its just ... xy

Saturday, September 30, 2006
yest was another fyp day..
last day of the 4th wk yeah.
our sup finally came to visit us..
but my partner wasnt arnd la.
he toldme tt he was looking for us the previous day but both of us wasnt arnd.
ha.
anyway.
discussed abt the presentation on monday..
so scared.
den my sup ask if i can b over stressed cuz he noes abt my condition lah..
and he sae if too stress muz tell him cuz tis proj quite diff
and gt student breakdown b4..
i was like.. oh ok.
den he gt tell me nt to b bogged down by my partner if he is slow or wat..
aiyoh.
aft he left i wen to SA to find sharon they all again..
keying the cCA points..
well i jus mainly sit there n talked.
den when 5.30 came ... all of us xcept drew n nas left to clock out and take bags..
sharon n aini needed to leave..
peishan needed to go sign attendance..
so i wen together to clock out n take their bags ...
den kahyip came to fyp lab looking for us.. haha.
the rest left n he acc mi to wait for peishan to come back
peishan came bak to blk L ,
and wen we wanted to go find them at blk E..
they called saying they were done.
so we waited for the outside the back lift .. sit there n tok..
and ate old chang kee wich kahyip brought..
saw ms mak.
yeah got some money issues regarding the chalet with some ppl.
so damn irritating.
cant they or rather SHE be more understanding and shutup!?
ANYWAY.
drew n nas came n took their bags and left..
den we 3 wen to bball court ..
cher n ao were playing tennis and the rest ..mainly ogls were playin bball.
sat at the tennis court.. for awhile
den kahyip wen to bball court.and left mi n peishan at the tennis court.
peishan wanted to learn tennis.. so played with her.
haha. damn funny.
den we went upstairs.. cuz she said she was bored.. and wanted to watch her 'gong'
some of the current excos were upstairs doing proposal watnots.
sat there ... n use peishan's laptop while she was busy discussing stuffs with eileen.
hahaha.
den kiafang came le.. she called me
and i went down wit yankai.
tt guy treats mi invisible.
so i shant talk to him yeh.
blEhs.
and wen i went down ... was walking to the tennis court halfway when i realized tt i forgot to bring down the badminton rackets!!!! HAHAHA .
wen up wif kf to bring them down ..
i wen to changed..and jus as we wanted to play...
we realized the shuttlecocks werent in the badminton bag.
-__________-
and so ao helped us to go up take the shuttlecocks.
thankyou mr forgetful aka ao.
hahahaha.
den mi n kf started playing on the tennis court with kahyip.
all was fine.
was fun and yeh so long no play badminton le.
nice la.
den cher came to play too.
they wanted to leave early to go amk eat den go hm early..so
wen with them first and entrusted ao to my badminton rackets..
kept reminding him not to forget to kip
cuz jy and merv were still playing...
i tink the nx sport aft tennis is badminton wich everyone will wan to play!
hahaha.
so,
cher kf kahyip kenneth yankai peishan and mi went to s-11
where we met up with caroline.. sat there.. n ate our dinner.
nt long after..
the others... a whole big bunch of them came lah.
cher was telling them her brother's stories.. haha.
actually during lunch break tt day .. we were all discussing abt younger siblings
and we concluded tt they are dumb n irritating. esp brothers. brainless pple. esp my bro!
den they: the woodlands ppl and kahyip n caro: left first..
i stayed on to wait for eileen cuz she was driving..and can take her car hm..
heh heh .
both of us shifted to the current excos table ..
den they were damn noisy lah!
playing alot funny games..
actually got 2 tables...one not so noisy.. n the other one was damn noisy and high
tt ppl frm other tables kip turning n looking wat was happening..
meanwhile at the other side were the ppl who played bball earlier on..
namely nat and some others.. plus some of the frends they made while playing bballl i tink .
it looked so damn weird.
anyway.
we left arnd 11.30 ...
and eileen drove mi cheryl weishan n alvinlee back.
in the car they were all talking abt koreana dramas.
ahaha guess tts the in ting now.
first dropped weishan off at btbatok mrt..
den alvinlee n cheryl at bbwest there ...
n dropped mi off at my hse .. hehe.
went home.. bathed and watched tv.. came online and wen to sleep.

today woke up at arnd 12.
and ate a bit of beehoon
and went to the salon
its dye hair day!
i clfnt decide on a color and the person kept giving mi suggestions lo.
in e end ..
i decided to highlight ash and base color brown.
the highlight was done in patches.. nt strand by strand..
wah .
the person helped mi to cut my hair abit cuz she said wasa too thick to highlight patches.. so ok lor..
at first when the highlight done liao the result was bright goldenish yellow
i was horrified!
i tot the person mix wrong color
den i asked her..
she said tt tt is nt the color.. jus nw was jus to lighten the hair color.. which i tink she meant to bleach it first??
den aft puting the dye color will bcome ash ...
i was like.. oh.
results came out.
and yeh its done.
but the ash has abit of greenish tone..
but i tink it looks ok?? but sometimes it looks weird leh..
i dnno.. mayb nt used to it..
den the guy go n style my hair.. i mean..
like .. huh im going to be at hme the whole day anyway wat for style?
and put wax. yucks. i hate putting wax/gel on my hair.
feels so uncomfortable..
duno how guys like it .
went home was SO tired.
i fell aslp imn frnt of my com ..
den wake up.. wanted to slp on my bed but the wax and all tt..
so hurriedly go bath .. had a hard time washing the wax..
dnno wat wax is it.
den aft tt.. flopped onto my bed and slept for awhile
b4 my dad came hm with dinner..
ate a bit n threw the rest away.
head was throbbing and i was too tired to eat lah.
wanted to slp but i dint wan to slp on a full stomach
so surfed net.. used com ...
and yeah.
tml's xueheng's bdae celebration.
oh yEah~~

