Thursday, September 30, 2004
i'm in school now ... havent been bloggin for a few days ? was busy i guess .. hmms . lets start with tuesday ... had band prac .. and tts it. sum tings happened aft band prac... but i dun wanna tok abt it. tinking abt it just gets mi mad already. most of the times the trouble is YOU find urself de den u go and blame others. its not totally tt person's fault lor ... but u make it sound like u din do anyting wrong like tt ... ? do u tink its fair to the other person ? and .... pLs lor .. if u wanna do anyting ... do it URSELF. why pull ME along with u just to go do sum siLLy stuff. i noe im making no sense here at all . dUH.
had java prac test yestrday ... was a total DISASTER . i diin noe how to do at all ... shUcks. be prepared to fail le lor. aft java prac yest wen to lot 1 to meet amanda .. and her friEnd joycelyn. dey were buying a birthday pressie for their clssmate. had our lunch there and walked arnd abit. later tt ... her fren wen bak to sch while manda successfully psycho-ed mi to acc her to sp . we met manmit there ... and he was totally like entertaining us all the way. telling us abt his life in sp ... and telling us jokes ...cldnt stop luffing. we den went to watch the bball match ?? so much for saying tt she din wan to watch ... later tt kept pestering manmit to bring her to the bb court. hah. anyway i din watCh much. was lookin at sum guys playin bb n tokin at e same time.. manda was wondering why guys mus take off their shirt when they play bbal. haha. to show off their "great" bod ? heh. GUYs. correct me if i said anything wrong. finally when the matCh ended ... went home .. watched tV ... studied abit of 1209 n fell asleep. wanted to wake up at 3am in e morning to study ... but ....was tOO tired. !
morning woke up and came to sch in a bLur. mood wasnt tt great. sorry if i offfended anyone though. had html quiz during lab session... duno if i can pass.. ~? haiss. later i'm having band prac .... nw tt tbc quit youth... i'm all alone liao lor. wtf mans.
3:32 PM
Monday, September 27, 2004
weEEEEeeeeeee. im here to write abt todayy. hee. well, woke up today in e morning as usual... and left for schoOl ...morning had comm skills .... my class mates had presentations ... and the most well done i tink was from ... shinming. arthur did quite okay too... ermm... felt weird seeing some of them in the formal wear. sum were funny. sum looked quite nice. nicer den wat they normally wore. oh well. shinming was the first ... he presented abt his muscular distrophy [i duno how to spell!] and i kinda started to feel the fear in me. cus we were both like ... presenting on the illness we were suffering frm .. xcept he's is more serious lor. i began to worry abt how i was gonna present nx week...hw my clssmates wld react to it... and .... blah. had maths lecture n we headed to mac to haf our lunch ... xueting went hm early aft e maths lec... :\ later tt aft our lunch while we were on our way to free access lab, passed by the theatre of arts... dey were havin tis blood donation tingy there ... n fad n liting decided to donate their blood. dina n gary too. cheers to those hu donated their blOod. it looked painfuL...but liting said it wasnt?? haha. one packet n 3 test tube sized of blood was taken frm them... see liao legs abit wobbly... den aft fad had his blood donated...he felt giddy ... the nurses immediately took the chair for him to lie down on ... and was given sumwat special treat ment... i see liao tio stun ... stand there duno wat to do ... den alot of us were like... standing there jus tryin to cheer him up ?? haha. sounds weird eh. luckily fad gt better ... n he was all luffs again. hee. went to essit tutorial. open door onli tay was screaming at the class. for the quiz results i gUess. scAry~ i failed my quiz again. hais 19.5/60 ... tink i can b prepared to drop IT le .. things just aint working out for mi though i relly wanna try my very beSt .. aft the tutorial...met my marketin grp for project.. den wen hm with amanda.. caught up with her on alot tings...hehee.... tml lesson ish 8am ...... sigHs
11:21 PM
Sunday, September 26, 2004
do i trip over easily ?
