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2010-05-21T02:16:00.001+08:00

Just like the good old days.

2010-05-16T02:29:00.001+08:00

Life is an irony.
Humans are weird.

2010-05-13T02:44:00.001+08:00

Seriously need to change my sleeping timing. During exams period my sleep time was like at 4 or 5 am plus..now cannot already cus have work sometimes the nxt day. Damn sian. I must sleep early. Make an effort to. But even so, I can't fall aslp too. Super bad.

2010-04-20T23:49:00.001+08:00

Studying for exams..but seems like I'm still in a sort of denial mode.
I MUST strive harder. MUST work harder.
Stomach cramping like mad now ..argh.
and I hate it when ppl don't reply me when I ask them stuffs.

2010-04-10T03:00:00.001+08:00

Those were the days.

2010-03-17T21:43:00.000+08:00

seriously,

i dont understand why guys' egos are so big.

they like to talk big.

and make no sense.

2010-01-29T03:14:00.000+08:00

nostalgia - is it a good or bad thing?

2009-12-28T21:49:00.000+08:00

sometimes i seriously wonder what kind of friends i have.

2009-12-26T02:58:00.002+08:00

fuku.

2009-12-06T00:27:00.000+08:00

there is a limit to everything.

2009-12-02T00:57:00.000+08:00

sometimes i think i talk too much.

2009-11-30T01:56:00.001+08:00

i totally hate night times. Cause its the time of the day where i feel most helpless. Cause i just cant fall asleep and all i can do is just roll on bed wishing for myself to fall asleep quick.

2009-11-20T00:43:00.001+08:00

超低能。
i like this word.

2009-11-14T15:59:00.003+08:00

had a really bad dream last night.
dreamt of my fyp sup.
and dunno for what reason, everyone misunderstood me that i had did something really bad.
i dunno what i did that was so bad..all i can remember is that it was like a criminal thing tt i did.
and my fyp sup saw me one day.
and he pulled me aside, furious with me.
asking me why i did that, and tt he was damn disappointed with me.
and then he just walked away.
and den in the nxt scene i was put away at some place which looked like a jail but i dont know if it IS a jail, but something like that.
and i was sobbing away. trying to explain to everyone that i'm innocent.
but no one wld believe me.
and i was really crying damn badly when i woke up.
as in, really woke up, i was still crying.
gosh. what a horrible dream.

2009-11-14T01:06:00.004+08:00

went back to work yesterday aft my one month break.
had dinner at raffles city's shokudo with fel and tiff after monthssss.
and when u put 3 girls who hadnt met up for months,
all talk will be of gossip and jokes. except there wasnt anything to gossip abt.
so were just talking abt those online 'celebrities'.
and fel talked till her throat was hoarse.. mainly cus she was the one talking all the time.
and the strap of her bag broke when she was on the way to meet us..
hahahaha damn funny!
wanted to have desserts but was at shokudo chatting till arnd 9 before we left tt place.
tiff's bf came n join us..
at arnd tt timing seemed like the shops were mainly closing.
we walked from raffles city to marina sq's watsons..
and to esplanade looking for places to chill.
and finally we settled down back at marina sq's starbucks.
like after all that walking.
but it was good exercise anyway..
and we settled not long after only.. starbucks told us there were closing.
-________-
anyway also quite late already..so we left and went home.
the night was alright.. fun!
these few days at home is either watching show or surfing net/facebook..
like so meaningless.
i wanna clear my table, my wardrobe.
always tell myself i will do it tml.
but when tml comes..
i never put my ass down to do it.
argh.
really HAVE to do it.

2009-11-11T18:45:00.001+08:00

my mum say bro went karaoke with friends.
笑到我的大牙掉出来
hahahahaha

2009-11-10T15:12:00.002+08:00

yaye exams over.
investment damn horrible.
reading the question paper during reading time,
and i tot i know how to do .
cus some of the calculations questions were frm txt bk
but when the examiner say start,
i was staring at the paper.
and those 2 pple beside me start pressing their calculator.
the pressing sound so loud, all the 'tak tak tak' sounds.
make me feel even more stressed.
i KNOW how to do tt question.
but i just didnt think of how to draw that goddamned table.
took me 10mins to figure and try to remember how tt table was
being drawn.
and i spent 40 mins on ONE part of ONE question.
fsntastic isnt it.
got one WHOLE question, 19marks really dunno how to do.
ohh so depressing.
after the paper, everyone were saying so difficult so difficult.
so i hope rmit will moderate the marks .
HAHAHA.
was so damn hungry during the whole 3 hrs of the paper.
i ate breakfast.
BUT
i tink i shitted out all before i went to sch.
so my stomach was growling on and off.
and the guy beside me had to be tt irritating and disgusting guy
who takes the same 947 as me home.
damn super hungry.
but was so tired i just took 61 and then 947 home.
and i slept till 7plus when my dad called me asking what i want for dinner.
yes and im slacking till thurs i start work again.
supposingly took leave till fri.
but my aunt kept pestering me to go back to work.
n since gt nth to do, plus can earn more..
den ok loh go back earlier loh.
this exam was horrible
i hope i will pass.
pleaSE!!!!!!!!!

2009-11-03T18:46:00.004+08:00

yes i have only 1 paper left. and its on 9 nov.
and till now, i havent reaally studied for it although my 3days madness ended almost a wk ago.
and i dont know why i cant stop feeling tired even though ive slept alot.
sharon says its the after effect from the lack of sleep frm tht 3days.
oh my.. not this time please.
i still have investment.
and i absolutely hate the theories in investment.

oh and did i tell u guys how i scared a woman last wk?
haha.
actually she scared me first.
was heading out last fri to collect some stuffs at lakeside, so after i came out of the lift and i turned left to walk to the 180 bus stop.
but who knows, this woman turned in and we nearly banged into each other, cus it was the corner wall type.
anyway i tot it was my mum cus she looked abit like her, and my mum was coming hm at arnd tt time too. den i look at her for a sec and i screamed.
i dunno why i screamed, i tink its cus i realised its nt my mum.
well, obviously my sudden screaming outburst scared her.
den realising what i had done, i kept apologizing to her.
she just smiled, putting her hand on her heart and she kept muttering ' xia si wo le'.
well. she scared me in the first place, so i screamed, and i scared her.
DAMN FUNNY ISNT IT.
after tt i kept wanting to laugh at myself while walking to the bus stop.
omg..damn hilarious.. and scary.

oh yes, went for buffet with tan, peisean and bunchin at vivo's Carnivore.
food was okay, the buffet selection which u take urself is quite little, cus they expect u to take the meat more.
the waiters will come arnd the tables with those huge pieces of meat with the longlong thing stabbed in the middle, and they'll ask if u want, den they'll slice off for u.
got all types of meat.
i love the ham and the fish most.
so yummy.
but eat too much meat will get full easily.
so .. yah lah.
after which went for ben & Jerry's. had a waffle cone with coffee buzzbuzz flavoured ice cream.
tan drove me and bunchin to chinatown cus i wanted to get some stuffs..afterwhich he sent peisean home.
heard some juicy news frm tan.. but i wun be revealing her anyway.
so .. yah lah. go chinatown peoples park to get my stuffs..den tohbunchin said wanted to bring me to the desserts place.
its the traditional desserts place. i was like 'wHAT!? just had ben n jerrys and now traditional desserts? super full!!'
but still we went.
damn crowded, but managed to find seat sharing with others lah.
were thinkiing of what to get. they had so many flavours for snow ice!
den we decided to order a green tea snow ice, mango pomelo and milk pudding.
loved the green tea snowice. but the milk pudding tasted funny.
mango pomelo was alright.
so damn full.
we were tinking of having bubble tea after tt..cus its the one which is so-called 'imported' from taiwan which is available at selected areas only..found one of the outlet at the people's park dunno is complex or centre. the place where the moneychanger alot pple queue up one.
but didnt lah. too full to even wAlk.
den went to army market to get bc's stuffs.
reached lavendar mrt, started to rain.
whatthehell right.
waited at ica building awhile before the rain stopped, walked across the bridge,
AND IT STARTED TO RAIN AGAIN. HEAVILy.
stuck at one of the blocks for arnd an hour before the rain reduced to walkable state.
rushed thru the traffic lights and den looking for routes with shelter to armymarket.
damnn funny.
anyway, ya went to buy his stuffs.
and started to rain heavily again.
so we decided to head to the nearest busstop to avoid the rain, and see whatever bus we can take.
he wanted to look for pocari sweat powder.
friend told him ntuc have.
so we took bus to clementi ntuc to find, dont have.
den took train to JP ntuc to find.
also dun have.
tt time arnd 10pm le.
and it was still raining. but nt heavily la.
just drizzling. but it looked like it wld start heavily again soon.
anyway i took a train home.
and yah tts how i spent my sat.
its like so long never travel to so manyy places in a day already.
vivo -> chinatown -> lavendar -> clementi -> boonlay.
like wah.
sunday morning my dad came home frm usa.
yeahhhhhhhh
he got me a katespade wallet, coin purse and cardholder .
the wallet and coin purse is i ask him help me get.
well, its not the series i got him to buy ..
but looks similar lah.
the cardholder.. well.. is he gotten cus he say v nice.
and i saw also v nice.
den i kept telling him 'this one very nice horr..'
den he say 'u want den take loh.'
so i took .
HAHAHA AND iTS MINE.
he bought back alot coach bags n wallets.
all of which belonged to my 2 aunts and mum.
cus they asked him to buy .
and he bought lots of reese chocs (which i asked him to get) and other chocs.
hohoho.
study investment.

