its just ... xy

Thursday, March 31, 2005

i must go jogging.
i WILL go jogging.
TOMORROW.

12:29 AM

haii ..
stomach wasnt feeling tt great when i woke up today .. the day of 1290 presentation. gag. when i was abt to leave for sch .. was lookin for the black shoes manda lent mi .. couldnt
find it anywhere.. i tot my mum kept it or smth .. so i called her .. but realized tt i had left it in the band rm aft com works.. shanks. den i borrowed my mum's shoe.. but hers was abit tight .. so bring to sch ... in e end was late in meeting the rest lor. go lab find em ..den cus xavier's grp nt here yet.. we present firs .. den the other marker other than lohkp said tt our game looked like one of another student's he marked yesterday.. .. n tt guy happened to b vick.. !!! at firs we tot was coincidence .. but latest news is tt .. vick their grp also got from the same source as us .. but ours got more things... better.. as wat the teacher said.. we kept denyin lor.. den the 2 teachers sae they will investigate.. shit man .. i dun wanna repeat this module ... arghhhhhss... haiss.... aft the presentation ..wen to mac to eat.. den wen home .. n go jp wit tbc.. go bata buy black shoe ... wanted to buy the parakeet de food one ..but dun haf .. all big big de .. hais. later tt.. walk a bit den go hm le... veri tired.. tml still gt marketing presentation .. haizz.

12:22 AM

Tuesday, March 29, 2005

today so tired ahzz... was at feli's house doing java project e whole day .. no time to study maths at all ... met tiff at tpy den we took bus to prata house meet the rest for lunch firs.. den go feli's hse... the cheese prata relly veri nicE .. yum. den we started doing the project.. .arthur was sort of our entertainer .. hahaz.. n everyone had problems flushing feli's toilet !! hahas.. =X do till dinnr time nt finished.. den all veri hungry ..wanted to order pizzA de... but in e end feli n arthur went out to ta pao kFc for us all.. cus kfc got offer ma.. hahaaz.. they come bAk le we all faster go eat... worse is arthur.. he eat machiam lik dunno how long nv eat lik tt .. hahah... eat liao ... tried to continue the report ... kaos eh .. the report mus do so mani tings.. also duno the teacher gt read wat we write one anot.. den do all e way till 11 plus den leave her hse... walk out halfway saw 410 ... den we 3 run lik siaoz.. almost forgot abt xueting.. hehs. paiseh.. board the 410 ... go train station .. luckily still gt train .. or else can faiint there liaoss ... reached bb central.. at firs no one waiting for the bus. . i tot dun haf liaos.. den i wait summore... luckily still gt ... so reached hm arnd 12.45 -1 am lik tt ... haiss... report still nt finished.. sian...

2:09 AM

Saturday, March 26, 2005

haiz. i've been a total pig these few days. sleep. eat. sleep and eat. take yesterday for example.. din go out the whole day..spent the whole afternoon sleeping. yes. and i mean the WHOLE AFTERNOON. haizz. i know i haf projects to complete n exams to study for. but i dont feel like facing them . i dunoe why. is this wat u call depression?? haiz . i really nit to get out of the house. staying at home is making mi go crazy. i shall make the effort to study n complete my projects. sorry guys.

2:16 PM

Friday, March 25, 2005

suddenly i feel the whole world is against me. i feeel lost. i don't know what to do.
oh fuck it.

1:49 PM

good friday. how good is this good friday ? blehs.
yesterday gt bak java quiz2 n prac... both passed la.. hmm .. had lesson till 1 oni.. so aft tt wen je de kpool to play pool with rickson aft we had lunch at ljs .. saw a few huayi de ppl... but mostly is i dunno de.. the pool centre at firs no ppl de.. den aft we go in to play.. gt so many liaoz.. sianz 1/2 .. hmm..play awhile..sian liaoz.. ps n tbc wanted to watch eye 10 .. but tbc was havin band till dunno wat time .. so i wen home firs.. n sleep.. haha.. was so damn tired lo... sleep all e way till 7 plus.. n we nt going out le ... dad was in a good mood i guess..agreed to drive mi out to buy dinner.. hehes... =p watched tv n played yahoo pool till i fell asleep... sianz arhg ... the feeling now like holiday liaoz... but in fact .. the exams nt here yet.. nx wk study break.. shit manz... i dun wanna take sub paper .. or retake any module...must study harD le...

11:45 AM

Thursday, March 24, 2005

yes, got back my marketing ica results yest... got 54 /100. sucked. blah. WHATEVER.
had comm skills common test today ... don wanna tok abt it .. wen to two way to cut my hair aft the paper wit amanda n joel .. n had dinner at 400plus there. had my fav hokkien mee. yum . kinda miss tt place. n my hair looks abit weird nw. haiz.. dun wana tink abt it. nt my hair. wonder hw im gonna pass my exams.. my mum's n bro is in hk now .. good lor. and the house feels so empty without them .. haiz. i need a break.

