Sunday, August 28, 2005
FUCKED UP VB. FUCKED UP IT. FUCKED UP PROJECTS. FUCKED UP NYP. FUCKED UP COURSE. IM NOT IN THE RIGHT COURSE. DEFINETLY NOT. FUCKED UP COMPUTER. EVERYTHING IS SO FOOKED UP. ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
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9:56 PM
Thursday, August 25, 2005
i'm veri tired! someone help get this tiredness away from mi can ?
haha. lessons ended at 12 today ... went home .. n waited for my dad to come home bring mi go Acer de service centre at JE there de business park service my laptop. yeh. n reached there.. the person tell me... my lap kana virus. ahhhh.. why lik tt. den mus reformat the whole com..my D drive de stuff wun be affected much .. mostly is affect C drive de.. haiz .my C drive got my visual basic inside lor.. took mi so long tt time to get it installed. arghs. darned. tml den can get bak.. my dad say he tml help mi get during his lunch. gee. must reinstall the whole ting le .. haIz. hope won give mi any problems bah ? cus i nit tt vb ... mon nite xt they all r coming to my hse overnite to do the project... heeee. woo. i'm tired. i'm fat. haiz.
8:00 PM
Wednesday, August 24, 2005
yeh. so went to sch today. at 10? tot 9 de tut dun haf .. but in e end ...got.. but..aiya.. suan le. also lazi. den go for lab.. den go for lunch at fJ.. vb lecture no more liao mah.. den wait till 1.30 .. gt tANCHINsIOng's extra lab.. he taught sum stuff.. i tink i noe sum stuff better liao ba.. but nt veri good too .. den wait till 3.30 .. go for the ogl wrap up session in LTL2.. firsTly is wrap up session .. meaning.. an overview of all our events for the sem.. including orientation... den the excos say out wat they REALLY felt for the event. and most of it was all scoldings from namely 2 ppl .. i wun wanna name. tink everyone hu went noes bah. SO... ALL OGLS... in the past after the events.. when the excOs said tt they were veri happy n pleased with the whole event ... they were LYING. lying right thru their teeth. yes. an excerpt frm one of e seniors 'i didnt want to say all tis bcuz i see hw happy u all were .. didnt wanna dampen ur spirits..but since now is the overall review wrap up for the events .. i tink i shld say tis out' wat u all tink of tis sentence? make sense? well.. maybe to some. but to mi.. NO. i tink its all an excuse. why? well. let mi tell u why. cus if u all really meant to have the debrief after every event.. i feel tt u shld all say out hw u really feel abt the whole ting ... i mean .. isnt the debrief meant for everyone to say how they really felt during the event? if during the debrief wat everyone has to say (my everyone includes the ogls n excos) is just always the normal 'oh.. i tink its good..' or.. 'its a success' ... bla bla tis kind of ting... den i don tink we ever nit a de-brief aft ANY event. cus wat we all say is always the same ting. don u ppl tink so? so..if ever ur wan to haf any debriefs... say wat u really tink.. no matter is good or bad... don haf to b so kind hearted 'don wanna dampen our spirits' kind of ting. its no use if in the end u r gonna tell us all the bad stuff anyway. in chinese.. theres a saying .. 'yi chang huan xi yi chang kong' xcept tt tis 'huan xi' n 'kong' de duration is far far away. i've said tt much .. dunno if anyone actually understands wat im trying to say.. cus im nt being organized here in wat im trying to say.. cus im jus putting exactly wat i tink right down without organizing any stuffs...i dun care.. jus wanna write dwn hw i feel.. or else its gonna b bottled up inside me. n pleaze. im nt trying to pinpoint ANYONE here.
anyway after all e scoldings.. we were asked to vote for the nxt excos. everyone were given a piece of paper..first page is all e posts n hu we tink are suitable .. den 2nd n 3rd page is ask us abt ourself de tings.. do liao hand in den go hm le lors. bahz.