2009-10-20T19:44:00.002+08:00

i had a dream previous night.
i dreamt that there were many lizards.
of all sizes.
running all over my house
and my dad got a lizard trap.
nxt morning,
alot of lizards were trapped in the lizard trap.
omg its damn disgusting.
i can still vividly remember the lizard trap with the squirming lizards although its just a dream.
super turn-off.

dunno what they put the in the air of hospitals.
each time i come back frm the hospital i feel damn lethargic.
although i didnt do much there except talk to my doc.
so bad.

2009-10-19T00:42:00.001+08:00

sad.
dunno why.

2009-10-18T22:43:00.001+08:00

how do u define CLOSE friends?

2009-10-18T03:39:00.005+08:00

exams on 26th.
today is 18th.
and i still dont feel the pang im supposed to be feeling.
so very bad.

playing with kids can really exercise u man.
played with my cousin and cousin's cousin, 6 yrs and 4 yrs old respectively.
play until nw my leg muscle pain.
machiam like did running like tt.
but we didnt run though.
sick.
yeah what a good time to get sick right.
pui.
bought blueberry cheesecake from Bakerzin from JP just nw to bring to aunt's place for dinner.
wah walk in JP can totally DIE.
the place so big,
the pple walk so damn slow like they are crawling.
totally cannot stand it.
dont they CARE tt ppl behind them wants to walk through them and they are in a rush of time?
i had to zigzag my way thru pple.
i know my walking speed is faster den normal pple,
sorry lah, but do they haave to walk thaaaaaaaaaat slow?
searching for bakerzin till i was perspiring. in a shopping mall.
like whatthehell right.
and i cldnt find bakerzin, had to call cf to ask him where it is.
seriously, they make so big a shopping mall for what?
OMG AND THE BANGALAS.
they were scattered all over at the boonlay mrt/bus interchange.
and atms are such a long queue.
especially POSB ones.
ALL BECUS OF THEM!!
u can see the whole queue, 80-90% is made up of them.
and 2 posb machines only.
why cant they build more posb machines, knowing that it WILL be crawling with bangalas all over?
so inconvenient for ppl to withdraw when there are only TWO measly posb machine, ONE uob and ONE ocbc.
they got problem ah.
pig brained.
the place is so 'black' its so scary sometimes.
nt tt i'm biased against them.
but really.
try going jp on a sat.
actually, no. its everyday.
ESPECIALLY WEEKENDS and EVERYNIGHT.
it totally puts me off.
anway. the cake.
half price. $19.50 !! GO BUY!!
like it.
nice.
even the kids loved it.
even the 4yr old one.
although she insisted on the blueberries only.
HAHAHa.
but i dont like the dunno-what-nuts at the side.
makes me wanna puke.
i can still taste it now.
oh they are so cute.
no more aunt's place for 2 wks till my exams are over.
just nw my uncle was discussing to go goldcoast or taiwan in end nov/dec.
but seems tt my mum n dad's timing canot fix.
den she was saying if she cant go den me n my bro go with them.
hoho.
but i see the itinerary like v super pack.
like everyday is see agent face. let them bring us arnd
i dont like.
i like free-n-easy.
now i realize how lucky we were having nat to plan for us tt tw trip.
kudos to nat!

2009-10-08T14:14:00.001+08:00

depressed.
had a super bad dream last night.
oh i hate these dreams.

2009-09-30T00:06:00.003+08:00

saw a nyp fyp guy frm the big fish tank in sim just now with sharon.
and she was saying tt he worked in crown prince swensens.
i was saying tt got another guy, my labmate also working there.
and we pieced two by two n remembered tt they were friends.
AND they are also my proj mate's friends.
den i remembreed him.
and i forgot his name.
HAHAHAHAHAHA tried very hard to remember what's his name.
but cldnt remember.
only remember start with 'z'
came home and looked for my fyp report,
found his name.
yeah.
lame right.
oh well.
just random stuffs to entertain myself.

ANYWAY.
i seriously cant understnd totally why pple wear HEELS to school.
HEELS LEH.
mad or what?!?!?!?
walk also so slow, jam up pple behind u.
u scared u nxt time no chance to wear heels when u start working meh!
den also cant undstnd why ppl slab on such THICK makeup on their faces when its just coming to sch for 3 hours, okay, maybee max 6 hours of lesson?
its not like u are going for a pagaent or what, like, HELLO????????
put a teenny weeny little bit ok lah.
for neutral look.
but such thick one, walao look lik machiam put half a bottle of whatever u are using on to ur face.
damn disgusting u know.
and i dont know how much earlier those ppl have to wake up to 'beautify' their faces.
tink i will die like tt.
okay, maybe i'm weird to tink tt these pple are extreme.
BUT . oh wells

sidetrack:
lindachung and raymond lam looks soooooooooooo good together.
kevin cheng and niki chow too.
but alas.......
*shake head*
i tink scv is being biased.
how come korean shows have dual sound, can change between chinese or korean language for audio, but hk shows cannot have dual sound, to change between canto or chin language?
damn biased loh i tink.
MR is nw showing on ch55.
yeah ifinished watching this looooong time ago.
i love watching hk shows in canto language.
cause:

1. i can understnd what they are saying.
2. it sounds better to hear the original language.
3. feels nicer too when its the original language.
4. i dont have to get distracted to try reading the lips and hearing chin coming out from the tv.
5. sometimes the chin voice they dubbed into the show of certain actors damn fake.

having said, i watched MR in the original sound. and now when i watch scv's version.
wahlao some voices canot make it loh. esp raymond lam's dubbed voice in the show.
super fake. and tavia yeung's too.
scv shldnt be so biased.
they shd let consumers choose language too!
COMPLAIN!!!!!!!!!
hahaha.
but MR is really a tearjerker.
damn nice too.

2009-09-29T14:55:00.000+08:00

i like the feeling of going home in the afternoons after morning classes.

2009-09-27T16:08:00.002+08:00

can sense my menses coming..
dammit.
its so hateful being a female at times.
little no wonder i was feeling so depressed last night, piled together with upcoming exams.
its amazing how the human body works.

2009-09-20T04:41:00.005+08:00

i want you to get out of my life.
can't u tell from my actions?
its always the small things which boils up to the big ones.
i hate it tt u always rely on me for EVERYTHING.
i teach you, you learn. dont always depend on me.
tt will only irk me more.
and dont ask stupid questions or pretend to be stupid.
and i hate the way u think.
maybe its the age gap.
i hate the way u eat.
i hate your actions.
ii hate the way you 'worry' about me.
(worry? i dont need your worry)
and your english sucks to the core.
from pronounciation to writing.
irks me too.
everything about u irks me.
and NOW.
stop doing things like u tink i will like.
i tell u, its a big PUI to u.
its MY life.
i dont need you to keep calling me and trying to find something to talk about when i'm OBVIOUSLY so not interested in talking to you.
and dont find some stupid excuse to ask me out.
don't call me asking some stupid stuffs like trying to talk.
i know what you are trying to do.
YOU may be stupid, but I am not.
and you dont have the right to ask me where am i and what time i'm going home.
if there's anyone i have to report to, its my parents.
not YOU.
and don't think that by doing some stuffs, its CONCERN.
don't think that asking about what my life is revolving, its CONCERN.
its definitely NOT.
let me tell you.
everything, yes, everything you do,
irritates me to the max.
so, if u don't want me to hate you further,
PLEASE f off.
you tink i care whether i have your bloody stupid concern?
no i don't.
take a hint please.
call me heartless.
whatever.
i don't care.
i will be damn happy if u'll just leave me alone.
THANK YOU SO VERY MUCH.

