Tuesday, August 03, 2004
why are guys always the insensitive ones? why are guys always the one causing all the stupid trouble? why guys always dun mean wat they sae ?? so foOked up. i din go sch todae. reason wassimple. i was sick. so i dun wanna go into the topic. duhz. today there was supposed to b youth prac ..i oso din wen. i wasnt feeling well yet. told tbc. n he sounded unhappi with mi .i mean . wth. i was really sick lor. he tot i din wan go band or watever n sounded so irritated , sun i din go cuz sore eye. den today i was rely siCk. wat do u xpect mi to do? was it wrong of mi to fall sick or wat?? i dun nooe. n so i stayed at hme... dinner no one cooked. my mum was home late so she asked mi to order a pizza for mi bro n i. den liting juz reminded mi thurs we goin out wit tiff to celebrate her birtdhae, and o shit i juz told dennis i wld work for him on thurs ?? things juz arent working out for mi. n nw im tryin to get out of it.. dennis already haf sumtin on. kenji exams. jason lesson.oshit. i mean. really SHIT. so im still going to work. tiff.. im sorrie i cant go together with u all. arGhz. i slept the whole dae. woke up at 7plus onli to watch tv n haf dinner? watched tv till 8 plus n wen to nyp webby to do my statement of absence. the tupid internet cock up on mi. i spentlik half hr to fix it but stillcant. den 9 i wen to watatch tv. the show damned sad. denat 10 i tried my net again . finally it can. i did my statement of absence. and went to bath. and wat happens. my dad returns. screaming at mi thru the blardy door askin mi to faster cum out. sae why i always wait till he return den bath. wtf lor. as if i noe when u return lar. helloo? im sick . hell. cant u juz understand for a miN.! U FOOKER. kept screaming at mi i wanted to throw sumting at him. lik its my fault. fine. so everytings my fault. u arse. nothing's going well for mi . im so stressed . i wanna cry out loud. i juz wanna keep crying. oh. FARK. im nt toking any sense at all.
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