- i need help -
11:11 PM
woke up at 1plus in the afternoon feeling .... lousy. bleh. watched tv and den wen to my aunt's place for dinner... i felt so bored thru out lor. cus the kids all lik dun wanna play with mi...all so amused by the candles. my aunt booked e function rm downstairs ma. and i was left to stare blankly in space all alone..thinking if i cld still go to the bbQ. i kept askin my mum . den she asked my aunt's opinion. i so darned feD up.. my aunt n uncle helped mi abiT lor. so my mum finally let mi go. but she still abit nt happi abt it . bleh. aniway aft tt i wen to the bbq at ky's hse downstairs .. zt also gt cum... we stayed at e playgrnd tok tok while ky's bro brought the food to us. hee. den zt wanna go hm le ..mi n ky sent her hm...den left mi...ky..her bro ..her 3 cousins and her bro's fren. hanged arnd there n i wen hm le.. cuz i mus b hme by 2am. wished i cld stay longer though.took a cab hme..reach hm quite faSt. hais. i've uploaded the pics frm the chalet las week le ~
4:03 AM
Thursday, September 23, 2004
hais. i'm never gonna make it.
NEVER. so shit lor. wadda fark man. just finsh doing my 1106 de cms e-leaernings... got marks de towards our end yr .... so shuck. today while we were havin 1209 lab ... i was really damned fed up. really. the topic now is on javascript and its like i'm already having problems with it. dunno how to get the stupid java script start up. do all the year 1s haf tis problem, or is it just ME ? i wonder how my seniors got thru their yr 1. i was tinking if i shld give up. see how my olvel eng got tis yr ... mayb use tt mark to change course. change to wat i intended to study earlier. accounts? or maybe , if cannot, i go acca study accounting or sumting like tt. anything.
i DON'T KNOW. sumtimes i study and study, but i just dun noe wat the hell ,wat the frek i'm reading. i study till i cry . wad the fish man. my 1209's assignment not started yet, marketing too. and 1193. oh. feel so.
compressed. i just hate anyting tat has the word
JAVA in them. seeing the word
JAVA gives mi the creeps. what? i'm scared of it ? i dun noe. maybe ? the bbq tis sat , my mum don let mi go,.. cuz tt time go chalet i mon nv go sch ? but tt mon i was sick wads. besides, i'm going hm in e morning. nt like i'm gonna stay there indefinetly. arGhs. i dun care. i'm gonna persuade her till she agrees. but. i hate it. jus had a small argument with her. she sae i nv study for my olevel eng de. but pls lor. eng study wat. theres onli the letter writing formats to learn... bsides tt .. i dun c wat else there is to learn. she saes the tys ? but to me. the tys no use lor. seriously. i duno how one can
STUDY for eng. i mean, ugh. she just
dun understand at all. AHHHHHHH !!!!
so fed up.
11:34 PM
DIE AH
DIE AH !
I DUNNO MY JAVASCRIPT AT ALL !!!!! ArghSs !
11:51 AM
Wednesday, September 22, 2004
hehs.
i cut my hair again today. heehehehehe. today had 2 hrs of lesson. .java. don unds a single bit. hais. anyway den i headed down to heeren to meet hp n limay ... went to cine to eat ljs .. saw alot nyp pple there!! shock. haha. den we walked down to fareast.. on e way we started toking abt cutting hair. haha. den we all like so excited. 3 excited peeps walking down the streets toking abt cutting hair.. go far east walk walk ... i bought a starry bracelet for myself and earrings... plus a anklet for ps bdae present ... sshhh. den we took sum neoprints...n we walked down to taka take 5o2 go 2 way cut hair !!! hahaha. so damn nervous. scarEd he cut wrong. took alot pics on e way using hp's digi cam.. heee. will b uploaded~! all 3 zi lian kuangs. hmm. hp cut firs.. den limay den me. all 3 cut by diff pple ... den i cut by justin. last time help mi color hair one. hee. he veri friendly all tt lor. nt lik tt jean yip guy . feel lik bashing him up. aniway.. cut liao ...i feel . excited still. haha. lame ! den we wen to tis dessert shop to quench our thirsts ... tok tok abit... went to e busstop to ttake bus home ... took alot pics again ... before n after .. haha... hehe .... and came home le. yippee!
