Monday, February 21, 2005
out of boredom.. as i was going thru my friendster frens ... lookin thru their profiles n photos.. i suddenly felt lik i was missing out on something .. just felt a pang of shot in my heart. like a thud. it was then i realized i missed my secondary sch frens so much. no doubt we still keep in contact.. so what? its so damn seldom..i miss the times we quarreled.. copied each other's work during tests .. studyin togethe.. eating together .. going shopping .. being scolded together .. going for band practices.. rushing for hw .. toking during lessons... hiding in e toilet frm mr chan's lesson... laughing away loudly for lame reasons.. gossiping abt everyting.. all those wonderful stuff we did together .. of cus there were sum unpleasant stuffs .. but it always went away quickly .. i really miss them... i really do .. amanda ..peisean...bunchin..limay..huiping...jane..zhiting...kaiyan.. everyone of u.. i know tat each of us has separated to diff places... our times doesnt match.. poly aint wonderful for mi ... i find it so difficult to fit in there.. with the others .. lookin thru my frens' profiles n pics really made mi realize how much i really missed them and the days we spent together. i'm really sick n tired of the life im living now .. being treated like a nobody at times.. in a blank of what the teacher's saying ... lookin at alien languages...i dun noe where i'm going to .. where im aimin at ... i feel so lost now. how i wish i cld turn back time ...go bak to the good old days where its so carefree... can anyone even understand ??
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