10:09 PM


Friday, September 29, 2006
a quick entry b4 i go to slp.
today fyp, very relax. hahaha.
why ?
cus. almost half of the day i wasnt in lab! Hahaha.
morning was so hungry n tired..
was hoping for 10.30 to come quickly so we cld go eat..
went to south today.
aftter which we sat there to talk .. and
started discussing some relly funny topics..
haha.
den went bak to lab.
my partner told mi teo loo see was looking for me.
for dunno wat reason.
say wat. wan to ask mi if i happy in this course anot.
den i was tinking.. if i not happy den how??
u giv mi a diploma straightaway, dunnnit to continue fyp and attachment meh!
haha.
anyway i nv met her afterwards.
cuz .
andrew came in msn asking us to help to key in the ccca points which will xpire nx wk!
so off we went happily to SA office ..
mi, sharon, peishan, andrew, nas, aini n calvinteo.
was SO happy tt i can get out of tt depressing lab.
wen to SA office.. den realize onli gt one com ..
den guru.. tALk rubbish with us ...
n i reply rubbish bak to him lor.
hahahaha.
den oni one com,
so sharon keyed in the admin nos while the rest of us tke turn to read the nums.
actually she can memorize most of them le la.
den finish le. wanted to check.
den realize dunno is the system cock up or wat..
the tings we saved wassnt there.
spent some time in the office checking again ..
den like 5 plus liao.. hAHA!
so tink going bak tml?
den we went bak to lab..slack awhile.. and can log off le.
hehehe.
den wanted to go suntec to get tings..
but in the end..benita called ask us wan to go isetan priv sales anot
cuz she can bvring us in ..the ticket can reuse.
den ok lo . go lo. anyway there also gt topshop n nike wich i wanted to use the vouchers.
den wen to wisma, stef n cindy haven arrive..
so wen to topshop firs..
inititally dun haf ting ..
den saw tis simple top la.
tried. n its nice. so ok.
bought tt.
went nike.. nothing i like leh.
saw the nike watch!! SO NICE.
but i tik i nt getting la. unless pplwan to get for me.
hehe.
cuz i tink i getting the adidas one.. IF i can manage.
anyway. cindy n stef come le..
den wen to isetan shaw centre where the priv sales was held..
damn alot ppl la..
n outside we were strategizing how to get in cuz we oni haf 3 tix and there were more then 3 of us there.
but in the end can la
cuz one tix can bring dunno hw many ppl in .
haha.
so damn alot ppl and its HOT.
anyway was told the levis gt 25%
and my main aim was tt.
so. went walking arnd wit the others ..
den went our separate ways lah cuz too many of us
and its so crowsded n all wan to see diff tings.
acc peishan to see some cosmetics for her sis ..
den wnt to levis..
heh heh.
tried on some of the jeans...
n managed to get one ..
den peishan was asking why i dun wan to get another.
so i was telling her i oni had enuff for 1.
n she offered to help mi pay firs..
i was like ..wah.. really anot..
den i jus grabbed one square cut one my size de
n went off lor. cuz the fitting room LONG QUEUE!
and the rest were waiting outside le .
so yeh. wen to queue to pay.
she helped mi pay for one of the jeans..
thanks alot peishan.
n we went to lido upstairs to find the rest..
nt long aft reaching there..
wen downstairs to find felicia n tiff to settle some stuffs..
when we were done..
went up again to find the rest..
they were sitting there chitchatting..
sat for quite some time..
den wen home le lor..
took treain ..
take red line la cuz lazy to change.
reached hm at arnd 12 bah.
bathed and ate something . my dinner lah.
hahaa.
wat a good harvest i got today..
hahaha.
im broke le.
stupid pay havent come !

1:50 AM


Wednesday, September 27, 2006

11:42 PM


some stuffs are too depressing to talk about.

11:40 PM


Tuesday, September 26, 2006
You Are 40% Lady
You tend to make up your rules of etiquette, throwing all conventions aside.And while you try to be a lady (sometimes), your behavior is often quite shocking.
Are You A Lady?