11:26 PM
bak from sws prac. today had marketing ica... am i gonna flunk or pass.. ? i dunoe. dun wan to tink much abt it le. since its over aniway. . rite? haha. den jus nw aft sch met tbc at cck .. den he came my hse use com... i cldnt find dickson lee's name.. cuz i wan to do my SOA ! den his stupid name cant b found. i cant complete it. arghs. will try it tml in sch i guess. aniway jus nw wen band den realized i was wearin the same shirt as beiyi. hehe. den tt stupid wilson commented on my hair. sae i look like lion. shit him man. see him i sian 1/2. we haf performance on nx sun at istana ... blehs. playing most of the songs we played in our inaugural concert ... n sum new ones.. playing 2nd again. sighs. den most of the song i already noe.. but ish the 1st de... den nw mus learn the 2nd de part.. summore nt much time left... n to make tings worse, i'm sitting bside ding.. hear him play de parts which is diff frm 2nd makes mi blur at times. grr. i relly feel lik askin fahmi if i can play 1st part for tis performance... but jus dun dare lor. sscared he scoLd mi or wat... feel so compressed. hais. argh. shld i ask or wat ? so damn dui leh. argfhs. tml gt 2 hrs of lab ... den doin part of marketing project ... den meeting limay they all at orchard. hehe. so long nv see them le..
12:15 AM
Monday, September 20, 2004
hahas. im back from the chalet.. anione missed me ? hee. wELl.. sat nite met ky at je dan we took e train down ... reached the chalet at arnd 11 ?? we met ky's cousin derrick on e way dere.. when we reached the chalet there was onli her bro n another cousin eric there .. so it was onli the 5 of us .. we were hungry .. so her bro bbq-ed sum food for us .. not long aft..her bro's 3 frens came .. eat finish ler we wen bak to e chalet to relax abit ... ky did her hw. -_____-
den the guys played xbox game... and another of the bro fren was half asleep. duh. i had nth to do ... so jus sat there n watched them play. earli noe i bring my marketing book to studi... tues got icA. siiAns. ky did her hw le den wen to sLp ? i also tried to slp lor. but cnat sleep...jus lied on e bed . den talked to her bro. haha. he oso IT wan ma. but grad le. going ns soon... hmms. by arnd 5plus managed to fall asleep ..den mornin i woke up at arnd 10 plus ba ? derrick left earli ... n left onli mi ..ky..her bro ..his fren.. n eric . her bro n eric wen to peng kan sum bread n mashed potatoes. the mashed potatoes waas nice. hmms. later tt the fren wen for work .. so left us 4?? zt was sick .. so nv cum... nt long after .. ky's poly frens lai le .. initially 2 gers.. jaslyn n kewei..dey damned funni de. n cute. wen to meet them at kfC... den jaslyn de bf bennedict came..hahas. got along fine with them lor. eat liao we wen bak to the chalet to put their bags ..den wan to go cycle n stuffs de.. walk for veri long.. cant find one stupid bike shop .. walked so long under the hot sun ... den we decided to walk bak..den saw the stupid bike shop jus outside where we had walked past jus nw.!!! hahaha. hmms. we go play pool awhile lor. den go arcade play play ... and we went bak to e chalet to slack. by tt time ... ky's cousin also wen hm le..onli left her bro n us... we watched scary movie 3 vCD.. den... time for bBq le. fire stARted liaos den it start to rain ..nt veri heaVy .. we faster coOk e food bring bak to chalet...cook halfway de rain stopped. -_____________- den bring the food out again. haHAha. onli 6 ppl bbQ siAs. one of her bro's fren came aft tt. we left e place at 9 plus lidat ... heh. earli horh. firs time. haha. though i felt like stayin another nite there.. but tml gt sch la. sians .ahh.. betta go study my marketing nw...