10:09 PM
Tuesday, August 23, 2005
FED UP!i noe its impossible to blog out ALL my feelings within me without annoying or hitting a raw nerve of some pple.. so im not gonna say anything. just feel so fed up n annoyed with some pple. cant they just grow up. be more mature. n TINK b4 they say anyting?
11:23 PM
Sunday, August 21, 2005
alright. time to blog. fri was phat nite ... the last event for sit club. woo. how time flies ... it seemed like yesterday when we first planned the orientation .. haiz. and yi zhuan yan .. the last event of sit club is over.. xtreme venture .. voiceout .. bandzout .. phat nite... n tt time i was still wondering how i was going to survive. n all of a sudden its all over. yes. phat nite was quite alright bah.. initially i wasnt helping out .. den las min i kena helper lor . all thankz to stan .. haha. kena bouncer for foyer de job.. meaning mus check outside the dance rm there.. make sure no one suppose to do wat they arent supposed to do there .. n check toilet.. make sure no one smoking all tt . it was boring initially .. den i just walk here n there .. den wen to find the others .. see see ... help out in sum other placess... went inside the dancing de area.. wah. de lights.. damn ...duno how to say lah... go in liao the light so slow lik tt ... like so damaging to the eyes.. n noeing my condition .. so i came out .. i see the bouncers at e doors there quite fun..chun wei they all .. ahah..hm. went in to see the fbodz dance... sooo nice... i tink if i were to learn to dance lik tt... i wld take a hundred yrs.. meaning .. i wld nv learn lah. hmz. the event ended quite late .. den by the time we left sch arnd 11plus le .. den tt bobby kp scaring us .. make until mi n benita so scared lo.. den we took cab hm .. reached hm at 12. baHhhhhhhhhhhh . washed up all tt .. n slept at 3 lik tt ?
nxt morning woke up at 1plus in e afternoon.. slacked abit n wen to mit pat they all at pasir ris go to the ogl chalet ... reach there.. so mani ppl .. haha... machiam so crowded.. dunno wat to do also .. den just eat some beehoon... n i sat dwn to watch the 7pm show ..while i was scouting for food at e bbq area.. i saw eva.. !! haha .. but at firs wasnt quite sure if it was her .. cus she looked SO different!! prettier i guess. den while i was deciding whether to call out to her .. theresa ..hu was bside mi .. called out to her .. n i also automatic followed to call .. den .. tt person was really her.! haha.. it seems tt eva n theresa r colleagues at nydc... so amusing. gee. slacked arnd .. den later tt arnd 10 plus .. bobby they all wan to go hm le.. decided to stay over together wit benita n e rest.. went to swimming pool there ... talk talk .. we one grp of girls lor.. for almost e whole nite we stayed at e swimming pool area ...in between when we went bak to e chalet to get stuffs to bathe... the guys were playing some game.. den forfeit is to drink vodka... there was tis whole bottle of absolute vodka they brought .. looks nice. i was tempted to try aft hearing tiff's story.. but .. benita dun let mi try!! hahahaz.. jas told ghost stories to us... so spooKky.. i managed to stay awake e whole nite.. waha... den at arnd 6am plus lik tt .. we went bak to e chalet.. hmm .. some of them left le.. den mi n benita left at arnd 7plus .. wen to downtown east to haf brekfast.. n go hm le.. i wanted to go hm earli cus gt band ma .. den i scared if nv go band again tio by mr tan .. hha... beni took bus.. i took train .. so tired manz. once i reached the train i fell asleep.. n the moment i woke up.. its JE liaoz.. like so fast.. tink i relly slept until very shou bah. haha.. den tt time relly veri blur le .. jus change train n faster go hm .. bathe ... dry my hair n slept until 1 plus .. den my dad drove mi to band ... nearly decided nt to go .. but in e end went le. in band damn sleepy.. den tried to kp myself awake.. -_____________- break time mi n tbc wen to discuss the poster stuff wit mr tan in the store .. den in e end when mr ng conduct aft break we nv play ...right until aft band. heh. damn tired manz. aft band took cab home .. fell asleep in e cab n when the taxi driver asked mi where to turn near my hse i nv hear.. den he tot wat happen to me .. -__- hahahaahaz. reach hm le i immediately fell asleep on my bed till 7 plus .. uptil nw.. i WAN TO SLEEP. but my laptop gt problem .. den my dad doing the virus scan for mi nw ... den ask mi to look aftEr...so.. i must wait for it to finish.. arGHS!!!!
