Saturday, October 23, 2004
oh yeh. im here to blog again. surprised? u shldnt be. i sat down ..wanting to do sum serious studying.. and yeh . i did . finished my binary chap . later tt .. i took a break .. came back to do the logic n stuff. yeh . i cld do logic. but set theory? no. i cldnt . i tried on matrix also . i cldnt. seems like i forgotten everyting liaos. darneed. why didnt i pay more attention to dickson lee during lectures?? why is it so. i tried studying mop's lesson but cldnt get the hard stuff in. as for java. wasnt in the mood for it. n 1209? its on nxt mon. seems so far away. mayb i'll try tt later. y dun i haf the mood to study yet? i just wan tis whole freaking ting to b over. QUICK. if nt. im gonna break down. theres no one to teach mi the freaking maths. integration. diffrentiation. i dunno a single shit. java? yah i was taught. but i haf no confidence in it if i were to do it myself. i nit sumone to be with mi den i will noe how to do. tt boost up my confidence. arghs. dammit. why wasnt i born a nerd? a geek ? at least i wld haf known hw to study. darned. i dun wanna repeat any modules. esp tt java n MOP. i'm gonna faint. i'm lookin forward to tml's band prac. tml. faster come. but im dreading mon's java retest. i'm even contemplating not going. shld i ?
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