1:19 AM


gonna blog b4 i go to slp. becuz tml don haf opportunity to do so in sch.
cuz linux cant blog !
duno why too.
stupid linux.
anyway today go sch.
3 days nv go le suddenly go the feeling lik so weird.
wen to the lib to return the overdued books with cher..
den wen to cheers.
after which wen bak to lab try to do the workshop
but all command not found.
like wt the!?
den tried to call sup.
but he nv pick up.
tried alot times.
still nv pick up.
and 10.30am comes for brunch.
so off we went..
had big brekfast.
the scrambled egg today veri big. haha.
aft which, went to SA office to hand in the exemption letter tog with cher's.
guru funny lah.
den slowly walked bak to lab.
cuz after eating mus slow walk. let the food digest u noe~~
hahaha.
anyway went bak. was lunch time so most ppl were out.
tried to do the blardy ting again.
still cannot.
tried to call my sup again.
again he nv pick up.
so i tot he nv come.
den he nv come.
i cant solve the error too.
so cant continue.
so i surfed the web.
bAHH~ SO BORED lah.
shld haf brought my book to read la.
i am bringing tml!
andrew cant differentiate between BEDOK and BATOK (bt batok)
hahaha.
was so confused by him .
den we wen for brek at 4pm.
wen to south.
was feeling damn hungry.,
had bread. wanted to by nuggets but don haf le.
even the snack tt small shop also nth left except for those kou rou bao
but is nt those normal kou rou bao de ingredient.
i tink is chicken or wat.
but anyway i don lik kou rou bao. so it doesnt matter to me.
wanted to eat somthing but!! don haf ting for mi to eat le!
so shared wanton with drew.
den my partner called jus as i was abt to start eating the blardy wantons.
say the sup is here.
so i told him i was eating. will b bak aft i eat finish.
so.
ate n went bak .
tt time already wanna 5plus le lah.
den when i wen bak to lab sup still there.
so fine.
helped us to solve the error.
den he say we having presentation on thurs.
in powerpoint form, and he will giv us notes on wat to present lah.
don nit to wear formal.
not so bad la huh.
but im still worried cuz mux present on lik wat u learnt., wat u noe from these workshops. bla bla.
dunno wat to say la.
cuz so far haf been following the workshops blindly.
well. sort of.
haiz.
anyway 6pm came.
and slowly walked to mrt station.
went to cwp with drew to meet kiafang to watch little man.
wee.
when we reached wdlands,
he was given this bk coupons la.
and we started talking abt the brekfast.
den we started arguing on how to pronounce the word croissant.
haha. the pronounciation made by him damn funnny la.
den we played arnd wth a few words, arguing on wat is the
right pronounciation for them .
cldnt decide.
so waited for kf to come and ask her.
in the end. i won ! for the croissant part.hahaha.
went up to buy tickets.
7.35pm show.
we had some time b4 the show started and they wanted to buy food in .
so bought oldchangkee.potatochips.bubbletea in.
all kept in the safety of their bags.
haha.
went in and the movie started after some adverts.
oh yah. i saw liting. she looked tanner. heh.
the movie was nice. funny also.
heh heh.
aft the movie was feeling hungry.
dunno wat to eat.
wen to cold storage to get some chocs for calvinteo firs.
den from upstair go dwnstair.
go pasa malam.
but none of the food there look nice to me.
so i suggested go the foodcourt eat.
den andrew tapao-ed the japanese pizza and kiafang tapao-ed cup corn and cheese hotdog up.
went up, alot stalls wanna close le.
and the pasta so eX!
so in the end ate yon gtaufoo.
aft tt. went home.
took 187.
stomach very pain leh.
tml is fyp~~ AGAIN.


i'm very confused now.
i dont know which direction i want to head to.
i seemed to have made up my mind.
but when i see it.
my mind gets fickle.
can someone direct me?
can someone just TELL me which direction to go?
sick of all this.

12:21 AM


Sunday, September 24, 2006
what for staying in an environment,
where it makes u feel unhappy,
miserable,
down and out?
what for??
why should i do tt?

u live for urself.
not for others.


friends have been telling me this. but .
i jus shook these words away.
now,
i've thought about this.
and i guess.
they r right.
they were right all along.
i don live for YOU.
i don live for THEM.
i don live for HER.
don live for HIM.

WHO ARE YOU ANYWAY.

from now on,
i shall only live for myself.
call me selfish.
call me coward.
whatever.
i dont care anymore.
since you didnt even care in the first place,
why should i?
and make myself fucking miserable?




FUCK YOU.

1:03 PM


everything has changed.
she has changed.
he has changed.
you have changed.
they have changed.
everyone has changed.
where were the promises we made ?
those taalks. did u forget about what we all talked about in the past??
what has happened?
i dont understand at all .

-living each day as it pass ...

1:27 AM


Saturday, September 23, 2006
felt so left out.

1:17 AM


Thursday, September 21, 2006
having flu now.
brrrr.
anyway had the scan le.
went there haf to wear their clothes.
actually is a simple gown lah.
but got 3 holes .
dunno how to wear lah.
den the instructions on the wall give wrong lor
stupid instructions.
waited a while..den got tis guy outside was already waiting b4 me..
den the mother come in ask how come he still waiting..
hearrd the mother say ..
"3.5 (1.5??) hrs already! this is ridiculous!!"
den dunno she go the nurse ther complain i tink.
den when she came bak i noticed shewas holding a stack of composition papers
on top is printed holy convent dunoo wat sch.
forgot liao lah.
den i ws tinking..wah tht guy wait so long le ar.
den i also muz wait tt long isit.. .
was fiddling arnd...
den suddenly i was being called.
so heng lah. i nv wait tt long..arnd 1 hr lah.
or else i will go crazy.
den go in.. tt person gimme ear plug..cuz he sae it will b noisy..
den giv mi shower cap ask mi put it on..
den i see the machine ..
is like those on tv u see those jian fei zhong xin de machine..
lik got tunnel..den when u lie dwn on the 'bed' press someting den u will b pushed into the tunnel tt type la.
den tt guy ask mi don move .. close my eyes.. bla bla.
did as i was told. don dare to move.
den i was being pushed inside the tunnel.
very noisy la .. lik construction work lidat..den
dunno hw long later..
was being pushed out again den tt guy say wan to gimme injection ..
den inject le den push mi in again .. arnd 5 - 10 mins lidat finish le..
the scan cost $735... injection cost $100 plus.
so total 900plus! omigodddd.
anyway aft tt went to central make my specs..
at firs wan to make the frame onli cuz oni tt one spoil..
den tt person sae my lens cannot fit into the frame which i want..den she
help mi test my eyesight .. n realized tt my eyesight decrease!!
haha.
den make new lens lor. meaning i can haf the frame i want!!
is those metallic metallic den .. flatflat one..den got 2 color de..
ontop on color..below one color..
wanted the orange n black combination de.. but i ask the person she sae no more liaozzz..
sian diao ..
den got one is red n black .. or light purple/dark purple.. den got one all white..
den got one all yellowish orange..
saw one is lime green and abit army-like green. quite nice leh. but i dun lik the sides lik veri big ...the yellowish orange too bright ..although is nice.. actually all nice la..
den the black n red.. my mum say look more mature but the red like very outstanding frm the black ..
den the white one my mum say nicer..but i don like lah. white too outstanding le.
so i chose the lightpurple/dark purple... tt one also nice..hehe.
but today lik spend alot money sia.. i feel veri bad abt it lor.
but . haiyoh.
den i forgot to take MC jus now!!!! SHIT SIA .... .
but mymum say do scan tis type of ting no mc one leh.
haiyoh. i dunno leh.
write letter lor.
=\