i am so so so so so so so TIRED
10:50 PM
Saturday, August 20, 2005
i realized something.
pple do change aft they r in love.
tts why i hate relationships.
2:36 AM
Friday, August 19, 2005
shall blog abit.
was calling up me sec sch mates asking them if they wanted to buy the tix for hyband concert .. haha .. most of them surprised mi . indeed. everyone has really grown up. haha.
watched the result of the superstar show jus nw ... the girls one .. kelly got in ? her expression was... damn ... wEird n funni. the look of shock on her face. the look on her face... like very scared like tt .. lik giving ppl the feeling tt she donwanna win . dunno leh. veri weird. den xinhui on e other hand ... din look sad at all. in fact.. she looked damn happy. dunno is fake happy or real happy. totally don look sad at all lor. in fact like quite relived she nv win. they r both so weird. den for guys. the kelvin won lor. i haf no comments for tt. cus their both expressions are veri normal. haha.
bahz. tml phat nite..i got e tix.. but i duno wan to go anot lehz. cus im nt the type whu will dance n all tt stuff de. sumore the rest gt help out. im nt helping out for tt event. i'd rather i was helping out lor. haiz. if i go also one person go. lik so kns. go there also dunno do wat.. tml is e ogl chalet .. hee. going on sat for bbq.. den .. duno wanna stay anot.. haiz.
12:54 AM
Wednesday, August 17, 2005
DAMN PISSED NOW.
I JUST ON-ED MY COM AND THE SETTINGS RE-SET AGAIN. AND I HAF TO BLARDY SET THE SETTINGS ALL OVER AGAIN.
DAMMIT MAN.
FARK!
7:10 PM
i'm so tired.. yes i am veri tired. but i shall finish tis post first b4 going to slp .. or else its gonna get longer day by day .. hah.
yesterday i skipped java lec.. yikes. din mean to do it .. but when i was going out .. i pressed for the lift n it didnt come up... both lifts jus remained at the grnd floor. i dindare to walk dwn e stairs.. so .. i skip the firs lec lor .. go to sch at 2 ..for dbms lesson.. had lessons .. den stayed thru the whole nite lec. wah. hee. den while walkin to mrt station.. xt they all kept tokin abt those stories.. i tried nt to hear.. but they talk too loud le .. loud enuff for mi to listen .. den .. at nite .. i cldnt slp at all. really cldnt slp. was too scared to slp ba. den i called rickson acc mi talK ... till 3plus.. he was so tired. but i was so scared den i wAS wide awake ... lying on my bed ..whole body under my blanket lor. tinking of it nw i feel so pathetic. den i tink i finally fell asleep at 4plus .. woke up at 8.30 today .. to go for vb tut .. no choice haf to go .. cos vb n dbms kana warning letter le .. my dad kept nagging at mi .. blah. but i fell bak asleep .. den in e end.. took cab to sch. was damn tired can. den the idiotic vb tutor. tt TANCHINSIONG! big idiot. keep picking on me. damn u man. arghs. den break .. n had dbms prac.. some people really BUAY ZI DONG one lor !!! so idiotic. so PISSED. i mean ... lets say u were doing someting.. den using the com in the lab.. b4 tt no lesson or wat lah.. den suddenly u c alot ppl coming in. tts meaning gt lesson liao rite. den if no person come stand bhind u or near u den nvm la u can continue using tt damned pc.. but if gt pple stand bside/bhindd/near u... den of cos OBVIOUSLY is hinting u tt he/she wan to use the pc for lesson le rite. but tt asshole buay zi dong one lor. still sit there . don wan to move like he own the blardy whole lab. fark u la. den arthur help mi hint to him say tt i gt something in C drive liao . normal person will of cus get the