12:07 AM
Saturday, September 18, 2004
-waiting for ky's call- haha . after she calls... im leaving... for chalet !! yippee. finally the day has arrived. hee.
yesterdae had maths quiz .. it was erm. ok ? but the last questions..seem tt i got all wrong leh. aiya. i dunno la. den after sch me, tiff, felicia, liting, fad and arthur went to cine to eat ljS. den we proceeded to heeren to take sum neoprints. veri squeezy!! hahas. arthur left soon after and we went to cuppage to play the number ball ting. took us a vERI long time. haha. den they played billard, mi n liting go open pool table play pool. i lost. heh. suddenly lik to play pOOl. hmms. den feli de bf came...he help dem act de. together with his fren. fad n liting left .. left us. we headed to a place cus they wan to eat.. den sun bian do filmingthere lor. i helped in taking the video. haha. den go meridien hotel film too. was tired.. den .. go home le lor. reached hm arnd 11 plUs... slept.
today morning woke up wen to meet jason for breakfast and we watched raising helen. later tt.. i wen home and slept the whole afternoon. now im waitin for ky's call !! haha
7:51 PM
Thursday, September 16, 2004
yaye. posted some pics up. heh. nt tt fab though. felicia din come to sch todae... wish she's alright though. hmm . its arthur o2's birthday todae... eh. though i noe he wun b reading my blog .. but nevertheless... im gonna wish him happi burfdAe here. hahas. was so tired today. woke up feeling queasy. but forced myself to go sch todae. bleh. 1193 todae dun haf. had a quite okae dae.. came home n slept. eh.. tml got maths quiz.. gonna study nw!~
11:03 PM
Wednesday, September 15, 2004
firstly....its felicia's birthdae today!! hehs.
*wishes her a happi burfdae*
today had java lab ... den aft tt we took pix n videos ...damn funny . haha...hmms. i was supposed to go to clementi to meet my mum to go hospital checkup ... mi .. tiff and felicia wanted to take train... but when we reach train station ... realized the direction we are going to ...canot take !! den the person tell us bishan got another accident. kaos eh. another accident at bishan !!?! summor 7th month jus pass. fifi was late in meeting her bf.. i was also kinda late in meetin my mum .. so we 3 took cab.. dropped tiff at bishan to take bus home while we took to city hall. when we passed bishan . saw police..ambulance...civil defence ... reporters. whoa. aniway when we reached city hall.. fifi wen to find her bf.. while i took train to clementi to meet my mum. had lunch den went to hospital. on e way ... saw ms veronica su!!!!!! hahahas. so damn funny.. its like ... i was walkin with my head down ma ... den when i passed her .. i felt sumting familiar ... so i turned my head... n at tt same time she did too ... n i called out to her.. hahas . we talked abit ...she told mi she nt teaching since last yr le .. n she now in nus doing her masters. wow. i din noe tt till now. hahas. hmm. had my checkup. n everyting was in order i guess. :)
after tat.. went to clementi with my mum .. shopped arnd and bought a SnK pants. nice. its GREEN . haha... n bought a black polo tee frm bossini. yippee. nw got black polo le. eh. tml lesson 9am !
11:17 PM
Tuesday, September 14, 2004
so. here's my entry for today. duh!
i am so goddamned tired... had lessons at 8 today ?? xueting din come to sch today ... had 1106 lab. and hey . tis was the first time i actually enjoyed 1106's lab. well. during the lecture i tried not to fall asleep. but. i guess i did in e end. todays lecture ended fast. so we went to eat firs at FJ den go marketing lecture. dan for the tutorial. finnaly talked to those frm the other clss whu were supposed to b in my project grp. hm. i toked to michelle. she seemed quite easy to get along wit ba. i hope so ~ hmm. we decided topon 1193 lab. cuz we dunnoe haf anot !!! aniway . den mi n liting wen to funan to collect her video cam... i bought the files my aunt wanted... n ...came home. nice. i wanna slEEp.