2009-09-19T00:33:00.002+08:00

alright.
assignments all handed in.
a whew of relief.
but this means tt EXAMS ARE COMING!
omg its like so damn fast can.
tink its cause we've been busy-ing our selves with assignments tt time is passing so fast lah.
totally detest it.
anyway.
today was ER last lesson.
wanted to go early..but. i still managed to overslp.
rushed out.
class starts 9.30am, woke up 8.49am. reached school 10am.
and when i went it. damn stunned.
whole lecture hall filled.
including those chairs at the back.
got one grp of ppl sitting on the steps on e floor.
den i walked to e other side.
bo bian. just stand.
felt weird to be standing.
so i squatted.
yes SQUATTED.
today last lesson revision clss tts why so many ppl lah.
including some assholes who comee for AM lesson instead of going to their PM lessons.
den chia literally flash those questions in our learning guide, just tell us shortcut where to find the answers, talked abit which sounded redundant.
den he flashed last sem's exam questions.
copied while squatting still.
and that's the end of lecture.
at less den 10.30am.
great isnt it.
so anyway, went to work.
on the way to work de sky v dark.
and i was tinking, shit i forgot to bring my umbrella.
reached tanjong pagar, looked, felt like gonna rain.
summore i was still tinking go get a muffin, and buy lunch and my indispensable tea to office.
went to buy my muffin only, start to drizzle.
i was tinking, shit. so i tied the muffin plastic bag and dumped it in my bag cus i didnt want it to get wet else nt nice to eat liao. HAHAHAHAHA.
and i literally ran to office.
nt v heavy, but it seemed lik getting heavier.
so i walked fast, ran.
and when i reached office, tadah somehow the sun came out. and it stopped raining.
FANTASTIC RIGHT.
PLAY MY FEELINGS ONLY TODAY.
luckily i managed to buy e muffin to eat, cus i wasdamnhungry.
reached office like arnd 11.30?
12plus my colleague went out to get lunch for us.
hoho.and after she came back, it started to rain cats and dogs.
yes, it really RAINED.
oh wells.
dad fetched me home after work,
AYE traffic jam,
jam for an hour or so.
cus gt acccident.
so sad u know.
when we passed by the accident area, saw alot traffic police plus
a tent which they put the body inside.
no banged vehicles or other casualties.
tink maybe they have been whisked off to hospital or smth.
felt damn sad.
i mean, i dont even know tt person lah, but it just feels so saddening to see such a scene.
emotional.
yeah, went for dinner at west,
reached hm at 9.30.

my ex-tuition teacher is haunting me.
with her texts and calls and emails which i'm ignoring all.

2009-09-13T17:39:00.000+08:00

omg i canot stop searching for food.
is it due to stress?
i just cant seem to sit still and HAVE to go round the hse looking for food.
dammit.

2009-09-11T22:41:00.000+08:00

was having a super interesting dream just nw
but my mum woke me up when she called asking me what dinner i wanted.
and my dream was cut.
tried to fall back asleep to continue the dream.. but.
failed.
-_____________-
had double shot coffee jus nw but apparently did not work for me.
damn.
is my body immune to caffeine already?
argh@#$^%$&^%#!#%^%*&
made it for claSs in the morning just now.
so proud of myself, cus i skipped 3 of this module's classes already.
was in the bus sitting.
then suddenly this 2 indian women came to sit in frnt of me.
well, not both in frnt of me, they took a 2-seater each.
well, the one in frnt of me, when she sat. OMFG.
the smell was so unbearable tt i cannot bring myself to breathe.
like getting worse with each passing moment.
but also cannot cover my nose like tt mah, cus like so rude to do tat.
so i tried breathing silently, but in the end it made me feel like i was having a asthma attack.
then 2 stops later,
ANOTHER ONE OF THEIR FRIEND CAME UP.
and sat with the one who was in front of me.
so now there were TWO directly in front of me.
OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG.
super cannot breathe plus feel lik puking out already.
why dont they have tht good smelling jasmine scent on them which most have?
instead, theirs is those really strong indian smell, without the nice-smelling jasmine one.
i was soooo freaked out.
finally my stop reached.
alighted.
took a deep breathe.
the fresh air felt SO GREAT.
although there was the rain smell.
but still.
better den in tt bus.
when i was in class, i cld still smell tt scent.
really felt like puking den.
pui.
really no offense to anyone reading this..

2009-09-11T00:05:00.000+08:00

omg im so tired.
wanna slp so badly but my hair aint dry yet.
dunno isit cus i cutted my hair recently to became shorter and 'thinner',
tt when i blowdry my hair the scalp lik v fast v hot.
so i hav to stop blowdrying it n let it cool dwn before doing it again.
HAHAHAHA FUNNY RIGHT!
anyway.
i HAVE to make it for ER lesson tmL.

2009-09-09T23:25:00.000+08:00

my insomnia is back.
its like a periodic thing.
one period, i can sleep v well.
another period, i have insomnia.
like wth lah.
and its not a good thing to have insomnia for someone who has a condition like me.
sod it.
had PM test this afternoon.
i tink its a goner.
been having gastric pain since yestrday,
and i dunno why.
its not a good feeling.
OT and investment due nxt wk.
so gonna chiong.

2009-09-07T23:05:00.001+08:00

facebook can be quite a depressing place to surf sometimes.
u see pictures, and u feel wistful abt it, wishing u were inside too, having fun.
and u start to think about stuffs way back in time.
n u start asking urself why.
why did u let it happen like that.
what happened.
what went wrong.
but its too late.

2009-09-06T17:00:00.000+08:00

okay i'm supposed to do my OT right now.
but i just cant sit still to do it.
its like.. read abit, surf abit, read abit, surf abit.
i know its damn bad.
i'm feeling so damn lethargic feel like just plopping down on my bed.
but i CANNOT!
went to uncle's place for dinner yest.
he cooked crab bee hoon.
oh yes.
initially i tot it was those fried style. but nope, its the soup style.
quite nice.
nt v oily, nt heavy, very 'qing'.
and the crabs all so meaty.
he scoop so many of the pincers up for me,
and when he saw tt i was finishing them, faster scoop some more for me.
oh mannnnnnnnnnnnn.
its always when i go to my uncle's place for dinner i end up eating damn alot.
and feeling damn guilty afterwards.
had all the cousins over yesterday.
so ..
with the 2 young BOY cousins arnd.
both kept pestering me to dl this and dl that game to their DS.
SO. i spent alot time doing tt.
very tiring to do all these d/ling for them especially since the memory card space is limited.
and they have to tink so long, abt which to delete.
like its some zhong shen da shi.
damn funny when u see the serious look on his face while he's thinking real hard.
anyway.
MY UNCLE SAYS HE'S GONNA COOK OGLIO OLIO SPAGHETTI NXT WK.
AND IT'S DAMN NICE WITH ALL THE SHELLS.
OMGGGGGGGGGGGGG.
my shorts are starting to get a bit tight already.
must control for this wk.
dAMmit.
shall continue to my OT (hopefully)

and to you: you are really damn stupid.

2009-09-06T02:29:00.000+08:00

my cannot-fall-asleep days are back. Great isn't it? Damn.

2009-09-05T16:27:00.001+08:00

i dreamt that i got robbed.

2009-09-05T01:00:00.002+08:00

i have so many impt things to do.
like my OT essay, investment assignment, and PM test coming on wed which i know nuts about.
and i'm not moving myself to doing any of these.
just lazing arnd surfing aimlessly virtually.
i shld realllly get moving.
but there's alot of 'whatifs' on my mind.
what if this, what if that.
i'm sure many ppl have gone thru these 'whatifs' phases sometime of their lives.
sigh

2009-09-04T21:59:00.002+08:00

some people simply don't really care abt their friendships with certain ppl.
spare tyres only maybe?
seriously, i can never understand the mindsets of these type of pple.
its so tiring sometimes.
well, if they can't be bothered, why shd i bother ?

2009-09-03T00:48:00.000+08:00

it feels comforting when you know that a kid wants you.

2009-08-23T00:12:00.002+08:00

went on a supermarket spree just nw.
i just love going to supermarkets.
and each time i'm there with parents will buy lotsa stuffs.
so my parents are kinda scared of bringing me there,
but well, its not everytime i go with them. =)
haHAHA.
ooh bought raspberries and blackberries.
super nice!
i love berries.
dunno why sharon dislikes them except for strawberries.
hAHAHA.

didnt do much on my essay today.
MUST DO.

2009-08-21T23:58:00.002+08:00

investment test today is a goner.
sigh.
tink tt day in the news, it was reporting abt some shopaholic 'disease' thing.
den my mum look at me and said tt she tinks i have tt shopaholic 'disease'
*rolls eyes*
wahh last night i dreamt abt something abt my mum one.
cant remember what is it exactly.
anyway i was crying in tt dream.
i tink i quarrelled with her.
and i woke up crying too.
as in.. i WAS really crying.
pillow was wet , nose blocked.
super funny.
need to start on ER.

-i wont appreciate whatever u are doing. cause it just irks me more.-

2009-08-15T02:40:00.000+08:00

shopping with cher today.
bought 3 tops, 2 bottoms and 1 belt.
horrible but happy buys.
hahaHAHA.
going home was such a pissing event.
went to take bus.
bus stop sooo many ppl.
and the buses i take; 174. 106 and 77.
so many ppl lah.
bus come only alot ppl go crowd there.
machiam ants see sweets.
omg.
horrified.
saw 16.
was contemplating if i shd wait longer
or just take 16 to tiongbahru to change train.
THREE 16s whizzed past.
v little pple.
fedup.
took 16 to tiong bahru.
took train back.
wasted so much of my time.
last time fri nite dont have so many pple one!!!
why today so many?!!?
must be ION.
new place, so everyone CHIONG there.

ok retail theraphy is over.
time for essay.

-siannnnnnnnnnnnns-
=(

2009-08-13T16:02:00.001+08:00

sometimes its the little things which add up to alot.

2009-08-06T00:15:00.001+08:00

i'm sorry..
but ..
go away.

2009-08-01T14:31:00.001+08:00

essay nightmares.

2009-07-27T23:37:00.000+08:00

i'm so sick n tired of being nice to others.

sometimes everything makes sense after crying.
HAHA.

