Tuesday, July 04, 2006
its been such a sad day for all of us.
bern went bak to indo this morning ... and she's nt coming back le. maybe she will come bak for holiday nx time..but ...haiz. yesterday we all received a sms la.. saying tt she's leaving for indo today and wun b coming bak le ... i mean, its lik so sudden lah. it was later in the day tt i knew the reason..there was a farewell dinner las nite for her ... was pondering whether to go anot in the first place cuz i scared go liao will veri sad .. but i decided .. to go. cus ... any way. i went. yah. ate at pizzahut. her dad was there too. we ate till quite late..were the last customers there ... gave her some stuffs.. a four leave clover heart shaped necklace ..engraved behind 'SIT Club loves u' someting lik tt la. a card ... a 8R photo of tt time orientation 06 de ..and andrew made a cd for her with all the events photos inside. omg. i mean. so sad can. one by one we all cried lah .. lik so sad de ... but bern was so brave .. really admire her .. went hme ..
today morning wen to airport to send her off .. gt me, kiafang, peishan, azzy, sue, chloe, calvinteo and some of her classmates.. her dad looked so stressed out . had breakfast at burgerking..den she had to go in le. send her to the place where they go in.. she was still smiling when she went in .. and b4 she wen in..she gave a hug to everyone of us... i was hoping she wld nt hug mi . cuz i knew i wld break dwn if she did tt. when she gave mi a hug .. i cldnt help it lah. i jus broke down. she's so brave. din dare to look at her . jus a glance only. gave a last look while her passport was being checked. omg. i cant stand it lah. the rest were tearing as well. den we went to the viewing gallery.. hoping to see her plane take off.. but no such luck..her plane nt at tt viewing gallery de.. den we jus stood there ... sat there.. tried to cool ourselves dwn... looking at the planes..looking at the tv screen to see if her plane had taken off yet.. den. the tv screen don haf her flight details le. tt means her plane took off le. it was bye bye to her. im sooooooooo sad can. i just cant belive it. just a smile, a wave, and a hug, and she's gone. i feel so ... weird inside. we went to the budget terminal to see how it look like... it really veri budget lor. the whole ting look lik warehouse. den the flights oni gt one tigerairway. wen bak to sch. actually i was rushing bak to sch. cuz i had test at 1pm. we took train..calvinteo wen hme.. kiafang wen shopping with peishan and frens.. mi azzy n sue wen bak to sch. when we change train at cityhall lik so late liao .. den we took cab to sch ...jus in time for my test. true / false questions. actually i din really study at all. had no mood las nite. oni managed to read thru 2 chapters in the train jus nw. most of the questions i cldnt ans. aft the quiz can go hm le.. wen clubrm .. saw oni xavier sleeping. den stayed inside for awhile. it seemed so empty. ash came and talked for awhile. xavier wen for lesson. i wen home. slept in the bus all the way.
To bern:
although i only really knew u since the start of our exco days.. and although we werent tt close.. but i really treasure u as a friend. my publications partner. u r such a blur , cute, friendly n adorable person. 'da fang' person. u never threw ur temper b4. u nv got angry at anyone b4. always so understanding and happy-go-lucky. ur laughter. gonne miss tt. and now , u r not here with us anymore. pls. bak in indo , don b so blur anymore kaez ? remember the time in JB, when u lost ur white card? remember the time during the orientation o6, the exco performance, u were 'selling' popcorns/hotdogs? stay happy and cute always .. haha, and ur trademark.. ur blur look with ur specs halfway dwn.. lets haf msn conference .. we all will miss you .. and .. if we haf a chance..we will visit u in indo .. but u mus come bak to visit us too if u have a chance , okay? miss and love ya. =)
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