shout to him.
think he veri paiseh lo.
haha.
den he came up, cut cake all tt.
yeah.
den the security come chase us away sae wan to close roof terrace le.
so okie.
we go the esplanade outside tt river there.
eat cake.
tok cock.
time flew so past.
den is 1130pm le.
faster walk to mrt.
all no more train le xcept one heading to kranji.
they all can go hm frm train xcept me.
den i took to newton take cab.
hmmz.
reach hm arnd 1230.
damn tired lah tis wk.
cuz from mon till today. i haven been going out aft fyp.
tml i tink i staying bak in sch do proj.
arghhs.
veri tired!!!!!!!!!
2:05 AM
Tuesday, November 14, 2006
haiyoyoyoyoyoyoyoyoyoyoyoyo.!!!!!
i wan to find my sup my sup nt there !!!
seriouisly i dunno wat i am doing for my proj.
he tell mi do wat i just do.
do do do .
and following blindly. dunno do what onli sia.
haiz.
sometime can work. sometime canot work. so SAD leh.
den i scared if ask too much ting den he fed up.
haiz.
arghhhhhhh.
faster 6pm ..
2:22 PM
im so early in sch today! guess it makes up for the past few days.
later 9am got talk must go !
tink nw i slep for half hr firs la..
8:38 AM
Thursday, November 09, 2006
received an email from peps alumni band .
dey say having surprise farewell concert for mrs tan.
yeah though i've left the sch for like.. 5/ 6 yrss?
but i still noe who is mrs tan.
and they say will haf alumni n main band combine play.
the feeling was like... a rush over me.. i duno how to describe the feeling also.
den i started thinking abt youth.
thinking abt my instrument.
thinking abt touching my instrument.
i took it out, looked at it,
got a feel of it.
and cried.
yes.
i miss band so much all of a sudden.
miss playing together with the others though it was abit hard for mi cuz of the environment.
miss the music.
miss looking at the scores.
miss mr tan's conducting.
miss my instrument, the feel of it.
in fact i miss everything of it.
half of me is telling me to go back.
the other half of mi is asking mi to quit.
i dont noe what i want to follow.
stay or quit?
why must you say all that in the first place, hurting me, making things difficult for both of us tt it had to end this way.
why am i making myself miserable this way?
oh, how i wished that peps alumni never reached me.
the worst thing is, my bro is also in band.
also peps band.
and when ever i see him bring his instrument back .
i got the rush of feelings through mi again.
oh.what.am.i.going.to.do!?
12:24 AM
Wednesday, November 08, 2006
misunderstood,
as always.
12:29 AM
Tuesday, November 07, 2006
so scary lah.
just now when i was eating dinner n watching tv,
dad was walking past den he look at the door there den he shouted.
i tot wat ting. den i turned to look.
saw a guy in a white shirt n yellow top, didnt manage to see his face.
he was lurking outside our hse suspiciously and he kana frightened by my dad n when my dad walked closer to the door he ran away.
i was so scared la. in a daze.
den i ask my dad wat ting.
den he sae tt tt guy was outside our flat, standing there kip lookin at downstair lik got police catch him den he wanna run away see the police still looking for him tt type.
i hear liao felt the creeps la.
lik nothing lidat happen b4.
my dad went into the kitchen to tell my mum.,
awhielk later my mum came outside,
tell mi nx time go out throw ting dun leave the door open , at least tell her when i go out to throw ting den she can kip a lookout at the door.
she sae nowadays got alot weird weird ppl at our flat outside,
tt time got one time she wen out to throw thing, at the lift tt neighbour there.
she saw a woman carrying a bag.
kip lurking outside tt neighbour's flat, den when she saw my mum she like scared den faster walk to the plants there pretending to b looking at the plants.
den my mum say tt my other neighbour oso got tell her b4 a encounter she had the other time, got a persn outside her flat there too when she goin out to throw ting.
summore my flat n tt neighbour flat quite near the staircase, so veri easy for ppl to come.
n she oso sae the plantsdunno muz put how then wun block de duno wat sight. i also dunno wat she sae la.
so nx time muz b careful.
listen liao i suddenly feel that its nt safe at all even when u are locked up in my own house.
like ppl can still harm you somehow.
and the kitchen window,
so near the staircase the there dunno how to say lah.
den ppl lik can easily climb out and balance themselves on the walls using even with tt small footing for them if they r careful enuff n climb into the kitchen window.
i feel so afraid of my own house even now.
like its so unsafe.
arghss.
11:21 PM
Saturday, November 04, 2006
went for a house visit at sue's hse in the aftErnoooon .
she stays at wdlands..
so we met up at wdlands first b4 walking over to her place.
onli so few of us go. veri sad lo.
got merv, azimah, peishan, chloe n mi.
at firs walked at cwp awhile cuz azimah wanted to buy something for her cousin..
den we went sue hse.
wah. sue hse big lo.