2009-07-25T20:53:00.000+08:00

my fetishes:

- jackets
- notebooks
- colored pens
- cushion/pillows
- hooded tops

i guess tts it.
will add on if there's more.

OT is so hard.
tt dumb essay. dunno what to write.
last sem it was hmt. all history stuffs.
but luckily i managed to pass.
and now its OT.
and we cant write in mgmt point of view.
must write in sociological pt of view.
and bcus of this, we must read up on sociology.
like. wth. we are so nt studying sociology can.
why get a sociologist to be the course coordinator?
mad.
i know i shd be doing it nw.
but i tink of it i just wanna run away.
oh well.
i'll do it later.

2009-07-25T12:39:00.001+08:00

i will and must be more friendly and sociable.
tts my resolution for the day.
=\

2009-07-24T19:12:00.003+08:00

a citibank officer really pissed me off.
5.30pm -i was ordering my drink at mcCafe and this citi person called.
at least she was polite enough to ask if it was a convenient time to talk. i said no. she asked if she cld call bak at 6.30pm? i said fine.

6.30pm - i was wiping my new cupboard in my rm. went to the toilet, washing the cloth and my house fone rang. dad was slping, didnt wan to wake him up. so i ran for the fone. AND IT WAS TT CITI OFFICER.

i was thinking, 'wah so aggresive'
she asked if it was convenient to talk, so fine, i listened to what she said.
she was introducing some plan. wat $50 bucks thing den if got sickness and go hospital stay can get $1500 and nw h1n1 thiing. DUNNO WHAT SHE TALKING LAH!
i was getting fed up. cus
1. i cant really catch what she was saying, cus of her slang. i tink she was an indian or something. u guys noe how indians talk right (sorry if any indians are reading this post, no offense. really) her voice was really boring into my mind and i really wanted to finish wiping my new cupboard so tt i cld put my stuffs inside. and there was i, holding on to the fone to hear some ppl blabbering abt some stuffs which i had NO IDEA what its abt.
so i politely said, sry i m nt interested. she asked, what is holding u back?
i asked if there was any brochure or what whch i cld read abt this from (i really rather read frm a brochure than waste my time listening to a person blabbering with what i dont undstd). she said no. so i said, fine. what abt ur website, whats this plan called, can i read frm ur website. she told me the plan name. BUT SERIOUSLY I CANT HEAR IT PROPERLY EITHER CUS OF HER SLANG.
super fed up already, so i said. sorry, i'm relly nt interested. and she asked tt blardy question again, what is holding u back. i felt like telling her, im nt interested means im nt interested stop asking so much!. but i just repeated myself. i tink she cld hear my fed up-ness in my voice. AND SHE ASKED THE SAME THING. HELLO! CANT U UNDERSTAND OF 'IM NOT INTERESTED!' NONE OF UR BUSINESS WHATS HOLDING ME BACK. U WAN TO PAY FOR ME ISIT? ASK SO MUCH QUESTIONS. BLARDY HELL. and i tink SHE was fed up too. so she hastily said thank u for ur time, gooddbye ms chan.
YEAH. GOOD RIDDANCE TO YOU.
seriously, i feel tt if companies want to hire ppl to make marketing/cold calls to customers, pls choose some ppl with decent voices, and nt some with slang-ish voices, makes ur customer uninterested, why? cus they cant understnd and hear properly whats they talking abt. and CSOs, IF UR CUSTOMERS TELL U THEY ARE NT INTERESTED 2-3 TIMES ALREDY, STOP ASKING SO MUCH AND F OFF. super pissed.

2009-07-21T16:11:00.002+08:00

awaiting the arrival of my new cupboard!
take so long lah idiot.
just nw morning in class they called.
ask if can go early anot, cus morning no jobs.
i was like.. cannot lah! u say 3-6pm wat. den i told them earliest is after 1pm.
and they were like.. ok ok.
and i rushed hm aft clss.
and now its 4.13PM. and they are nt here yet.
*rolls eyes*
anyway. i love bluetooth.
think mayb i've been deprived frm bluetooth for like 5 yrs from my laptop tt nw my new laptop has a bluetooth, i love it to bits.
i've been bluetooth-ing alot stuffs frm my com to hp.
timetable, song, picture whatnots.
no more cables!
and oh.
our OT lecturer told us tt assignment 1
due date may shift frm 18 to 4th aug.
like WHAT THE HELL lah.
hope they dont do tt.
*prays*

2009-07-19T20:16:00.002+08:00

oh yeah.
bought new laptop le.
compaQ. so exciting can.
gt bluetooth!! hahahahha.
so many things to put into my new laptop.
went ikeA yesterday and managed to find a cupboard tt i wanted.
to put books lah.
sliding door de.
was feeling dejected when i finally found it.
woohoo.
tuesday afternoon delivering.
tts the only time tt its available to deliver.
so had to cancel library trip with sharon n cf.
oh well.
morning nearly died.
cancelled my trip to cliff's place.
sudden stomachache which drove me out of bed,
went to toilet,
felt so damn giddy.
vision blurred.
no strength.
thought i wld faint in the toilet there n then.
but.
luckily didnt.
still feeling weak nw.
waiting for my dinner to come home.
subway.
yums.

2009-07-13T15:41:00.002+08:00

i hate it when ppl interfere too much into my life.
dont tell me what i shld do.
unless u are my family.
or else,
fuck off.

2009-07-07T21:06:00.000+08:00

there are times like this where you just wanna run away and hide in the comfy of your bed.

2009-07-05T01:23:00.001+08:00

sometimes all it takes is some effort.

2009-06-23T03:16:00.000+08:00

i.cant.sleep.!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-06-17T12:53:00.003+08:00

will be updating with a list of stuffs i hate.
just tot of it in the train jus nw.
STAY TUNED.

2009-06-16T23:43:00.003+08:00

back from bangkok.

lazy to blog so much.

my new laptop case.

a v nice bear i saw at thai airport.

oh blogging is so boring.

2009-06-06T22:19:00.004+08:00

thurs was dinner with my poly classmates, thanks to ms tan for organising it..
felicia, tiff, xueting and arthur.
had fish n co at amk hub
and we were talking abt our days in poly,
all so funny.
alot of stuffs they talked abt,
most of the stuffs i cant remember.
hahah tink im really having memory loss at such a young age.
had a really good laugh at all the good old memories.
after which we went to mac to sit and chill for awhile,
arthur had something on and left first.
aft which we girls left too.
friday was work and meeting for dinner with bc,limay, liting n boyfriend.
had dinner at hy 500plus market.
so long nv go there, and the market had renovated le.
luckily our fav beef noodles was still arnd.
hahaha.
still remember tt this beef noodles was introduced to me by amanda.
acc-ed bc for his hair cut first while waiting for them to arrive.
saw some of our sec friends, well, since tt area was my secondary school area!
ooh had our beef noodles,
and we sat there talking abt the past too.
hahaa talking abt so many things,
and i cant remember some of what they said too.
looks like thurs and fri was spent reminiscing abt our past.
hahahaa.
feels good to do tt.
left tt area arnd 11pm,
limay stayed near there.
bc, me, liting and boyfriend walked.
half way walking, bc said he wanted to eat ice cream.
actually i wanted to eat too at the market there too!!
but scared no one wanna eat.
so nv say.
den bc finally let out tt he wanted icecream.
walked to cheers to get.
we stoppedd at the busstop opp the old kFc cus bc hav moved there nw,
and liting's hse was one more stop away.
so they acc-ed me to wait for 187,
after which bc went home, liting and boyfriend continued walking.
hahaha.
it was GOOD.
reminiscing abt the past is enjoyable.
hahAHha.
i shall find sommore ppl to reminisce.
lets do this again!

2009-06-03T00:26:00.002+08:00

partyworld with limay yesterday!
clementi partyworld nw gt 20%.
had long john for dinner.
so long nv eat tt.
yummms.
results on thurs!!
DAMMIT!

2009-06-01T01:29:00.002+08:00

friday had a birthday gathering at nat's nasi lemak shop.
so long since i ate the nasi lemak.
spicy, but spicy SHIOK.
met up with cher, kiafang, chloe at nyp before andrew came dwn to fetch us.
while waiting, me and cher gt bored and started drawing on nat's envelope.
and it was pretty hilarious.
stayed out pretty late cus we chatted on alot of stuffs.
andrew drove us back later.
thank you andrew!
sat went to arthur's performance.
hmmm. it was okay.
after tt went to my aunt's place.
had maggi noodles.
hahaa.
sunday.
went to aunt's place.
uncle cooked bak kut teh, but with crocodile meat inside.
tastes like normal meat, i mean nth special abt the taste lah.
u dont tell me, i also wun noe its crocodile meat.
had fruits too.
super full.
always eat alot at their place.
omg im so getting fat.
have to watch what i eat.
went tiongbahru plaza cus wnna get the VGA cable.
bought it!
and i tested it just nw..
VGA cable is for u to connect ur laptop to ur tv, so u can watch
shows frm ur laptop on tv.
AND it WORKS!
yeah so excited can.
supposed to meet tan n peisean for lunch tml,
but tan last min had smth else on.
so.. postponed to nx wk loh.
and i dated limay for k at nite.
WOOOO!!!

some ppl are just plain WEIRD.

