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Friday, December 31, 2004
its my birthday. thanks: (nt in order) rickson limay huiping liting(Hyss) camelia michelle amanda junming alvin jason teo felicia tiffany xueting liting(Nyp) kaiyan zhiting aiwee vernon arthur ding liang guoming huiliong seesiang peisean bun chin jackson kewei jiaqing zhaowen pam jiahui sharyn voonling waiyan yong an

3:57 AM


Thursday, December 30, 2004
here to blog. today's lesson was 8 !! woke up at 6.30 lidae n faster rushed. bleh. had 4 hrs of lab. was listening to my mp3 the whole while i was fiddling wit the com. java relly sucks. its getting more complicated for mi to understand. i dun understand how others can do it. hai. haha. gd news was. tutorial at 3 was cancelled. so we wen hm at 1 aft maths lect !! embarrased myself in lt. nearly fell off the steps.. n let out a shout wich made everyone turn n look. yikes. din quite listen to lect too. my mind was wandering elsewheree.. aft maths went home... fell asleep in e train. and din wake up till i reached je. darned. so i took the train bak to bb. lame rite. everyone left the train xcept mi .ta paoed dao hui and sum chicken frm bbQ xpress hm to eat. the tao hui sucked. bleh. never ever buy dao hui frm westmall de jOLLibean again. watched a bit of tv.. cus i haf 4 tapes to watch !!! past few days keep recording but no time to watch.. duH. finished a tape. and fell asleep. dad wokE mi up to go imm haf dinner n bla. wen giordano. wanted to buy my cordury pants. but the color plus size i wan no stock le. so tml den buy. hee. bdae disc. bought a long sleeved shirt too. n a belt. i wanted to buy summore tops de. but dad nt happy le. cus late. den ... tml den buy lor. quarreled wit my dad. dun wanna mention. shuCks. went je meet jackson get the cake he baked .. cheese cake. its still in my fridge. haven ate yet. bleh. and o yeh . its my birthday starting now!! haha. rickson jus called to wish mi happi birthday..he's the first. =x thanks peeps. love u all.

11:53 PM


Wednesday, December 29, 2004
yes. im here to blog. today had a relaxing day .. cus todae is wed. comm skills onli ... we all tot 2 hrs .. but went there.. tt idiotic teacher told us onli 1 hr .. really hate her alot ... tink she gt sum fucking attitude problem . we were all so irritated with her. well . NOT the whole class. aniway aft the lesson .. wen to mac wit xt n arthur to wait for xt's fren .. pass the guitar to arthur. had a bit of mac brekfast while waiting .. n later tt after passing .. went to free access at level 5. wanted to print the official result slip. but canoot liao.. die. den print unofficial de lors. arnd 12 plus.. left sch to mit him at ps .. reached ps le received ky's call ... wanted to go bugis .. but in e end.. wen to cityhall to find him .. den zt n ky met us there too. he wen hme to change out of his army uniform while we 3 wen orchard. walked arnd. blah. felt so tired..saw wong li lin and allan wu and their baby in takA!!!!! haha! she so thin n tall. denn walked to heeren. cine. n he came bak to join us. ky had to leave for her dance at 5 plus..so we wen to orange julius. sat n drank. made sum stupid corny jokes. received presents frm ky n zt n him. hee. thaNKsssss.. later tt .,. took 105 bak to zt hse there... n took 188 hm.. so tired nw.. tml 8 am lesson!! shaG. sumone. sPARE ME.

9:58 PM


Monday, December 27, 2004
a misunderstanding cleared. so glad.

