Monday, November 01, 2004
yippee... exams finally over ... but i dun feel any sense of happiness. duh . i onli started studyin yesterdae to b honest for the html pp... blehs . i can onli relly concentrate when i study last min ... so sad bah. den jus nw go sit for the paper .. kaos. lik difficult leh. i totally lost mood to do the paper.. jus wanna quikly finish it .. try as i might .. i cldnt.. time passed very fast.. 5.30 tt time i still at Q 12... bah ? stunned. gt one ques i forgot the code ... hais. den gt sum ques.. duno how to do.. sian lor. jus scribbled wat i noe down .. den aft tt . tts the end of my exam. first exam in nyp. guess im gonna fail tis paper. =[ later tt discussed abt clss chalet abit... we r goin ... go for firs nite onli.. pay half price lors. den wen to bishan to meet mandA .. saw camelia n her frens there.. we walked arnd den ate dinner .. at pastamania. blehs. i can still taste the tomatO sauce in my mouth nw ... mmm. haHaha. aniway aft eatin my mum called ... ? ask mi fster come hom ... sae wat .. so late ler y nt hm yet.. but pls lor .. it was onli wat.? 8.30 ?? last time i reach hme 12 plus she also nv complain much de lors. kaos eh. since after tt suicide incident at my blk she lidat liao .. reallty cannot sTAND hER!!!!! aRghs.. !!! den went home lor . in e train manda last minute decided to come my hse watch vcD ... we went to westmall outside tt Play! machine wan to register den rent dVD de ... but reg liao mus wait 2 wks later for my card tocome den can rent .. aRghs.. den we ran to the ts shop in westmall bought a vcd ... confessions of a teenage drama queen .. den came my hse .. i wen to shower firs while manda played on my lap.. den in e end.. we foOled arnd.. nv watch the vcd.. my mum keep askin her to stay over cus late le .. kaos eh. relly. BUAY TAhan her lor. i mean .ppl wan to stay dun wan to stay shldnt force also wat.. den lidat also wanna wat...veri the wad lor ..tink my mum relly over -worried. overparanoid. den does tis mean tt i forever canot stay out late when i go out ??? shit lor. tis type of life. like in prison. like small kid got some stupid curfew lik tt . args. any way.. manda went home all the same ... my mum was asleep when she wen home at arnd 11plus.. tt wsnt too unreasonable..was it ? i dun tink so lor. luckily she was asleep .. or else she sure sae tis n tat to her . kaos lor. arghs. its now nov 2 .. hehes. wanna wish 3 ppl a happi burfday ...
amanda....
alvin teo ...
timothy !!!!!!!!!
haPpi bURfdAEeeee.......... ~
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