2009-05-27T23:27:00.002+08:00

some ppl are just plain WEIRD.
went shopping with cher yesterday.
and i really meant SHOPPING.
not window shopping.

anyway, i know this is last minute, but im going bangkok !
10 june - 13 june!
with family.
i never expected my first visit to bangkok wld be with family.
hahahaha.

2009-05-24T13:01:00.001+08:00

sometimes u just wanna run away from some problems.

2009-05-18T01:16:00.001+08:00

sometimes i tink im too sensitive.
ohwells.
whatever

2009-05-12T17:42:00.002+08:00

i didnt know tht staying at home was sooooooooooooo boring.
have been staying at hm for arnd a week alredy.
damnnnnnnnn.
shld hav gone back to work earlier!!!
btw. i colored my hair purple yesterday!
dark purple.
and its DIY.
hohoho

2009-05-10T23:34:00.005+08:00

dL just nw called mi asking if i was still playing,
n whether i wanna sell my clarinet.
seriously i also donno if i will still play anots.
the reason partly i stopped was becus of tt ting.
and bu zi bu jue i've stopped for arnd 1 yr plus le.
coming this oct will be 2yrs.
time flies.
tink of the money i cld get if i sold it to him.
but there is the feelings there too .
and what if i decide nxt time tt i wanna go bak to play?
i will need an instrument den.
but when will tt be?
i also dunnoe.
i also bu she de to sell away.
but letting it sit there is nt a point either.
i also dunno what to do.
there were many times when i missed making music,
when i got the chong dong to go back.
i have been playing since pri2.
thats like what, 8yrs old ?
i always wished i cld play till 30..40yrs old tt type
of lao jiao.
but tinking of what happened stopped me frm going back.
wanna find someone to talk to abt this.
but cant find anyone suitable to.
i shall ask tan.
so luan.
frustrated.
how i wish i can run away frm this problem.
oh u have no idea how much i hate tt ting.

2009-05-09T00:50:00.002+08:00

the weather nowadays is so bloody HOT HOT HOT!!!!
hav been slacking at hm these few days doing nothing except sleeping, watching tv.
and playing my DS.
found a new game.
millionheir. and its addictive.
had dinner with cher last nite.
went chinatown to get my facial wash
and walked abit.
had soya sauce chicken noodles.
afterwhich went to brewerks.
she drank a jug of dunno-what-beeer.
and i had a mocktail.
sat there n slack.
talk.
nice place.
hoho.
after which i went home and she went to playyyy.
today.
woke up arnd 1plus..
washed up and went to JP to meet kw,ky and zt.
walked abit as zt wanted to look for her stuffs to bring to US.
she going US for 3 mnths for some sch study-work thing
so COOL right!!!!!!
jp so damn freaking big i seriously dont know where im walking.
hahaha.
den we queued at kushinbo .
actually dinner starts at 5.30.
but we started queueing at 5.
kiasu us.
aw came n met us too.
i wanna dye my hair purple.
not very bright purple.
just DARK purple.
the DIY loreal one got.
its called Deep Currant i think.
but gt another shade of brown lik nice too.
duno which one leh.
wanna get the purple one.
its nt very purple.
its v dark.
well..shall consider.
anyway back to our dinner.
yah. jz came too.
eat freaking alot.
and my sashimiiii.
and the chawa!
gt so much food.
the black pepper beef v yummy too.
and the funny part comes..
kushinbo gt this 'dong dong dong' thing
its like there is a special food item and u have to queue for it when u hear the dong dong dong thing.
and its like limited to first 20 or what-nots.
hahaha super funny.
they had a song which goes with the dongdongdong thing.
it goes 'something something kushinbo'
and i tot the kushinbo word was 'fishing boat'
so i kept hearing 'we are at fishing boat or something something fishing boat one.
i keep thinking the 'kushinbo' word was 'fishing boat'
was feeling sooo puzzled.
wat has kushinbo got to do with FISHING BOAT??
hahahah den ky told mi it KUSHINBO.
i was like... OH SO ITS NOT FISHING BOAT!!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!
and the dong dong dong.
we keep saying ding dong dong or ding ding dong or dingdongding.
hahahahahahahahaha.
damn stupid lah us.
first time, was the lobster thingy.
2nd time was some cream-milky-redbeanpaste-wrappedinskin thing.
and aw was saying 3rd one may be a orange icecream.
so ky and kw got ready to chiong there.
hahahah it was like every half hrly interval thing.
so we estimated the time.
think most other ppls estimated the time to queue too.
and the result?
the 3rd item is the lobster thing againn!!!
so we gave to some others cus quite full liao.
ohhhh the green tea cake is NICE.
and the SASHIMI.
and the greentea ICECREAM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
the vanilla one nt bad too .
super duper full.
afterwhich, we wanted to watch movie.
but only gt 4 movies showing and it looked damn boring.
so went to IMM, zt wanna get some stuffs frm daiso.
bought her stuffs. and off we went home.
such a farnie day.
hohoho.
tml's sat!
i'm so fat.

2009-05-06T18:18:00.003+08:00

fucking pissed.
what for being such a nice person to others?
in the end i'm the one who's feeling fedup, angry and hurt.
being soft hearted is NOT a good thing.
being softhearted is being STUPID.
im not going to be stupid anymore.
u treat me good, i'll treat u good.
u treat me bad, i'll do the same to YOU.
now fuck off.

2009-05-05T17:51:00.001+08:00

exams are overrrrrrr.

2009-05-01T14:18:00.002+08:00

all rightttt.
had supper with andrew, kiafang, stef and teo last nite.
it was a last minute thing.
was studying my mab at 5plus when andrew msged.
was giving myself an excuse of 'relaxing'..
tts why went laah.
met them at cuppage area wait for kiafang n stef to end lesson,
and andrew drove over to fetch us.
off to geylang.
we were all so hungry,
and there was a slight jam
and we happened to see this guy driver in the car beside us,
eating a pau-burger like thing in the car.
gobbling like he's super hungry.
damn funny can!!
we were like all looking at him gobbling his food.
and we couldnt decide if it was a pau or a burger/sandwich thing.
andrew n kiafang said its a pau.
stef said its a burger.
i said it looks like some sort of subway sandwich.
hahahahahaha.
anyway we reched geylang.
super alot pple.
super jam.
duno why.
found a lot, and went to eat dimsum.
the food looked so overwhelming.
saw a famous ms XX whom im nt gonna mention her full name,
lest she decide to SUE me how?
haHAhahaha.
anyway her hair was super disgusting.
made her look like some old woman.
HAH.
sat at the dimsum place and talked for quite awhile.
walked over to the you tiao da wang place.
didnt know tt they shifted to a bigger coffeeshop.
haha.
yeah.
ate again.
andrew sent us home.
reached hm arnd 3plus.
bathed. played fb for awhile.
slept at 5.
woke up today at 12.
tts quite early for me.
hahahaha.
ok.
im off to study mab now.

2009-04-29T19:59:00.002+08:00

omg im super pissed.
was playing hexic, broke score alredy. and i was still surviving.
AND MY COM HAD TO SHUT DOWN LIKE THAT.
its the 2nd time alredy.
DAMMIT.
anyways .
finance hmt and law is finished.
now left MAB which is on mon.
*cross fingers*
meeting zt and the rest on nx fri!
yeaaaaa.
met limay yest aft our exams to go iMM.
went to collect her bro's fone and went imm to buy some food home to eat.
cus both of us were tired.
heh.
talk alot abt last time de stuffs.
damn funny.
its good to meet up with old friends =)
i love my frends!

2009-04-27T17:13:00.002+08:00

hmt is finally over.
the NIGHTMARE is over.
now left LAW and MAb.
repeat modules.
gonna catch some slp now b4 i piaaa tonite for law tmL.
sounds complicated?
haha its not.

2009-04-23T20:14:00.001+08:00

omg so tired.
finance is over.
now left hmt, the most headache one.
wish me luck guys

2009-04-20T20:30:00.002+08:00

went to sch to study today.
not very productive. cus was doing hmt.
so saaaad.
switched to finance.
and nw im having a headache cus of hmt.
duno how am i going to complete studying hmt.
dunwanna fail this module.
it KILLS.

2009-04-19T18:28:00.002+08:00

i just cant sit myself down to study hmt.
i am sososososooooo dead.
slap me pls someone!!