1:05 AM


Sunday, December 26, 2004
yest was christmas ... i slept at 5 plus in e morning .. and kena pulled up by my mum ... go eat lunch at duno wat seafood restuarnt... so go lor... so desertEd.. aniway had a nice lunch there. later tt .. wen to mit ky go bugis shop for presents... together wit her bro too .. walked arnd bugis quite tiring .. sat at mos wait for his frens to come .. n they wen to do their stuff.. leaving ky n mi ... shopped a bit more at bugis .. den wen to great world city ... had dinner..bought more tings.. n went home. so broke now. today mornin.. wen to deliver sumtinG ... heEhe. den wen to excelsior hotel mit up with my aunt they all for tim sum eat all u can buffet. haHAa. sooo full... went for band prac later on .. and wen to my uncle's place for dinner. steamboat !!! ATE SO MUch today. i HAVE TO EXercise. shucKs. poh msged mi jus nw go work tml ? HAha. but i haf sch! =\ lessons startin at 12 tml ... goin to np's concert at nitE..

11:28 PM


Saturday, December 25, 2004
yeh. i nv blogged for 5 days. reason being ... i felt sian to blog. hah. its 4.32am. and i just reach hm. can u blief it. haha. nw is christmas lE.. today nv go sch.. so slept e whole day ... at nite jus nw arnd 8plus met up wit jM... go play pool at je ... den met wit manda n alvin ... wen jp watch kung fu hustle. the show sumtime stupid. sumtime funnny. lame. quite nice lah. we watched the 12.20 show.. aft e show.. walked to boon lay shopping centre there ? go there eat..den i din noe whether to go manda hse to sttay or wat. felt lik goin hme also. den in e end.. we sent manda hme firs.. den took cab hme. i reached hme... the newspapers were already at the doorstep.4plus am !! so early. jus nw at boonlay shoppin center there ... 3plus.. already saw those ppl sorting out the newspapers le..haha... nw den i noe... haiz. tml goin out wit ky ... buy tings. .. i wan my adidas shirt.! grrrrrrr
last but nt least... merry xmas everyone !!

4:31 AM


Monday, December 20, 2004
eh. im so tired. today first day of school. so tired. tok abt yesterday first.. went bak to edo !!!!! hehehehe. with limay n aihui. at firs felt funni funi .. den ... ok le .. so fun .. see tt place make mi miss tt place so much ... but .. hais. ate spicy tori ramen.. pluss chawa .. salmon sashimi .. n hana... ddavid treated us ice cream .. the drinks n chawas n sashimi they nv add in the bill .. hees. felt so happy going bak there ... ah boon kena transfer to chinatown .. niu pi wasnt arnd. hais.
todayy lesson started 12 .. maths for 2 hrs .. the maths lecturere ... lik sum old ah pek ... tok oso very farni .. sumtimes dun even noe wads he toking.. den had 2 hrs break..1 hr lect... 1.5 hr brk ... and 2 hr lect. till 8.30 .. sian rite. the nite lecture.. is part time de .. den he lik duno how to conduct lect lor ... keep askin us questions .. hahas. den take so long to complete slides... haiz. wo hao lei.

10:48 PM


Sunday, December 19, 2004
back home. my legs are so aching. the muscles there. hah. yest met up wit jm zw n manda.. go buy hair dye n wen jm hse to dye .. he helped us do the job. i colored my hair brown brown... den fringe side thre gt a few purple .. heHs. but looks more like pink ? and its nt quite obvious..unless under the sun .. zw did a few purple at her fringe and back .. manda did one strand onli ... but she cldnt find the whole time .. haha. after doing ..it was lik ..6 plus le..so wen manda hse eat dinner..wen hm .. bath ... came out again .. go je meet them ... wanted to watch midnite show but dun haf .. den go arcade play awhile.. wen play pool... haha. i scored a few balls... seldom leh. =p den at 12.. go k box. inside.. 4 of us onli .. jm kept singin..freezing cold inside. aft k box, wen for supper at ky's hse dwnstair de coffeeshop..it was lik 4 plus le .. den he came dwn.. passed mi my earli present n gotta noe the rest . haha.later tt .. we all wen hm. alvin walked bak .. i told my mum i was stayin at zw's hse..she las min culdnt cum .. den mi manda n jm walked bak to jm's hse .. cus cldnt go bak to manda hse also .. haha.. there was tis cat followin us all e way frm toh guan to je arnd yuhua village there... haha... it kept tryin to catch up with us. blah. reach jm hse at arnd 5plus? n we slept. mi n manda shared a bed while he slept on the flOor. woke up at 11 .. and came hme. wanted to go band .. but sumting happened at hm. -_-