msg.. log off n let u use the damn pc liao rite. but NO LOR. tt arse. he open the C DRIVE NICE NICE for mi to check for my stuffs. KNN. i've nv met someone more idiotic den him can. cant u be more automatic ? cant u see tt im having LESSON now ? damn u. to a note to all of u reading this: nx time pls be more zi dong (automatic) in the lab okay? is not QI so wo leh. fark. aniway.. there wasnt much individual work.. was grp work.. or else i really wanted to confront tt guy le. arghs. aft lesson .. went to hy .. met some inconsiderate auntie in e train .. she was sitting bside mi .. den she cross her leg.. den she kp rubbing her damn shoes against my shorts lor. wahlao. wtf man. she noe she's doing it liao yet she don wanna stop. damn. n she was wearing this BRIGHT flowered 3/4 pants. like. DUH! some auntie wearing so bright colored flowered pants for wat. u wan to attract wat? butterflies ar? pls lor. its damn disgusting can. so old liao still wanna act young arh . wear till like tt. so irritated by her. it was just not my day!!!
went huayi .. tbc n yani was there... so sianz.. nth to do there.. i was dead tired .. so slept abit there..den wen the prac wanna end le .. tbc n yani dan took out instru wan to play.. .___.
aft band ended.. mi..tbc n mr tan .. wen to eat.. but mr tan wanted to mit mr hoe tok smth firs.. den we wen wit him lo.. hm. den we 3 wen to boon lay de hawker centre there eat dinner.. was starving le at tt time ... mr tan ordered bbq sotong..prawn omelette.. vege n wu xiang.. plus rice. eat till so full.. den sit ther tok for quite some time .. hy they havin performance at pasir ris park nx nx sun ... den hafin concert in deC.. woo.. firs time they havin concert... or shall i say.. finally having .. hahaha. its in sch hall .. tix $5 .. anyone interested? hee. mr tan ask tbc to b in charge of organizing it .. den ask mi to contact all e ex member.. ask them to buy e tix.. support.. don come also nvm ..most impt is mus buy the tix.. hee.. so.. alumni band members u saw ttt? make sure u all DO buy k... !?!?!?!?!? contact mi if u wanna buy or got anyting to ask abt thee concert.. den he oso gt say mayb if gt encore can let us alumni combine together plAy.. woo. but abit weird rite. i oso duno leh. den tok finish le.. he sent us home .. i came home ..on-ed my laptop .. wah biang. dunno wat happen to it . my settings all like LUAN DIAO. machiam like first day i buy laptop lik tt .. duno isit virus.. or wat? arghz. im tired. shall go slp nw. oh well. hope i can fall aslp.
nites peepsx
12:54 AM
Tuesday, August 16, 2005
my com is being veri weird.
really veri weird.
i scared kana virus sia.!
11:06 PM
Sunday, August 14, 2005
i'm so screwed. totally. i duno wat im studying at all. n worse, im having a test tml.
help.
10:25 PM
and yeh.
i chose poa 1st choice.
intro to entrepreneur+ life sci 2nd.
bahhh
1:21 AM
i stayed at home the whole day today. =X
so boring.
yesterday went for dinner with eddie.. manda.. serene n cf.. we ate at wm n den wen to westcoast park to slack. haha. like so long nv c each other yea. felt so nice. hehs. eddie was in formal cus he had attachment earlier on.. haha. n we were makin jokes abt him . =played some stuffs there.. while toking abt some old stuffs.. miss everyone. ha. wen hm at arnd 10 ... n slept.. cus i was so damn tired . i feel so bored now.
12:07 AM
Friday, August 12, 2005
so many bad stuffs happening lately. haiz.
i failed my VB module. got a big F.
wtF. wats gonna happen when u fail a elective module ?
can someone enlighten me?
