Tuesday, March 28, 2006
nothing much to say abt today lah.. just that ... its been alil emo day ... nt the whole day.. at least for a part of the nite i guess.. had trial runs the whole day ... yes.. whole day .. aft lunch i wen to club rm.. head felt quite dizzy so wen bak to clubrm to slp..i was jus slping infrnt of the com.. and it was cher sitting infront of the com .. so i was slping behind her .. and .,. she was singing loudly away.. i swear i cld hear her singing in my dreams. duhhhs. woek up... did some props ... paper mesh.. guess dis is how its spelled. was fun n tiring bah.. dden dey ogls had debrief.. bla bla bla.. n at nite.. bobby was abt to do his '1 hr performance'...but he started a story abt us .. us as in ... our club lah. he just said straight wat we are really lik ... as in .. as a whole... and as i listened... its jus so true lor. i mean. yah lah. we all noe its true. btw. theree was oni like..less den 10 of us there listening to him . the rest... duno where they were lah. den he just said n said... we jus listened.. all solemned faces suddenly.. n .. its lik suddenly so emo la.. felt lik cryin while listening to him .. cus... it all seemed so true u noe.. like..the truth is just right in front of us all the whole time.. deep down we noe wats wrong .. and we just dun wanna face it ... dun wanna admit our mistakes... don wanna face the whole horrible true ..just continuing our stupid mistakes.. i duno hw to say lah.. dun wanna continue this stupid entry la.. i blief all of us noe wat im toking abt right now ... i mean .. nt oni us haf tis problem .. sure there is alot ppl out there haf this problem too .. haizzz.
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