10:43 PM


later going hospital at 4pM.
la la la.
no feelings.
i broke my specs!!!!!!
last nite i was watchign lulu gong zhu on my laptop
den i wanted to go slp already..
but i wanted to go toilet..
so i went out of my room and saw darkness..
cuz everyone slp liao.. my mum's room was just beside mine
mah.. den i wanted to go to the toilet in hr room...
i went out of my room,
turned, AND BANGED MY HEAD ON THE DOOR!
i didnt noe her door was closed. cuz too dark liao..cant see anything..
and normally she doesnt close the door unelss she switch on aircon..
so i didnt notice if she closed or open the door !
i banged at the side of my right eye the face at the door..
ouch so pain canl..
and my specs .. flew off on to the floor.
at first i stun.. like suddenly something came crashin on me...
i just stood outside the door stoning..donno wat to do nx.
den i squaated and felt arnd the floor.. searching for my specs..
cuz without my specs or contacts..i'm considered 3/4 as blind as a bat..
cuz my degree... is 750 on the right and 700 on the left. very high right. hah.
i found my specs..
stood up ..and stood outside my mum's rm in a daze.. tinking wat to do.
den my dad came out and ask wat happen.. i said noting and run bak to my room.
when i took a look at my specs..
omigosh.
the right side of my specs de whole stretch where u put at the ear tt longlong thin thin stick- like..
was dented all the way to the right .
look so funny lah.
i tried to push it back..but cannot.
i dunno if it can be pushed back anot if i bring to spectacle shop.
anyway since i wanted to slp liao ..
i jus put it on my table and wen to slp.
no specs to wear liao lor.
also nt free to go spec shop. maybe aft my hospitall app ?
the bang was so hard.
it gave mi a huge impact and nw tt part which was banged on is hurting..
and gt a bit bruise..
and i tink gt a bit of cut but the blood is clogged there frm my specs pushing in to my skin so hard.
pain lah.
dunno will orh chey anot.
if gt orh chey one my face den so funny lah!!! HAHAHAHA.
head very pain now.

12:53 PM


Tuesday, September 19, 2006
finally can blog in peace.
cuz most of the ppl went ofr napfa training.
i'm staying in the lab lah. got exemption letter still go for wat.
wanted to update on sat n sun ..but ...
i tink i now lazy liao lah .
my linux cannot use blogger to type.
so nw im using windowS!
anyway sat stayed over at aunty may's hse .
so yeah.
fun. yes.
yesterdae was wk 3day1 of fyp.
did mostly coding yesterday.
jus copy codes from the paper workshop oni lah.
but damn stressed cuz ssee the coding the whoel day.
but better den debugging the stuffs n getting stupid errors n waiting for the sup to coem fix them right .
bLEHS.
went auntmay hse for dinner aft fyp last nite.
theye cooked meesiam. yumyum.
but taste abit nt lik meesiam taste cus nt enuff flavour lah.
today damn tired. woke up at 6.45. called peishan and went bak to slp.
woke up at 7.15 n gosh i was late.
but i rush.den manage to reach in time loRRRRR.
hahaha.
today sux la.
gt errors .
donwanna tok abti t.
lucky todae is napfa training dae and nw is already 5.30lidat le
so don nit to worry my sup will come cuz he tot tt we went for napfa.
made a new discovery today. but shant tok abt it here cuz donwnna 'puo huai guan xi'
in case tt person sees my blog. which. i tink he will bv see it lah. haha but better be safe den sorry rights.
anyuway getting very fed up with the codes le.
hiaks.
gonna log off and go disturb ppl nw~!

5:34 PM


very lazy to blog leh.

12:11 AM


Monday, September 18, 2006
sometimes, i feel that i don't really mean anything to pple arnd me

1:24 AM


Saturday, September 16, 2006
NOW i know.



i shall shut up den.

1:28 PM


Friday, September 15, 2006
jus came home from hospital.
totally spoil my moood now.
remember tt time aft exams i had a relapse?
the doc knew,
had to tell him wat. no choice.
den he sae wan mi to go for MRI brain scan.
use magnet wat ever shit one.
and the cost is damn exp lah!!!
$1000 +
damn sTunned.
cuz the doc sae mayb there is something , mayb a bloodclot? in my left brain tts causing all tis.
and mayb thats y whenever i gt relapses its onli the right side happening.
so sHIT LAH.
so scary can.
the brain scan's scheduled for nx thurs afternoon.
so scary.
im scared.

4:46 PM


Wednesday, September 13, 2006
don feel like blogging today.
but .
fyi
1 day of fyp is down!

