Thursday, February 03, 2005
just now came home watched the 9pm shows i recorded since last fRi... a surge of feelings went passed mi as i watched the show. i noe it may seem stupid since its jus a drama serial... but ..i really salute..envy the 2 gurls in the show to haf such a strong frendship... willing to sacrifice everyting..for the happiness of the other party.. it's just so .. touching lor.. i oso dunno how to xpress hw im feelin inside of mi right now ... im nt gd at expressing myself anyway.. to b able to haf such a gud and i really mean TAT gud a frend.. is really .... best lor i guess. jus cant seem to find the right word to describe..sumtimes one may tink tt they haf alot of frens arnd them ... all scattered arnd ... but its onli when u r in a difficulty tt when u see wHU is ur true onEs .. i tink sumhow .. frens matter much more than others.. argHs. sorri to sae tis ..it may b selfisH .. but ..=\ i jus feel tt sumting is buried deep inside my heart. n its getting heavier each dae. but i dunno wat it is. ARGHS.
hate myself.
10:35 PM
