Friday, October 06, 2006
just had hotcakes with sausage.
yehh.
so nice n filling.
going to play badminton today at badminton court~!
finally going to haf some 'real' place to play badminton.
yest aft fyp wen to orchard with peishan and a veryspecialperson.
shall name tt person avsp.
ok.
den we went to isetan first..
had my jeans altered.
and we walked aRnd..
went to isetan supermarket to walk walk ..
and i bought a packet of seaweed ...
already in small pieces!!
yumyum.
went to gawk at the miniature vodka bottles.
gonna collect them all.
so nice n cute lor..
den go borders cuz peishan xiaojie wanted to find her key holder.
but. we search n search cannot find.
den we go information counter ask the person .
like got any help lah!
tt person go ask us to find the gift section...
diAo.
den we find again. still dunhaf.
den we took the copy of8days and showed it to another person ask tt person gt anot.
n tt person go ask another person.
den she sae out of stock le.. den dunno when den gt stoCk..
hiAkZ.
went to zaRA to walk arnd ..................
damn biG lah.
den go wisma..
avsp and peishan acced mi to eat dinner.
hohoho .
had the famous hokkien prawn mee.
but nice meh?
like no taste one.
den we wen hm le..
cuz we were tiRed...
went home.. mum asked mi why i wanted to do wat i sms-ed her i wanted to do.
but i cldnt tell her the reeason.
i dunno why but i just cannot bring myself to say it to her in the face.
wat a coward i am.
i jus didnt wan to talk.
den felicia called mi to talk regarding some stupid issues which some pple kip pestering us for.
i dun see the point in pesterring us la.
u said we were being irresponsible and u were nt pestering us solely for the sake of the mere $33?
please lah.
ur actions and words say it all.
u dun haf to criticise us saying tt we are being irresponsible and spout nonsense.
it will not make us wan to pay u more.
instead. it will make us detest u more and i didnt wan to spoil our friendship tis way.
but u forced us to.
i can only ssay i am sorry.
u tink u are such good organisers ?
why don YOU try to organize one den ?
didnt u organize one b4??
so why dun you do it again ?
instead of onli noe how to do and complain tis n tat .
instead of after everyting,
after one month,
come pester us for money.?
yes i noe u told mi b4.
but i did tell u tt we haf to get the mony first right.
why cant u jus understand?
is waiting such a chore?
and hello.?
u oni mentioned tt tiem tt u will onli buy ONE item.
but in the end u bought OTHER items as well ?
like. HELLO??
wat the hell are u trying to do , huh ?
WHATEVER.
i dun wan to waste my time quarreling with you anyway.
its useless.
u wun get my point too.
so why shld i continue rambling n rambling ?!
broke down while toking to felicia abt the matter. NOT the money matter u fig.
im still in a dilemma now.
its like.
u wan to do someting.
but u noe u cant bear to.
but u dun wan to continue there knowing u wun be happy . so waats the point in continuing.
besides i noe if i left,
SOME pple wld be very freaking happy they wld probably jump high up.
and OTHERS can have a chance to take my place. since all along others already tot tt those ppl deserve it more then i do.
so why not!?
aint i right?
since u tink u are always right.
why shldnt i jus give in and make everyone happy and maybe give myelf a chance to b happy n free too ?
tts what i've been doing for the past 18 yrs of my life anyway.
giving in to ppl .
pleasing them no matter who is in the wrong or who is in the right.
since everyone tinks tt way.
fine.
i shall do whatever pleases u ppl.
arent u pple happy now?
i'm playing sports later.
i should be happy yeah.
give me a break lah, please.i've had enuff
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