1:31 PM


Saturday, December 18, 2004
wats the problem now ? i dun understand. wats happening to me. feeling like tt all over again. why are there differences in everyting ? sex. race. even small little tings like sizes and all. argh.s i dun undeerstand myself. sumtimes i wan a ting. its unreachable. and when ive got it. i dun wan it. why is it like tt ? i feel like crying out loud. but i cant. feel so pressured.

1:08 PM


Friday, December 17, 2004
yaHa. no work todae..woke up at arnd 12 when manda called me.. and wen jp to mit her .. wanted to buy my adidas shirt. but dun haf! hrmph. den wen 400 plus there... ate lunch .. and i cut my hair ! haha. the guy style until veri @.@ heavy rain followed... bleh. so took e long way hme ... aHHs. i wanna color my hair!

8:00 PM


Thursday, December 16, 2004
i am SO tired. yes i am. morning wen to sec to work ... pack sec1 bks!!!! whole dae doing tt... pack till whole body wanna lie flat on e grnd le ... nw my left hand is totally weak. i can still feel the strain of the bks on my left hand... args. anyway today pack bks tt time ... gt alot kittens...3 of them ... hiding.. kept mewing ... den wen it see us it go backwards... sooo cute. jackson tried to catch it ..but canot.. den wen he n hanzhou move the boxes at e corner .. so smelly.! cus the kittens all shit n urine there. yuck. finished work at 4.. initially gt mi jasmine n another guy paCk the bks de .. but halfway .. poh bring the guy to the new sch to arrange stuff.. den leave us 2 girl to pack !!!!! anyway finished 100 plus packs.. nt bad arh. haha. aft work wen taka to mit my mum n cousin sheryL.. go find bun chin .. den ate dinner togeter .. he wen bak to work ... n we 3 jus walk arnd lor. went to perlini's silver.. wante to buy sumting using the 5o% gift card sent to me .. but culdnt find sumting i like. haiz. always lik tt one.. i see the ting i like.. i nv buy ... wait veri long when i wan to buy .. its nt available le. arghs. den walk to wisma.. saw felicia n her bF .. hmm. went to world of sports.. meaning to buy the adidas shirt i've been shootin at. but my size no more stock.. in e end bought one nike one. hehs. mum paid. i gained! den late le ... we sent my cousin hm .. n we took cab hme .. reach hm i immediately bathed.. n here i am. feelin much more comfortable. poh asked mi if i wanted to work tml ... but i rejected .. haha. cus im too tired,.! i nit a break. sch's starting soon. sat nite goin manda's hse stay.den we goin k box frm 12am-3 am? so goin to manda's hse to stay is actually an xcuse for my mum .. cus we all noe hw strict my mum is with me ... hahaha! den sundae having band.. aft band.. goin edo with ai hui and limay !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! yeAHhhhhhhhhh. tml im gonna cut hair. AND. i am gonnaa dye my hair again b4 goin bak sch. but i dunno when. =

10:27 PM


Wednesday, December 15, 2004
i don't know wat's going on.

10:53 PM


ahhh... jus nw sws prac ... the pieces so difficult! but quite nice lah.. anyway.. first time. hah. concert is on jan 16. duno by then will i b kicked out of e concert or wad? hais. i relly haf to practise le ..