12:13 AM

Thursday, March 17, 2005

i'm just such a useless freak. had java test today. and it ... looked simple enuff. just mcqs .. T/F questions..fill in e blanks. jus anyhw filled in ans. hecked. den the rest did java project aft the test? i din noe wat to do on my part. feel like such a dumb ass. all i cld do was stare at e comp screen.. till i felt drowsy.. hais. anyway halfway thru sch jus nw.. baoling called mi ... say she doing survey at my sch .. haha .. den wen to the shoppin arcade there mit her .. n taige n alvin. jasmine was sumwhere arnd in sch. but din see her. later tt had java tutorial .. firs time on a thursday we really stayed till soo late for lessons ... n wen home le . tml gt ASp test aRhsss... si le........... haizzz....... can sumone please. PLEASE. help me??? i'm at a loss

7:03 PM

Wednesday, March 16, 2005

no mood to study.
no mood to do anything.

11:15 PM

i haf a java written test tml. urgh. hate it. today had AMS lesson till 11 .. had lunch and stayed bak to do abit of project..but seriously i dun noe wat i'm doing. haiz. din go for java n maths xtra lect.. peisean called mi n i wen to meet her at yck mrt station aft her rugby match at yck stadium.. we went to j8 .. pei-ed her eat her lunch..n walked arnd .. saw a few things i wanna buy .. but...NO MONEY! sianz. haiss. den we took train bak home ... halfway she sae she wanna go causeway?? so we went .. bla ... was at 77th street ... she bought tis head band ... n while she was paying for it.. there were 2 gurls standin at the showcases lookin at things.. please lor.. an idiot wld noe they were those type of typical xiao mei meis. sec sch gurls. den one of them act till like so.... grown up like tt. sae "EXCUSE ME" so loud cus she wanted to ask abt one of the stuff there. den when no one attended to her. she was like so damn fuckin irritated, n gave tt type of face.. n said 'xcuse mi' again while rolling her eyes , exchanging looks with her fren. i mean ... couldnt she see tt both the sales gurls were busy at tt moment? culdnt she jus wait for awhile?? wait a while will die meh? even grown ups matured ladies those "EXcuse me" until like tt lor . i oso dunno hw to describe her. but seeing her attitude makes mi wanna slap her. really. if i was her fren, i wld jus walk away n gif her a piece of my mind. xiao mei mei lor. what the fish man. doesnt she noe what is MANNERS ? n since its the one week holidays now for pri sch .. sec schs n jcs.. of cus those shopping places wld b packed full with ppl ... n everywhere i go ... i see mani mani xiao mei meis trying to dress lik mature grown ups. i mean. "HELLO?" whats this world becoming to ? ok lar.. if wear till nice n nt bad i wun say much.. but please lor. the way they dress? it jus sucks lor. whats the matter with kids nowadays ? how come their parents give them money n all the authority to do tt? don they even carE? KIDS WILL BE KIDS. no matter what they do to themselves. they r still kids in the end. can't stand it. what's happening to the children nowadays?
SnK got alot new jeans ... the fades n style soooo nice... but $49 ... arghhhhhs. mus wait till sale den can buy ... siAns... gonna study fer java le ... =(

5:58 PM

Tuesday, March 15, 2005

xinyi is a bad girl.

5:42 PM

Sunday, March 13, 2005

fine. i shall type tt entry again.
had performance today n it sucked. totally cocked up on tt one part .. n of all times to get sick .. i had to b sick today... flu plus sore throat.. and it seems the flu is getting worse. jus now aft second half i had difficulty playing . cus of my blocked nose. arghs!!! and i totally hate it when those audiences sitting in frnt.. pointing here n there... stresses us out. really. so. if any of u happen to b audiences.. please do not point point point during concerts. its so damn rude lor. pissed. tbc bought mi a flower. haha. so miracle .. so mus blog this down .. jus nw aft the performance wen to je de edo with ps n tbc eat dinner... was starving.... david was there .. hehs. plus calvin too.. but niupi today off .. so sadd. no fate with him.. always go edo he nt arnd wan .. hais. jus nw sae liaoz.. one day we all ex chinatown ppl r gonna go out .!! mi .. limay.. dennis..david..aihui...jason..plus the kitchen ppl .. ooh yeah. one day in april. we shall. tml still gt performance.. if my nose gets worse.. im considering backing out for tml's performance since i cant play a thing with my blocked nose .. hais...
i'm tired.
and pls pray tis gets saved.

12:14 AM

oh damn it. i jus blogged an entry. and its all gONE.