11:31 PM


Tuesday, September 12, 2006
ooh.
im blogging in fyp!
in sharon's lab now.
all go napfa training. but a few of us nv go.
and im one of them.
hohoho.
today has been a stressful dae~
but
today managed to get aMsn .
msn for linux.
so happy.
finally haf msn.
my life will b excitin again.
ahha.
tts wat so bad abt fyp.
u get so bored tt u got msn u happy liao ,no matter gt ppl msn u not.
haha. am i talking snese??
guess not.
feel lik shitting now.
oh no.
anyawy.
completed workshop1 todat .
den do till worskhop 2 de half. host cert dere .
omg.
my mind feels so .... FULl.
looking at the stupid codes.
den when my suip is with mi i can do the tings.
but when he is gone, got error!!
den dun dare to ask him cuzscared later he tink wat,
why we so dumb.
actually can hear from his voice lah tt sometimes he quite irritated by us.
but.
we really dunno howto do the tings wat.
den jus nw he ask us. 'is this scary?'
of cuz it is.
immediately we both sayy es.
den he luff.
haha.
at least nt so much tension. hehe.
but he nt bad lah. jus tt when it comes to coding sometimes rellty veri scary lors .
cuz dun dare to ask him too much also .

but. aiyah.
veri streess today lehs.
don tok lioO...
wanna clock out le.
he he he.

5:59 PM


Monday, September 11, 2006
oh yeh ,
n did i mention i saw a WHITE lg CHOC fone in a
hp shop on my way hm jus nw?
yes i did .
and it looks so perfect.

11:51 PM


fyp 2nd wk, day 1.
another day of torture gone.
went to sch on time,
met cher at yck station.
walked to sch together.
10plus, sup came.
tok tok tok.
show us how to ftp.
sometimes,
you cant judge a book by its cover.
serious.
don b decieved by his oh-so-innocent looks.
the linux terminal commandss are SOOOOOO
luan.
he talk so much,
i cant get most of it,
and what. he expects us to noe wat he is talking abt aft mentioning it once or twice?
like , how sia!?!?
argh.
so mad.
den linux the instant messenger isnt working.
so haf to dl aMsn. the msn for linux systems.
BUT
it need another 2 file to b installed togehter.
and i cant find one of theo ther file.
AND
i dunno how to install the stupid ting!!!
stupid linux.
i hate linux.
linux sucks.
why cant it be simpler and more like windows?
even put thumbdrive inside, wan to see the files on the thumbdrive
also so troublesome!! must mount the stupid usbdrive.
like wat shit man.
y cant u stupid idiotic pple make linux simpler for stupid ppl like us??
and so the whole day was spent, trying to find aMSn, tk dev, tlc dev, pine pico.
AND
figuring out how to install the damn-ed things.
which, in the end,
all did nt succeed. maybe download, yes.
but install,? hell NO.
xcept for pine pico. can lah.
why the stupid sch block websites?
cant even access e messenger.
wat shit.
luckily my sup sae he help us ask his student hw they used the aMsn on linux las time.
if not im relly going crazy.
cuz im supposed to use linux most of the time.
AND
if there is no msn.
i will go crazy in a matter of time.
ARGHH~!!!
and yeah. our jobscope?
to complete the workshops he gave us.
aRGHs.
wat the heck.
anyway.
cldnt make it for breakfast with the rest at 10.30.
cuz.
of .
my sup. ha.
anyway peishan wasnt in sch tt early too due to her driving
so on her way to sch
she ta paoed yoshinoya for us both to eat.
went to lv4 to eat.
aft tt, went too blk S to find sam? but she wasnt arnd .
den go SAoffice . cuz peishan wanted to return some leftovr money.
aft wich was fyp lab AGAIN.
wen out with sharon they all when they go buy icecream frm mac.
den talked with cam n michelle n art outside.
den. eileen shui came.
aft fyp,
went home.
received this leetter from TEenage.
i was so hoping i will win tt chocolate phone. (Better den no new fone!)
BUT
wahh. xin tong ah.
cuz the contest i entered, can either win LG Choc fone AND a pair of Lovewrecked movie tickets plus poster OR jus the movie tickets n posters.
and i was so hoping i wuld get tt first one.
BUT
i onli got the movie tics and poster!!!
aHHHHHHH>
WHYYYYYYYYY .;
tink i haf to save to buy my N80 le.
*waiting very hardly for tt guy to call me abt the admin asst in the tuition agency*
such a saddist day.
tml gonna really start on doing the workshops liaos.
i forgot to do my e-Logbook jus now.
oh well.
shall do it tml i gueSss?
i wan msn!
i need msn! on linux! anyone noes HOW?

-jus as i was starting to like fyp, i'm beginning to hate it!

11:36 PM


Saturday, September 09, 2006
1 wk of fyp is over.
11 weeks left.
haiz.
so my linux os is installed liao.
but the globus still not installed.
sometimes we are at a loss wat to do.
and our sup lik veri relac. everything throw to us and do.
hiAks.
aft fyp yest,
went to mac,
senior jas came.
haha. ns guy liao eh.
look more tanned and is botak!
still look as kiddy as ever.
waas supposed to play badminton ,
but it rained.
so nv.
in the end, we jus sat outside clubrm and tok.
at nite wen to s-11 to eat.
reached hm arnd 12plus?
today morning cldnt wake up lah.
too tired.
den wake up at 11 plus,
met kiafang go sch.
actually shld mit 8am one.
den we reach sch..
onli got tang, peishan, mervyn, jy, drew and kahyip.
they finsih clearing clubrm liaoS!
and were eating at mac.
grrrrr.
den mi n kiafang wan to go clubrm see one las look
also cannot liao.
cuz the main door cant go in.
HAIS.
my badminton racket still inside lah.
no more clubroom for us.
i don wan to giv them clubbrm leh!!
sadded.
oh.
and the nokia charger still at my fyp lab!
hahaha.
anybody in sch mx time wan charge hp,
come find me okie. provided im still in fyp.
haha.
den tang peishan n andrew went hm.
merv kahyip and jy played bball.
so mi n kiafang, nothing to do,
go watch them play lo.
den aft playing finish,
kahyip wen to mit his gf.
the rest of us walk to mrt station.
saw gab!!
haha.
he jus finish his bike lesson.
merv and jy toook 70 home.
den kiafang and mi toook 851 to tiong bahru,
wen to food court to eat dessert.
i ordered peanut ice kachang,
thinking that it is the same icekachange onli tt ontop gotpeanut.
but.
is not!!
dun haf color syrup de!
and its tooooo peanuty .
hiaks.
anyway.
we ate le,
walked arnd.
den she wen to mit her fren. and i went to may's house.
so looong nv see qiqi.
hehs.
borrowed princess lulu from aunt may.
heh. got vcd to watch liao.
but cannot watch in fyp also.
haiz.
ooo jus nw mum saw a advert from tis tuition agency in bb west.
finding ppl to do admin . 6.30 - 9.30 onli
heh.
called the guy liao.
now waiting for reply.
hope i get the job.
so tired. too tired to continue blogging!