1:06 AM


Tuesday, December 14, 2004
sian arh .. im so tired rite now. came hm frm work .. today waas quite slack ... at least nt like yest .... lik fighting battle lik tt. hah. ps todae dua mi lor. las min tell mi she very tired. ask mi can dun go work anot. fine lor. everytime lik tt one. put mi in a difficult position. sux man. nx time gt any work dun find her liao. cant b responsiblee. arghs . dad offered to fetch mi todae. so gD . ahh. was noddin off durin work .. the sun was so bright today.. saw the style woman todae again at work .. she came to buy xtra bkcovers... so style lor.. tink she todae nt workin.. cus she wasnt wearin work de clothes .. den she bring one of her son along .. the son don look as style as her lei. the hair lik mushroom. haha. nt i sae de. bla . den aft work took 985 hm.. slept in e bus .. slp till i kok my head on the window. so paiseh.. ahhh...tonite still gt band ah... sumone help mi... i go slp awhile nw firs .. dunno later hw lei ... mr tan sae the ang moh veri fierce .... =\ i oso scared duno hw to play .. how ??? hais.

4:33 PM


Monday, December 13, 2004
the whole world is un-feeling.

10:46 PM


eh! received timetable le ... mon gt nite lesson ... but nt till veri late ba.. hmm .. till 8.30 ?? hais .. den thurs de lesson... tink 23rd cant go help at sas sec1 orientation le .. gRrs. unless i skipp... hmmmm ... haahaha. =\ today wen to mit ps n go work .. dad fetched us there.. cus i scared late? but in e end .. we were early ! mrs siew todae lik nt in gd mood.. duno is i tink too much or wad la.. haiyoo. den today is repeat sales ma .. initially nt many ppl ..den gt alot ppl le lor ... calculate the bks lik siaos ... my head lik wanna burst le .. gt headache.. blehs. den sum of the parents so ... wtf. gt one woman. she so STYLE. i lurve her. so damn style lor. don look lik a mum of 2 ... one p1 one p3 ... waHh. so thin. so tan. hair short short. style. one word. stYle. im lovin' it. haha. aft work wen to wm .. wit ps .. met ky ... den ps left for marriot work ... ky bought her stuff .. n we wen hm le .. gee. tml gt work again ... nite gt band !!! ah!!!! ang moh conductor .. mr tan sae he veri fierce? scared lei.

10:16 PM


blah!! im gettin my timetable soon ... today had band prac ... again ..had another batch of newcomers ..! arGHs ... and most of them were frm st patS!!! nt tt sch again. hate them. gt 3 frm flute .. 2 frm clarinet .. and one of them..aH! daMn dulan. first ting he came ..he told mi waS .. "i'm a first clarinet playEr.." den i ok loR .. asked him sit bside mi pLay 1st..den ding sae 1st alot ppl liAo..den i tok to him in chin ask him if he plAy 2nd can anot ... he told mi tt he don understand chin .. ask mi to speak enG ... sHit him loRs .. chinese duno hw to speak chiNesE .. aRhs .. den later yee yean ask hIm sEC wad .. sec 3 onli lorS! darn those sT paT ppl ... bcus of them i reaalized tt bois sch ppl are so damn chiLdish and immatuRe lOR... dAMn deM .. today sight-readin 1 piece..frm fahmi .. he lik wan it to b so perfeCt .. kp stoppin the band all tt ... haiz. den nv get to playsongs tt we playeDd laS time .. hMms. aFter band waited damn long for the scores wit the main ... hais .. jialat ... tmL gt work .. goin wit pS .. will b meetin for brEkfASt aT mAc .. hAh..

1:15 AM


Saturday, December 11, 2004
been feelin lazi to blog latEly. hmms. todae woke up washed my clothes .. mum called mi saying my dad wanted to go jE there eat curry fish heaD .. so i sAid ok lor... wen to je to meet uncle max n aunt may plus weiqi as well cus xueheng havin lesson there ... den we wen to jE to eaT lor.. was damn hungry tt time ... the curry fish was nice!! hah ... den finshed le .. wen hm ... den wen wm to watch christmas wit the kranks ... slaCked abit n went fer dinnEr ... den wen hm le .. saw ps at westmall ... she was on her way to woRk.. tml gt band.. im dwn wit flU ... bLAhs.

10:24 PM


Friday, December 10, 2004
wat happened. i dun get it at all .