2:33 AM
Thursday, August 11, 2005
another thing to worry about :
elective in sem2. hais. dun even noe if i can pass tis sem to go sem2 anot. today aft the vb lec teolaytin n some other lecturers came n spoke to us abt the electives nx sem. mainly gt
poa..
appreciation of life sci n
intro to entrepreneurship. both the
life sci n
poa is 60hrs.. but
intro to entrepreneurship is 30.. so mus take another prescribed elective.. either
jap3..
french3.. or
business mandarin. someting like tt lah. so messy. i am so damn interested in
poa. i mean. its been wat i've been wanting to do all along. my fav subject. but they tell mi its different here.. harder. using excel spreadsheets. n feli they all choosing intro to entrepreneur. ahh. den no one pei wo? don wan leh. but i shldn follow them jus bcox i wan company in poa right. arghs. im so confused now. wat if its really veri difficult n i cant cope? but i really like poa. love it to bits. arghs. dunno wat to choose. bah. someone. give mi some advice?
aft sch had lunch in sch n wen to mit rickson go queensway.. he wanted to buy shoe.. so i sunbian see my nike dunk still gt anot .. aft searching .. den found out oni gt 3 stores left with it.. one shop selling at 109 .. the 2 other shops selling at 83 .. but .. oni left size8.. n oni left 1 pair..anyway i cant wear size 8. saw a nike shoe at a shop.. selling at 47.. i duno wat shoe isit.. but its quite nice.. baby sky blue in color.. n the laces r abit darker shade of blue .. den tick at e side is dotted .. quite nice.. n the size left was 7.5 .. tried it .. abit tight .. anyway it doesnt match clothes easily. so i din buy it. rickson found his shoe. haha.were deciding between black n white. saw a adidas sling bag quite nice...nearly bought it .. but decided to save for crumpler bag instead. hEeeE. aft tt .. wen to ikea... cus he wanted to buy sumting .. called my mum n asked her if she needed anyting frm ikea.. n she asked mi to buy a toilet brush. yeah. so i got one light blue one for her. haha. so funny. mi buying a toilet brush frm ikea .. n walking arnd with it. hahahahahahahahahahah. is damn funny! keke. walked arnd n saw a cushion/pillow. looked so comfortable to hug. did i tell u peeps tt i love pillows? hahaha. gt white.. blue..yellow.. pink n green. of cus i bought a ... GREEN one. hahahahaha. so nice to hug.
gonna slp now. its 1AM.
12:49 AM
Tuesday, August 09, 2005
oooooo. gonna blog a long post today. hahaz. yeah. today is national day. singapore 40 yrs old liaoz. like no one noes. DUH~
yesterday simply wasted my time in e afternoon man... there was 12pm lecture ..n the nite b4 .. arthur smsed mi saying nt going.. go at 3pm de tut .. cus teolaytin de tut dun haf .. initially i already decided to go.. cus of my attendance ..den las min .. jus when i was abt to leave my hse.. all sms mi sae dun wanna go le.. go at 3.. so.. fine lor. oso abit sianz liao. dad was on leave... bro halfday sch.. so dad brought us to suntec de guild hse eat.. ate escargot. SNAILS. yummy. hm. while walkin frm the carpark to the guildhse in suntec.. realized tt alot shops gt some sort of 40% , 50% sale in some way .... my hand start itching liaoz.. haha.. n the sale is cus of national day.. n left 2 day oni..aft eating straightaway go see see got ting to buy not .. but dun haf..den walk walk arnd .. n its time to go for the 3pm tut... reached sch... den realized tt 3pm de tut DUN HAVE lor. kaoz eh. if lik tt i cld haf spent more time in suntec slowly shop. den nite lecture oso dun haf.. onli left 5pm de tut . so we wen to south n sat n slacked..till 5.. went for tut.. had a feeling dun haf.. but in e end limah came ... so had the tut lo.. n it was finished in less den 1 hr. hiaks. GRRRR. deciding where to go with the girls.. n finally decided on orchard. went to tangs... den far east ... n bought something...hMm.. den go to wisma. n taka.. tiff wanted to find gio de pants... den xt wanted to find fox de skirt.. saw one skirt in fox quite nice .. jus like the type i want.. but dun haf the sizE i want... bLah. fox machiam like warehse sale lidatt.. so mani ppl.. clothes all arnd and the auntie so poor ting there ... kp folding ... 50% sale ma.. cant blame also. geeee. felicia n tiff each bought their skirt..n aft tt ... almost all e shops all close le.. arnd 10plus le ba.. n we went home..din want to go home too late ...bleh. was so damn tired from all tt walking.. reached hm at 11plus... hiakz. went to bed at 2plus.. but i cldnt fall aslp! kpt tossin n turning ... till i finally fell asleep at 3plus 4 plus like tt bah i guess.