to you : although u may hate me now. but all the same, i still would wan to wish you, 'happy birthday '

11:06 PM


Friday, September 08, 2006
so bored.
i am falling asleep soon

3:54 PM


Thursday, September 07, 2006
i feel like shitting again.

12:16 PM


currently in fyp lab.
ooo.
jus came bak from brunch with the usual peeps.
tat is... club ppl and their frens.
haha.
now lik got wide circle of frens le.
everytime we big bunch go here n there .
later cher's japanese fren, izumi is coming!
ooh.
so exciting.
haha.
there mus b a lot hoo ha going arnd later.
my partner's still installing linuX.
tink mine's goinng to b nxt.
haiz.
feel veri bad.
jus nw morning i overslept.
den quickly rush to sch .
in the end.
i was damn early lah.
8.07am i was already at SEmbawaG.
hha.
fast rIghts.
den i reached yck at 8.15.
so slowly walk to sch .
arnd 8.30 den rahc.
too tired.
nearly forgt to clock in.
slept awhile.
den i wnt to library to borrow bks.
omg.
first time right
xinyi so hardworking and guai.
borrow books on linux. cant blief it too.. haha.
actually i dare to blog during fyp now cuz .
its lunchtime!
and theres onli one person left in my lab besides me and
he's sitting veri far away frm mi so he cant see.
haha.
later going for lunch wit izumi at arnd 2/3 plus.
gonna b VERY FAT.

12:07 PM


fyp 3rd day.
haizz.
was early todae.
clocked in.
damn sleepy.
went to cheers buy coffeee.
den wen bak lab.
surf net. use msn.
den sharon they all come my lab.
suddenly my lab so noisy.
den after left,
so damn quiet lah.
haha.
had brekfast at 10plus.
den aft tt was bak to lab.
my partner was trying to install the linux redhat.
tried veri long den completed.
but whne my sup come see.
realized got one part nv install
so now muz reinstall.
i see him sit therekip trying den i surfing net
like feel so damn bad lor.
i wan to help
but i dunno how to help!
feel so so bad.
den i also dundare to tok to him much.
cuz i scard later he fedup of installing the linux.
den also dundare tok to him
but mnage to tok abit lah like ask him how is it..nit any help anot lidat.
wah i see the linux i veri fedup lor.
look so complicated
den the ting we usiong to program.
looks like dos prompt!
wat the shit!!
anyway aft fyp,
wen makansutra with benita, chloe,stef, drew, gladys.
actually want to go there eat.
but upon reaching there.
realize the food price is lik quite unreasonable for some.
den also no mood to eat ther le.
so we went to marinasquare foodcourt to eat.
had the baked rice.
ehh.
its in cream sauce. nt tomato sauce.
im kind of against cream sauce. but i didnt noe in e firsst place mah.
but ok lah.
jux tt the rice not cooked enuff the feeling liday.
haha.
eat awhile later
cher came find us wit izumi.
oooh.
den they ate with us.
talked n laughed alot cuz of our communication barrier between us n her.
den we wen esplanade, roof terrace.
sat for awhile.. tok photOs..
and left ..
took 77 hoome..
go mit daddy at central den go hm together.
tomolo or rather, today, is 4th day of fyp.
haiz

