Thursday, September 23, 2004
hais. i'm never gonna make it.
NEVER. so shit lor. wadda fark man. just finsh doing my 1106 de cms e-leaernings... got marks de towards our end yr .... so shuck. today while we were havin 1209 lab ... i was really damned fed up. really. the topic now is on javascript and its like i'm already having problems with it. dunno how to get the stupid java script start up. do all the year 1s haf tis problem, or is it just ME ? i wonder how my seniors got thru their yr 1. i was tinking if i shld give up. see how my olvel eng got tis yr ... mayb use tt mark to change course. change to wat i intended to study earlier. accounts? or maybe , if cannot, i go acca study accounting or sumting like tt. anything.
i DON'T KNOW. sumtimes i study and study, but i just dun noe wat the hell ,wat the frek i'm reading. i study till i cry . wad the fish man. my 1209's assignment not started yet, marketing too. and 1193. oh. feel so.
compressed. i just hate anyting tat has the word
JAVA in them. seeing the word
JAVA gives mi the creeps. what? i'm scared of it ? i dun noe. maybe ? the bbq tis sat , my mum don let mi go,.. cuz tt time go chalet i mon nv go sch ? but tt mon i was sick wads. besides, i'm going hm in e morning. nt like i'm gonna stay there indefinetly. arGhs. i dun care. i'm gonna persuade her till she agrees. but. i hate it. jus had a small argument with her. she sae i nv study for my olevel eng de. but pls lor. eng study wat. theres onli the letter writing formats to learn... bsides tt .. i dun c wat else there is to learn. she saes the tys ? but to me. the tys no use lor. seriously. i duno how one can
STUDY for eng. i mean, ugh. she just
dun understand at all. AHHHHHHH !!!!
so fed up.
11:34 PM