10:12 PM


Wednesday, December 08, 2004
i shall blog today. yesterday went to work in e morning ... at the malay sch near bugis..was ... hmm. okok lors ?? xcept jackson's fren ...very the ... -___- aniway aft work rush to bugis to buy my shoe .. den go hm...slack abit.. den we went for aunty may's sis-in-law de wedding !! at swissotel ... soo nice .. so romantic lik tt... the food was greAt too .. haha .. n my cousins were damn fuNni.. they wanna yumseng on stage .. den the emcee ask the bride n groom's de family come on staGE yumseng... xueheng went up..n guess wat he did. he shouted for DArren... hahaha...den frm the stage found darren... came dwn the stage n fight with him ... n wen the bride n groom were doin their stuffs... bla bla .. darren n xueheng was fighting .. hahaha... lik so funni lor .. everyone was lookin at them fight/play instead den... hahahal. the wedding lik so nice.. gt spotlights all tht.. reached hm at 12 plus ... soo tired... slept.. today morning took 985 to pri sch to woRk ... the journey there took mi lik half an hr onli !! haha. surprise surprise. aft work wen to lot1 to meet tbc n rondy.. ate n walked arnd ... n came hm le .. i remember tt i had lots of tings on my mind jus nw .. but nw ... its all vanished. cant remember wart i was tinkjin abt jus nw.. blah. i'm so so fat.

8:14 PM


Monday, December 06, 2004
havent been bloggin for so long.. shant go into much details ... hms. tml gt wedding dinner to atTEnd... aunti may de sis in law de ... hee. exCited. today no work ... morning met ps for bRekfasT ... go peps there de coffeeshop to eat .. den we walked arnd wm ... n wen hm ... go hm rest awhile n went to clementi to mit ky jas n kewei ... den we go bugis ... walkwalk lor ... kewei n jas bought op skirts ... more den 40 bucks .. so ask them help mi buy the op file ... hEes. = p. tml gt work arHs ... at duno wat malay sch .. sumore its bside cemetRY ... sIansss...

10:28 PM


Wednesday, December 01, 2004
bak frm chalet !! hao lei arh .. first dae mon mornin woke up earli n went to ky's hse to meet her .. we wen for brekfast at IMM ...den met jas go giant buy bbq stuff... buy halfway thru ... alvin ...taige..baoling..weijie come find us help us carry stuff ... they wen to meet the rest firs and check in while mi n ky wen bak to her hse to prepare sum of the foOds ... den ask mi dad come fetch us he dunwan ... so took cab down to chalet..by the time we reach there is 5 plus lidae le..den prepare the bbq fire n stuff.. lik so long nv see each other..the feelin initially abit weird weird de lor .. but slowly all the lameness were bak .. haha.. den we wen mac for ice cream... wen bak to e chalet. . i lie on e bed onli ... fell asleep..woke up a few times n fell bak asleep again .. nx mornin woke up and wen swimmin wit ky ...swim awhile onli sherwin came with food so got up..ate. and toked. haha . den by tt time .. we were dried up le ... started to drizzle so we put bak our clothes... slacked a while in chalet while everyone else went to play water bombs.. den went to downtown meet hp lm n jane ... den come bak .. slacked..bathe .. n bbq.. again ! i jus sit inside chalet watch tv.. waitin for food. hahaha..den go out crap. hp they all left at arnd 9 lidat ... cus nx dae lm gt sch ma .. den lik tt lor .. our new neighbours werefrm jvs de ppl .. sum were wearin band tee.. haahahaha. we played cards ... play until veri siao .. den go out walk walked .. sum of them slept early .. i slept at 4 plus .. tis mornin wake up at 9.. cus checkout 10 mah .. den we took train frm pasir ris all e way to jP .. ate lJs .. my stomach was abt to burst liao .. cus 2days plus nvv shit. hahahahaha. i was complainin to them..hehehe. eat le fsater went home ... unpacked... bathed ... watched abit tv .. den came out le ... meet manda n jM at jE ... go walk walk .. den alvin joined us ... im workin tml ..

11:43 PM



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