1:18 AM


Tuesday, September 05, 2006
2nd day fyp.
HAIZ.
another boring dae.
butr i tink im getting the hang of staying in the lab.
in fact, im kindof missing the lab now.
missing running arnd into other ppls lab.
sitting in frn of my com there doing nth.
omg. am i crazY or wat!
anyway today nearly late.
reach yck i walk fast fast to sch .
den wen in to my lab.
clock in jus nice 8.45 !
haha.
HENG.
i shall not b late nx time.
gt demerit points lor. like wth.
anyway morning again i did nothing.
surfed spi website.
den went for breakfast at mac with club ppl at arend 10 plus
my sup tt time still haven appear.
den aft brekfast .
wen bak to lab.
surf surf surf.
starting to feel bored. so went to sharon's lab.
stayed there awhile.
den acc peisahn go blk S. den shopping arcade buy scrApbook.
when we went bak..
the excos were hafing gathering outside at te corridor there.
hahAha.
so BIG gathering.
stand ther tok tok .
den wen bak to lab. saw tt my partner's com can login le.
so msged him tell him .
den was tinking wan to call the sup see if he in sch anot.
awhile later my partner came bak frm lib.
say he clled the sup liao . and he's on the way dwn to see us.
oOoh. so he DID come to sch today.
so why cldnt he come find us in the morning huh.
why wait until so late den come find us.
make us do nothinG.
den anyway.
when he came.
abit shock lah.
cuz frm wat arthur told me, is short n wear spec de.
and so i imagined a middle aged , old guy.
but it seems tt i was wrong.
he is quite young.
and his eyebrows like got shave b4 lidat. or isit pluck? watever.
den he tok to us lor.
tell us he very particular abt attendance. n don lik his students to cheat him.
so we understtoood.
de told us abt our proj.
omg.
im supposed to use linux. globus.redhat.
programming language is JAVA.
OMG.
JAVA.
I HATE JAVA.
i rathre use ASP.net
shittt man.
den he say he will pass us the discs to install the linux all tt.
anyway
he haven pass lah.
so.
again slack till 445 den wen to change.
haf napfa training.
oooh.
did stretching exerciese.
den run one round of track.
i feel so weak lah.
so long no run liao.
anyway i gt napfa exemption wat.
aft one roudn of track.
got break.
den the guru sae wan to run 4 rouns.
siao.
i don wan run liao.
nt feeling too good also.
wah i feel so weak lah.
den aft tt .
wen bak to lab.
packed n went home.
TOO TIRED to go anywhere.
was kinda in a bad mood too/.
haiz.
u got watch the ch U 10pm show ? the jing sanshun one.
how come korean shows the plot always so similar huh.
both tt one and full hosue is abt the guy and girl,
at first is sign contract love.
den in the end.,
both fell for each other but dun wan to admit it.
esp the guy.
AND.
both the guys keep doing silly and stupid tings to irritate the girl,
make the girl hate him,
n kip pretending nonchantly tt he doesnt lkee her.
like wtf lah.
guess its showing a part of the true life.
cuz most guys are lik tt.
they dunwan to admit defeat.
they dunwan to admit to things tt will make them shy or 'throwface' or watever.
i dunno lah.
but seriously,
tts wat the shows are trying to tell us.
and.
guys!
NO OFFENSE to tis post!!

11:47 PM


Monday, September 04, 2006
today was first day of fyp.
oh i can tell u it sucks totally.
mjorning went for briefing at 8.30 ...
talk n talk n talk ...
gave us our allocations..
ooh i am in one of the small labs..
luckily nt in the big lab ...
n my supervisor is a person named teddy sulimin someting lidat lar.
he today also nv come. MC.
gosh.
den my partner is a guy from EI
i dunno de.
seemed okay at first... but ...
hai. dun wan sae lah.
anyway aft the allocation was napfa briefing..
omigod.. every tues gt training at 4.45 pm...
lik so weird lor ...
3 yrs no tis type of 'P.E' lesson ...
now suddenly got.
lik veri weird lah.
den . anyway.
aft all the briefings.. wen bak to our labx..
hiakz.
the place im sitting ... is facing the other lab...
facing xuzhi..
and my com screen .. is facing the nx lab to mine..
n graham said tt tt lab..
gt teachers inside de so better dun play games orwat lest kana caught..
gRrr.
but always hear ppl sae u play game ... watch video inside also no one care...
but now.. like.. the real thing is nt the same leh.
anyway.
our sup today nv come. so we dunno wt to do yet.
so jus surfed the net??
michelle kana posted to blk R..
had lunch with them at south ...
den saw chloe they all ..
plus peishan n her frens... den noe tt peishan is posted to blk L too ..
hahaz.
anywya aft lunch. went bak to my lab.
my partner was no wher to b seen.
heck lah.
den sharon n peishan came to my lab find me.
den.
jus surf net.
partner came bak.
den he sae he leaving.
cuz his com cant login plus theres nothing to do.
so he left lor.
cant b bothered abt him much too.
i was really searching ... the web.
finding websites to visit.
and i found out something todae really veri saddening.
but.
actually.
i was already kind of expecting it long ago liaos.
but i nv xpect it to happen really.
haisyah.
nvm.
so damn bored lah. can fall aslp..
den go walk walk ..
calvinteo called mi to pass mi the key..
den we went to bball court ...
xavier they all there play bball ...
cher n merv were there too !
shoot a few hoops.
haha.
my skill todae nt bad siA! so longgg no play le. still can shoot.
hahaha.
anyway tt time arnd 5plus le.
den wen bak lab.
sit in side awhile.
den go outside.
disturb sharon they all.
den a few of us came out to go staircase ther tok rot.
till rand 5.45 ..went bak in ..
den chat in msn awhile..
den can go off liao !!!!!!
wooo !
day one is FINALLY over.
so bored lah.
nothing to do.
dunno wat to do.
den my com like alot programs dun haf.
oni haf microsoft office.
no vb, no sql, no nothing.
tink muz instlalll..
my proj mainly use oracle.
and my partner ..
he never learn b4!!!
omigod.
im so going to die early can.
anyway aft tt ..
we went to bball court find the rest..
xavier sae wan to shit.
so wait for him to shit finish.
therest to change.
den we went to j8 eat.
cldnt decide wat to eat.
in e end, ate ljS.
feel so bloatEd.
ahhhh..
my sup better come tml.
or else really can DIE of boredom .

>.<

11:28 PM


Sunday, September 03, 2006
had band today ..
my stupid brother n dad went to farm mart with my cousins !!
damn irriatting lah.
cant go cuz gt band.
aft band went for dinner at satay club with parents.
the food there.. still can lah.
not say veri nice.
not say not nice also.
tml fyp liao.
my feelings? excited yet dun want.
haha. contradicting yeeah?
3 months in the stupid lab.
OMG !