4:34 PM
Monday, September 13, 2004
i'm going to sleep early tonite !! damn tired. had essit quiz today and it was ..... .____________. BWG . total consisted of 6o marks. i left out 20 marks nv do. on logic gates de. hais. die le lah. later tt wen to lot1 to buy sum stuffs n went home. found out tt my arms n face was a bit reddish. heh. sunburnt i tink. heHEhe. cuz jus nw 2hrs break. we went to the 4th level open space to study ma. den got sun . heh. if everyday go there ..sure will tan !! den my dream will come true. heh. aniway. hai. cancelled on jason's outing tis fri. so sorri. i really dint mean it to happen mar. dunno why always we plan to go out sure will haf sumting crop up to prevent it frm happening. den nw he kinda pissed with me. oh well.
hmm. jus now aunt may called mi to advise mi on sumting abt jianghao. [he's 15] :she told mi he hasnt been attending sch for few weeks or was it months liao ? everyday playing com games at hme .... i was shocked lor. i mean. he dint seem tt type. he looked so guai. den she told mi tt jus nw they wen to c a psychologist wit him .. n the psychologist prescribed sum medicine for depression for him. and she called mi to ask if theres anyting for him to do so tt he wun spend so much time on his games n so on. i suggested goin to those volunteer work tingy .. and she asked if i cld go with him. i was like... hUh ?!? well. i called those hotlines found in Teenage and got sum help. toked to one of the volunteers there n she told mi tt they shld bring him to family service centre ... n tt the family shld communicate more with him.. bringing him to the fsc got ppl there of his same age n they can tok ... more exposure ..bla bla. den tt helper got my contact n email ... she emailed a list of fsc(s) in sg. called my aunt. but she was busy. so now im waitin for her call.
its funny how the quote "ren bu ke mao xiang" [dun judge a book by its cover] is true. i tot he was the studious type. but din xpect he to haf stayed away from sch till tis long. why didnt his parents try to bring him to his senses earlier rather den wait till now ?? wat were they doing ?? i dun even noe him veri well. he's my uncle's cousin. tt makes my aunt's cousin in law. confusing aint it. haha. nvm. as long as i understand can liaos.
10:19 PM
hiaks. i slept the whole day today !!! woke up at arnd 5plus in e evening... haaha. my parents wen to OG to shop .. grrs. gt sales up to 7o% i tink. wasted. when i woke up n realised how late it was.. i quickly took out my 1106 notes n studied. tml got quiz ma. den i cant afford to fail it again... did damn badly for the first one... hais. but now study finish le ... duno can rekmember tml nots? hope so ~~ ehh...im feelin so happy. nx sat im goin chalet !!! yeHHh! juz nw ky smsed mi to ask if i wanted to go to her bro's chalet... den we stayin over nite on sat..sun gt bbQ .. heEhe.been tinkin of chalet den she sms mi. yippee. cant wait till sat.
