Tuesday, October 26, 2004
i feel like im half dead already. =( i havent felt so hardworking for so long already. morning i woke up earli and wen to sch to meet the rest .. but all late.. den i went in to find the java teacher first ... she sms-ed me sayin she was on her way .. but i tot it was felicia .. den i reply telling her alot rubbish ... ahhh... so paiseh!!! =x anyway today xuetiNg nv come .. she overslept .. den onli gt mi .. feli n tiff. ms chan taught us java lors. i was the worst one there.. she teach till she pek chek . but she's nt a bad person ... dun see her so quiet.. she has her own "louder" side too i guess. blehs. i kept doing alot mistakes. duno tis n tat. haiz. tml jialat liao lor. exam le. im so scared. den we left at arnd 2.30 .. was feelin damn hungry .. called ky..she was with zt.. den went to meet them .. and ta pao go zt hse ... she taught mi some differentiation ... ps called me. she finish her rugby trainin le ..? den met her n she came my hse teach mi maths .. integration .. differentiation.. matrix..she can b a really gd teacher lors. teach all the way till 8plus .. and she went home le .. i really felt like falling apart le at tt point of time ... i mus pass. i dun wanna take any supp paper ... arghs.. relaxed myself by watching tv... but up till now .. my brain is still feeling so ... compressed. grrs. i feel so tiredd. shld i just sleep and wake up at 3 plus n study .. or just pia all e way tonite ??? haiz im reLLy so worried fer tml...
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