10:51 PM


oooooooh
went out today ...
was on the way out to meet cher they all den
kiafanG ask mi pei her go find her company..
so waited at JE for her .. den go buona vista... n took bus...
she was carryiNG this bus directory n reading it ...
hahaha. the look on her face damn funny ...
took bus liao.. realize our stop over liao ..
so alighted n walk to the place..
den the weather was SO HOT.
we took cab to taka to find cher, sharon n nat..
they were in Aji-Tei ..
this jap restaurant in Cold Storage..
when we reach there they abt to eat finish le..
den mi n kiafang order our food..
she ordered this ramen..
den i ordered salmon set..
n we shared a saba...
YUM yum.
den ate ice cREam...
woooo..
is grEen tea ice cream .. SO NICE .
after which we went to the gift bazaar to walk arnd..
den andrew came ler..
went STadium.. nat bought her stuffs..
den go kIno...
calvinteo came ...
stayed at kino for quite some time.. saw fad n his gF..
den we went to coffeebean to sLack..
until 7 or 8 plus..
den cher's fren , jeremy COLLAR came n join us..
hahahaha.
den tang n his brother came find us...
like our table getting longer n longer..hahaha.
den we left arnd 9 plus??
go bishan eat dinner..
tang n his bro went bak to work looking after their structure ..
and the rest of us went ...
took jeremy COLLAR's car with nat, cher n andrew
while kf n sharon n calvinteo took train ..
orchard trafficjam .____-
reached bishan tt coffeshop..
ate ...
wasnt feeling veri hungry ..
so ordered carrotcake.
but the carrotcake. not nice one.
blehs.
cher n her fren wen off firs to go airport pick her fren ..
den we stayed there till 11 plus... talk...
n go home ... rech hm arnd 12plus baH..
aiyoooooooo...monday fYpj le!!!
SO BORING!!!!!!!

1:07 AM


Saturday, September 02, 2006
AGM is over.
we have finally officially stepped down.
SO SAD LAH.
yesterday will b an unforgettable day for us i gUess.
morning woke up n went to meet cher at yCK mrt .. pass dwn msg gt meeting at 11 .
but when we reach sch.. less den 10 ppl in clubrm lors.
den some of them were curling their hair..some eating..blabla .
wen to buy some food with cher ..
den slaCKed in clubrM.. changed ... and went for AGm.
took so many photos.
when we reach the LTL-3...we were busy signing the guesbook outside..
den went in..
oooh
dey decorated the LT by sticking our event banners ..
felt so weird lor.
like. stepping down?? i don want to step dwn lah!
den wen to sit at our respective places ..
the ting started off .. mervyn was the Emcee..
there was tis video by the ogLs..
den weisiong's speech .. den giving out of the plagues to excos ...
den announcement of new excos..
and ms teoloosee's short talk ...
den gt tis very emo video by us excos de ..
omg!! tat one tt andrew take one...
so what lah.
the beginiing already so sad liao. den come my part.
kaoz. cannot control.
tink alot of us were crying veri bad liaoz
tried telling myself nt to cry...but in the end still failed.
=(
so sad lah.
the video is of all 29 of us.. lasted arnd half an hr or so... sooooo SAD.
aft the whole video end .. alot of us still haven stop. even the strongest brokedwn too?
den was our own private time.. gave out the exco books ... wee.
see their faces when they read it.
so interesting! haha.
aft tt we went out.. had some food.. took many mani pics ..
signed the bks..
some went home..some of us went to eat..
sharon, kiafang, peishan, chermaine, andrew n me.. we went to lido had pepper lunch.
yum yum.
and the ice cream!! we 6 shared 2 cups.. but we had 2 rounds of it.
haha! the ice cream so nice!
oh yeah. gt this embarassing moment.
i was walking up the stairs at the orchard underpass to lido there..
den .. my heels dropped n slipped dwn the stairs.
hahAHahahahahaha so damn funny can.
den i so paiseh. cldnt steady myself. n it was in the MIDDLE of the stairs! HAhaz .
and soooo many ppl walkinG lor. !
hahaha.
finished our dinner at 9plus?? wen out.. and we saw... bob at mcCafe! working!!
hehe!
chatted with him for awhile n we went home.. wanted to squeeze into the train take all the way bak to btbatok..but..too many ppl ... my legs were hurting.. blister. blehs
den onli sharon n cher managed to squeeze in.
left us 4 .. so we bounced bak to marinabay den bounce home. hahaha.
andrew fell asleep in the train. n nv wake up for his stop at bishan.
and we forgot to wake him up untl the train door closed!! haHahaha. den he sat till yCk take bus hme ..
but apparently .. i heard frm him today tt he in the bus.. fell aslp.. and didnt wake up till PAYA LEBAR ...n then AMK when the bus uncle woke him up.. hahaha.
anyway.
today was eXco training..
train the new excos.
woo.
supposed to meet at 8am at mac for breaakfast n discuss the program floW.. but..
i tot i was late..cuz i overslpt.
reached sch at 8.20 ..
onli to see kiafang sharon cher dere.
typical s.i.t pple.
den one by one they came.. n we continued to discuss the program flow lah.
10am came.
and some were late..
the first activity was to punish them by drinking 500ml and 1 litre of water for the girls n guys respectively. under the hot sun.
den was the string tingy.
followed by lunch.
den goal setting/intro..
and den locker game.
took many pictures. some funny. some classics.
haha
aft the whole ting ended at arnd 8..
den we wen for dinner at j8 ..
had moS..
i tink moS is getting suckier n suckier.
dun ask me WHY . cus i wan to noe why also
hahahahaha.
aft tt.. wen to manda's hse return her camera..
n came hm!

ooh so tired.
to e new excos : good luck n all e best in ur future events.... n strive hard to kip this club going !!! yey~
i relly hate to step dwn sia.
den tink of it... monday FYPJ liao.
sian 1/2 lor.
no more clubrm.
no more those goin attachment firs de pple.
hAaiiiix .
wonder how is fyp gonna b likE!

12:56 AM



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