Wednesday, August 18, 2004
areghX.
im feeling sad again. today had lessons ... n i spent 2hrs plus in sch doing my html assignment during the break time. so hardworking todae ehz. thanks to liting for helping mi ! aft the last lesson ate in sch with fad n lt.. den wen hm n went for band. talking abt band. haiz. today 2nd onli got mi, wilson n colin. n tt wilson was so damned irritating lor. i really cannot stand him anymore. he makes mi so hopping mad every prac. he's so irritating. n he tinks he plays so darn well. worst ting is. he's sitting bside mi. oh SHUCKs. i just detest him. my actions are already proven. but he still cant get the blardy hint. oh well. every time dere is a solo cuming up, he'll quickly ask," u wan to play anot?" aiyaz. i noe u wanna play lar. flaunt ur skills rite. so let u play lahz . still nit to ask us mAH? damn u. play all u want. likE i giVE a dAMN ABT U. freako. hu da hell do u tink u r anyway? just stay away from mi . n u'll b safe. cuz being with u makes mi wanna SCREAM at u. today's practice was a suxxor. the 3rd clar ntu ppl kept discussin abt us i gueSs. cuz tt sam today nt here. den we 3 nv play well. haiz. and . the whole band's list is confirmed. xcept for clarinet section. i dun tink i can make it for tis concert . den juz nw mr tan suan mi sumore. made mi feel damn more jialatz. since i already noe i cant make it for tis concert .. why dun i juz give up voluntarily firSt? can save myself frm future embarassment. n can concentrate on my sch work more. should i ? duhz.
-back to my html project-
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