Wednesday, February 23, 2005
maths tutor told us jus nw tt the o level result wld b out on monday. tadah. am i nervous, sad, or wat ? i seeriously dunoe . if i realy got a better resulT ... shld i change courses ? i've been considering tat for a veri long time ... but jus haf to courage to really think hard abt it. but nw tt the results gonna b out soon.. guess i'll jus haf to face it.. yeh ? last time i told myself tat if my exam results came out fine i wld continue .. but tinkin bak ... sem 1's work is so damn easy compared to what we r studyin nw in sem2.. i wld b an idiot to fail my sem1 work ..n it seems tt im gonna fail my sem2 work .. .haiz. yest during dcn tutorial ... my whole mind was fiLLed with ideas on if i shld change courses .. the pros n cons of it .. if i changed courses... i wld haf to start frm yr 1 again... make new frens again .. n if i were to change to another poly .. i wld haf to start getting used to the environment once again.. and even if i changed courses... most imptly.. wld i b able to cope better than now in IT?? i've always wanted to b in accounts/ business courses ... at least they are all in perfect ENGLiSH... unlike java... vb ...godnoeswhatsnext. blah. hais. its such a tough decision ..
monday faster come ... so tat i can noe my eng results ...
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