7-rm flat. same as kiafang bah.
den gt alot of 'entries' lik door lidat
so abit confusing.,
but i tink stay in tt kind of big hse also nice.
went to her room and slacked awhile.
her 5yr old sister came in and entertained us.
apparently she doesnt like mervyn and she kept disturbing him,
saying he looked lik a crocodile.. pulling his hair..pulling his ear..
irritating him and entertaining us by dancing on the bed.
she can relly dance very well lo. sexy~~
hahahahaha. den she farted.
n its her birthday today.
went to hav a bit of food
the food is quite nice.
den wen bak to the rm to slack.
relly feel lik slping le at tt time.
den the sis came in again
haha. danced alot la she. tink she potential clubber.
cute la.
den she started kissing all of us xcept merv.
hahahha.
left sue hse arnd 5plus.
wen to walk arnd cwp with peishan cuz she meeting her frens later n the time nt up yet.
wen to all the hp shops to see her samsung fone.
den left cwp.
took train back with her..
reached hm..
its time for tv!
WAHLAOOOO veri sad la.
cuz gt the creative zen vplus blacknorange 1gb de online for oni 79bucks
but for 1st 5 cust starting at 10pm..
so i watch tv till 9.30..den stand by for 10pm..
my aunt ask mi help her buy
wah lao.
den 9.58, 9.59 lidat i start to refresh the page le
den blardy hell.
10pm i jus nice refresh finish the page.
and it says, ALL SNAPPED UP.
WAH LAOOOOOOO
10pm start,
i 10 pm zhunzhun go.
ALL SNAPped Up.
WAH SAD LAH LIDAT.
gt more kancheong spiders out there.
but impossible wat.
HAIYOOH.
hao sad la.
so disappointed.
i already get ready visa card all tt to make payment le leh.
ARGHHHHHH.
buying my papillio sooon.
yeyaa~~
10:14 PM
Friday, November 03, 2006
when it was my bdae.
u wre nv so uptight abt it.
but now,
its hers,
your BEST FRIEND's,
you get all so uptight.
buying presents so early.
ordering an online cupcake ( nt tt i care abt tt)
CHASING me for money already, asking mi to transfer to ur acC asap.
what siaaa.
i dun even haf present since las yr.
u noe how i feel anot?
u gt even THINK of how i wld feel anot?
i feel lik i dun mean a thing to you at all .
just someone you
tink as ur gd fren,
share present for ur
best friend.
den transfer money to u.
thats it.
end of story.its not abt the presents.
its abt how u treat me.
how u consider my feelings.
u gt consider my feelings?
dont think so.
u ask mi if im free for celebration.
i told u no.
got work.
den u said how?
i told you, go without me
and immediately u agreed.
without even
bothering to persuade mi furthur, or changing the date or whatsoever.
nope.
you were so
quick in ur reply.
i tried being hostile to you in my replies.
yet u dun get the hint.
i'v said b4,
and i say it again now,
i'm nt going to b the softhearted xinyi anymore.
in fact, after thinking for quite some time,
i realized tt wat benita said yesterday made sense.
your best friends are your enemiesit makes alot of sense.
1:07 AM
Thursday, November 02, 2006
AHHH!!!!
damn irritated lah!!
damn hungry now la.
gastric pain kliao la.
stupid visitors coming at 11.30-12.30.
den gary ask us don go break!
LIKE WAT SIA!!!!!
im so hungry i can slap a person, beat a person, slam the com now!!!!!!!!!!!!
dman visitors.
shit you all !!!!!!!
den my partner come
kip talkin abt coding. WHAT SIA.
den i wan to ask him thing also cannot cuz he kip talking to the other ppl in the lab
shit him lah!!!!! args!!!
fuck lah!!!
buaytahan liao lah!!!
den jus nw tt katherine lee come.
sae gt wat ibm cert ting.
den tt stupid guy wan to go for it.
den tt lee sae tt muz go for the lesson nx wk for 3 whole days
den he sae proj how. must gan proj.
PLEASE LAH!!!!
talk until lik u r the onli one doing the project!!
dunoe how to ask mi to do isit!!!!!!
fuck lah!!!!!!!
den he got gofind sup one.
duno if he got say anything abt mi to sup.
shit him lah.
ARGH!!!!!
1 hr 15 mins more den can eat!
STUPID VISITORs!!!
gary is checking on the labs now..
ARGHSSSSSSSSSSS.
cher's stupid mimi damn irritating lah!!!!!!