morning 8plus kena wake up by my parents.. go to balestier de temple pray.. luckily my cousins were there.. or else i wld haf fallen aslp le.. den aft tt we went to united square to walk arNd.. walked into sports link n realized they gt 40% off everything though they nv advertise outside their shop. woo. so i bought some stuffs. the sb i wanted in orange n white dun haf my size.. grrr.. n the track shorts..also .. all veri big sizEs.. in e end buy purple de .. n one tshirt.. den my mum bought sum shirts n stuffs for my bro n cousin.. remembered funan got sportslink.. n gt my nike dunk! wanted to go there.. but dad sae the road close.. so nv go le.. den came home ... n wen out again .. to jp wit my mum n manda in the hope of buying the stuffs i wanted in jp de sportslink. but there damn disappointing. everyting don haf. haiz. den suan le lor. walked arNd.. went to 77thstreet n bought my white billabong hp strap... yeah.. finally got it.. kaoz eh .. den came home tt time .. realized the extra string i bought came off.!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and i paid a darned extra $1 for it. GRRRRRRRRRR. is not QI SI WO leh.
hmmz. if singapore celebrrate 40th birthday den gt 40% sales.. den tt mean 10 yrs later will haf 50% sales isit .? hahAHahah. wat abt when its 100 yrs old? geee.. heh hehe. i'm lame.
i wanna shop shop shop. i need money. i need a JOB.
anyone intro??
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10:23 PM
Sunday, August 07, 2005
i'm a useless freak. just another small insignificant person living in this world.
why cant i just disappear?
1:42 AM
Saturday, August 06, 2005
yeh. shall blog abt today.. im so damn tired can. my legs are aching. i feel lik i may doze off anytime soon. blah.
finally made it to sch today aft 3 days of nt going .. had lesson till 12.. actually .. din really haf lesson.. project module de lab also slacking arnd.. bahz. den at 12 wen to amphitheatre wit pat they all .. for bandzout ... but reach there lik .. nth for us to do .. lik so damn bored ... so bobby suggested going out to play pool.. so we went .. played awhile n wen to hawkr to eat.. tt bobby can really eat alot .. he eat liao still go eat kfc de fillet o.r. burger.. diaoz. den wen bak to sch .. had briefing.. i was supposed to stand guard at 2nd entrance there.. for audience to go in n out de.. had to check bags n stuff.. found it so.. amusing. imagine ppl bringing in parang all tt preparing to fight n stuffs. haha. but still check lo. n those ppl were amused too. hah. some of em were being real nice.. n some were being abit difficult..den the whole bandzout tingy started.. some of e bands ... really ... cannot make it... i dunno la.. but its my point of view lor. i mean.. they were nt singing. they were
shouting n
screaming their lungs away can. so deafening. n there was tis guest band at e end ... sang duno 2 or 3 songs.. or shld i say... screamed n shouted his way thru the 2/3 songs... wa... if like tt ... anyone can form a band liao lor ... jus scream n shout can le... siao one lor. soooooo damn loud sommore. my heart nearly wan to jump out le. n my ears. when everyting was silent, it felt blocked. lik ..dunno hw to say la. den gt one band ... like crazy le .. play metallica all those song .. n those ppl all shake their head lik take ecstasy or wat lidat.. still take lighter ..gt fire de.. mai siao siao.. luckily .. tings were considered under control ba.. stood all e way frm 5plus till 8plus.. thruout the whole program.. so tired. can sit liao also stand till xi guan le.finally when it ended.. tings were being cleared n we had our debrief.. n .. i came home le ..lombang cab with yvonne n jiaxing ... cus they both stay bt panjang ma .. den they offered to drop mi off at cck ... so i ok lo.. anyway so late la.. sommore so tired.. n also.....u noe. they dropped mi off at cck.. n i took bus hm frm there.. reach hm at arnd 11.30 lidat.. woohoo. jus realizeed phat nite im nt helping out.. so sad. i wanna help out leh. but too late ler. haiz. just one more event till tis whole sit ting bcomes memories... haiz. im so tired can ... but last but not least... wanna wish tiff a happy birthday~~!