12:37 AM
Sunday, September 12, 2004
woo. one whole day gone like tt... morning i woke up sleepily ... haha. cuz 10.30 meeting my aunt at tiong bahru watch garfield ma. watched garfield leiaoz!! haha. garfield lik so funny lor . and tt dog odie. can dance de.. so darned cute.go watch la u peeps. den we walked arnd tbp .. walkedd past ebase and saw tt they were havin a sale ... wen in and found a simple n nice top. my aunt also sae nice. den buy le. den i went to my aunt hse while my mum brought my bro bak to bb for tuition. meant to study marketing at my aunt hse... but my cousins kept askin mi to play with them. weiqi so damnned cute. hee. hmm. nearly fell asleep. too tired le. den my aunt and i plus weiqi wen to tbp to shopshop again.. cuz jus nw nv shop finish. her hse juz opp tbp onli ma. den we both bought a u2 top.. share thee cost.. cuz is a 2 for 2o bucks ting. hmm. den my uncle came to fetch us.. go pasir panjang... buy CRABS !!! HahAHAah my faV . =p he bought 3 big crabs. yummy . at nite at his hse eat dinner. but the crab cook liao .. the meat not say as much as the look/size of the cRAb. anyway. i ate alot craBs n prawNs.. dey kept stuffin them to mi .. cuz they noe i like .. heeh. but nw feel lik pukin.too full le. heez. slacked arnd at my uncle's hse till 10 plus den cum hme...ate so mani tings...feel like i gained a few xtra pounds ... =X tml muz really study my essit le ...
12:29 AM
Saturday, September 11, 2004
i'm tired !! had a fun day in sch today ... haha.. morning had 1209 lecture..was abt to fall asleep den ended le. had break till 2pm ! felicia they all went to do their project while mi lt..fad n dina wen to fJ. they accompanied mi to eat =p cuz i was dead hungry. eat finish le ... we went to lib..wanted to study maths wan .. den xt called us.. ask us go down to help em film sum scenes. so we went lor. at firs went to level 6 de tutorial rms dere to film de.. but got alot pple ... so go to level 4 de staircase bhind there... hahAHa. so funni while we were filming. nv tot i cld act.hee. nt tt fab anyway. but really. . during the filming damn funny lor sum scenes. hee. time whizzed past and we went for maths tutorial. i undstand relations n functions now!! hAha. but hope its nt short term memory...
den went dwn somerset to meet ps. tt late queen. meet her 3.45 she 3.45 still at je mrt !!! qi si wo le. so i went to orchard de popular find the files my aunt wanted... but cldnt find the right size. finally ps arrived.. thus proceeded to somerset to meet her. hms. we went to cineleisure first... ate pastamania. the spaghetti so much !! cant finish. duh. den we walked arnd ... walked past one of e shops in 3rd level den found out tt one of the yr3 sit club xco workin there.. heH heh heh. i dunno him la. den we go heeren ?? walk arnd.. bought the top i like...plus ps .. she bought a toop too.. n wore it home.! bought tbc's bdae prezzi too..its a ..... =Xxx
hahas. we saw michelle workin in one of the shops there!! her cousin de shop. heh. so long nv see her le. feel so fat. i mus jian fei !
tml watching garfield with my cousins n aunt ... heE. finally~
12:02 AM
Thursday, September 09, 2004
too much. just too much .
10:06 PM
its 10.11 am. and im in school.. using the com lab we were supposed to used. arghz. woke up in e morning so early .. come to sch den realiZe no 1209 lessons todae ... until 12 den got maths lec lehz. .. kAoz eh. ate mac brekfast just now .. hais. now in e com lab the farkin o2 pple damn noisy. esp tt gurls. shut up lar. dui. whore. realy cant stand them.
yesterdae aft lesson went to cwp with manda .. walked arnd ... wen to westmall n went home. called david yest to confirm my resignation. asked him if i nit to go dwn to cp to sign the form n work the 7 days b4 quitting .. he sae dun nit .. he help mi sign .. n the work 7 days ting ...don care miki ?? n i apologised to him .. i duno y i did tt too. he told mi nt to apologise.. nt my fault aniway ..felt so ... dunpo wats the word to describe. felt lik crying den . duno y too . the tone of his voice was so ... nice.. so smoothing ... ? . i worked there for arnd 6-7 months .. got feelings one ma. im gonna miss the ppl there veri much ... n im definetly happi abt leaving those unhappi n unsightly ppl there. im gonna bak to visit them ... hee. limay. wanna come ? haiss. last time i was so busy after lessons... band and work ... but now ... no more work ... no nite band ... feel ... nt used to it.. hah.
