its just ... xy

Friday, November 03, 2006

when it was my bdae.
u wre nv so uptight abt it.
but now,
its hers,
your BEST FRIEND's,
you get all so uptight.
buying presents so early.
ordering an online cupcake ( nt tt i care abt tt)
CHASING me for money already, asking mi to transfer to ur acC asap.
what siaaa.
i dun even haf present since las yr.
u noe how i feel anot?
u gt even THINK of how i wld feel anot?
i feel lik i dun mean a thing to you at all .
just someone you tink as ur gd fren,
share present for ur best friend.
den transfer money to u.
thats it.
end of story.
its not abt the presents.
its abt how u treat me.
how u consider my feelings.
u gt consider my feelings?
dont think so.
u ask mi if im free for celebration.
i told u no.
got work.
den u said how?
i told you, go without me
and immediately u agreed.
without even bothering to persuade mi furthur, or changing the date or whatsoever.
nope.
you were so quick in ur reply.
i tried being hostile to you in my replies.
yet u dun get the hint.
i'v said b4,
and i say it again now,
i'm nt going to b the softhearted xinyi anymore.

in fact, after thinking for quite some time,
i realized tt wat benita said yesterday made sense.

your best friends are your enemies

it makes alot of sense.

1:07 AM