Thursday, November 03, 2005
yet another public holiiday. yet i stayed at home the whole day. i was damnn bored. damn freaking bored. bored till i went mad n started crying my heart out. i still dunno why i did tat. n now, my head freaking hurts like hell. it took mi a while to start thinking. start realizing tt i haf no life. my life, is slping, eating, band-ing, sch-ing, sit club, working. tts it. n my adorable cousin, qi. wanted to visit her today but my aunt told mi she gt hand foot mouth..ask mi nt to go. other den tt, frends are out, either working. or out with family or friends. wat abt me? im stuck at home. with literally noting to do. i want to go out too. but my family is a boring bunch. they don like to go out. my dad hates shopping. my mum wuld rather stay at home n tidy tidy tidy. n my brother? play maple the whole day. i dun noe how he can do it without feeling bored in the end. i play awhile.. mayb arnd 2-3 hrs? i get sick n tired of it. i mean, all u do is fight the same monsters..unless they drop alot rare items for u. otherwise. its NOTHING. i see my frens.. their family is like so happy. their parents go shopping with them, their parents noe sum of our, teenagers' stuffs like mp3 players n all. my mum? no. she din even noe wat is a MP3 PLAYer before. i feel so sick n bored talking to her at times i feel like screaming at her. others haf a one big happy family. my family? it SUCKS totally. my dad cant tok properly. all he noes is to lose his temper. scream n shout at us. others dad? they can even joke with them . shop with them. no. i will nv ever feel tt kind of closeness with my family tat way. sometimes i really hate them. just wanna run away. never come back. i haf no life.
6:31 PM