10:13 AM
Wednesday, September 08, 2004
heYo ! im bak to bloG... hmm ... today had mornin lessons startin at 8.. 1106 prac den 2 hrs of lecture ... so tired i fell asleep durin the lecture. tts wat i normally do aniway, =\ den we went mac to eat cuz marketing was an e-lecture ... eat le ... we wen to 2nd level de bridge there ..see the atrium from there.. gt sum performances...den the sbandb ting was starting soon ma. so stay there to watch. wait so long they dint appear... den liting .. felicia n tiff went for marketing tutorial ...left mi n xueting ... we stayed on to wait.. haha. finally our wait was over . they cum le \\ had the gurls votingfirs.. we cldnt relly c their face...cld onli see the back view from where we were standin..den the camera gt shoOt until us there.. hahAha. den the gurl in pink won. but i prefer the white one leh ? hmm. nx was the guys de .. by tt time liting they all cum bak le .. i din notice. . but they sae the guys cant make it. haha. den gt one guy is sports n wellness de... his frens sabo him to take off his shirt to c his 6-pac. den the other guy ... dunno frm where de ... he danced hip hop !! so nice. hahas. in e end .. the hip hop guy won. bLEh. den we had break tilll 3 ... felicia they all go do their project.. mi n liting at the bench there ..she taught mi matHs ... tHankiiee~ go 1193 lab... awhile onli ... go hm le ... den at nite wen to watch cinderella's story wit peiseaN ... the movie daMN alike the real cinderella story .. so...fake yet typical romantic story.. haha.. bought my converse shirt. hee. my cousin's at my hse stayin over tonite..heeheee
12:10 AM
Monday, September 06, 2004
hiaks! i cut my hair le !! hhehehehe. ish the one i wanted long time ago. boiboi hair ! jus nw afternoon wake up jus in time to eat lunch .. we had steamboat at hm..cuz my dad gt tis new steamboat ting.. n he wanted to try it out. hahs. den i did my hw n slept for awhile. til 6 plus.. went to my hse downstair to cut hair. but closed. den i ask my mum to acc mi to cut hair at westmall. but she dun wan go there. so go lot 1 ?? wen to jean yip. tt person hu cut my hair. damn attitude at first. l;ike so damn impatient with mi. i duno how to sae wat hair i want wat. den he gib mi attitude lik i wasting his time like tt. i was so... fooked up with him . den towards the end ... he start to frenly with mi.. tok to mi like a normal human. ask mi how old i am..stay where..isit firs time cum ... den he asked. if i isit always lik tt nv smile ..black face de. or isit jus cuz we strangers. i was like. wTf man. is he gib mi attitude first de lor. den i gib him tt face wan. he seemed skilful. cuz he cut veri fast n skilfuL.. anyway.. nt bad lar. my hair mus style wan too. bleh. bought wax. weEeee eeeeeeeeeeeeee
12:12 AM
Sunday, September 05, 2004
the concert is finally over. hms. woke up in e morning at arnd 10 ? washed up and all n went to westmall to meet tbc n ps ... pass ps the tix. .. n she acc mi n tbc to haf our lunch . din haf much an appetite actually ..but ..still managed to force sum food down. den we took e train to newton? n took bus 171 to acs barker. reached there quite earli...did sum xploring .. haha. hmm . de stuffs were set up n den we had a rehearsal till 5.. aft tt it was free time for us to haf dinner n stuff. had to get ready on stage by 7. mi n bc had no appetite to eat. my stomach was doing turnstills inside.but we followed the rest to newton food centre anyway n drank while a whole bunch of us were crapping. later tt.. we went bak to acs .. got changed. n the concert began. i was so darned scared n nervous when we started the first song i cldnt rely play out anything. it was till the 2nd song tt i calmed dwN abit. n mr yusri was joking with the audience. lightening up the mood for us