Wednesday, August 11, 2004
i feel so dejected and sad each time aft band prac. lik im so lousy. i suck. haizzz. today band prac seating changed. 2nd clar sit 2nd row.? abit bu xi guan.. canot c conductor. hah. aniway dere was tis ntu gur bside mi. duh . we played festive overture today . i was like.. HUH. the running notes i cant catch lor . sight reading leh. den tt idiotic wilson. really cannot stand him lOR. to tink tt i haf to stand him for another month plus,. haiz. he play lik he relly noe how to run lik tt. den actdao lik so panting. ask mi.. "u not out of breath ar?" n i told him straight, "i duno how to play at all!" not even mi. alot of other youth members also duno how to play. dui. den fahmi had a tok wif us.sae we muz rely prac our part.. cuz alot of us nt relly up to their standard forthe main yet. shucks. haiz.
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