11:17 AM
Wednesday, November 01, 2006
today totally no fyp mood lah.
morning reach sch at arnd 10.15..
den sit awhile go brunch le..
ate prawn mee soup.
wah the soup today damn oily lah.
nt much taste too.
den wen bak to lab.
misspiggy was in my lab.
totaaly spoil my mood.
so went to sharon's lab to browse thru the spREees.
aft tt went for the SOA seminar.
damn boring la.
the speaker was angmoh. bjoern braun i tink.
anyway fell aslp for awhile.
den went bak lab.. sit at my lab awhile..den
go break again.
i ate alot today lah.
ate cup corn.. drank tea.. den shared fries, nuggets and bread with cher.
and i was still craving for food den.
went bak lab.. go sharon laB.. spreeeing again. tink im addicted le la.
saw some accessories quite nice.. feel lik buying.. but i noe i wun wear la.
anyway im nt buying le.
den stayed at sharon's lab all the way till 6.
benita came to finD us.
aft clocking out.
benita mi and sharon wen to mac.
benita wanted to haf mac dinner.
and my mouth was itching for food
so i bought sandwich and mocha.
feel so damn bloated nw.
wen to bball court awhile. initial plan was to find weisiong but he nt there yet.
so .
we went home first.
was bitching abt ppl all e way to the mrt station.
went to cwp to collect my phone.
reach there.. saw one big crowd.. and saw tt gio outside there alot water..
at firs i tot flood.. den gt alot ppl crowding over to see..
i was quite curious too.. but was damn irritated by all the ppl and i walked fast fast to upstair.
den i saw alot smoke. n firemen
den i tink is gt fire or wat la. den the firemen wash away the fire.
tt explains the water i tink.
anyway went to nokia..
WAH LAO DAMN SHIT LAh.
the nokia care part was closed. but the nokia shop still open.
den i wen in thru the nokia shop.
den saw the counter put the notice say tt they stop giving out queue numbers aft 8pm on mon - fri and 5pm on sat n sun.
wah shit la.. tt time was 8.13pm.
damn shit lor
close so early for wat sia.
u oso not FnB outlet.
dunnit to clean or watever shit.
close so early for what lAHH!!!!!!!!
dammit.
den bobian la.
damn pissed.
went home in 187.
reched hm jus nice watch 9pm shOw.
den wah lao relly veri irritated liao lor.
the doorbell rang.
den rang again.
then go BANG THE DOOR.
like what fuck sia.
i tot is loan shark or wat come wrong house to collect money.
den my dad go open door.
and you noe wat?
is 2 fucking young teenage girls SELLING ICECREAM.
they ask my dad wan to buy anot.. last pack liao..
den sae dunno sell how much den gt dunno wat 1 item free or wat ting.
my dad say no, dont want.
den they pleaded.
then my dad turned his head to us ask us wan anot.
WE SAY DUN WANT.
then those 2 assholes
kept pleading my dad in those very irritating little girl voices like those 'sa jiao' voice.
saying , 'plesae plsease..last pack liao ... buy la.. buy la.. '
wah
damn fucking irritating lor.
XIAO MEI MEIS.
PPL DUN WAN BUY MEANS DUN WAN BUY U WAN TO FORCE THEM BUY FOR WHAT.
IF GOT PPLE FORCE YOU TO DO THING TT U DUN WAN TO DO WILL YOU DO?
FUCKOFF LAH.
STILL BANG PPL DOOR SO HARD.
YOU THINK YOUR HOUSE ISIT?
DON B SUCH A BITCH LAH.
PPL DUN WAN MEANS DUNWAN JUST GET THE HINT AND GET LOST. STOP THROWING YOUR FACE, THINKING U R VERI CUTE, GIVING THOSE STUPID VOICES TO PLEAD PPL TO BUY THINGS THEY DUN WANT !!!!
in the end,?
my dad bought.
damn them .
i almost wanted to go up frnt and scold them.
i was already veri pissed off.
ARGHS.
stupid pple.
dunwan den dunwan lah go find other ppl to buy lah.
this whole block not only our unit right.
fuckers.
den in the end. waste $10 on tt icecream.
really feel like slapping them.
________________________________________
i feel tt when u treat pple good,
they will tend to take advantage and step all over ur head.
tts wat happened to mi time and again.
i try to be understanding to those ppl.
i try to give in to them, humour them, entertain them,
in the end what do i get?
they think that i'm someone they can climb all over my head.
and they start doing things i hate. nt caring abt my feelings.
wtf!?!
pple treat u good, doesnt mean tt u can take advantage of them n start doing stuffs tt clearly shows tt u dun care abt hw they will feel.
gt some ppl often say tt im too softhearted.
mayb tts why ppl tend to take advantage of tt fact.
from now on.
im nt going to b softhearted anymore.
im sick of it alrady.
10:57 PM
haiyER!!!!!
i type so many thing!
den gt some error.
DEN EVERYTHING GONE..
SHIT LAHhhhh.
12:31 PM