i gueSs.. n there were tis few kids in frnt sitting .. they were damned fuNnY lor. hAha. the audience today was ...nt many.very little lor. hais. i admit i made sum mistakes. i got lost at times ... n den my instrument cldnt produce sounds.. den sum parts i miscounted. hai. so disappointing. aft e concert ps told mi tt gt one part can c tt my fingers were nt running lik it shld b. haha. tt was when i miscounted i guess. duno is i count wrong or the sam count wrong den i blUr. ? anyway its ovEr lor. i dun tink i played any much part in tis concert anyway. its lik i gt play or nt makes no diff... cuz my sound is forever so soft. grrr. wad can i do to make it louder ? finally the concert came to an end. i felt relieved, but also felt like a part of mi was missing yet again. the nite practices wld be over. hah. my life wun b so hectic again anymore. there is 2 weeks break for us b4 we resume our youth's sunday pracs ... =\
wen to bt timah to eat with tbc n ps aft tt . was feeling soo hungry. hahaz. n i reached hm arnd 12.30 am .. *grins
hmm.. thanx fad for cuming ... hope it dint borE u .. =p
1:57 AM
Saturday, September 04, 2004
im so tired n farked uP rite now. had a long day today. duyhs. morning woke up n met yong an for brekfast ... passed him the sws tix too.. den wen to manda's hse? borrowed her shoEs for the concert tml n wen to hyss to meet tbc go band rm prac our songs... prac tiLl arnd 5lik tt ? den go liang court. buy his bow tie. the weather so hot. n we walked frm raffles to clarke quay ? den realized actually can take train to clark quay alight. dammit. walked so far. i was perspiring lik hell. den go therefound the bow tie liao . call mr tan. he sae he buy . dUI !!!!!! i so damn qI liao lor. den i rushed for my britishcouncil lesson. bleh. today was another teacher. she's HOT! hA. was supposed to pass gm the tix aft my leesson? but. tt pig was SLEEping. arGhz. den. i haven eat dinner ma. aft lesson go eat. wanna eat kfC. but tt stupid kfc wanna close so early? everyting no more. so went to mac. n wen home. quarreled with my dad. im so damn irritated with his attitude n stuff. shant elaborate much. anyway. tml is the concert !!!! *nervouS
12:07 AM
Thursday, September 02, 2004
hais. sumtimes is so hard to make a simple decision. yesterday i went to work, david sae he decided to let mi leave. n he got ready the resignation letter le . i was like. stumped for a decision. cuz i relly cldnt make a decision. part of mi wanted to lerave. ugt part of mi she bu de. want to stay ? hais. worked with dennis last nite and it was okAe. i duno why. but always when i am supposed to go woRk , i dun feellike going. but when i'm actually there... i feel so happy. happy tt i am woRking. duh. i tink i shld jus get ovver it and quit. right. but. args. ohh nvm. its thursday todae. holiday is ending soon. but i've nt started studyin yet !! haISsssssssssssssssss . 3 more day till the band concert. im nervous.
2:14 PM
Wednesday, September 01, 2004
i'm damned fucked up n fed up now. i dunno wats the wrong with me. wats wrong with everyone else. morning i met serene n manda go eat brekfast den go bak hyss. had fun. den went westmall with manda zhaowen jiahui n serene.. watch movie.. 13 going on 30. was quite ok lar. den later tt? met tbc .. he came my hse awhile to waste time n we went for band . duno wats wrong with mi todae. i dint play well. and the worst ting is. i tink i sort of quarreled with tbc aft band prac. i feel so stupid. i feel we r both so silly n dumb n stupid. i oso duno wat he's mad at mi for. arghs. i dun wanna say anymore furthur. i jus feel like breaking down. dammit. so fooked up. wats wrong with everyone nowadays? today mrt got 2 incident... one at bb one at redhill .. hais. when will all tis end?
12:04 AM