2009-04-19T02:18:00.003+08:00

i think im back !
hahahaha.
having this feeeeeeeeeel to post.
hohoho.
exams coming.
and i have no mood today.
finance,hmt,law,mab.
my 2nd time taking law n mab, so not THAT remote..
but hmt and finance?
hmt is a damned subject.
each time i read it i wanna sleep.
cus its historyyyyyyyyy oh.
can you BELIEVE it?
finance.. i hav been doing it tis past few days.
shld be okay ?
but have a bad feeling . or whatever.
finance on 23 april thurs.
hmt 27th, law 28th (SHIT!!)
4th may MAB.
today wanted to study but super no mood can.
woke up at 2plus PM?
i tot was like only 11 or 12 plus.
until i checked my fone den i realised its 2pm like HELLO???
den ate biscuits, made cheese tofu.
dont know what came over me to make 6pieces of them.
felt like damn *ughh* aft eating.
den i studied finance for aWHILE.(only)
den went to living rm to snack on another packet of biscuits.
went back to rm, tried to continue. but like super sian.
so decided to watch my 'under the canopy of love' dvd.
all in canto, with only chin subs.
oh wells but i can undstnd lah. but not ALL.
and my chinese sucks,
so.
yeah.
but overall can understnd. just tt sometimes they speak too fast.
and duno why the dvd (pirated), e screen quite bright.
watched like 3 eps ?
just kept stuffing myself silly with food today.
shld be studying now,
BUT like i said, i cant get my self to study .
darnnnned.
i haven even started on hmt can.
yeah started first chap. but i tink i forgot everything liao la.
hahaha.
ohh tt day went geylang eat with andrew n cher.
super duper full.
but fulfilling.
lets do it again someday with the rest!

note to self:
i'll tryyy to update often!!

2008-11-02T03:47:00.001+08:00

maybe i shld continue blogging ?
hahahahaha

2007-12-19T14:14:00.000+08:00

christmas is coming.
sat gt peishan 21st birthday.
sun gt club christmass gathering.
mon got lunch with colleagues at BROTH.
we hav 2 1-for-1 vouchers! haha.
tues is christmass.
wed gt free lunch at hotel rendezvous with colleagues.
wAhAHaHaha.
den i tink 28(fri) gt FREE lunch again frm company with the EXCOS
at the new steakhouse opened beside our office.
hahaha. im gona be a FAT PIG.
jus nw had to go dbs bank, shenton way there.
took cab there, forgot to take receipt to claim.
when i was withdrawing money den i saw my withdrawal receipt den i remembered abt my taxi receipt.
ARGHS!!!
den i wanted to take cab bak to office, but no cabs, cus lunch hr. v peak.
so i tried to walk.
saw a MPH, remembered tt time we walked past there, so i walked.
i dint noe where to walk, i jus walk.
walk walk walk. den i saw reddot building, which is near maxwell,
which is near my office!!
hahahahahaha.
den i walked towArds maxwell, went to the jewellery shop help felicia to repair her bracelet,
its a precious stones shop lah, those sell gems all tt one.
50% off everyting, so went in to see.
oh saw tis chips bracelet quite nice.
3bucks aft discount. so bought it.
haha!!!
walked back to maxwell, wanted to buy the fish soup, but still alot pple.
so i bought pau instead, n went to yakun to buy my TEH SI.
came bak to office.
i feel so proud of myself for finding my way bak to office from dbs shenton way.
HAHA!!
came bak, mr ong was sitting there, so i jus smiled n said hello to him.
he gt tt young boy look. tink he's 30plus le la.
den waited for another 2 boss to come,
n they are having meeting now, so im all alone.
hiaks.

2007-11-28T13:13:00.000+08:00

tt day sat went ecp with clubmates to ton.
got tent !!
haha so fun.
celebrated cher's bday too.
aiyoh the skates we rented were so damn smelly.
we talked.. played..fooled arnd. den at 3AM plus..
took cab to geylang for tauhuey and frog leg porridge.
wanted to hav beef horfun in the first place.
but the place close liao.
den..aiYOH.
de frog leg porridge shop..
the auntie ..
AIYOH keep standing bhind us to stare at us see what we want to eat..
den benita was so so fedup she sort of told them off.
hAhaha.
aft tt arnd 5 le.. went bak to eCp.. the stupid cab driver.
anyhow drive.
but luckily he nv charge us everything. i tink he also paiseh.
cus cher was sort of grumbling quietly bhind.
haha.
den they wen cycling..
sort of missed it.
anyway fell aslp awhile in e tent..
hope we can do tis again!!!!

2007-11-12T19:03:00.000+08:00

went for dinner with tan, ps and tbc yesterday aft youth prac.
felt so weird going into band room.
we had mushroom pot dinner at og orchard point.
love the beef.
aft tt we went looking arnd at the snacks at the og snack corner.
bought some snacks ourselves.
aft tt they were toking abt eating ice cream ..
initially wanted to go Aji Tei for GREEN TEA icecream..
owed them a treat from there.
but already arnd 9plus le.. dunno still open not.
so we went to holland v tt cold rock .
the place where u order ur icecream, ur toppings, they will mix everythng tog for u.
$4.50 for a kiddies cup, and additional $1 for every topping u choose.
i tink its expensive la,
and the concept is easy,
i mean, its jus taking the ice cream and mixing the stuff u want to mix inside, like mayb
cookies or chocs or whatever.
i tink i can make tt at home myself lor.
but the secret is tt when u mix mus make sure the ice cream doesnt melt to easily..
yeah.
deco is ok lah.. gt one swing swing chair at the back for 2 seaters..
we sat outside though.
sat n talk till arnd 11?
ps wanted to go to cold storage to get some stuffs,
so we went.
and she took such a loooooooooooong time choosing,
me n tbc were self entertaining ourselves,
tan was trying to his best to be attentive.
hah hah.
aft which tan drove us home..
reached hm arnd 12 plus.
HAI.
and sommore today got work leh.
and i cldnt sleep at nite.
even if i did, i kept waking up aft a few mins of slp.
but i still managed to wake up tis morning and feel quite awake.
i dont noe whats wrong with me.
hur hur.
came to work as usual.
fongling was on leave.
auditors came.
today is such a BORING day.

i realised music is most enjoyable when u are part of it playing,
and not watching it, listening.
cus when u play, u can feel the emotions running,
and u feel more enjoyable too, being part of it.
dunno when i can be part of it again.

2007-10-26T12:31:00.000+08:00

am blogging now becus am in office,
and there are ppl doing the flooring .. so noisy and all.
files have to be kept in the cupbaord n we all hav no mood to work !
so noisy and all.
hahaha. so hav asked approvaL frm the upper ppl to leave office n work frm home.
waiting for their reply nw. alot office politics lah.
anyway last sat went to xavier's 21st bday at nat's shop.
haha .he said he catered for 35 ppl ?
but only less den 20 turned up .damn funny lah.
den they see me kept saying i slim dwn alot.
where gt lah. i mean mayb few wks ago hav,
but i tink im fatter abit liao leh,
cus in office keep eating nonsense.
then eat liao sit dwn.
den kana influence by felicia who keep snacking beside me..
i've bcome slightly junkfood addicted too.
shall STOP my snacking.
n they were all staring at me like im a alien.
felt so uncomfortable la.
hahaha.
anyway..
stayed there till 11plus, and took peishan's dad car home.
woo wee.
oh yah. chloe's bf,dennis came. and then he and yankai can sit there the WHOLE NIGHT and talk.
about what?
NS STUFF.
and its like its the first time they see each other only leh,
u c the way they talk is like know each other duno how many million yrs alreadi.
hahahahah its so funny!
we were all like teasing them .
heh.

2007-10-16T13:55:00.000+08:00

kids this days r so spoilt.
so so so spoilt n idiotic.
take my bro for example.
pui.
work these few days hav been busy busy busy.
cus its closing the financial yr soon.
accounts hav to settle tis n tt.
so hav to help my aunt out with it.
at least there is something for me to DO and be BUSY with.
going for my hospital app later.
i tink i want to go for the op lah.
i jus hate taking med everyday, knowing it wun totally help anyway.
and the med is so bloody expensive, i cld hav gone for an op a few times alraedy.
n i super hate worrying always tt i wil hav another relapse.
n its restricting me frm doing so many tings i want to do.
i just HATE it.
the only ting im afraid of is if the op will fail.
but doc sae there's onli 0.01% it will fail, or was it 1%?
cant remember.

2007-10-05T13:44:00.000+08:00

felt so stupid yesterday.
supposingly got tis converse sale at paya lebar there de industrial park.
so badly wnted to get my converse shoe, the one without shoe laces which now don sell in stores anymore.
so went dwn during lunch time with my aunt.
tt place was SO hard to find.
even if u took the bus n train stated in the leaflet also canot find the place.
long story cut short.
and then in the end we nv buy anyting at all.
n we spent 10pluson cab fare.
so so stupid.
was out of office frm 1plus till 4 plus.
just nice boss came into office at tht time when we come back.
haha.
n at nite, went to body shop warehse sale at suntec with aunt n uncle.
bought SO many things.
total we spent 200plus..
but onli arnd 70bucks worth of goods is mine lah!
haha.
bought perfume, body bath, foot mosturiser for my mum,
food deodorant..body mist. oil blotting paper.
bla bla.
the queue was DAMN long.
aft tt my uncle wanted to eat jap food at liang court.
so aft paying for all those stuffs ..
it was already 8.30 lidat liao.
we drove to liang court for tt jap food.
ordered ramen, sashimi, cod fish tempura, one hamachi fish head.
so much food .
n its EXPENSIVE too.
c liao also stunned.
anyway ate liao we went bak le lah.
he dropped mi at tiong bahru, aft wich i took a cab back hm.
slept at arnd 12..
woke up today, nag my dad to fetch me to work .
he didnt want at first..
but in the end he relented.
aunt may n felicia just went to body shop sales again.
supposed to go with them, but headache, so im staying in office.
asked them to help mi buy somore tings. hehe .
tonite goin aunt hse to slp..
cus tml working at hotel rendezvous!!
hiak hiak.
so so tired.