12:12 AM

Friday, March 11, 2005

hai.
yesterday went to sch at 8 for lessons... 4hrs of lab ... and we were toking abt eating kfc... tutorial at 3 was cancelled... and we decided to skip maths lect and the 4 of us .. for the first time ..wen to junction 8 for kfc..haha.. why i said firs time .. meaning for the first time 4 of us girls actually wen out together.. eat liao sat at the table there... and the other gurls were tokin abt ghost stories while i listened.. cus i seldom watch ghost stories..haha! den we wen walk arnd... bought my sandals! ho yeah.. lol . walk arnd abit more n i wen home ler ...came home slp abit and wen for band prac at nite .. last prac b4 the concert tml .. haiz. scared.. no confidence. bleh. useless me.
today morning wen to sch for maths tutorial and had big breakfast. yumy. den had an hr of java tutorial.. i mus b too tired liaoz.. keep dozing off. ok .. fell asleep sitting up .. hahaha. lucky tt loh kp nv scold ... =p . den had 2 hrs of break.. go find free pc do project... and had tan tc's tutorial.. n finally. sch was finished. waited for mr tan to come n fetch me to huayi ... reached there .. today lik gt so mani seniors cum bak .. gt mi .. ps .. yani .. sha ... laikuan ... tbc. haha. tbc was conducting the junior band. O.O played abit .. wasnt in the mood to play today .. den oso abit dun daare to play wit them .. useless right. bleh. den went for dinner at IMM with mr tan .. ps .. n tbc ... sat there n eat .. den tok alot stupid stuffs .. jokes bla bla. . tink we the noisest there.. everyone kept lookin at us .. hur hur. den chiong home wait for my brother come bak frm swimming ... sianz. luckily gt mr tan fetch .. heh heh. reach home faster record the show. onli cld record at 9.15. the 8.30 show missed liao lor . i also nv watch. den my dad jus now cum home give a stupid damn farkin black face. please lor . jus one part of the show left out onli gif tis type of fucking attitude. den las time my stupid bro nv record for mi also ... !!!!! at least now got record at least more then 3/4 of wat he wan right. shit him. anyhow lose temper. shit one lor.. arGhs..!!!
tomolo performance le.. haiz. im jus so tired

11:51 PM

Wednesday, March 09, 2005

jus realized i havent been bloggin a proper entry for quite sum time .. been busy with tests.. projects ... band ... i'm sleep deprived. haiz. finally marketing icA is over ... dint really do much studying ... jus studied the day b4... lets jus hope i can pass ... and the marketing project nt done yet .. dcn too .. java also ... so altogether tts 3 projects... in 2 wks time ? haizZzz. today had comm skills assignment wich was lik a test ..i totally din study for it .. slept thru the nite ... jus read thru in the train ..of cus taking a few mins of slp in between .. haha. but still.. managed to write most of e ans out.. hope its nt rubbish lor ? bleh . supposed to be ending at 11 today but stayed till 2 for marketing make up lesson till 3.. den wen home .. n fell asleep immediately. wen for dinner with limay huiping n jane at 4o0 plus there ..
having performance on sat n sun .. so tiring ... haiz. dun haf much time for him nowadays .. too busy... sorree...

10:55 PM

Monday, March 07, 2005

Name : CHAN XIN YI (Adm No. : 043538Z) Course : DIPLOMA IN INFORMATION TECHNOLOGY (ITDF01) Examination Timetable - Academic Year 2004 S2

1. 06-APR (WED) 04:30PM - 06:30PM IT2126 OBJECT-ORIENTED PROGRAMMING USING JAVA

2. 08-APR (FRI) 08:30AM - 10:30AM IT1213 DATA COMMUNICATIONS & NETWORKING

3. 12-APR (TUE) 08:30AM - 10:30AM IT1202 internet APPLICATION DEVELOPMENT

4. 13-APR (WED) 04:30PM - 06:30PM IT1201 COMPUTING MATHEMATICS 2

SEE THAt? exactly one more month to go for my exams.
hais

12:29 AM

Saturday, March 05, 2005

i just wanna let it all out .
depressed.

11:20 PM

i just hate myself.

1:52 AM

Friday, March 04, 2005

i hate that guy. TOTALLY. despise him. argHs. makes mi so maddening !!!

forget the old ?

[ everything's changed. gone. ]
[ do you still even care, remember? ]
[ feel like no one gives a damn about how i feel ]

[ hate my life ]

1:31 AM

Tuesday, March 01, 2005

tink i will not change course . cus i suddenly found vb interesting.. haha. lame mi . dunno la. anyway my wish got granted. my eng got at least a 5. at least its not a FAiL. at least some pple hu call themselves my frens cared abt my results. oh. whateveer. jus now was surfing arnd the moe website den realized tt its all done online. and with SingPass. and if u do it online ... it will take 5 days to get the SingPass in mail ... and if those students do it now ... by the time they get it the JAE will be over lor ... but can also go to counter locations to do it .. can get immediately .. stupid right .. like tt sae ... not like alot ppl noe of it .. shit larz..

1:02 AM