1:26 AM
Thursday, August 04, 2005
nv go sch again today.. cus my stomach was giving mi trouble again!!! pain lik hell..den my mum ask mi go n slp....so.. nv go... tis whle wk...oni wen to sch on tues ...sian la like tt.. my attendance like dunno wat shit liaoz.. esp my DBMS de !!! must haf shot 80% le... how how... haiz. den afternoon my mum came hm pei wo qu see doc .. den the doc gave mi antibiotics.. say is stomach infectioN...ARghs. i hate taking antibiotics.. sucks man. sumore the antibiotic de tablet so big lor.... grr. aniway i hahf to go sch tml..cant skip anymore lessn le.. sumore tml is bANdzout ... n im helping out.. haiz. todae gt meeting i oso cant go...shit lor. dun even noe wat is gonna happen tmL... blehs.
6:37 PM
Wednesday, August 03, 2005
i HATE my brother totally. who does he tink he is? wat does he tink he is? some grown up? some kind of xiao liu mang? he is just a freaking 10yr old kid who tinks he's veri old liao. can do his own stuff. can talk baak lik no one's businesss. u tink u r cute? no. u totally disgust me. u r disgusting. i wanna slap him. i really do. slap the sense out of him. u wan to do all those stuff ? wait till u r 12 yrs old. wait till u r considered half a teenager. wait till u haf to actually pay FULL PRICE when u go to places b4 u consider opening ur mouth to talk back to me n the rest ok? u piece of shit. u think u know alot? u know wats
'jia li hai' ? i hope u do. cos tts wat u are. now FARK OFF and do wat u r supposed to do at ur age.
8:13 PM
read my friend's blog. makes mi feel tt he's so foolish n silly. and ... stupid to do all those tings. [im sorry]
4:38 PM
Tuesday, August 02, 2005
things change.
people change.
everything is not the same anymore.
i've not been feeling well these past few days.. been havin diarhoea since sat nite... going in n out of e toilet mani times.. n nw its tues nite.. im still havin... arghs.. its jus hurting my stomach... my stomach feels weird.. sumtimes it hurts.. sumtimes it doesnt... sumtimes it hurts alot i haf difficulty walking i jus wanna lie dwn there n rest. its taking my mood away. makes mi dun feel lik doing anyting at all. dun feel lik eating.. dun feel lik toking.. dun feel lik laughing.. dun feel lik doing my pracs n tuts.. i jus hate it.. the doc said its jus food poisoning.. but seriously nv kena food poisoning until so jialat b4...haiz. dunno wat to dO.. n i realixed in sch today tt im relly falling bak in my studies.. i duno a single shit. even if i do attend lessons .. i still don noe a ting. haiz. exams are coming soon. better buck up, xy.
11:16 PM
everything is coming to an end.
12:09 AM