2007-09-18T18:15:00.000+08:00

so long no blog.
so so many ting happeneing.
today's peiseans birthday,
going to eat with her n kailun later.
i am so so so tired.
someone pls save me.
just made coffee.
tzsted so bitter at first,
now its so sweet.
y don they use 3in1?
so much easier.
hahaha.
downstair gt ppl filming again.
but dunno who leh.
fri meeting clubmates for dinner!
ho yeah.
finally another outing.
got a BIG PROJECT coming up.. according to someone.
wahahaha.

2007-09-10T22:54:00.001+08:00

i cant communicate with you anymore.

2007-07-29T23:19:00.001+08:00

unstable condition.
what should i do ?

2007-07-22T22:40:00.001+08:00

okay.
i tink i havent been updating for quite some time.
been busy.
the charity golf event is this coming friday.
hav to help with some stuffs here n there.
n the office is sooo hectic.
tt lazy guy is finally waking up.
was staying at my aunt's place from thurs till today.
cus toilet at home was under renovation..
so i move to my aunt's place,
while parents n bro used the one in the kitchen tog with my grandma.
yaa.
these few days it keeps happening.
and i dun like it at all.
its not fun.

2007-07-05T19:31:00.000+08:00

finally grad day is over.
yesterday was the day.
the nite b4, went to meet some of them at amkhub
newyork newyork to get my gown from cher who had helped me collect frm nat.
reached there, saw 4 angmohs, tot they were from diff table,
but it happened tt they were with us,
xavier's frends la.
french guys.
kindof weird.
had dinner there n reached hm at arnd 11pm.
nx day, monring nearly cldnt wake up.
reach sch arnd 7.45,
tot was late liao, but actually still early la.
then during the speech, i was slping.
hha.
n the gown is so big lah.
so troublesome,
n i did someting funny.
we were supposed to sae thank you to the guy giving us the certs,
but i tink i was too scared,
i said 'your welcome' to him instead.
didnt realise it till i walked off.
hahaha.
aft tt, took photos..
with whoever i saw lah.
weather damn hot.
aft tt go collect the REAL cert, return the gown,
and then went for lunch at mac.
but i didnt virtuall eat mac.
went to south to tapao prawn mee and bubble tea.
aft wich, slack awhile,
n i went home to sLp.
switched on my air con and SLEEP.
cus the weather damn damn damn hot.
and i was damn damn damn damn tired.
slept till 7plus, wake up.
ate some food dad bought.
very dry noodles. i dun like.
n had 2 chicken wings.
this morning, woke up, head damn pain.
anyway, i missed 3 trains today morning.
dunno how come the ppl today taking train all very weird lah.
hiAkz.
head so so pain.
feel lik im going to haf another relapse soon.
god bless.

2007-06-25T21:28:00.000+08:00

all right.
this post was requested by tan qian lin felicia.
hahaha.
last fri was feeling damn bored,
no one to go out with.
and so just nice,
ms tan qian lin asked mi to acc her till 9plus.
and i wantedd to go town to get some stuffs.
so arranged to meet her.
met her at wheelock first..
cus i wanted to go crumpler to get my camera pouch.
my original camera pouch is so not stable.
wow.
see her with her curls..
i feel like her younger sister standing with her.
hahaha.
she look so much mature.
while i'm still the kid.
den aft tt we walked over to wisma,
wanted to go projshopbloodbros to get tt sling bag,
but its gone.
as in, the design no more..
den oni gt tt design de waistpouch.
haiz.
den went to isetan..
bought a pair of jeans.
n den we walked over to far east.
bought 2 tshirts from hula n co.
n felicia bought 2 tops and a pair of heels.
haha.
n she blamed me for her purchases,
cus she said see me buy ting she nv buy,
her hand itchy.
hahaha.
in one single day i spent lik 100plus.
so OMG.
i'm goin to stop my spending.
but i still havent make my specs.
haiii .
aft tt..
was ard 9plus aredy..
erm.. went to meet her bf tog with her,
they were going parklane to eat..
n so asked them to drop mi off at the busstop there.
saw my uncle!
hahaha.
was nice meeting up with her aft so long!!
hahha.
kbox session next?

2007-06-20T19:16:00.000+08:00

still in office now.
time is 7.17pm.
haha not OT lah.
maybe it is.
but aft office hr liao,
so i can do wat i want ba, as long as nt offence.
aunt still here, so acc her.
n cus later im meeting fren.
dun wanna go bak hm first den come out.
3rd day of work, not bad lah.
quite treat this place like my house liao.
really lik house. like tis place.
n the ppl here mostly like noe each other frm other shophouses,
den sometime afternoon pop in talk talk lidat.
den jus nw gt one guy look quite young, quite nice.
but i duno how old is he leh.
haha.
aiyAAAAa.
had subway for lunch just now.
and dinner last nite.
haha.
anyway.
summarise: its quite fun working here.
haha..

2007-06-20T01:00:00.001+08:00

worked at my aunt's place for 2 days already.
nice place.
nice environment.
shophouses environment .
so quiet n peaceful.
dun feel lik im in sg at all when im there.
if oni i lived there!
feels so homely.
onli 6 ppl including me in the 'office' .
decor is nice. simple n nice.
ppl are nice.
gt one veri motherly.
over friendly.
was frightened at first, but later on okay le.
today she wanted to buy shoes for her daughter in toronto.
gt sales at CnK.
she ask mi help her try the size, cus the daughter size same as me.
and those shoes were killer heels!
my aunt was laughing at me.
-_____-
but the ppl there r nice lah.
haha.
update more nx time.
its time to SLEEP.

2007-06-14T00:47:00.000+08:00

to my guy friends going in ns today/tml..

GOOD LUCK!!

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

r YOU excited?

2007-06-08T11:06:00.000+08:00

oh.
today last day in ssc.
bigboss on leave..
so theres nth for us to do..
except some manual work.
just now go shred paper,
damn funny lah.
the cleaner auntie.
she come help us clear the ting..
den stand there see us shred,
den started to take the paper shred tog with us.
so imagine 3 ppl shredding there.
den she still so confidently
press the button wem its stuck.
but she duno tt tt button is to switch on
and off the machine.
so in the end she kip on and
off-ing the machine.
daMn funny lah.
cldnt control my laughter.
anyway! tried to order directly from AE last nite.
managed to.
but the shipping details really bugged me.
and i today den realise abt the vpostUSA tingy.
called vpost.
called AE.
imagine calling the US lah.
n its their afternoon there now.
and the person nt v slang,
but still quite slang.
was trying to decifer wat she was saying.
anyway my order has been cancelled,
cus my aunt's credit card cant get thru.
luckily,
or else we had to pay for a huge amt
of shipping fees.
n nw the disc code no more le.
but i really wan to get tht BAG!
and the shirt.
and and and..
=\
i tink join ppl spree still safer.
but i wanna try wat.
anyway nw i noe abt the shipping ting liao,
nx time will try again.
ae discount code faster come again!
i am so so so tired.
last nite left my aunt place
at 12plus,
cus we were trying to order the AE stuffs.
today was dead tired.
tonite still gt band.
tml gt performance.
sun gt sitclub gathering.
wat a tiring week.
hope i don break dwn frm the tiredness.

2007-06-05T17:48:00.000+08:00

ho
long no blog le.
updates.these few days hav been interesting.
ha.
friday we finished work at 4.30 !
yeah. cus ssc gt some event,
so we can off eaerlier.
went to ms first,
met up with kahyip,
walk arnd.
went to find rickson at famous amos for
some free cookies.
heeehe.
den tt misskiafang FINALLY came and meet us.
den we went to somerset.
go hongkong cafe at cine.
we 4 found seat first,
den peishan came.
tt girl jus came bak from taiwan.
den andrew n stef came.
had dinner.
ha.
ourdinner was maggi mee.
hahaha.
initially all of us say dunwanna eat maggi mee.
actually is their soup noodles la,.
but look n taste lik maggi.
anyway.
wanted to order the baked mushrm rice.
but whole day felt quite sick,
lik gt fever lidat,
and my throat lik gt a lump.
so had something light.
and boy was tt 'maggi mee' relly LIGHT.
cldnt even finish it.
cus nt v nice.
n not much appetite.
had hot tea.
i tink those kopitiam tea taste
nicer leh.
but cher said her yuanyang nt bad.
i tried.
and its nt bad ya.
aft tt bobby came and join us aft his dinner
with his colleague.
our table was relly squeezy.
hahaha.
but good lah.
we family what.
aft tt we walked out,
wanted to go to alleybar.
but no more seats left.
first time i go tt kind of place la.
i see the inside lik nt bad leh.
like ALLEY lor.
haha.
den we went to tis bar or pub
or whatever u call it,
called Rouge.
jus beside alleybar.
the ppl outside were lik kept asking
us to go in.
like wat sia.
girls free entry,
guys pay arnd 20 i tink.
or was it 25?
we went up,
sat sofa seat,
dey dun let us sit inner abit cus we nv open bottle.
anway 11-12 was one for one.
so they ordered vodka dunno wat dunno wat,
4 glasses of it.
all share.
i cant drink la.
but tried a sip each.
i dun lik the taste.
n i was relly feeling very sick.
but first time experience,
no0t bad lah.
at arnd 12 we hurried out to catch the last train.
haha and its relly HURRY.
haha.and in the train,
i tink they all smelt alcholic.
stand arnd them all the alcohol smell.
and my jacket oso gt alchol n SMOKE smell !
aRGH!
i was relly damn drowsy in the train.
i didnt even feel lik alighting when my
stop reached.
anyway i alighted at gombak and
took a cab home.
felt lk i cld faint any moment.
anyway luckily i reached hm safely.
went home the moment i bathed,
i SLEPT.
totally CMI.
dont ever take alcohol when u r fever-ing.
and all i took was jus a small sip each.
lousy me.
sat.
woke up at arnd 2,
went out at arnd 4 to meet
limay hp and jane.
we met in bus 188.haha.
den anyway took to harbourfrnt,
toook sentosa bus,
saw voonling n karin inside.
ohoh.
so we wnt to siloso to find them tog.
felt so weird la.
cus so long nv c dem.
anyway awhile later okay liao.
tt alvin low mr classmonitor.
damn funny la.
he collect the bbq food liao,
den we realise
mayb cant bbQ at the sentosa beach.
and he GO ASK THE LIFEGUARD.
HAHAHAHAHAHA.
asked the lifeguard for permission.
and lifeguard told him
NO.
u cannot start a fire anywhere in
sentosa xcept costa sands chalet there.
HAHAHA
SO FUNNY CAN.
anyway den we shfted to the far end of the siloso,
near the rasa hotel.
tt time lifeguard also off duty le.
den try to start fire,
using alum tray.
wind so big,
so they sort of dig a hole to stable the alum tray,
and cover cover wind to try to light up.
and yes.
we did it.
all thanks to the npcc pple kaiyan ,
nic, peiyi i tink.
haha.
damn funny.
managed to start the fire aft so many times.
machiam lik survivor bbQ.
n tt zhenpeng still the same.
nonsensical.when he irritates mi i jus remind him
tt i saw him sliding dwn the control stationand he will shut up.
haHA!
and den the bBq started.
ok ok lah.
then the tide started to come in,
water lik nearer and nearer to us.
haHAHAha.
tt time no ppl arnd le.
oni left us.
den SELINA WONG came..
with her husband and 2kids.
arnd 10plus she came yeah.
she tried recognising everyone.
yah she manged,
xcept some la.
n she saes she remembers me!
hahaha.
'xinyi..
tt skinny skiny quiet girl'
hahaha.
secsch i v skinny meh?
i fatter leh.
anyway aft tt she left ..
den i left wit limay n jane n voonling n
karin awhile aft she left,
had band the nx day,
cldnt stay lah.
half way thru we met the guys.
nic, chinye, shaun.
tsyr han.
chinye last time so dark.
nw so fair.so so veri fairer den last time.anyway aft tt, reached hm arnd 12 plus i tink.took train frm harbourfrnt, cus 188 no more le.
haizzz.nx day wen for band.
had dinner with peisean and tan at chongpang.
went to find nat.
haha.
and nat was so nice to let us get e food firs.
hee.
aft tt tan went to anderson to pick up some stuff.
and need to go bak bandrm to unload the stuff,
so we went with him la.
heard some funny stories in the bandrm.
haha.
aft tt was home.
monday.
woke up late.
cus dad woke up late.
and when i woke up i tot it was a sat or sun,
cus e lights outside were
switched off.
but no la,
dad woke up late.
anyway went to work.
boss treated us to lunch.
farewell lunch.
wen to marianasquare eat breeks.
not bad.the setlunch 8.90++.gt drink,
main course,soup and dessert
nt bad.
quite worth it.
damn full.
today is tuesday.
and i am so tired now.
fri last day.
sat concert day.
ohhowamigonnasurviveonsat?
oh yes another ting.
my fone spoilt again!
cant rec calls n sms.
cant make calls n sms.
its nt my sim card problem la.
n i tink my mp3 player is spoiling too.
damn.
all the bad things happen tog.
irritating!!!!!!!!
n my aunt just asked mi to help her work nx wk till end of june.
3wks la.
duno wan to work nt leh.initially i told her ok,
she say she help mi find out pay.
but now,
i tink,
my initial plan is to do alot tings b4
i go study.
and now if i help her work,
den i cannot do wat i wan to do le.
how?
but if i dun help her,
lik disappoint her leh,
i dunwant to.
how sia.
play or money?
wich will u choose?
HAIZ.

2007-05-30T08:54:00.000+08:00

i am so so so tired.
and i came to office freaking early today lah!
7.45 reach already.
can u imagine it!
i cant imagine it too.
cus dad say wan to go office early today,
so i had to go tog with him.
arghs
stoning all the way.
slowly eating my breakfast.
i wan to leave at 5.30 today.
go hm early.
SLEEP.
tmL public holdiay.
oh yeah.
workng till nx wk fri.
HO HO.
wan go holdiay leh.
but like so last min,
mayb go KL or JB with tbc n peisean lor.
gee.
yest meant to go hm early,
but go meet ps for dinner.
den she wanted to subscrib the starhub internet,
in the end we sat at starhub till 9plus.
den go dinner at foodcourt,
she dint manage to eat her dan dan mian.
i tink the starhub guy mus haf tot tt we were 2 goondus,
he xplain to us hw to install the modem v carefully,
but i study IT one leh.
he like givin lecture like tt,
i wanna lAUGH sia.
but no lah.
hiakz.
aft dinner had dessert.
actually oni wanted to eat the ice kachang de ice la,
cus it was freaking hot.
bought chiffon cake for breakfast.
the uncle was in the shop.
so
-_______________-
nv even bothr to look at him.
grr.
SO TIRED.
and cher still haven come.
she's supposed to come at 8am today.
yet im earlier den her.
i wan go hongkong leh.
my uncle they all goig macau on 12june.
actually they asked mi wanna go not,
but i tot i will b workin till late june,
so i say cant.
but in the end cher wanted to end earli,
so togethr end early lor
also a bit fedup here liaoz.
den ending work on 8th june.
one day b4 concert.
den wan to tag along to macau with them leh.
but .
lik abit last minute,
also shy leh.
den aiyah,
dun want lor,
nx time go with friEndss.
but i tink go with cousins they all fun leh.
but.
haiyahh.
nx time lor.
faster pay come leh,
i already tot of wat i wan to buy le .
sommor GSS is here..
ARghs.
oni can see canot buy.
i still want to buy my big crumpler..

2007-05-26T16:10:00.000+08:00

damn it damn it damn it
my fone cant read my SD Card now.
so DAMN IT!
and i took so many photos yest with my cousin,
and a mini tornado seen at the stadium.
so DAMN IT.
pluck my sd card into my com,
its CORRUPTED.
tried to re format the card,
it CANNOT.
den i put the nokia sd card in my fone,
ALSO CANOT READ.
WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH MY FONE?
jus bring back from service less den 1 wk ago oni !
HELLO !
slap nokia ppl

2007-05-25T09:54:00.001+08:00

keep mi busy.
keep me busy.
keep me busy.
so i wun hav time to tink of other stuffs.
HA.HA.HA

2007-05-24T08:32:00.001+08:00

its 8.36Am.
im in the office all alone.
i am so scared.
im the only one in here now.
waiting for yeominyee to come.
the rest of the ssc staff wen to nyp for some gathering,
leaving us temp staffs here.
dunno the intern guy coming anot.
argh!
the lights were all offed
when i came in.
tried to switch it on.
onli maanged a few.
then there's tis funny noise from a colleague's table,
its getting on my nerves.
im so scared!
yeominyee/internboy faster come please..

2007-05-24T01:26:00.000+08:00

oh yes!
finally i cut my hair.
feels much more cooling at the neck area.
haha!
cut a bit diff hairstyle.
one side short one side long.
like slope behind at the edges,
but not too obvious la cus i dunn wanna be too 'over'
kinda like it ,
actually like it more when the person gt style my hair for me
but la. i lazy one.
and i cant b bothered to spray n style my hair b4 i go out each time.
so yeah.
anyway my aunt also dye n cut her hair jus nw.,
so waited quite a long time for her
but can listen to gossip .
hah. aunties do gossip too okay.
but now i gt 2 big pimples ,
spoil my new look !
argh!
tml morning we gonna haf the whole morning to ourselves,
HAHA!
excited.
are YOU?
oh yeaaa.
so tired.

2007-05-23T09:34:00.000+08:00

YOU STUPID GUY!!!!!
SO PISSED.
SO SO PISSED.

2007-05-18T01:02:00.000+08:00

so i shifted nx to bigboss.
and i super don like.
cant do my own stuffs.
cant try to slp .
ARGHS.
no privacy.
everytime i hear her chair she's stnading up.
and its so scarey!
don like don like
super duper don like.